Tang Suoyan's words made Tao Xiaodong believe it without even the slightest hesitation.
- He knew what kind of disease it was, and knew it couldn't be cured, but he believed it.
Just like a terminally ill patient, the doctor said that I will not let you die, and he really felt that he was still saved.
Tao Xiaodong truly felt that he was saved at that moment.
Fundamentally speaking, this "salvation" is not about having deep expectations for the result, but more like being conquered by the attitude of the person in front of you and being rescued by a powerful soul. Those burdens and anxieties in my heart are suddenly put down at this moment, It seems that everything is not so hopeless and bad.
He smiled at Tang Suoyan. For the first time in so many days, he smiled so sincerely, and even the corners of his eyes had a happy arc of downward bending, and said softly: "Yes... I should be yours."
The people in the store were also quite surprised. Their brother had been under low pressure for so many days, and it suddenly became a little clearer since he went to work on Monday.
The scab on the corner of his mouth was still there, but he didn't see him saying that his mouth was sore, and he talked too much.
"My brother's hysteria has passed?" Huan Ge asked Da Huang in a low voice, "What's the matter?"
Da Huang knew the inside story, and he was so worried these days that he couldn't sleep or eat. Thinking about Tao Xiaodong, his chest hurt. No one can know about this, it has to be rotten in their hearts, Da Huang just said: "Just treat him as menopause."
"It scared me to death the first few days," Huan Ge said with a wink, "I don't know what happened to him."
Da Huang tore off a long thread from Huan Ge's clothes, wrapped it around his hand twice unconsciously, lowered his head and said it was all right.
Huan Ge's eyes rolled back and forth, and he carefully guessed a few times. Rhubarb later smiled and flicked on his forehead, saying, "Your brother is all right, don't worry about it."
"No, brother, you're missing this leg?" The client pointed to the calf that he didn't finish, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, "Isn't this the end of the matter?"
"I have to rest." Tao Xiaodong waved his hand and said, "I'm tired."
"You see this small piece left, I have to come tomorrow, you can finish it for me." The customer knows Tao Xiaodong well, and they are friends of friends. When he was in school, he often came to the store to sit and chat with them, and he came back after two years abroad. Now that I have started my own business, I have less to come.
"I'm really tired, my neck hurts." Tao Xiaodong took off his gloves and raised his head, "The cervical spine is not good."
"I really convinced you." What Xiao Young is doing today is a cover, leg rings on both sides of the calf that used to be tattooed, and he was a couple with his girlfriend at that time. After so many years, his girlfriend has changed a lot. He came for one day last month, and he didn't finish it, and he didn't finish it today.
Tao Xiaodong said: "Anyway, you are not busy recently, come tomorrow."
"Why am I not busy? I have a lot of things to do." The young man muttered and put on his trousers, "If you say that you are too big now, you still have time to do your work. Stop when the clock is up. Brother has changed."
Tao Xiaodong smiled and said nothing more.
"I have estimated the time. I still have an appointment in the afternoon. If you didn't do it for me in advance, it disrupted my plan." The client finished putting on his pants and stood up and said.
"I can't do it anymore, it's fine to sit and chat with you for a while." Tao Xiaodong raised his chin toward the rest area, "Have a cup of coffee."
"You can really do it. If you don't work and don't make money, you can accompany people to drink coffee." The client stood up and went to the rest area. "We don't know what's going on with you."
"Combination of work and rest." Tao Xiaodong asked him: "Drink freshly ground or instant?"
"My god, it's just instant. It's not that delicate, and it's still grinding." The young man made him suffocate with anger, and he laughed angrily.
Tao Xiaodong's rules have been set, and he has also told the management in charge of reservations in the store. Tang Suoyan set him no more than five hours a day, Tao Xiaodong set himself even less.
When anyone asked the reason, Tao Xiaodong said that his neck hurt and he couldn't stand it after sitting for a long time.
No one can break this rule, and no one will be given face. No matter how he persuaded Tao Xiaodong, he was always smiling. When the time was up, he took off his gloves. No matter how many pictures were left, we would talk about it tomorrow. If the client really insists on finishing it in one day, Tao Xiaodong said that you can wait for me to rest for two hours. In the past two hours, he went upstairs to close his eyes for a while, and pressed on the acupuncture points around the eyes.
The doctor at home is very strict, and Tao Xiaodong listens to everything he says, and is very self-disciplined.
Tang Suoyan was not in the hospital in the afternoon, and went to the school to give a lecture. When he returned in the evening, he happened to pass by Tao Xiaodong's store, and the two made an appointment to go home together.
Tao Xiaodong had nothing to do since three in the afternoon, his eyes didn't dare to get tired, and he didn't dare to draw any more pictures after finishing work. He sat on the sofa on the first floor and looked out through the glass door. The small workers walked back and forth by his side, bringing him some fruit and water from time to time, and he would eat when someone gave him. Tao Xiaodong sat there and ate the fruit for two hours.
When Tang Suoyan came to pick him up, before he came in, he saw Tao Xiaodong lying on the sofa and waiting bored. He pushed open the door, Tao Xiaodong sat up straight and smiled at him.
The shopkeeper greeted Tang Suoyan, Tang Suoyan smiled, walked over and sat next to Tao Xiaodong and gave him a glass of vegetable juice.
Tao Xiaodong took it and took a sip, then smiled: "I've eaten fruit all afternoon, and I'm full."
"Then don't drink it." Tang Suoyan looked at the empty fruit plate on the coffee table, guessing that it was not too much to eat.
Tao Xiaodong touched his stomach and whispered, "It's cold in the stomach."
Tang Suoyan looked at him, and there were people around who couldn't do anything, so he just said, "You don't need to eat so much."
During the day, I ate a lot of fruit, but Tao Xiaodong didn't eat much for dinner.
In the evening, Tang Suoyan put his hand on his stomach to warm his stomach. Tao Xiaodong squinted his eyes comfortably and said, "Eating vegetables and fruits every day recently feels a lot better."
This word is too watery, and Tang Suoyan couldn't help laughing: "How watery?"
Tao Xiaodong thought for a while: "Young, strangely tender."
Tang Suoyan glanced at him.
Tao Xiaodong glanced at the end of his eyes and licked his lips.
During this time, the two of them had things in their hearts, and they didn't have the heart to do anything. At this moment, Tao Xiaodong said "tender", and suddenly hooked up the atmosphere. Hearing the other party's breathing, he felt a little goo in his heart.
"Brother Yan," Tao Xiaodong rubbed his head, now there are layers of green stubble, and it feels thorny, "Actually, I've always been a little worried."
As soon as he said he was worried, Tang Suoyan thought he was worried about his eyes, and said sternly, "What are you worried about?"
Tao Xiaodong scratched the back of his head and smiled rather embarrassedly: "I have no hair... Do you have no feelings for me anymore?"
Tang Suoyan laughed, raised his hand and touched his head, back and forth.
In the past, before Tao Xiaodong's hair was shaved, Tang Suoyan would often put his hand in his hair when making love. When he became fierce and pressed his neck from behind, his hair would also be pressed against his palm. Hair, kiss on the neck, warm and touching.
Now that I'm bald, I can't play anymore.
Tao Xiaodong suddenly regretted it. Before, he was afraid that he would not be able to see clearly in the future and would not be able to take care of it any more. It had been shaved for a hundred times, but since then the two of them have not done it until now.
Tang Suoyan didn't speak, just touched his head.
Tao Xiaodong's heart is half cold.
Tang Suoyan looked at his shy brows and drooping eyes, smiled and held the person over, and kissed him on the forehead: "I really don't do it today, it's too late, you have to rest well, I'll go to the hospital with me tomorrow and we'll do it again. a current diagram."
Tao Xiaodong said Oh.
Tang Suoyan smiled again: "Come to work with me tomorrow morning."
Tao Xiaodong said.
They all agreed, without saying a word. The accident in his heart was put on his face. Tang Suoyan made him tease him to rub the back of his head hard, and said, "You still know what you are worried about? What did you think when you shave? , at that time, why didn't you think about whether it would affect the harmony."
Tao Xiaodong raised his eyes to look at him. At that time, his heart was ashes, how could he still think about it.
Tang Suoyan said this just to amuse him, Tao Xiaodong looks good when his hair is long, stylish and energetic. Now the small bald head shows the outline of the face more, and the bald head has more indescribable energy, it looks a little savage and a little wild. And he was small, and sometimes he rubbed his head and smiled like a pretty boy.
Tang Suoyan liked it no matter how he looked at it, as long as it wasn't the haggard and sad look that he had just shaved.
I turned off the room lights and left the night lights at the door. The brightness was not adjusted too high, and it was too bright to affect rest.
Tang Suoyan asked him, "Can you see me clearly?"
"I can't see clearly." Tao Xiaodong pulled the corner of his mouth, touched Tang Suoyan's face and said, "I can only know that there is you here, but I can't see you clearly."
"Just know if you have it." Tang Suoyan said, "if you know it, just go to sleep."
Tao Xiaodong said with an "um", "Sturdy."
A night without dreams. The moon in the sky is not stingy with its own light, and evenly spreads the world. Soft, healing pale white light, bright and firm.
Tao Xiaodong's genetic result should have come out, he didn't ask Tang Suoyan, it was meaningless to ask, the result was already decided, and a test was just to confirm the genetic type.
He couldn't understand it if it was too detailed. There are dozens of types of retinitis pigmentosa causative genes. For Tao Xiaodong, this test is of no use.
On their way to work the next morning, Tang Suoyan only told him that the genotype pointed to the dystrophy of the cone and rod cells, so he did another electroretinogram to check the status of the cone and rod cells. In fact, the current diagram has already been done. Tang Suoyan said last time that it is fine and everything is in an early state.
"Again, if the cell is in good condition, we keep it at this stage for as long as possible." Tang Suoyan smiled calmly, "Let's see if we grow old first or if it goes bad first."
"Okay." Tao Xiaodong also smiled and nodded.
All of Tao Xiaodong's tests were directly handled by Tang Suoyan, and the tests and test results of various subjects were directly passed to him, eliminating the need for several transfer procedures in the middle. Tang Suoyan's office drawer is now a large pile of various test results and paper reports, which are a bit old.
Tao Xiaodong has been coming to the hospital frequently recently. After so many examinations, it is impossible that no one knows his condition. Many doctors and nurses in the hospital knew about it, but no one mentioned it to him. Every time he saw him, he greeted him as usual, smiling and saying hello, and no one asked more about his eyes.
There was only one intern doctor, a little girl with a round face and big eyes, who blinked her eyes and suddenly wanted to cry when she greeted him. Tao Xiaodong was waiting for Tang Suoyan at the door of Tang Suoyan's office at that time. He was going to get off work in a while, and the little doctor was going to change his clothes to get off work.
"What's the matter?" Tao Xiaodong was still stunned.
The little doctor shook his head, blinked back the tears, and whispered, "The good man has a safe life!"
Tao Xiaodong reacted and realized that he was probably feeling sad for himself. He smiled lightly, nodded and said, "Yes, a good person has a safe life."