The strange thing in my heart is that today is really not a good day. Not only did I get injured in the crowd, Teacher Gu also passed away.
I asked casually, but I didn't expect that the expression on Kuang Yiyang's face was obviously evasive. After he hesitated, he nodded vaguely.
I looked at the expression on his face and couldn't help but ask aloud: "What's wrong with you?"
Kuang Yiyang stared into my eyes, and after a few seconds, he replied aloud: "It's okay."
I said, "You are tired from all the hard work at school today. Go back to the hotel early to rest. Do you have to get up early and go back to school tomorrow?"
Kuang Yiyang hummed, and then said: "I asked for leave from the department and will go back by car tomorrow morning."
I said, "Do you want me to see you off?"
He smiled slightly and replied: "No, you have to go to work tomorrow."
I sighed secretly, I was exhausted mentally and physically, and really didn’t want to go to work.
Standing downstairs in the apartment, the night breeze blew, and I was wearing pajamas that were feeling cool. Without saying a few words, Kuang Yiyang urged me to go upstairs and said he would call me when I returned to school tomorrow.
When I got back upstairs, I made another video call to my mother. She asked me what I was doing, and I answered truthfully.
My mother asked: "It's so late, what are Kuang Yiyang doing here?"
I said, "I came out of the hospital too late. He was worried about me and sent me back."
My mother said: "That kid Kuang Yiyang is nice. Last time we went to Night City, he was very kind to us. But Zijin, it’s important to be on guard against others these days, especially if you still live alone outside, but You have to be careful, don’t bring everyone into your home, do you hear me?”
I stood the phone on the cup on the coffee table, then lowered my head and rolled up my pajamas, exposing my knees, and applied ointment to them.
My mother's words made my ears grow calluses. I was a little impatient and hummed casually.
My mother saw that I was distracted and asked aloud: "What are you poking at there?"
I said, "I'm applying medicine to my knee."
"What happened to the knee?"
"I'm in a hurry to go to the hospital. I'm stuck." When I chatted with my mother, I always spoke in my hometown dialect and spoke smoothly.
My mother was nagging me again about being so old and so reckless, which made me a little anxious. After a while, I took the initiative to ask to hang up the video. My mother didn't say anything else, and told me to go to bed early and not be late for work tomorrow.
After hanging up the video, the room immediately fell silent. Within half a minute, I felt a little lonely.
This is how a person lives. Suddenly there is one more person nagging you, and you will feel annoyed. But once you are the only one left, loneliness is everywhere.
I leaned back on the sofa, more exhausted than bored. Looking back on what happened today, it is really thrilling.
I thought it would be an earth-shattering thing for Luo Xiangdong and Ji Guanxin to fight in front of me, but in the face of a human life, it seemed extremely insignificant.
Thinking of Teacher Gu, I began to feel sour and sad in my heart. What did he want to say to me before he died? I just vaguely heard him calling my and Kuang Yiyang's names. Did he want to thank us for going to the hospital to see him during this time
It can be said that I was able to enter the Luo Family, get to know Luo Xiangdong, and everything I am today is all due to the friendship between Teacher Gu and Luo Xiangdong. I also wanted to catch up with him after I was done with my work, but he... How can I say it's gone
Thinking of Teacher Gu, the shadow of Luo Xiangdong appeared uncontrollably in my mind.
He said to Ji Guanxin in front of me many times: "I'm warning you, stay away from her!"
Even a blind person would not be able to see this kind of naked possessiveness of a man towards a woman.
But when Ji Guanxin asked him who I was and why he wanted to treat me like this, he replied calmly: "She is not my woman, but she is my person."
Generally, when a man says that a certain woman is his, she is already considered his woman, but Luo Xiangdong's words became increasingly difficult for me to understand, and I couldn't understand him either.
Could it be that he was really just entrusted by Teacher Gu to take care of me and didn't want me to get close to people he thought were dangerous
If that's the case, how good of a personal relationship must he have with Teacher Gu, so that Aiwujiwu would take such good care of me
But when he heard the news of Teacher Gu's death today, he was obviously not too surprised. He didn't even go to the ward to take a look when he was in the hospital, and none of Teacher Gu's family knew Luo Xiangdong.
If they are really so familiar, why do what they see in front of them look so different from what they imagined
My eyes were staring straight at something, my mind was spinning rapidly, but after thinking for a long time, I still couldn't figure it out.
Unknowingly, I looked at my phone and saw that it was already past eleven o'clock in the evening. I packed up and went upstairs. Because I had an injury on my knee, I didn't take a shower. After washing my face and brushing my teeth, I lay down on my bed and got ready to go to bed.
Because of work, I have adjusted my schedule now and go to bed at one o'clock in the evening. But today it is already past the bedtime. I don't know what happened. I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.
I thought I was suffering from insomnia because of Teacher Gu's sudden death, but at a certain moment, I was shocked to realize that my mind was filled with Luo Xiangdong.
Luo Xiangdong was racing and fighting with Ji Guanxin. He took my hand and pulled me out of the car. He was angry at me and wanted to eat me. But when I was shaking all over, he was shaking. He wrapped his coat around me and took me to the doctor without hesitation...
What surprised me most was that when I was injecting an intravenous drip in the ward, he sat on the sofa and refused to move.
He said he was afraid that I would overdo it.
If I am not being sentimental, then it must be that he is too sentimental and can easily be misunderstood.
I don't know since when, I always think of him unconsciously, especially in recent times, whether his name or figure, always suddenly appear in my mind. From the very beginning when I deceived myself, to now I realize it in hindsight, and now it’s too late to stop it.
Lying alone in bed, in the silent night, in a room where I couldn't see my fingers, I could clearly hear the pounding sound of my heart.
Not excited, but scared.
How could I fall in love with Luo Xiangdong
This is not allowed! Absolutely not!
I told myself that Luo Xiangdong has a girlfriend, and I saw it with my own eyes as to how much he spends time with her. Whether it is Li Yanshu, Liu Shiqi, or today's Du Ting, they are all Luo Xiangdong's women. Some are exes and some are current ones, but I am inexplicably sure that they will all become things in the past.
A person like Luo Xiangdong was born with a silver spoon in his mouth. His countless wealth is enough to make him a heartthrob in the eyes of women, not to mention that he also has a good skin gifted by God. The word "empowering a tiger" is really appropriate when applied to him. Sometimes I wonder. They say that God is fair. If you give someone a good skin, you may not be able to give him a good family background; if you give someone a good family background, you may grow up miserable. A little bit.
But Luo Xiangdong took advantage of everything. It is no exaggeration to say that he is God's favorite.
I admit that when he is nice to me, I still have selfish motives, or I may have some small thoughts towards him. For example, now, in the dead of night and when I am alone, I can think about him unscrupulously, but I can only think about him.
Because I am very clear about the love I want, which is a one-to-one love that does not incorporate the insertion of a third person at all. And Luo Xiangdong's view of love is that there are always people coming and going around him, just like the waiting platform, the iron-clad Luo Xiangdong, and the flowing girlfriend.
Thinking of this sentence, I was struck by my own laughter, and suddenly burst into laughter.
After laughing, I felt that my yearning for Luo Xiangdong was not love. It was just an instinctive thought when adult men and women interacted too closely, or suddenly behaved beyond the normal range.
Yes, that must be the case. At least Luo Xiangdong has a new girlfriend. I don't feel jealous at all. I even secretly bet in my heart how long we can last with this one.
I was thinking wildly and didn't know when I fell asleep. The next day when I went to work at Luo's, Han Xuetong saw my eyes were red and swollen, so she couldn't help but ask: "Assistant Liang, are you okay?"
I wanted to smile, but I felt my lips were heavy, so I had to whisper back: "Yesterday, a university teacher who taught me passed away."
Han Xuetong comforted me and said: "Don't be too sad, everyone has his own destiny."
I nodded, nothing else. On the way back to the office, I saw Guan Yue walking towards me again. Guan Yue asked me the reason for my red eyes without exception.
After I told her, she persuaded me a few words and then changed the topic to business matters.
"It's been good these two days with Mr. Ji, right?"
I thought to myself, what are the standards to be optimistic about? Ji Guanxin didn’t torment me to death.
Seeing that I was hesitant to speak, Guan Yue asked tentatively: "Is something wrong?"
I thought about the fight between Luo Xiangdong and Ji Guanxin. I hesitated for a moment and then replied loudly: "Sister Guan Yue, can you send someone else to deal with the Haoting Development Project?"
Hearing this, Guan Yue raised her beautiful eyes slightly and asked aloud: "What happened?"
I said, "It's nothing. It's just that I...for personal reasons, I don't want to follow you anymore."
After all, Guan Yue was a well-rounded person. She paused for a few seconds and then replied aloud: "Let's do this. If Mr. Ji comes to Luo's to see you again, I will find a way to delay it for you. Mr. Luo has returned to China. You can tell Mr. Luo later. "One sound."
Luo Xiangdong wished that I was far away from Ji Guanxin.
I nodded and said, "Okay, thank you, Sister Guan Yue."
Guan Yue smiled and replied: "It's a small thing, thank you for nothing."
After saying hello, I returned to my office. I came to work early in the morning and didn't do anything. I felt like my body was overdrawn.
Lying on the table, I thought to myself that if nothing happened, I might as well catch up on some sleep. When I was drifting off to sleep, I suddenly heard a phone ringing in my ears.
I squinted my eyes and raised my head, took out my phone from my bag, but found that it wasn't the phone ringing.
After searching around, his eyes finally settled on a landline phone in front of the desk.
I've been working here for several days and I've never seen this phone ring before. I felt energetic all of a sudden. I quickly straightened my back, cleared my throat, and answered the phone.
"Hello, hello, I'm Liang Zijin."