Jiafu lowered her head, her hair didn't even dare to tremble, she felt ashamed, fearful, and extremely frustrated.
Pei You'an is willing to help her and has the ability to help her. Gaff is sure. The reason why he was so sure was not only because he had promised her, but also because of intuition, a kind of cunning intuition that a woman was born with towards a man.
In front of him, she wanted to die in order to put pressure on him - when she just made this decision, Jiafu herself despised herself, but her despise couldn't stop her from deciding to be shameless.
She needs so much security. Only Pei You'an can bring her a sense of security, and what can firmly hold men and women together, and even never separate
It is not the relationship between cousin and cousin, nor is it a verbal commitment, but a relationship between men and women that goes beyond cousin.
Now that you have decided to be shameless, you should persevere to the end, and don't let go if you die. Thinking about it now, when she fell head-first just now, even if she didn't shout "help" that she now regrets biting off her tongue, Pei You'an will definitely save her in time.
Unfortunately, at that moment of life and death, her subconscious reaction completely betrayed her.
He knew she was doing something wrong and took advantage of his kindness and sympathy for her.
The air froze terribly, and Pei Youan's anger was even more terrifying.
"If I was half a step too slow, you would have lost your life now. Just do it yourself. I'll go."
Just when Jiafu was trembling and preparing to meet the thunderous anger from him, such a sentence suddenly came to her ear.
No anger. His voice was nothing but indifference.
Jiafu's heart sank suddenly. He mustered up the courage to raise his eyes, saw him glance at him coldly, turned and walked towards the door.
These days, the two had gradually become familiar with each other. Because she deliberately approached and flattered her from the bottom of her heart, she could wait for him to come back and have dinner with her on seven or eight nights out of ten days. He would also smile at her, with gentle eyebrows and eyes, and even sometimes, for her half-truths and half-truths in front of him, Jiafu could still feel his sympathy. Indulge, as if he likes to see her like this too.
It is precisely because of this that she has the confidence to play the trick of finding life and death in front of him.
But at this moment, the gradually gentle and tolerant Pei You'an disappeared, and he became the same as when they first met, even more indifferent than then.
Jiafu opened her eyes and stared at the deserted figure in front of her, stunned.
"Big cousin—"
She let out a soft cry, her eyes reddened, and with a click, tears fell.
"I was wrong... don't be angry..."
Her voice was choked up, she lowered her head, knelt on the corner of the bed, raised her hand with the back of her hand to wipe her tears, but the tears kept wiping more and more, and she couldn't stop it. In the end, snot bubbles came out.
Suddenly there was an extra hand in front of him, with a white handkerchief in his hand.
Jiafu choked, raised her head, opened her red eyes, and looked at the person in front of her.
Pei You'an came back and stood there, frowning at her embarrassed appearance.
Jiafu took it in a hurry, lowered her head to wipe her tears, wiped her nose, and gradually stopped, feeling very ashamed again, tightly clutching the two corners of the handkerchief, subconsciously wrapping it around her fingers, bowing her head without making a sound. throat.
He stood aside, watching coldly, his eyes turned from her hands twisting the handkerchief to his face, and said, "Are you finished crying?"
Jiafu made a "hmm" sound, as light as a mosquito, and the strands of hair that had run out of her forehead trembled.
"Do you know what I'm doing wrong?" His voice was harsh.
"Big cousin, you are so kind to me, but I pretend to be looking for life and death to threaten you..."
The pure white teeth bit the moist red lips that had just been crying, Jiafu lowered her head, and said weakly.
Because I was seen through, I was extremely ashamed. After speaking, the roots of my ears turned red.
"It's more than that! You actually use your life as a child's play! It's okay to be a concubine or a maid, even a name? Absurd!"
Jiafu's heart skipped a beat, she didn't dare to say a word, her head drooped even lower.
Her gesture obviously did not depress him, and her voice was full of restrained anger.
"Do you know that this kind of thing is optional for a man, but it is a top priority for you? You are a girl, how can you risk your life just because of your wild thoughts? Today you are here. The words were spoken in front of me, and I thought you made a slip of the tongue. If it were someone else, do you know what the consequences would be? If you are so sure, that person will treat you kindly? It’s too absurd!”
Gave stayed for a while. Unexpectedly, this annoyed him.
As far as she is concerned, she never thought that she might say such a thing to other men except Pei You'an.
Even if that man could help her get rid of the nightmare of her past life like Pei You'an, she thought she wouldn't say anything.
Pei You'an was different.
She trusts him.
She raised her eyes quietly, saw his brows furrowed, her eyes swept to herself, she gathered the courage to look at him, and said softly: "What the elder cousin taught is... Afu knows it's wrong... but Afu only asks for help. Big cousin alone, others won't be like this..."
Pei You'an fell silent, and the room became silent, and the sound of Jiafu's heartbeat could be heard.
"Don't worry, since I promised you, I will protect you. You can't risk your life, even for me."
After a while, he said, his expression finally softened.
Jiafu breathed a sigh of relief and nodded hurriedly: "Afu understands, I won't dare to mention this to my cousin in the future..."
Before he finished speaking, there was a slight gurgling sound in his stomach. Although the voice was soft, it did not escape Pei You'an's ears.
He glanced at her belly.
Although the Zhen family is a merchant, the Meng family taught her daughter very strict rules. This kind of rudeness, when I thought about it in Jiafu before, was simply incredible. It seemed that everything seemed to be out of the question when he came up with the method of jumping off the building.
Gave closed her mouth embarrassedly.
In order to pretend to be weak enough to faint in front of him, in such weather, not only did she deliberately wear a thin spring shirt to blow the cool breeze on the roof, but after Zhang Fengtong left during the day, she did not eat or drink a single bite. .
Pei You'an said lightly, "Go eat!"
After he finished speaking, he turned around and went out. As if receiving amnesty, Jiafu hurriedly came to the mirror, quickly trimmed her hair and makeup, and hurriedly followed.