I don’t know if every cell in my body is drinking water when I’m in the water. I always feel like I want to go to the bathroom every half an hour. And every time I say I want to go to the bathroom, Luo Xiangdong always scolds me: "A lazy donkey poops a lot when wearing a condom."
I don’t care about him either. He is better than me and can hold back better than me.
Now I can swim well underwater, and I don't feel tired. However, when my body reaches the water, my legs feel like they weigh a thousand pounds.
I won't lie at all, I went to the pool on my knees.
Luo Xiangdong laughed at me from behind and said, "If you are not celebrating the New Year or the festival, you don't need to kneel down, no one will give you a red envelope."
I held the sides of the ladder with both hands and finally stood up. I turned around and said to him, "I didn't kneel down to you."
After saying that, I walked towards the bathroom with heavy steps on my slippers.
There was no watch in the swimming room, and I didn’t check the time. I only vaguely remembered that I had gone to the bathroom about four times. Later, Luo Xiangdong suddenly taught me how to swim, and said to me: "Come here tomorrow and practice again. That's it for today."
When I got out of the pool, I always went up on my knees. My knees were red and a little painful, as if they were worn out.
When I went back to the dressing room to change my clothes and came out, Luo Xiangdong was standing at the door waiting for me wearing a big bath towel.
He said to me: "How about it, are you not afraid now?"
I looked at the huge blue swimming pool and replied loudly: "I'm not that scared anymore."
Luo Xiangdong said: "Out of ten drowned people, eight must be able to swim. I teach you how to swim just in case. In the future, don't just go out and save people just because you know how to swim. Do you hear me?" ?”
I thought to myself, I’m not deaf.
But he replied obediently: "I heard it."
We parted ways in the guest room area, he went to the right and I went to the left.
When I returned to the room, I saw that it was already past ten o'clock in the evening. Luo Xiangdong and I had been in the swimming room for almost four hours!
Although the two of us uphold the attitude of teaching without distinction and learning with an open mind, one teaches seriously and the other studies seriously. But after all, she was alone and had no one around her, not to mention... Luo Xiangdong brought Du Ting with him!
How will Du Ting miss me when she looks back
What will other people think of me
Thinking of this, my temples began to beat violently, and I felt that I would be too embarrassed to see Du Ting again tomorrow.
Swimming consumed all my energy, and coupled with the fright during the day, I lay on my bed at night and fell asleep quickly. I woke up the next day when there was still a knock on the door.
I got out of bed with my coat on and went to open the door. I found that the person standing at the door was Zhao Jiaying. She looked at me in a daze and couldn't help but smile and asked: "You haven't woken up yet, it's almost twelve o'clock now." "
I replied vaguely: "Huh? It's so late, I have the curtains drawn, I don't know."
Zhao Jiaying said: "Everyone is ready to have lunch. Zeyu asked me to come over and call you."
I hurriedly said: "Okay, I'll be right away."
After closing the door, I turned around and walked into the room. I was so anxious to get out of bed and open the door that I didn't pay attention. Now that I was relaxed, I felt soreness all over my body. Especially his two legs, which were as soft as noodles, as if his knees were accidentally soft and he could kneel down at any time.
Not wanting everyone to wait for me alone, I quickly finished cleaning up, went downstairs without makeup, and wore round, flat-rimmed glasses.
Almost everyone was in the living room. Zheng Zeyu and Qin Yichuan were sitting in front of the TV playing video games, with Zhao Jiaying accompanying Zheng Zeyu; Wei Zheng and Luo Xiangdong were sitting on the sofa, the former making tea and the latter playing with his mobile phone.
After I went downstairs, I greeted them one by one.
Wei Zheng smiled and said, "Would you like some tea?"
I nodded: "Okay."
Wei Zheng brewed rose tea, which was refreshing just looking at it. I sat down in front of him, took a sip of tea, looked around, and then asked aloud: "Where is Miss Du? Why don't you see her?"
Wei Zheng didn't answer. A few seconds later, Luo Xiangdong put away his phone and said calmly: "I'm back."
"Huh?" I subconsciously stared with surprise on my face.
Could it be that Du Ting was angry and went back alone
Wei Zheng raised his head, glanced at me, and said casually: "It's because the company has a temporary shooting."
I said oh, feeling a little relieved.
After we finished our meal at noon, we went to the hot springs and got massages. We drove back to the city around seven o'clock in the evening.
When I came here, I took Zheng Zeyu's car. When I returned, Du Ting was not there, so I naturally took Luo Xiangdong's car.
On the way back, I couldn't help but asked tentatively: "Brother Dong, you and Du Ting... didn't quarrel, right?"
Luo Xiangdong looked forward, his expression indifferent, and asked without answering: "What do we have to argue about?"
I said, "Did Ting not blame you for saving me first and not her?"
Luo Xiangdong said: "At that time, even if you two are fine, even if you are lucky, she still dares to argue with me about who should I save first? It's not like she has no one to save."
Seeing how he said it so matter-of-factly, it sounded a bit callous to me.
While I lamented his indifference to Du Ting, I was also secretly happy that he cared about me. I secretly cursed myself for being such a scheming bitch, and I was getting more and more scheming.
I'm just lucky that Luo Xiangdong can't see through the darkness in my heart at a glance.
He drove me to the door of the apartment without going upstairs. After I got out of the car, I waved to him and told him to drive carefully.
When I returned to the apartment in the evening, I called Xu Lu. Xu Lu gossiped about my trip for the past two days and one night. The most important thing was the interaction with Luo Xiangdong and Du Ting's attitude towards me.
When I mentioned this, Xu Lu was immediately shocked. She said, "Luo Xiangdong actually abandoned Du Ting to save you? Or was it in full public view? Let me go, isn't it obvious that he is slapping Du Ting in the face!"
I frowned and replied: "I think so too, and Luo Xiangdong also told Du Ting that she would drown me too. Don't even mention how embarrassed I was at the time."
Xu Lu smiled and said: "Zijin, I always said that Luo Xiangdong was interested in you, but you didn't believe it. This time even this happened. Don't tell me that you didn't feel that Luo Xiangdong was special to you. He didn’t even care about his girlfriend’s life and went to save you instead. Do you think this is normal?”
Xu Lu's words strengthened my doubts. I have always been unwilling or unable to believe that Luo Xiangdong likes me. After all, I like him in my heart. As long as there is a slight deviation in this feeling, we may not even be friends in the future, so I have been holding back, even in front of him and Du Ting. I had to smile and wish them a happy marriage forever. I was afraid that if I was not careful, everyone would be embarrassed.
If Luo Xiangdong really liked me, why didn't he tell me and why he wanted to be with Du Ting
But if he doesn't like me, why does he take me so seriously
I'm completely confused now, a fan of the authorities.
Xu Lu said to me: "Zijin, you said that Luo Xiangdong is not with you, could it be because you and he are both in Luo's family, and Luo family doesn't allow office romances?"
When she said this, I seemed to be enlightened and immediately replied: "Luo really does not allow office romance. You forgot his original assistant Kitty. Later, it was because her fiancé was the deputy minister of the Finance Department, so the two of them could only stay. One, Kitty chose to leave."
Xu Lu said: "If you say so, then it is probably the reason."
At first I was inexplicably excited, thinking I had found the reason why Luo Xiangdong refused to be with me, but this reason was quickly overthrown by myself. A light flashed through my mind and I said out loud: "That's not right."
Xu Lu asked: "What's wrong?"
I said: "If Luo Xiangdong doesn't want to be with me just because of this, then he can just not find a girlfriend. Why should he be with Du Ting?"
Xu Lu was also confused and couldn't help but said in surprise: "Yes..."
My heart, which was cheering for joy a second ago, fell back to the bottom this second.
It turns out that Luo Xiangdong still doesn't like me, otherwise no man would be so stupid as to get bored with other women in front of the person he likes. This is the most straightforward proof. Luo Xiangdong, he doesn't like me.
I held the phone, feeling irritable, frowning and said: "Oh, it's so annoying! What does he want? If he likes it, he will like it. If he doesn't like it, he won't like it. If he doesn't like me, don't be nice to me at all, don't let me Keep hope in your heart; if you really like me, don’t be with Du Ting! "I was really tortured crazy by Luo Xiangdong.
It took me a month to adapt to Luo Xiangdong and Du Ting's new relationship. It only took Luo Xiangdong a few seconds to defeat all the disguises and defenses I had established before, allowing me to return to before liberation.
Now I have no idea what he is thinking in his heart. I just feel like I am being played by him, and all my emotions are driven by him.
Xu Lu also expressed that she could not understand Luo Xiangdong. The two of us analyzed it for more than an hour, but the final result was the same as before, with no results.
Before hanging up the phone, Xu Lu advised me: "Don't think so much. Anyway, there will be a road to the mountain before the car, and it will be straight when the boat reaches the bridge. As you said before, the days are getting better and better now. Luo Xiangdong is a big tree, so you should stabilize your career first. As for your relationship... Just wait and see what Luo Xiangdong's attitude is, otherwise it will be useless for you to be bored here. "
Now it seems that this is all it can do.
After hanging up the phone, I lay on my bed and turned around. When I rolled over, I hit something on my back. I took it out and saw that it was the zombie doll I had kept in my bed.
I held the zombie doll's neck with my left hand and punched him in the face with my right hand. I frowned and muttered: "Luo Xiangdong, Luo Xiangdong, what do you think? Do you like me or not?"
I don’t know where to start. I can’t sleep every night, not because I am angry at Chen Wenhang and Zhang Xinwei’s betrayal, but because I miss Luo Xiangdong.
In fact, it’s easy for me to like someone and then dive right in. Thinking about Chen Wenhang's seven-year relationship, it ended in vain, and I suddenly felt a little scared.
Maybe if we are not together, we will not be separated. Maintaining this kind of friendship without being satisfied with the relationship may be the best choice for me and him.