The wooden door in the middle of the courtyard wall was dilapidated, and it was so brittle that it fell apart when touched lightly by hand. Ke Jingshan looked at the wooden door scattered all over the place and felt as if it had passed away. So eight years is such a long time? Why didn't he notice it at all
Putting Zhu Letian at the entrance of the courtyard and sitting down, Ke Jingshan said to the sluggish Zhu Letian: "Letian, do you remember? When you were young, my brother bathed you in the courtyard. You were afraid of pain and jumped around to hide."
Zhu Letian stared fixedly at one direction in the sky, without any response.
Ke Jingshan looked at Zhu Letian's absent-minded eyes, felt pain in his heart, and whispered: "Little pig, little pig..."
Zhu Letian sat and slowly curled himself up into a ball, not wanting to talk to Ke Jingshan at all.
Ke Jingshan opened the door, and found that the ground of the old house that had been closed for eight years was covered with weeds in one clump and the other, cobwebs hung from the beams, and there was a mild musty smell from inside.
While cleaning the house, Ke Jingshan was distracted to see Zhu Letian's situation. Zhu Letian was always like that, curled up and motionless, his slender back was as thin as a piece of paper, quietly and motionless.
In the past, Ke Jingshan praised Zhu Letian's cuteness countless times, but now he is regretting why he didn't realize that what Zhu Letian's cuteness is suppressing is his ego.
So what if you like a man? Why do you have to force him
Ke Jingshan didn't pay attention, his hand was scratched by wood chips on the ground, blood oozes from the wound, Ke Jingshan stared at the wound on his hand with a wry smile, the wound on his body was visible to the naked eye, how much blood was secretly bleeding from the wound in Zhu Letian's heart , how did he know
The house was ventilated until night. Fortunately, the air in the village was already fresh, and Ke Jingshan’s old house was not airtight.
Ke Jingshan carried Zhu Letian, who was quiet at the gate of the courtyard, back into the house, "It's quite hot now, let's go to the market tomorrow to buy a summer mat, and, if you attract mosquitoes, you have to buy some mosquito coils, toilet water for mosquito nets, then you have to remind me Me, if I forget, you will be bitten."
Zhu Letian leaned on his shoulder, blinking his eyes slowly, as if he didn't hear anything.
For dinner, Ke Jingshan used dry food and water to make the two of them deal with it. The two lay on the kang, and Ke Jingshan found a hole in the roof when he lay down. To so many stars."
Although Zhu Letian didn't respond to a single word, Ke Jingshan was still talking non-stop.
It wasn't until Zhu Letian lay on his shoulders and closed his eyes that Ke Jingshan closed his mouth. He reached out and stroked Zhu Letian's short hair, thinking: Letian, what do you want me to do
Ke Jingshan lay beside Zhu Letian but couldn't fall asleep all the time. He kept his eyes open and stared at the big mottled hole on the roof in a daze.
"Woo..." Zhu Letian in his arms suddenly made a sound, and Ke Jingshan hurriedly turned his face, "What's wrong with Letian?" His tone was full of cautious surprise.
Letian opened his eyes in a daze, and said clearly, "Brother Jingshan, the mosquito bit me."
Ke Jingshan almost cried out of joy, Zhu Letian was finally willing to speak, he hurriedly got up and said, "Brother will chase away the mosquitoes for you, you go to sleep." The big palm fanned back and forth above Zhu Letian's curled up, suddenly a place of despair emerged in his heart Guangming, Zhu Letian still knew him and called him Brother Jingshan.
It will be all right, everything will be all right.
However, when Zhu Letian woke up the next day, he reverted to his old ways and completely ignored Ke Jingshan.
With Zhu Letian's little response last night, Ke Jingshan was no longer in a hurry, and thought: Take your time, it will be fine.
Ke Jingshan took Zhu Letian to the bazaar to buy the things that should be bought, and also bought vegetables. There were some people in the bazaar selling some snacks that are not seen in the city now. Ke Jingshan also bought some for Zhu Letian, and gave them After buying a few sets of clothes, there were some unfamiliar faces in the market, and no one greeted them.
It has been eight years, and many young people in the village have left the village long ago. Some old people think Ke Jingshan looks familiar, but they dare not recognize him because of his demeanor.
Ke Jingshan took Zhu Letian back home, and cleaned up the house again. After cleaning up, he was sweating all over, took off his clothes in the yard, washed it with water from the well, and washed it halfway. He felt that someone was watching behind him, but when he turned his head, he saw Zhu Letian lying half alone on the door, and when he met his eyes, he flinched back in a panic.
Ke Jingshan turned her face away, put down the newly purchased water ladle, quickly wiped the water off her face, walked into the house, and said to Zhu Letian who was hiding in the doorway: "Want to wash too?"
Zhu Letian opened the door and did not speak.
Ke Jingshan stretched out his wet hand and touched his ear, "Little Pig." Turning around, he went back to the courtyard to rinse. Sure enough, after a while, Zhu Letian's eyes were glued to him again. Ke Jingshan ignored it and pretended not to see it. After washing, Put on the side vest trousers.
When he walked back into the house again, Zhu Letian didn't avoid him, stared at his chest, and suddenly whispered: "Your chest is so big."
Ke Jingshan was slightly taken aback, and looked down at his strong chest. He felt that the conversation in front of him seemed somewhat similar.
Seeing that Ke Jingshan was silent, Le Tian said timidly, "Can I touch it?"
Ke Jingshan looked up at Zhu Letian, saw that his eyes were full of longing, and said in a low voice, "Touch it."
With her snow-white and tender palms pressed against the undulating bronze-colored chest, Le Tian greedily stroked Ke Jingshan's muscle lines, and praised: "It's amazing."
Ke Jingshan resisted the strange touch from his body, "You want it too?"
Le Tian didn't answer, and put his hands on it together, kneading Ke Jingshan's strong muscles back and forth, as if he had gotten a long-awaited toy, and couldn't put it down.
Although Ke Jingshan knew it was wrong, but at his age like a wolf and a tiger, some things were out of his control. On the one hand, he wanted to pull Zhu Letian's hand away, but on the other hand, he didn't want to give up the communication with Zhu Letian that he had so hard to come by. Throat said: "Let go first, and play next time, okay?"
Le Tian turned a deaf ear, still put his hand on his chest, but his eyes were pressed down, and murmured: "It's so big."
Ke Jingshan followed his gaze, feeling a little at a loss for what to do, fearing that Le Tian would touch him too, so he hurriedly said, "Le Tian..."
Before he finished speaking, Zhu Letian had already let go, stepped back a few steps, and shook his head desperately with a pale face, "I don't like it, I don't like it, brother will be angry."
Ke Jingshan suddenly felt like five thunderbolts.
Chen Yi said that Zhu Letian's psychological wounds were old wounds that had not healed, but he was half-believed, seeing what Zhu Letian looks like now, what else does he not understand? It was he who forced Zhu Letian not to dare to say that he liked men.
Ke Jingshan stepped forward, grabbed Zhu Letian who was still shaking his head, and said anxiously: "It's okay, it's really okay, Letian, you can like it, Brother Jingshan is not angry, no matter what you do, Brother Jingshan will not be angry. "
Zhu Letian still shook his head, his hands gradually hugged his head, and let out a cry like a cub struggling. Ke Jingshan was so distressed that he stretched out his arms to hug Zhu Letian, and repeated in a low voice: "Brother Jingshan is not angry, brother Jingshan Not angry with happy days..."
System: ... It's really uncomfortable for a show-goer to torture the male lead.
After Le Tian's quarrel, he started to be an autistic child again, and Ke Jingshan ignored him no matter what he said, Ke Jingshan knew that he couldn't be in a hurry, so he couldn't help but rush to the doctor and said, "Do you want to touch brother's chest? "
Lotte: ...unmoved.
At night, Ke Jingshan lit the mosquito coils, pulled up the mosquito nets, and looked for mosquitoes everywhere in the mosquito nets.
Le Tian lay on the kang and looked up at Ke Jingshan. The life in the city did not smooth out the wildness of Ke Jingshan, but was wrapped in a suit. Ke Jingshan, who was wearing a vest and shorts, was the most attractive Ke Jingshan. He was like the incarnation of the mountain. , tall and majestic.
Ke Jingshan confirmed that there were no Wen mosquitoes in the mosquito net, turned around and saw Zhu Letian looked at him with shining eyes, and said in a low voice, "What's the matter? Want to touch it?"
Lotte nodded slowly.
Ke Jingshan moved over, took Le Tian's hand and placed it on his hot chest.
Le Tian looked infatuated, and his fingers slowly slid across Ke Jingshan's chest. There were already some thick black hairs on Ke Jingshan's groin area. , with one hand propped on the kang, like a healthy statue, with a soft complexion, he whispered to Zhu Letian, "It's okay."
Letian lowered his eyes in relief, and continued to touch down. When he was about to land on Ke Jingshan, he stopped again, his face gradually turned white, and his expression seemed to start to fear. Pressing the palm up, he said softly: "It's nothing, don't be afraid, brother will not kill you."
Through the cotton trousers, Ke Jingshan could feel Zhu Letian's small hands curiously stroking back and forth, and he soon felt it, but this time he didn't dare to stop, and just let Zhu Letian touch it.
"I want to see." Zhu Letian raised his eyes and said cautiously.
Ke Jingshan said hoarsely: "If you want to see it, take it out and see it yourself."
Le Tian heard the words and pulled away Ke Jingshan's tightening belt, and took it out.
Letian stared at it without blinking, and murmured, "It's so big."
Ke Jingshan remained silent, controlled her breathing as smoothly as possible, and said to herself: Let him know if Le Tian is curious and wants to know, don't scare him.
Letian touched it lightly, and said in a low voice, "It's different from mine."
Ke Jingshan snorted, unable to bear the stimulation, her face turned red.
Le Tian suddenly whispered: "Can I eat?"
Ke Jingshan was almost not provoked by these words and ended directly. He looked down at Zhu Letian, his snow-white face was full of interest, and his red lips were slightly parted, as if he was eager to try.
Reject or agree? Ke Jingshan fell into the battle between heaven and man, and Zhu Letian obviously maintained his obedience in this situation, Ke Jingshan didn't nod, he just touched slowly.
Ke Jingshan said in a deep voice: "Letian, do you know who I am?"
Le Tian tilted his head, and said crisply: "You are Brother Jingshan, I like Brother Jingshan the most."
Ke Jingshan felt sore and aching in his heart, he stretched out his hand to touch Zhu Letian's small face, and said slowly: "You can do whatever you want, Brother Jingshan won't be angry with you."
A vague smile appeared on Zhu Letian's face, and he lowered his head under Ke Jingshan's gaze.
At first, he just licked a few mouthfuls tentatively. After realizing that the big thing in front of him tasted good, Zhu Letian swallowed it in one gulp, slowly sucking back and forth like eating his favorite popsicle.
Ke Jingshan was on the verge of going crazy, but at the beginning he was able to maintain a bit of reason, thinking to himself that this was Zhu Letian, the child he had raised for eight years, and when it finally fell into Zhu Letian's mouth, he was completely dumbfounded.
Le Tian raised his face, licked the corners of his mouth, with an innocent smile on his face, and said with satisfaction: "I really like, really like Brother Jingshan."
The words he had heard thousands of times suddenly caused different ripples in his heart. Ke Jingshan shed a tear without warning, and he didn't even notice it. Zhu Letian wiped away his tears and asked suspiciously : "Brother Jingshan, why are you crying?"
Ke Jingshan reached out to wipe the corner of Letian's lips, and said quietly: "Letian, you like brother, you have always liked brother, don't you?" Those vague feelings finally formed a line, and Ke Jingshan never felt that way in his heart. It has been translucent.
Le Tian blinked his eyes, and said as a matter of course: "Of course I like Brother Jingshan, Brother Jingshan, you don't want to marry your sister-in-law, you want me, okay?"
Ke Jingshan lowered his head, covered his face with one hand, and shed tears from between his fingers. What did he do to Zhu Letian who liked him
Le Tian hugged his neck, leaned on his shoulder, and said softly: "Don't cry, I like you, even if you don't want me, I won't be angry."
Ke Jingshan cried bitterly, and hugged Zhu Letian tightly, "Brother, I regret it so much, I won't let you go, I won't."