When Tao Xiaodong told Tang Suoyan about this, he still felt warm.
Tang Suoyan asked him, "Which one?"
Tao Xiaodong described it and glanced at the badge as if his surname was Li. Tang Suoyan said he knew: "softhearted, I studied in my outpatient clinic last week and cried several times."
"Is it not suitable to be a doctor if you are too soft-hearted." Tao Xiaodong said, "I feel sad every day."
"You'll get used to it if you watch it more." Tang Suoyan said this with no emotion, and said calmly, "There are too many things that can't be done."
Tao Xiaodong smiled and asked, "Does this powerlessness include me?"
"Not included." Tang Suoyan said, "Including Xiao Nan, not including you."
Tao Xiaodong looked at him, still holding today's flowers.
Tang Suoyan said: "You are an early RP, living under my nose every day, what can I do?"
Tao Xiaodong was unprepared and was stunned by him: "Suddenly he became handsome."
"Suddenly?" Tang Suoyan raised an eyebrow and glanced at him, "I don't think your word is very rigorous."
"Every day!" Tao Xiaodong couldn't stop laughing, "Every moment is handsome."
Because of this matter, Tao Xiaodong has been living a very closed life recently, and he has never been to Tian Yi's place. He has digested his emotions during this time.
Now that everything has stabilized, it cannot continue to be blocked any longer.
Tian Yi was shocked when he saw him: "What stimulated you?"
Tao Xiaodong wore a peaked cap, hugged a small baby to coax him, resting his butt and neck with one hand. Every time he hugged him, he felt that it was too small, because the small things in his hands seemed to soften a lot.
"What's wrong with you?" Tian Yi asked, frowning, "What about you?"
"It's hot, it's almost summer." Tao Xiaodong said indifferently, "It's cool."
"You're still wearing a hat when it's cool?" Tian Yi didn't listen to him. "You must be in trouble."
Tao Xiaodong kept his head down and looked at the child. At first, he didn't feel like Tian Yi, but now he looks like him again, especially his nose and mouth. The child kicked his arms and legs back and forth, his feet softly kicked on Tao Xiaodong's forearm, and Tao Xiaodong's heart was about to melt.
Tian Yi chatted beside him, Tao Xiaodong said, "It's all right, I'll be the first to tell you anything."
Tian Yi reluctantly calculated the letter.
Tao Xiaodong didn't tell him that it wasn't because the relationship wasn't enough, or because he was afraid that Tian Yi would sympathize with him. They didn't see it between them. It's just not necessary, I'm afraid that he will hold his heart. It hasn't affected vision yet, and I don't know when it will develop to central vision. There's no need to worry about the people around me right now, and it won't be too late when it really develops.
People who are close to this kind of thing know that there will always be a stone in their hearts, which is too dull.
Tao Xiaodong now takes one or two days a week for acupuncture, more than an hour each time.
Dr. Jiang who does acupuncture and moxibustion is a friend of Tang Suoyan, and he was also a student of Professor Tang in college. The first time I went to his place was when Tang Suoyan and Tao Xiaodong went together. They said hello in advance, so the doctor didn't ask too much when they went there.
After that, every time Tao Xiaodong went to Dr. Jiang, he was very polite to him. The two sometimes chatted, and Dr. Jiang occasionally comforted him and made him relax. Many people do acupuncture and moxibustion in traditional Chinese medicine hospitals, and some are also treated with traditional Chinese medicine, and the delaying effect is very good. Several of the patients are already very old, and their condition is still optimistic.
Tao Xiaodong hardly thinks about it now. Although he is very active in treating the disease, he is no longer worried about it. All that needs to be done, the rest can only be left to fate.
"Suo Yan won't let me mention this to you too much, but I think you're in a good mood." Dr. Jiang chatted with him slowly while applying needles.
Tao Xiaodong lay there with his eyes closed and said, "After that stage, it was not very acceptable at first, but later I felt it was nothing."
"It's really nothing." Dr. Jiang agreed. "Besides, Suo Yan is an expert. What is he afraid of?"
Tao Xiaodong smiled: "Yes, Dr. Tang is very good."
"How long have you known each other?" It was inevitable to talk about other things when giving needles. Dr. Jiang and Tang Suoyan were old acquaintances, so they should also be closer to Tao Xiaodong.
"It has been many years. My brother is his patient, and I didn't know him well at first." Tao Xiaodong replied.
When he talked about Tang Suoyan, he only said they were friends every time, he didn't want to tell the truth about their relationship. He himself has nothing to be afraid to say, the whole world knows that he likes the same sex and it doesn't matter, but Tang Suoyan is different from him after all, Tao Xiaodong has always paid attention to this aspect and is reluctant to be too public.
Dr. Jiang has a very outgoing personality and is willing to chat. After a while, he suddenly said, "You two are a good fit."
Tao Xiaodong was stunned for a moment, then said, "The doctor seems to have misunderstood."
"What's the misunderstanding?" Dr. Jiang said with a smile, "Are you misunderstanding that you are his object?"
Tao Xiaodong didn't speak, but Dr. Jiang said, "At first he called me and said it was his lover. If you don't expose you, do you really think I don't know?"
Tao Xiaodong was a little surprised. It is true that Tang Suoyan never concealed this, but he did not expect him to speak so directly. Dr. Jiang said so, Tao Xiaodong also smiled and said, "I'm afraid it will affect him."
The doctor said, "What age is it? It's nothing."
The word "lover" itself carries a stereotyped romance, self-confidence and magnanimity.
When their gay lovers introduce each other to others, in addition to the words "boyfriend" and "object", if they want to be more formal, there are only "lover" and "lover".
Tao Xiaodong was moved by such a simple little word for several days.
"Don't be beautiful, have you taken the medicine?" Tao Xiaodong lay on the bed and looked at his phone, Tang Suoyan patted his lap after taking a shower, and went around him to the bedside drawer to get the charger.
"Eat." Tao Xiaodong was typing on his mobile phone, without looking up, only smiling, "Doctor Tang is so delicious."
Tao Xiaodong bought the wrong bath liquid for the two of them on Double Eleven last year and just took them out for use. At that time, I also joined the fun and put a lot of things in the shopping cart, some of which have not been used yet.
"I can't rush it for a long time." Tang Suoyan said helplessly, "If I wake up tomorrow morning, if you still have the smell, keep it for yourself, I won't help you consume it."
"Is Xiangxiang bad?" Tao Xiaodong grinned without being formal.
"You are fragrant."
Tang Suoyan charged his mobile phone, and Tao Xiaodong was lying there to reply. Tang Suoyan reminded: "Time."
Tao Xiaodong said "um", "I still need five minutes, Brother Yan."
Tang Suoyan said, "Okay, five minutes."
When five minutes arrived, Tang Suoyan didn't say a word, just turned off the light and left the small light at the door as usual.
Before Tao Xiaodong's news was finished, he lay there and hummed.
Tang Suoyan said no two, five minutes is five minutes, and when the time is up, he will turn off the lights without discussing with him. Tao Xiaodong has been staring at his phone for half an hour at night, which has already relaxed the time limit for him. Usually Tang Suoyan doesn't let him look at his phone before going to bed.
Tao Xiaodong reluctantly touched and sent a message to tell the other party that he would say tomorrow.
After sending the message, he put the phone aside, moved it to Tang Suoyan's side, hugged the person, and was as sincere as a good child: "Brother Yan, I was wrong."
Tang Suoyan opened his arms towards him, Tao Xiaodong stabbed him into his arms, rubbing his head.
Tang Suoyan touched his head and said he was panicking.
Tao Xiaodong has become less independent since his eye disease this time, and is very dependent on Tang Suoyan. In the past, he was not very coquettish at home, because of his personality, Tao Xiaodong was used to being a big brother, and even if he fell in love, he would not be completely open to himself. This time, it was not only his weak side that was aroused by his eyes, but also the childish innocence that had been forgotten for a long time.
Outside, Mr. Tao was still standing upright before, but when he got home, it was over, and he didn't look mature as soon as he took off his coat.
Tang Suoyan thought that the hair that he had just grown out was tangled, so he bent his head and pressed it to the neck of the person. Tang Suoyan was so annoyed that he pushed him, and Tao Xiaodong laughed and pushed him up again.
Tang Suoyan laughed in a low voice and said, "You are too annoying, stay away from me, bald man."
"Isn't he handsome when he's bald? You said it yourself." Tao Xiaodong kissed him on the body, and took what Tang Suoyan had said to stop him.
"Being handsome doesn't mean I'm willing to let you pierce me." Tang Suoyan pushed him again with disgust, "It's like a pig arching the ground."
Tao Xiaodong deliberately bowed for a long time, and finally stopped playing. Tang Suoyan put his arms around him, kissed him casually on the back of his neck, and smelled his body.
They both smell the same, taking a bath is like spraying perfume.
Tang Suoyan's nose touched his shoulder and neck, Tao Xiaodong asked, "Do you want to do it?"
I just did it last night. Tang Suoyan usually doesn't do it for two consecutive days. Originally, they were not gentle every time they did it. They were afraid that Tao Xiaodong would get hurt and didn't want him to hurt.
Tang Suoyan said no.
But it's clearly stateful. Tao Xiaodong smiled and said, "It's okay, come."
"Sleep to your sleep." Tang Suoyan bit the back of his neck lightly.
It's a bit of a grievance for people who are obviously in a state and still don't do it. Who should suffer this kind of grievance when they are adults. Tao Xiaodong reached out and lifted up his pajamas first, then his pants.
Under the half-dark light, both of them breathed a little.
After a while, Tang Suoyan pushed his hand away.
"What's wrong?" Tao Xiaodong asked softly.
Tang Suoyan frowned and said dryly.
"I'm going to get the oil?" Tao Xiaodong asked softly.
"No need." Tang Suoyan still frowned a little, took a deep breath and said, "Go to sleep."
Tang Suoyan has always disliked using his hands, and thought it was dry. It used to be reluctant to use, but now Tao Xiaodong has grown accustomed to his appetite. Who wants to eat small dishes when he is used to eating big meals.
Tao Xiaodong thought for a while, his eyes blinked in the darkness, and after a while he suddenly smiled mysteriously, and said something in Tang Suoyan's ear.
Are there people who don't want to do it with hands? There are people who play waves and Mr. Tao can't
After playing the waves, Tao Xiaodong went to the bathroom without waiting for Tang Suoyan to turn on the light.
Tang Suoyan got up and touched the remote control, Tao Xiaodong washed his face by the way. As soon as Tang Suoyan got the remote control, he heard a muffled sound of "bang" in the bathroom.
"Xiaodong?" Tang Suoyan stood up immediately and turned on the light at the same time, "What's wrong?"
"It's okay, it's okay." Tao Xiaodong said, covering his forehead, "I'm lowering my head, not looking up."
Tang Suoyan went over to look at him, turned on the light, took his hand away, and frowned.
"It's all right, Brother Yan, I just didn't look up." Tao Xiaodong's forehead turned red, "It doesn't really hurt to hear the sound."
Tang Suoyan rubbed him gently, led him back to the bed and let him sit, and rubbed him silently for a while.
Tao Xiaodong raised his head and smiled at him, asking him if he was happy.
Tang Suoyan didn't speak, he lowered his head and kissed the spot where his forehead hit.
Tang Suoyan didn't fall asleep for a long time that night. He kept his hand on Tao Xiaodong's head, rubbing him at first, and then gently scraping with his fingers.
Tao Xiaodong quickly fell asleep.
Tang Suoyan kept looking at him, the small night light at the door was enough for normal people. Tao Xiaodong slept soundly, his face turned to Tang Suoyan's side, with a comfortable and stable arc at the corner of his mouth.
Tang Suoyan touched his face, then walked out of the room very lightly.
Tao Xiaodong opened his eyes in the darkness.
He heard Tang Suoyan open the balcony door, and a few seconds later, he heard a very soft "click" in the quiet night.
Lighter sound.
Tao Xiaodong closed his eyes again, the apex of his heart was pinched and his nose was sore.