In the second half of the night, Pei You'an was always awake.
Although he has always slept less, his self-discipline, which is beyond the reach of ordinary people, has made him develop a habit. No matter how heavy his thoughts are, when his body feels that he should rest, he will soon be able to get rid of distracting thoughts. Falling asleep, because he knows that sleep nourishes body fluid and produces sperm, and like last night, he has been awake in the second half of the night without closing his eyes for a moment, which is rare.
He married her last night and had a skin-to-skin relationship with her.
Suddenly there was another person beside the pillow, and it was a woman. For him, it was an unprecedented feeling. This is completely different from the previous time in Mengmu Mansion, when she climbed into his bed while he was drunk, and he slept with her in a confused way all night.
Last night, when he performed his duty as the new husband's bridal chamber night for her, he actually paid a lot of attention to her reaction.
She stood motionless beneath him, her brows furrowed, her eyes closed, and he was sure from beginning to end that she hadn't even opened her eyes to look at him, as if she was enduring something she was not very happy with but had to go through. matter.
So he became more cautious on her, trying not to touch places she might not want him to touch.
This also made Pei You'an confirm a long-standing idea again. From the beginning, this little cousin stayed by his side, trying to please him in every possible way, and even deliberately did such unimaginable things, and then asked him to marry her, just to avoid disaster. On this bridal room night, she took the initiative to show her favor again, and she should just think about using this method to stabilize the husband and wife relationship she had just formed with him.
He could have completely ignored her tonight, but thinking of the embarrassment she might encounter tomorrow morning and the sadness and disappointment of being rejected by him at the moment, he still couldn't bear it.
She is willing to save a dying person who has nothing to do with her compassion, so it can be taught. Now that she is married, she should be completely at ease. That's what he said to himself at the time when he stretched out his arm towards her.
She is attached to him to avoid disaster, and this idea is not only tonight. He already knew. But in the past, he didn't feel how to reject it. Only at this moment, this special moment, pressed her under him, and when the same thought came up again, he realized a kind of unpleasant feeling that was completely different from ordinary days. sense.
After all, he wasn't a saint either. Who can be a saint with a flesh and blood body that eats whole grains. He promised to marry her, and he really married her. For the accident that happened that night, he had done his best. He didn't think he was in the mood to do this kind of thing with her tonight.
Due to his frailty when he was young, he had encountered various healers who treated his body for him. Among them were the saints, and naturally there were also so-called eccentrics. When he was ten years old, there was a Taoist monk who was famous for his inedias and qi cultivation. It is said that at the age of two hundred, he still looked black and moist, like a middle-aged man. Duke Wei was very famous and invited the Taoist priest to teach him how to breathe. Breathing, strengthening the body, after a period of time, one day, a Taoist priest took out a heart sutra and taught him that, according to the heart sutra, use the yin and refine the qi, and all diseases will be eliminated in the future. The girl used for the trial. Duke Wei knew at that time that this Taoist priest was over sixty years old, and he was better maintained than ordinary people. He was not two hundred years old at all, so he drove him away. The so-called Heart Sutra training Qi naturally stays at the theoretical level.
The method of adjusting the breath and breathing that the Taoist preached is indeed useful. For many years, Pei Youan has insisted on it and has benefited from it. The so-called Heart Sutra is the first and last time Pei Youan has learned about men and women in his life. The only obscure education I've ever received.
After so many years, he had never remembered this matter, but at this moment, in a strange way, in his mind, some undeserved impressions appeared.
He is very talented, and he has never forgotten it since he was a child. The contents of the Heart Sutra, when the Taoist priest took it out, he only glanced at it a few times, but when he thinks about it, it immediately comes to his mind, and the picture is lifelike.
Seeing her enduring appearance with her eyes closed under him, Pei You'an suddenly had an evil thought in his heart.
If he uses the Taoist Heart Sutra to deal with her, what will happen to her now
It's just that the thought passed by, and before he had time to think about it, she seemed to be uncomfortable and twisted a few times under him. At that time, he couldn't control it, and it was hastily. After a cloud and rain, her back became hot. The sweat has not disappeared yet, seeing her closed eyes and curled up beside her, with only messy clothes on her body, her hands and feet covering her jade body, she was immediately seized by the heavy self-blame and guilt, and her heart froze. , settled her well, cleaned up herself, and finally rested.
Pei Youan knew that she, who was beside her, didn't sleep deeply at first. She should have woken up a few times in the middle, and when she was deeper, she fell asleep because of extreme tiredness.
But for the whole night, he couldn't sleep again.
The disease of blood qi deficiency caused by his frail body in the past, although he is not very obvious on weekdays after he became an adult, but judging from last night, it was really bad for him.
The first self-blame, the guilt, the subsequent apprehension, and the unavoidable vague depression that accompanies it.
Pei You'an was like this that night, completely insomnia.
Shortly after she fell asleep, she turned over and rolled beside him, a small furry head resting on his shoulder and leaning against him.
In her sleep, she seemed to like to snuggle up to him. After leaning over, she didn't move again and fell asleep.
Pei You'an's ear was the only sound of her light breathing. A warm blue breath seemed to gradually diffuse with her breathing.
He closed his eyes and calmed down, but no matter how he breathed, he couldn't fall asleep as peacefully as she did. Until this moment, he heard a knock on the door.
He opened his eyes slowly, with a thin layer of blood on the bottom of his eyes.
It was still dark outside the window, and the dragon and phoenix candles burned all night. With the dim candlelight that penetrated into the tent, Pei You'an watched for a moment the sleepy little face she was holding against her, and got up lightly.
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Jiafu woke up from a sleepless sleep last night, and had an uneasy dream. At this moment, she was in a deep sleep, and she was sleeping just fine, but she was forced to wake up. She tried her best to open her sleepy eyes, and she saw Madam Liu's enlarged face in front of her. , said in a low voice, "Grandma, it's getting better! It's been a while since the fifth watch, and the uncle got up early and is waiting for you!"
Jiafu was dazed at first, but suddenly realized that this "grandma" was calling herself, she immediately woke up, turned her head quickly, and saw that the pillow was empty, Pei Youan didn't know when she got up, and she had long since disappeared.
When she woke up, she didn't even call her, causing her to oversleep!
Jiafu hurriedly got up.
Next to Mrs. Xin was a maid surnamed Wang, who brought a maid and followed her in. Madam Liu knew her purpose, walked over, and took the plate containing Yuanpa with her own hands. Mammy Wang glanced at it, put it away, smiled at Jiafu, bowed and said early, and left.
Madam Liu and Sandalwood served Jiafu and changed clothes, and they were dressed quickly. Muxiang brought a few girls from the Pei family into the room with their toilet items.
"Grandma, the uncle said it just now, the time has not yet come. I have a lot of things to do this morning, let's go after two bites..."
Madam Liu knew that Jiafu hadn't eaten much last night, so she felt sorry for her hunger, so she chased after her.
"I can not eat… "
Jiafu turned around the long screen and hurried into the living room outside. At first glance, she saw Pei You'an sitting at the chess table, holding a scroll, as if she was waiting for her by reading a book, neatly dressed and refreshed. He looked up when he heard her voice.
Jiafu stopped abruptly, looked at him, felt a little embarrassed, and explained in a low voice, "It was my bad morning, I overslept, and asked you to wait for me. I'm all right, so I can go now. ."
Pei You'an said: "It's not too late. It's okay to go after you eat." He casually placed the scroll on the chess table, turned around and went out the door.
Madam Liu hurriedly picked up the food box that the kitchen had just brought, opened it and placed it on a small kang table, a plate of tender bamboo shoots, a plate of magnolia fern sprouts, a plate of mangosteen, fried fresh shrimp, marinated chicken breast, a bowl of The japonica rice porridge smelled fragrant and looked refreshing and delicious. Only then did I feel hungry, and I didn't care about Pei You'an. I hurriedly sat down, ate half a bowl, and felt full. Then I got up and went out of the room.
It was getting white outside. Begonias and wooden hairpins are planted in the courtyard. I don’t know where the morning birds are hiding at the bottom of the leaves, chirping happily. With her back to the door, Pei You'an stood under the porch, motionless, and didn't know what she was thinking.
Jiafu got behind him and said softly, "Husband, I'm fine."
He turned his head, glanced at her from head to toe, and immediately showed the kind of smile that Jiafu was familiar with, nodded at her, and said slowly, "Come with me."