Luo Xiangdong asked me to rest at home and go to work when I feel better. But I couldn't rely on my personal relationship with Luo Xiangdong to push further, so I went to work at the company the next day.
Sitting alone in the office, I forced myself to read the documents carefully, but as I looked at them, my thoughts drifted to other places, and I pulled them back when I discovered them.
After several attempts, I was exhausted.
My mind seemed to be filled with Luo Xiangdong. When I opened and closed my eyes, it was him. I really wanted to slap myself twice to wake myself up. I even forced myself to think about Chen Wenhang, using my anger towards him to distract me from Luo Xiangdong.
I kept telling myself in my heart that I didn't really love Luo Xiangdong, I just liked how good he was to me. He's a playboy and is not emotionally devoted. These are my Achilles' heel, so I definitely don't love him. Otherwise, wouldn’t I really be what Chen Wenhang said? Even if it's just to compete for a breath, I won't do anything with Neng Luo Xiangdong.
Thinking about it this way, I felt somewhat comfortable in my heart. After getting off work at noon, I went to the restaurant I had made an appointment with Xu Lu. The restaurant was between Luo's and her company, so it was more convenient for both of us to go there.
When I arrived, she was already there.
After sitting down, I asked aloud: "Has it been a long time since you've been here?"
Xu Lu said: "No, I just arrived."
After ordering, the waiter left. Xu Lu immediately lowered her voice and asked me, "Have you seen Luo Xiangdong today?"
I subconsciously looked away, endured the discomfort in my heart, pretended not to care, and replied aloud: "I didn't see him, I don't know if he's here or not."
I have been deliberately ignoring Luo Xiangdong and not caring whether he comes to the company or not. Anyway, I just do my job well.
Xu Lu looked at me, sighed softly, and then said: "If you want to be friends with Luo Xiangdong in the future and want long-term development, then this stage is necessary. When you feel uncomfortable, you think, this It’s a good thing for both of you, so don’t be too pushy.”
I also tried to balance my mentality, nodded and replied: "Don't worry, I'm used to feeling distressed."
Xu Lu took a sip of juice, then blinked at me, raised her eyebrows and asked, "Hey, I'm going on a date with Yi Yang this weekend, are you excited?"
I looked up at her, expressionless, and replied: "This is not a date. Please don't brainwash me."
Xu Lu smiled and replied: "Okay, okay, it's not a formal date, so it can still be considered a 'date show', right?"
I was in a low mood and said in a deep voice: "To be honest, I really don't know whether I should be like this with Yi Yang..."
Xu Lu was afraid that I would regret it, so she raised her eyebrows and said, "Don't say you're not going?"
I frowned and replied, "No, I just..."
"I'm just afraid that I'll break Yi Yang's heart."
To put it bluntly, I don’t have the same heartbeat towards Kuang Yiyang as a woman does when looking at a man. My liking for him is just friendship mixed with some family affection, and it doesn’t involve love at all.
Xu Lu sighed and said, "You have to try it first. Don't draw conclusions so early." After that, she asked me again: "You told me before that you would never fall in love with Luo Xiangdong. How are you now?" "
I am sensitive to the word "Luo Xiangdong". In fact, Xu Lu didn't say it very loudly, but my first reaction was to nervously look up and around. When I saw no one was looking this way, I frowned and said to Xu Lu, "You kid?" Speak up and don’t say his name in public.”
Xu Lu said: "Look at you like that. People like him can already be regarded as public figures and the focus of the public, right? If there is any trouble on his side, even if he takes the dog for a spin on the street, he will probably be photographed. You Do you think you can adapt to this kind of life?”
I frowned and replied, "I never imagined such a life."
Xu Lu said: "But you have thought about being with him!"
My heart skipped a beat when she was scolded by her.
After having a meal with Xu Lu, I actually listened to her brainwashing me, scaring me of ten thousand ways to die after being with Luo Xiangdong, and the most important point: Luo Xiangdong really doesn't like me.
If you like me, why would you be with someone else
When I was working at the company in the afternoon, Luo Xiangdong called me and asked me how I was doing.
I said: "It's ready."
Luo Xiangdong said: "Okay, let's rest at home for two more days. Anyway, there is nothing wrong with the company."
I said, "I'm already in the company."
Luo Xiangdong was still a little surprised: "I told you to rest at home."
I replied casually: "It's boring to stay at home, why not come to the company to look at documents and stuff."
Luo Xiangdong said: "If I had known this, I would have taken you out to play."
I didn't answer, so Luo Xiangdong said again: "How about I book a flight ticket for you and come to Thailand?"
I asked why Luo Xiangdong was not in the company, and he ran away to Thailand in the blink of an eye.
After a pause for two seconds, I replied: "Forget it, I won't be a big lightbulb for you and Du Ting. You two have fun."
Luo Xiangdong said: "I wanted to come as soon as I heard what you said. Are you afraid of spending money on air tickets? You book it first, and I will reimburse you when you come back."
Not to mention how bitter I felt, I frowned and replied aloud: "Who is picking on you? It seems that only your beauty has a date, so I deserve to be single and at your disposal at any time."
After saying something sour, I added another sentence: "I also have a date. I want to go to the movies with my junior classmate. I don't have time to go to Thailand to watch you and Du Ting show off their love."
Luo Xiangdong smiled, smiling happily, and said to me on the phone: "Are you finally with your junior brother?"
I opened my lips slightly and wanted to say, we are not together.
But when the words came to my lips, I was too lazy to explain, so I casually replied: "What for? Do you have any objections?"
How I wish Luo Xiangdong could give me some advice and disagree with me being with Kuang Yiyang, even if it's just...
"Of course I don't have any objection, it's not too late to be happy. I told you before, your junior brother looks good, he is honest and good to you. You have been working for so long, and he has not changed his mind even though he is far away from you. , There are really not many good men like this nowadays. If you can catch him, it’s because your character has exploded and rebounded.”
I think I haven't seen Luo Xiangdong so happy in a long time, and his tone of voice seemed to be flying.
I originally opened the guard around my heart a little, hoping that Luo Xiangdong could say something to make me feel that he cared about me and didn't want me to fall in love with someone else, but he ruthlessly pushed me to other men.
His words were like a poisoned dagger, piercing the center of my heart along the gap I opened to him. Even if it doesn't hurt me to death, it will poison me to death.
The fingers of my hand holding the phone were shaking and I had no strength at all.
After being silent for more than three to five seconds, I tried my best to use a calm tone and said to Luo Xiangdong on the phone: "Wait a minute, I have a call coming in. Let's talk later."
After that, I quickly hung up the phone, not daring to stay for even a tenth of a second, because the moment I pressed the hang up button, I started sobbing.
It turns out that all the psychological defense work I had done in the past few days was done to the dog. When Luo Xiangdong said, "Of course I have no objection, it's not too late to be happy," I was completely stunned.
What a wake-up call, like being struck by lightning, is not as good as one ten thousandth of the shock I had just moments ago.
I was so heartbroken that I wanted to cut it out and throw it away. Why did it hurt so much
I don’t remember when I was injured by Chen Wenhang. Did it hurt that much
Hiding in the office alone, I didn't dare to cry loudly, so I had to suppress my crying, not to mention how wronged I was.
In the next three days, I almost didn't dare to answer Luo Xiangdong's phone calls, for fear that he would ask about what happened between me and Kuang Yiyang. But I didn't dare to be too obvious, for fear that he would notice something strange about me. So I was struggling with whether to answer or not, what to say after answering, and my usual attitude of speaking. I was really tortured to the point of going crazy.
Kuang Yiyang usually comes to my place during weekends and holidays, but when he heard that I wanted to watch a movie, he directly made an appointment for Friday night. I asked him to go to the restaurant and wait for me first, but when I left the Luo Building, I saw him in the crowd at a glance.
My eyes widened slightly, a little surprised, or rather shocked. Because Kuang Yiyang usually wears casual and sporty clothes, but today he is dressed in a suit, shirt and leather shoes.
He is tall and has a good figure. He puts on a well-tailored suit and stands there, looking like a clothes rack.
The clothes he was wearing seemed familiar to me, but later I remembered that Xu Lu and I had picked them out for him on the street together.
Kuang Yiyang stood at the door, and people coming and going from get off work were looking at him. I stepped towards him, and when he saw me, he immediately showed a big smile, waved towards me, and ran towards me.
This look is the Kuang Yiyang I am familiar with.
When he came to me, he smiled and said, "Senior."
I raised the corners of my lips and said with a smile, "Why are you wearing this?"
I gave this dress to him to wear when he looks for a job after graduation.
Kuang Yiyang grinned and replied with a smile: "The clothes you gave me, I guess you must like this look, so I wore them for you to see."
This was the first time I saw Kuang Yiyang wearing a formal suit. He was unexpectedly handsome and pleasing to the eye. I nodded and replied, "It looks good. But aren't you cold?"
Nowadays, it is more than ten degrees below zero outside. Normal people wear cotton-padded clothes and thick jackets. But Kuang Yiyang only wears a thin shirt and suit. I feel cold just looking at him.
Kuang Yiyang smiled and replied: "It's not cold, it's okay."
I instinctively stretched out my hand and touched his left cheek directly. Kuang Yiyang was stunned for a moment, and I frowned and said, "You still say he's not cold? His face is ice cold."
After that, I took off my large windbreaker. Kuang Yiyang came to his senses, pressed me and said, "Oh, senior sister, I'm not cold. You should get dressed soon, don't freeze."
I said, "I would feel uncomfortable if you froze."
Just to show me the clothes, Kuang Yiyang worked really hard. When he does this, I feel even more that he is just a child who has not grown up.
When Kuang Yiyang saw that I insisted on taking off my coat for him to wear, he simply grabbed my hand and said, "Senior, do you think my hands are warm?"
I have known Kuang Yiyang for almost four years, and this seems to be the first time he has taken the initiative to grab my hand.