Lei Sha watched her silently, and after a while, she slowly curled the corner of her lower lip. The expression almost made Shen Jiangxi think that what she saw was her from the previous worlds. It was so similar, with a sense of time travel. Also very strong.
But that smile was fleeting, and she didn't intend to use all her strength to lift the person off her body. She just let her press her wrist, sit on her lap, and leaned over. For some reason, Shen Jiangxi had a moment Reading her expression is like: Forget it, let you go once.
I thought to myself that I relied on my own strength to suppress you, what the hell is this illusion of letting me go? Immediately, he snorted softly in disbelief, leaned forward and bit Leisa's lower lip lightly, and lay down on her body after kissing her, and said lazily:
"I let you, you know? Quickly tell your unknown story in exchange, and if you don't tell me, I will make you cry."
The tone actually imitated a bit of ghost-animal meaning, obviously the more perverted one between the two of them was the one who was suppressed by her at the moment. Leisa obviously choked for breath, although she had already expected that the other party would definitely ask this question tonight, but when she actually heard it, she still couldn't help feeling a lump in her throat, and those gray and colorless memories rushed towards her overwhelmingly. Then, the dim corner of the family in her memory, filled only with the abuse of her stepfather, slowly reappeared in front of her eyes, causing her pupils to lose focus in an instant.
Shen Jiangxi noticed that her breathing rhythm was not right, and saw this scene when she stood up, but she didn't expect that Leisha would have such a big reaction when she really started to recall, she immediately felt bad, touched her face and called: "Wait Wait, baby, Reza—"
Before she could say the title, the next moment the person under him seemed to have a strange force, and he lifted her restraint forcefully, almost throwing her out of the bed—it seems that she used this paragraph before. The memory is put into the self-protection mechanism. Even if she touches it by herself, her body will reflexively enter this extremely unstable self-defense mode, attacking anyone who poses a threat to her.
When Shen Jiangxi was at the police station, she only knew that Lei Sha's mother had been divorced before, and later took her to marry a man with a bad temper, and left shortly after contracting a serious illness. Lei Sha followed her His stepfather grew up.
When she was fifteen, her stepfather drowned in the bathtub at home while taking a bath at night because of drinking too much alcohol-Resa reported the case herself, and the police also recorded this case in the file.
Now it seems that Reza's hatred for those male criminals is very likely to come from what happened when she lived with her stepfather.
Standing still on the ground in time, she licked her somewhat dry lower lip, and couldn't help feeling annoyed at how she could bring up this matter so casually, but for Leisa, who almost immediately entered a state of alert and was vigilant against herself, she tentatively Spreading his hands, he said in a slow voice:
"Look at me... baby, I won't touch you, calm down, I'm Shen Jiangxi, I won't do anything to you... wake up, those things are over, huh?"
After repeating the words many times, Leisa seemed to have pulled herself out of that memory with difficulty, her gaze slowly focused, and she looked at the woman standing not far from her, who even restrained her breath. His eyes were light, his tense shoulders slowly relaxed, he sat down on the bed, and said a little tiredly:
"I thought it was all right... It seems that it has affected me more than I imagined." Hatred and fear have been layered over the years, and bad memories have been kept at the bottom of the box, waiting until she wants to look back. Only then did I realize that it had sunk so deep that it was almost stuck to the bottom of the box. It had become a very difficult thing to take it out easily and without damage.
She really thought that after knowing her original story and merging the memories of so many worlds, she would be able to overcome that fear to some extent.
It turns out that she overestimated her own psychology.
In other words, she underestimated the impact of this matter on herself. Just trying to say it, it seemed so difficult, if it wasn't for Shen Jiangxi noticing something wrong in time, if it wasn't for Shen Jiangxi's own strength being much stronger than hers, at this time she might have to face the unknowing of her own accidental injury The object of life and death.
"It's okay, you don't need to say it, I take it for granted." Shen Jiangxi has a headache. In fact, for Lei Sha, she no longer simply looks at it from the perspective of the mission goal or the mission object, she wants more Helping each other—this word seems a bit superior, maybe it can be said that she wants to do something more, she can't look at the woman's avatar in such a mess.
Shrouded in the shadow of a mortal, she knew that with that person's domineering and cruelty, that extremely strong dignity that was only willing to let go in front of her, she would not be willing to admit this.
For the first time, Shen Jiangxi felt that he desperately wanted the person in front of him to recover his cultivation.
Only the incomparable, completely different from this world, and the power to jump out of this pattern can help Leisa get out of this matter in one fell swoop, and even step over this deep shadow effortlessly.
She stretched out her hand to support her forehead, put her hand into her hair again, and massaged her scalp to relax her brain, and exhaled lightly. When she was about to say something so that she could skip this topic tonight, Lei Sha looked at her and said:
"You can do it, right?"
Shen Jiangxi suddenly laughed, looked at her helplessly, and licked her lips again, "Honey, you haven't forgotten that we are still competitors, have you? My lifelong wish is to send you into the prison."
Lei Sha's eyes dimmed for a moment, and she laughed at herself. That smile made Shen Jiangxi feel particularly glaring, and she really wanted to erase the arc from the corner of Lei Sha's lips.
"Also—" she said softly, before Shen Jiangxi interrupted, she continued in a low voice: "Even if you don't do it, I will do it."
She raised her head, and there was a bit of bleakness in her usually cold eyes, and she explained: "Killing... is addictive, I personally turned myself into a villain like him, of course I should go in."
It's just that she always feels that there are still many guys who are at large in this world, so she can't help it... Want to pull more guys who deserve to go to hell to support her.
Shen Jiangxi gasped and almost didn't bring it up. He choked on his own saliva and coughed for a long time with a blushing face. Under Leisha's strange eyes, he couldn't help but said, "Who will allow you to marry yourself and Lai Sha?" Are you on par with a chicken? You belittle yourself to belittle my vision! Very well, the Queen of Umbra was irritated by your contempt, and I really want to try it—let me cure this problem for you."
Are you addicted to killing people
Even if you don't do the task, I will cure this stinky problem for you.
System 22 sensed what she meant, and had been watching quietly from the sidelines, but finally couldn't help but say: [Hey, she's going to get out of control and become a real serial murderer soon, you just need to You can complete the task just by receiving the information. What do you want to do? Stop her from killing?]
The goal of the system is to complete the task. As it said, if Leisa really never committed crimes again, no one would be able to catch her with the meticulous way she used to do things.
Shen Jiangxi is equivalent to never completing the task.
From the perspective of the system to complete the task, it is correct. But there is no way, maybe if it is replaced by other ghost cultivators who urgently need cultivation or longevity or other things, or other deceitful things with no conscience, Shen Jiangxi will do it without blinking an eye.
Only this doesn't work.
[Shen Jiangxi wanted to arrest her because Lei Sha did something like a criminal. But I don't let her continue to kill people, which is still what Shen Jiangxi also hopes, even if it will destroy the mission. ] And not only Shen Jiangxi, Jiang Yuyan also chose this way.
System 22 was silent for a while. It had to say that after analyzing the character of Shen Jiangxi, the task client, it would indeed come to this conclusion.
But—couldn't it complete its mission? Do you want to carry it like this!
Because the ability to talk cannon is not as good as that of the salesman, System 22 held back for a long time without any rebuttal, and could only say angrily: [But the task should come first.]
Shen Jiangxi smiled, and replied softly: [Maybe you don't know, all the rewards I got came from her. To be more specific, it is the body of her spirit—I never put the task first, 22, she is the most important thing to me.]
System 22 didn't know whether to be surprised by this secret news first, or should be shocked by the salesman's frank refusal to cooperate with the task.
The words between Shen Jiangxi and the system were only completed within a few seconds, and Lei Sha could only see her pretending to be frivolous, staring at her with raised eyebrows, as if waiting for her answer.
Lei Sha was silent for a long time, and suddenly she twitched the corners of her lips—tonight she laughed a lot, I don't know if it was stimulated by Shen Jiangxi, or it was because she came to Shen's house to relax her, or maybe it was rare for her to be so honest. She exposed herself so that all the cells in her face became active. In a word, she said softly:
"Make a bet, if you lose..."
"Let you go, okay?" Shen Jiangxi knew her tricks a long time ago, gave her a blank look, and stood there with her arms folded, with a very disdainful tone.
Leisa originally wanted to say, if you lose, then I will not give you another chance to catch me, I will send myself in. Unexpectedly, when she heard Shen Jiangxi's words, she immediately laughed a little, and nodded her head along with her words.
"If I win, from now on, you will honestly be a good policeman for our people, and you are not allowed to go back on your word, and you are not allowed to go back to the old business... Even if sometimes the speed or method of catching the murderer is a bit worrisome."
Leisa nodded extremely slowly, and in that movement, there was a joy that she couldn't detect.
It's like a person who is teetering on the edge of a cliff and is about to fall to pieces, finally waiting for redemption.
The author has something to say: Oh, I suddenly like the story of the two of them so much!
No, I will write the next chapter longer!
Chirp!
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