That night, Fan Xuan had a dream.
In the dream, he was in the corner with Xue Letian, and he knocked Xue Letian down at once, Xue Letian was not annoyed at all, but just lying on the couch, covering his heart and smiling at him, loosening his smooth black hair, with curved eyebrows and eyes , with delicate lips...
Fan Xuan woke up suddenly, and when he sat up, he found that his trousers were wet, and he couldn't help feeling flustered.
Oh no, he is so old, how can he still wet the bed? If you want to let your brother know, it's time to scold him again, Fan Xuan thought angrily, quickly got up lightly, and when he stepped over Xue Letian, he lost his foot because of panic, and fell directly to the ground.
A loud bang of "Boom" woke up the sleeping Xue Letian.
Xue Letian hurriedly opened the curtain, and saw Fan Xuan sitting on the ground with his head in his arms, grinning silently and grinning with pain on his face, he said angrily and amusedly, "It's not enough to make a fuss all night, did you act like a demon again in the morning?"
Fan Xuan hugged his head and curled up into a ball without saying a word.
Xue Letian suppressed his smile, squatted down on the bed, took Fan Xuan's hand holding his head, frowned and said, "What's the matter, does it really hurt from the fall? Let me see."
"No, nothing," Fan Xuan whispered, "Brother, you can go to sleep."
Xue Letian looked up and down, "Is it really all right?"
Fan Xuan nodded slightly.
"Then get up," Xue Letian glanced at the sky outside, "It's not too early, I got up and had breakfast and medicine."
Fan Xuan refused to get up, clasped his arms tightly with both hands, and clamped his legs tightly, curled up on the ground like a hedgehog, and refused to get up despite Xue Letian's pull without saying a word.
"You're sorry, aren't you?" Xue Letian was tired, shook his black hair, sat back on the bed and rolled in, lowered the curtain, and his voice came out from the curtain, "I don't care about you anymore."
Fan Xuan took a tentative look, and Xue Letian's thin figure in the curtain had already lay down, stood up quickly, and rushed to the back.
"ah-"
After a while, Fan Xuan's mournful cry came, and Xue Letian got up with a headache, "What's the matter!" Hearing Fan Xuan's constant crying behind, Xue Letian had no choice but to stay on the bed and put on his soft boots.
A jade screen in the back room covered the convenient place, and Fan Xuan's figure was squatting behind the jade screen, crying sadly.
Xue Letian didn't care about anything else, turned around and walked behind the screen, only to see Fan Xuan's trousers were down to his knees, squatting there naked and crying.
Xue Letian hurriedly stepped forward to help him, "What's wrong? Did you fall? Knocked?"
Fan Xuan whimpered and pointed to his pants, "Brother, brother, I... my pee... turned white... Am I... going to die..."
Lotte: ...
Xue Letian developed earlier than Fan Xuan, but he became an adult and didn't let Fan Xuan know. He coughed lightly, turned his face and said: "Fool, you are an adult."
"What is an adult?" Fan Xuan asked, with a big teardrop hanging from the corner of his eye, "If you become an adult, will you die?"
"No," Xue Letian got up and carried the back, "get up, this is a good thing."
Fan Xuan became an adult, and as soon as Chunyuan came to serve him, Xue Letian told Chunyuan, Chunyuan was naturally overjoyed, and went to report to Fan Donglai.
Fan Donglai hurried to the Benzhen Academy, his mouth closed from ear to ear, he patted Fan Xuan's hand and said, "Sanlang, you are an older boy."
Fan Xuan didn't know the key to it, he only knew that he was neither bedwetting nor sick. Xue Letian also said it was a good thing, so he showed a reassuring smile. Xue Letian's face was cold and slightly flushed.
Fan Donglai took a look inside the house and said, "You have lived in this courtyard since you were a child, and now you have grown up, so it seems a bit cramped now."
Naturally, the Benzhen Courtyard is not small. What Fan Donglai meant in his words was that he wanted Fan Xuan and Xue Letian to live separately, at least not in one room.
As soon as he made his meaning clear, Fan Xuan became irritable instantly, "I don't want to be separated from my brother!"
"No separation, no separation," Fan Donglai was afraid that he would make a fuss over this matter, so he hurriedly said, "One big yard, two rooms, let's live together." He winked at Xue Letian.
Xue Letian said coldly: "Yes, this room is too small, Fan Xuan, you should live in a big room when you are an adult."
Fan Xuan turned his face to look at Xue Letian, puzzled and said: "Brother, didn't you say 'I'm an adult, I won't die'?"
Fan Donglai didn't understand, but Xue Letian did. In Fan Xuan's heart, being separated from Xue Letian was like death.
Xue Letian glanced at Fan Donglai, and said in a low voice, "Master, please allow me to discuss this matter with Fan Xuan again."
When Fan Dong came to see Xue Letian, he felt relieved a lot, praised Fan Xuan a few more words, left first, and left the matter of persuading Fan Xuan to Xue Letian.
To persuade Fan Xuan and Xue Letian to separate is quite a challenge for Xue Letian himself.
Last year when Xue Letian returned to Xue's house, Fan Xuan's voice was hoarse than others. Fan Xuan looked at Xue Letian nervously, and said vigilantly, "I will not live separately!"
"Come here," Xue Letian stretched out his hand to him, "Let's sit down and talk slowly."
Fan Xuan didn't want to talk about it, but as soon as Xue Letian stretched out his hand, he instinctively pulled him up. Xue Letian pulled him to sit on the bed, and said softly, "Look back."
Fan Xuanyiyan looked back, but didn't see anything special, the curtain in the shape of a lotus, the quilt in the shape of flowing clouds, he has been sleeping here, and he didn't have any feelings for these at first, but since Xue Letian came , all these decorations have meaning to him, and they have become one with Xue Letian, becoming an existence that makes him feel at ease.
Xue Letian sat quietly, held Fan Xuan's hand and said: "This bed is barely enough for the two of us to sleep, we will grow up, and then we will be crowded together and cannot sleep."
Fan Xuan said without hesitation: "Then change to a bigger one!"
"A Xuan," Xue Letian's voice softened, looking into Fan Xuan's dark eyes, "We can't sleep on the same couch all our lives."
Fan Xuan was in a hurry, "For..."
Xue Letian interrupted: "Listen to me first."
Fan Xuan had no choice but to shut his mouth first, his dark eyes were full of anxiety and nervousness, his lips were pursed in an uneasy arc, staring at Xue Letian, his eyes filled with pleading, as if he was begging Xue Letian to stop talking.
"You...you are the son of the Fan family," Xue Letian gently rubbed the back of Fan Xuan's hand, "Even if you don't understand anything, your identity will not change, and you will enjoy endless glory in the Fan family all your life." Wealthy, but I am different... "
Fan Xuan opened his mouth anxiously and wanted to speak again, but was pushed back by Xue Letian's eyes, and closed his mouth again, but his face was flushed with anxiety.
Xue Letian continued: "Fan Xuan, listen carefully... don't call... I will leave Fan's house one day..."
Fan Xuan finally couldn't bear it anymore. He heard Xue Letian's words and stifled the cry in his chest, but he slammed his head against the bed. Although the bed was covered with a soft quilt, it was still a "boom" when knocked down so hard. With a bang, Xue Letian jerked his hand and said sternly: "Don't go crazy!"
Fan Xuan stuck his head on the bed and did not move.
"I'm telling you the truth. Others think you don't understand anything, and you are easy to coax and deceive. I know you are not. You have your own ideas in your heart. I will tell you clearly because I treat you as a person. I don't want to trick you into being a fool, do you know that?" Xue Letian said sharply.
Fan Xuan understood vaguely. He turned his face and revealed a teary eye, "Brother, why... do you have to leave?"
"After the National People's Congress, you have to make contributions, start a family, and do a lot of things on your own. It's not that I want to leave, it's that we can't live like this forever. I will take you...Fan Xuan, I know you treat me Okay, but you can't trap me like this, do you understand?" Xue Letian held Fan Xuan's hand tightly and frowned.
Fan Xuan just cried, he keenly felt that Xue Letian really had no room for change this time, even if he cried and made trouble again, even if he kowtowed a hundred heads on the bed, Xue Letian would not compromise.
He has grown up, his emotions are richer than before, and he understands many things that he did not understand before.
Fan Xuan cried until his tears dried up, and finally lay down on the couch, muttering: "I'm an adult, I'm going to die..."
"Don't say that," Xue Letian slapped Fan Xuan on the back of his hand, "You don't have to live and die like this. I moved to a big yard, and each person has a room. I can still accompany you every day. Wait You're really old, not so... I'll leave again."
Fan Xuan curled up slowly, with his back to Xue Letian, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes to the bridge of his nose, from his left eye to his right eye, he thought: when will you leave, anyway, if you leave, I will not live, if you don't believe me, you will know when the time comes.
Xue Letian didn't know that Fan Xuan had made such a big determination, so he pushed Fan Xuan's shoulder, "Okay, don't cry, we are all adults."
Fan Xuan said weakly: "I hate adults."
Xue Letian was silent for a while, then sighed softly, "Who isn't?"
Fan Xuan turned around, and Xue Letian was sitting beside him, with a delicate and thin profile, lowered face, the sun shone on his face sparsely, reflecting a thin fluff, Fan Xuan felt very sad for some reason , sad for myself, sad for Xue Letian, sad for the two of them.
He decided not to make trouble anymore, hugged Xue Letian's waist, lay on Xue Letian's lap, raised his head and said in a low voice: "Brother, I will listen to you, don't be sad."
"Who said I'm sad," Xue Letian lowered his head and stroked Fan Xuan's stiff hair, and said in a low voice, "I'm too happy to be able to live separately from you fool."
Fan Xuan buried his face in Xue Letian's belly and sobbed.
In the seventh year of Yuankang, Fan Xuan left Benzhen Academy, and Xue Letian left Fan Xuan's room.
The new courtyard is still in Fan Zhai, beside the lake, Gongsun Yilai mentioned the word, Hanhai Pavilion.
When Xue Letian saw this word, he knew that Fan Donglai had moved his mind on Fan Xuan. Maybe it was because Fan Xuan's stupidity didn't change much with age, but he seemed less crazy. Fan Donglai was the only son. How could he not hope that Fan Xuan would have even a little bit of promise in the future
The Hanhai Pavilion is more than double the size of the Benzhen Courtyard, and all the things from the Benzhen Courtyard have been moved over as usual. Fan Donglai said to the dissatisfied Fan Xuan: "Look, it's not the same as before. It's just bigger, isn't it?"
Fan Xuan lowered his head, quietly moved to Xue Letian's side, took Xue Letian's hand, and whispered: "Not good."
Fan Donglai showed embarrassment, thinking that Fan Xuan might just not get used to it for a while, and he would get used to it later, and said to Fan Xuan: "Daddy also found you two new playmates." He looked at Chunyuan.
Chun Yuan turned around and backed out, and came in again after a while, followed by two maidservants with full heads and full faces, Xue Letian looked at them coldly, the two maidservants looked only fifteen or sixteen years old, tall and handsome , with a ruddy complexion, healthy and lively at first glance.
"Sanlang," Fan Donglai said kindly, "Daddy prepared these two maids for you. When you grow up, you need someone to take care of you. From now on, they will take care of you in your room."
Two maidservants stepped forward and saluted Fan Xuan crisply, one called himself 'Xingxin' and the other 'Ruyi'.
Fan Xuan took Xue Letian's hand and hid behind him, resting his forehead on Xue Letian's shoulder, "I don't want it."
Fan Donglai's smile froze, and he gave Xue Letian a look.
Xue Letian rolled his eyes, shook Fan Xuan's hand holding him, and said calmly: "You are an adult, and you should have a maid to serve you. Accept it."
Fan Xuan completely hated the word 'adult', leaned on Xue Letian's back and let out a 'woo', thinking: what's so good about being an adult