Luo Xiangdong found a pharmacy, and then parked the car on the side of the road. I reached out and prepared to unbuckle my seat belt and get out of the car. Luo Xiangdong said, "Just stay in the car. I just have a stomachache and buy stomach medicine. Is there any other place?" uncomfortable?"
I thought to myself, buy me some quick-acting heart-saving pills on the way.
"Stomach pain is uncomfortable enough, but you're also cursing me for making other parts of my body uncomfortable?" The words came out in a provocative tone.
Luo Xiangdong was used to it. He glanced at me and got out of the car without saying anything else.
I was dying alone on the passenger seat. Not long after, Luo Xiangdong came out of the pharmacy. When he got in the car, he handed me a box of medicine and a cup of warm milk tea.
I saw that he was holding a wallet in his other hand, the one I gave him.
He began to mutter in his heart again, what exactly does Luo Xiangdong mean? While he was in love with Du Ting, he took care of me in every possible way and used the wallet I gave him.
Thinking about it, I inadvertently raised my eyebrows.
Luo Xiangdong said: "Stomach hurts so much? Why don't you go to the hospital?"
In fact, stomachache is less than one thousandth of heartache.
I reached out to take the medicine box and milk tea, and whispered back: "I want to take a leave." I lowered my gaze, tears welling up in my eyes.
Luo Xiangdong must have thought that my stomach pain was unbearable, so he immediately said, "Did you get gastroenteritis again?"
I really couldn't stand him being nice to me. I lowered my head and replied in a low voice, "No, I guess I didn't sleep well last night and I caught a cold."
Luo Xiangdong said: "Then I will take you back and you can rest for two days."
I just wanted to take an afternoon off, but Luo Xiangdong was open-minded and just let me go for a few days.
The car drove downstairs to the apartment. I unbuckled my seat belt and got out of the car. Luo Xiangdong also got out and took me upstairs.
I said, "No, I can just go up there myself."
Luo Xiangdong saw that I looked bad and said, "Are you really okay? If you feel uncomfortable, just say, don't hold on. I'll take you to the hospital, which is not far away."
I said, "It's okay. I'll go up first. You drive carefully."
After that, I turned around and walked towards the door of the apartment.
Tears almost rushed to my eyes. I thought to myself, if Luo Xiangdong calls me again, I really can't help but tell him the truth. I like him and can't stand him being with Du Ting.
But Luo Xiangdong didn't stop me. Maybe God knows what kind of person I am. Even if Luo Xiangdong really calls me, I won't say anything.
So just skip it.
After returning to the apartment, I threw myself on the bed, and finally returned to the place where I was the only one. I could show my uncomfortable expression without any scruples, and I could cry without any scruples.
When I think of the scene of Du Ting and Luo Xiangdong kissing at noon, I feel really heartbroken.
My stomach hurt all the time. After taking two pills, I lay down on my bed to sleep. During this period, Xu Lu called me and asked me how I was doing. I cried and said to her: "Luzi, I really can't stand it anymore. If this continues, I'm afraid I will go crazy."
Xu Lu said: "I told you a long time ago that if you stay with someone like Luo Xiangdong for a long time, you will definitely fall in love with him. You don't believe it. Are you okay now?"
I gasped with red eyes, unable to refute.
Xu Lu sighed, and then said: "Zijin, that's what you think. Luo Xiangdong is a playboy, and his girlfriends keep changing around him like he's just watching. With such a man, even if you are really together, the result will not be the same." That’s a point.”
I choked back and replied, "I know, I won't be with him."
Xu Lu said: "Since you know it's inappropriate, don't put your feelings on him at all. You just see him all day long and focus on him, so you end up like this. I advise you to get out as soon as possible. If it really leaks out someday, both you and Luo Xiangdong will be embarrassed. "
I understand what Xu Lu said. But as the old saying goes, bystanders are confused by the authorities. I understand this truth, but if my heart is not under control, what can I do
Xu Lu came up with an idea for me. She said, "Try to divert your attention. Don't always focus on Luo Xiangdong. I'm not talking about you Zijin. Yi Yang is so good to you. If he knows that you are with How uncomfortable would it be for Chen Wenhang to fall in love with Luo Xiangdong after they broke up? Do you think Yi Yang is not interested in you? Even if you want to choose, you have to give Yi Yang a chance, otherwise I can't stand it. "
When Xu Lu mentioned Kuang Yiyang, my heart moved, and it was a heart-wrenching feeling.
During the four years of college, everyone in the school knew that Kuang Yiyang liked me. When I was with Chen Wenhang before, he never tried to sabotage me. He waited until Chen Wenhang's true colors were revealed before he stepped forward. When I needed support the most, he resolutely stepped forward to support me regardless of everyone's opinions.
To be honest, I'm not unmoved.
However, it was just touching.
Sometimes I wonder, what's wrong with Kuang Yiyang? Why don't I like him? Maybe I never regarded him as an adult man, only as a younger brother and a child.
He is always following me, calling me senior one after another. I always regard myself as my elder sister and feel that I should take care of him, but I should not love him.
Xu Lu asked me to give Kuang Yiyang a chance. I said, "If we try to be together but fail, we won't even be friends in the future."
Xu Lu said: "You always want to be friends, but Yi Yang always wants to be your boyfriend. Have you ever considered his feelings?"
I didn't say anything, and Xu Lu said again: "And you always think that you are not suitable for each other, but in our opinion, you and Yi Yang are a match made in heaven. You and Luo Xiangdong are really unrelated, and they are not compatible at all." You are not a stranger. Just believe me. If you can try to spread some feelings to Yi Yang, love will be cultivated over time. "
I am now in a period where my position is extremely unstable, and any slight disturbance from the outside world can be a huge inducement that can affect my judgment.
Seeing my hesitation, Xu Lu took a strong dose and said, "I didn't ask you to agree to fall in love with Yi Yang right away, but at least give him a chance and try to accept him. Don't always reject others." We felt uncomfortable seeing him thousands of miles away."
I said: "How could I reject him thousands of miles away?"
Xu Lu replied: "Every time Yi Yang came to the city to see you, how did you not drag me out? The gathering of three people has made it clear that you don't want to live a two-person world with him, and you don't even want to give him a chance. he."
"Zijin, you know, there are many times that Yiyang bypasses you and comes to me first. Do you think he is better off with me? No, he is afraid of meeting you alone. You would think He is putting pressure on you, so he is willing to come with me to find you. He has done this, so you should soften your heart, right?"
Xu Lu is so good at poking people's hearts. I burst into tears when she said it. I really felt that I was heinous and had broken a good person's heart.
Finally, Xu Lu said: "You are very clear in your heart that it is impossible to have anything to do with Luo Xiangdong, so instead of putting your feelings on someone who is destined to be impossible, it is better to give Yi Yang a chance. You can try it this way , maybe you will find that the person who is really suitable for you is Yi Yang. Even if you and Yi Yang are not suitable, at least you have tried, and you can use this to distract some attention from Luo Xiangdong. Kill two birds with one stone.”
Xu Lu persuaded me for a long time. In the end, it was better to say that I gave up than that I was persuaded by her.
Falling in love with Luo Xiangdong was too sad, so I backed down and didn't want to be sad anymore.
"Okay, I'll listen to you."
Xu Lu said: "Then if Yi Yang comes again this weekend, I won't be with you two. You can make up your own mind."
I hummed, chatted for a while and then hung up the phone.
Not long after, Kuang Yiyang called again. I guessed it was Xu Lu who had said something to him, so he said, "Senior sister, you are sick. Are you feeling better now?"
I responded: "Much better."
Kuang Yiyang said: "If you have a bad night again, you must see a doctor. Don't stay at home, or something will happen."
I said, "Okay, I know."
Kuang Yiyang heard that I was in low spirits and quickly said: "Senior sister, I won't disturb your rest. You can go to bed quickly."
I suddenly thought of what Xu Lu said to me. In fact, Kuang Yiyang looks like a big boy who has not grown up, but in fact he knows everything in his heart. Many times he was careful not to disturb me or make me unhappy, but I kept pretending to be confused.
Sighing secretly, from today on, I really shouldn’t enjoy the warmth Kuang Yiyang brings to me while deliberately numbing myself, ignoring his love for me, and just want to be an ordinary good friend with him. friend.
When he was about to hang up the phone, I said out loud: "Yi Yang."
Kuang Yiyang immediately said: "Well, senior sister, I'm listening, what's the matter?"
I said, "Are you free this weekend?"
"Yes, senior, what do you want to do?"
I said, "Didn't you always say that "Charlotte" is very good? Is it still showing in theaters now?"
Kuang Yiyang replied: "Yes, my classmate went to see a show yesterday and said it was very good for filming."
I said, "Then come over to my place this weekend and watch a show with me. I haven't seen it before."
Kuang Yiyang was so happy that he quickly replied: "Okay, I want to watch it again."
Listening to his happy voice, I also tried to raise the corners of my lips, thinking that it would be fine if he was happy.
After chatting with Kuang Yiyang for a few minutes, he hung up the phone on his own initiative. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom. When I came back, I saw the zombie doll pressed against the pillow, half of its body exposed.
I walked over, took out the doll, opened the bottom drawer of the bedside table, and put it in.
Xu Lu is right. I have had too much contact with Luo Xiangdong. They say that love grows over time, and this is the truth.
Two people who like each other may fall apart even though they are far apart. What's more, Luo Xiangdong and I don't really like each other at all.
Just after 7:30 pm, my phone rang again, this time it was Luo Xiangdong calling.
I hesitated for five seconds, then answered the call and said 'hello'.
Luo Xiangdong asked: "Are you feeling better?"
I hummed, and then said, "Much better."
Luo Xiangdong said: "You're much better, why are you still wilting? Have you eaten? Do you want to come out? I'll treat you to dinner."
My heart ached uncomfortably, and I resisted the surge of sourness and replied, "No, I'm going out to eat with my friends tonight."
Luo Xiangdong said: "That's okay. You can go and eat. I'm just worried that you haven't found anything for dinner."
His unintentional words of worry made my whole heart ache.