Tang Suoyan is a gentle person.
The initial impression was a bit cold, and there was always a distance between them. Even after both of them clearly expressed "I'm interested in you", I didn't see much enthusiasm in him. He is sensible and strong, courageous and steady, it is inevitable that Tao Xiaodong will fall in love with him. Tang Suoyan seems to always stand there watching you and waiting for you. Although the process of heartbeat is very exciting, it occasionally makes people feel cold.
His warmth has to come out slowly after being together. The more you spend with him, the more you will feel it. No matter when you look back, he will always be here, and he will always be there to support you. He makes people feel warm-hearted and down-to-earth, and he wants to live a good life with him, and feels that life is unique.
When he was shaving Tao Xiaodong, Tao Xiaodong kept looking at him without blinking a few times.
"Why do you look at me like that?" Tang Suoyan smiled at him, shaved his beard and put away his razor.
The two are about the same height and have similar stature. Tao Xiaodong looked into Tang Suoyan's eyes and asked him in a low voice, "Why are you so gentle?"
"Will you be gentle with a shave?" Tang Suoyan still asked him with a smile, turning around and cleaning the razor by the sink.
"It seems that you don't have time to eat. Is it too late for you to go to work?" Tao Xiaodong said.
"Then don't eat it." Tang Suoyan said indifferently, "I'll eat it later in the car."
Tao Xiaodong asked jokingly, "What if I can't take care of myself in the future?"
Tang Suoyan also answered naturally: "Then get up half an hour earlier and clean up you first and then clean up me."
Tao Xiaodong looked at him: "You can't get up."
"I can't get up because I want you to coax him, it's like coaxing him half an hour earlier." Tang Suoyan turned his head to look at him, "I won't be able to get up even if I sleep for two more hours."
He always wears a shirt to work, straight and straight, and now he is cleaning the razor without any hassle. It should be the hand that operates the equipment for surgery. Now it seems that he enjoys doing these daily trivial things. .
Tao Xiaodong looked at him with infatuation, looked at him for a while, turned sideways and walked out behind him.
After he went out, Tang Suoyan stopped moving, leaned on the edge of the sink, lowered his head and stood still for a few seconds.
Tang Suoyan got off the car in the hospital parking lot and happened to meet Corey's intern, and the two cars were parked next to each other. The other party also saw Tao Xiaodong and nodded towards the car, Tao Xiaodong smiled and waved his hand.
"If you're busy, send me a message in advance. I'll go to your place after get off work, so you don't have to come pick me up." Tang Suoyan turned around and said to Tao Xiaodong.
Tao Xiaodong put his hands on the steering wheel, nodded and said "OK".
Tang Suoyan walked into the building with the intern. He didn't have an outpatient clinic today, so he was scheduled for surgery.
When he got to the office, he called an acquaintance at the medical examination center of their hospital before changing his clothes and preparing for the ward round. Tao Xiaodong's annual medical check-up had not arrived yet. Tang Suoyan took him with him and asked him to follow him for a half-yearly check-up in the future.
There was no abnormality in any of the indicators on the electronic physical examination report, and they were all in a healthy state. Tang Suoyan probably glanced at it and passed it.
He called the medical examination center to order a detailed paper report.
Originally, Tang Suoyan could leave work on time this day, but he still temporarily worked overtime before leaving get off work.
In the operating room, Tang Suoyan's last operation was over, and a doctor from the emergency department and another surgeon came in at the door. Seeing that Tang Suoyan was suturing the conjunctival incision, he stood by and observed it for a while.
Tang Suoyan's movements were steady and meticulous. After stepping down, he turned around and asked the two: "Is something wrong?"
The emergency doctor whispered to him about a suspicious patient.
The patient is a 53-year-old middle-aged male. The trauma of the right eye in the early years caused only light perception in his vision. Now he has an acute attack of acute angle-closure glaucoma in his left eye. Circumcision of the iris by laser. The reaction was severe this time, and the medication could not reduce the intraocular pressure. The patient's attitude is relatively negative now, and he is afraid of surgery. He is also worried that if the surgery is unsuccessful, he will be hospitalized to observe the postoperative reaction and complications. Physiological photocoagulation wants conservative treatment and hopes to save the eyeball, and does not choose a risky but more likely improvement of the eye condition.
In his case, cyclophotocoagulation can only temporarily lower the intraocular pressure, and cannot resolve the pupillary block nor restore the anterior chamber, and the eye must eventually remain blind.
Tang Suoyan went to the operating room next door, and the two doctors have been introducing him to the patient's indicators, medication and reaction status. The patient was already on the operating table, because the two doctors were still suspicious, and they just met Tang Suoyan in the operating room to confirm with him again. The patient looked a little nervous at them.
Tang Suoyan was wearing a mask, his eyes were bent, and he said warmly: "Relax, don't be nervous, I'll look at my eyes."
Looking at the patient's eye condition with an operating microscope, he said to the doctor next to him, "I'm coming."
After acupuncture and anesthesia, after a while, the intraocular pressure dropped a little, and the cornea became clearer than before.
An anterior chamber puncture was performed in the absence of an anterior chamber. The knife touched the iris almost as soon as it entered the anterior chamber, and a small amount of aqueous humor flowed out to fill the anterior chamber. After that, the needle drainage lowered the intraocular pressure and continued to fill the anterior chamber. No one said a word in the operating room, and everyone watched Tang Suoyan's operation quietly. What he was doing was circumcision of the iris.
The limbal incision was made a little more than three millimeters, and the iris was excised by the aqueous humor that brought the peripheral iris out. After that, the iris was restored, the incision was sutured, and the anterior chamber was inflated.
The operation was very difficult, and the anterior chamber was too shallow, but Tang Suoyan's hand was too steady, and the whole operation was meticulous and smooth. Everything was just right, and it was done beautifully.
The awareness of surgery and the choice of actions in the operation depend on clinical experience, and also require the firmness and decisiveness that a doctor should have.
The doctors in the operating room watched the whole process and were relieved when they stepped off the stage.
It's good to do this kind of surgery, but if it fails, it's Tang Suoyan's own responsibility. The patient will not consider that the doctor wants to preserve his vision. Once the operation fails, the patient is likely to hold on to it. The matter can be big or small, and there will be trouble when encountering an unenlightened patient.
It was a pleasure to watch Tang Suoyan's surgery. After leaving the operating room, the emergency doctor sighed: "The patient is lucky when he meets Director Tang."
Doing this operation at your own risk, it is very thankless and very likely to take on a lot of responsibility. There are too few doctors who can do it without thinking about it.
Tang Suoyan smiled and said nothing.
One eye had lost sight, and one had to be saved for him. Tang Suoyan's confidence in this kind of surgery is still very high. The patient chooses to give up his vision to protect the eyeball when he is afraid, and the doctor who can roughly predict it cannot always give up in the face of many fears.
Ophthalmologists still want to leave light on their patients for as much and as long as possible.
Because this temporary addition was not the operation he was responsible for, Tang Suoyan got off work half an hour late.
When I went back to the operating room to get my phone, I saw Tao Xiaodong's message 50 minutes ago: Brother Yan, I'm downstairs.
Tang Suoyan replied: I'll be right now, wait a moment.
Tao Xiaodong: Don't worry.
Tang Suoyan changed clothes and went downstairs, and saw Tao Xiaodong's car.
He walked over, got into the car, and before he had time to speak, he settled there.
He looked at Tao Xiaodong and was surprised that he couldn't find anything to say for nearly half a minute.
"Cool or not?" Tao Xiaodong smiled first, took off his hat, and touched his head.
Tang Suoyan raised his hand after a while, and touched Tao Xiaodong's head lightly.
"What about the hair?" he asked.
Tao Xiaodong put on his hat and pointed to the place behind his ear: "I shaved it bald in the morning, and I'll shave it all when I'm upset."
Tang Suoyan still looked at him, Tao Xiaodong said, "I've had enough washing, and it's still troublesome, so I have to get it."
"I can help you wash."
Tao Xiaodong shook his head: "It takes time."
Tang Suoyan didn't say anything else, just "um".
This matter may still make Tang Suoyan angry.
Tang Suoyan was seldom angry, and even more so towards Tao Xiaodong. After they were together, the number of disputes between them was limited. Tang Suoyan didn't get angry, he didn't quarrel fiercely, and he usually just had a cold face when he was angry.
Tao Xiaodong is the one who protects him the most. If others provoke Tang Suoyan, he may not be angry yet, but Tao Xiaodong is already angry. Therefore, Tang Suoyan's face was cold at this moment, and Tao Xiaodong was naturally uncomfortable.
He whispered "Brother Yan".
Tang Suoyan still only said "um".
He called out "Brother Yan" and he could say something, but he couldn't say anything. I want to say too much, nothing is right, nothing is right.
Tao Xiaodong has been going on and on for so many years, and this is the first time that he is going to die.
The corner of his mouth was rotten, it wasn't there in the morning, and now there is a big blister.
During the rush hour, the road is very congested, and I took the route without traffic jams. However, today may have been an accident ahead. Get irritated.
"I really don't like this kind of incomprehensible situation." Tang Suoyan said something.
Tao Xiaodong opened some windows to let in some air in the cab.
"I can't think of what's wrong with you." Tang Suoyan said, "you don't want to say that I can wait for you. When I'm in a bad mood, I can wait for you to calm down and tell me what's wrong with you."
"But don't make me panic, I really don't like it." Tang Suoyan frowned and opened the window on his side.
The whistle began to honk endlessly outside again, Tang Suoyan frowned deeper, and Tao Xiaodong closed the windows on both sides.
He said "sorry".
The last thing a lover needs is "sorry", these two words themselves reveal a polite politeness.
Tang Suoyan turned his head and looked out the window: "If you can only say this, don't say it."
Tao Xiaodong opened his mouth, but closed it again, frowned and took a deep breath. The car in front went a little further, and when he stepped to stop again, Tao Xiaodong looked at Tang Suoyan, cleared his throat and said, "Brother Yan... Leave me alone."
"What do you mean?" Tang Suoyan asked him.
Tao Xiaodong said softly, "Just... literally."
The impatience and irritability on Tang Suoyan's face just now had disappeared, but now he is very calm. He looked at Tao Xiaodong and his voice sank: "I don't care?"
Tao Xiaodong looked at him deeply, speechless.
"I told you what kind of person I am on the first day we were together, but I don't understand what you said now."
Tao Xiaodong was stunned for a while, his voice hoarse, and he only said: "...why let you control me."
Tang Suoyan frowned and loosened, looking at the broken corner of Tao Xiaodong's mouth, nodded silently for a few seconds, opened the door and got out of the car.