Xu Lu came to my place in the afternoon and left in the evening. I took a shower alone, applied a facial mask, and lay on my bed watching the latest anime season.
When I was in school, I was a big fan of anime. Some people in the foreign department like to watch anime, and they all ask me to translate the subtitles and send them to them. But since I graduated and started working, watching anime has become a non-starter.
I always thought it was because I was too busy and had no time, but now that I have finished cleaning up early and am lying on my bed, I turn on the anime video but I can’t watch it at all.
I don’t remember how many times I’ve dragged it forward. There were only ten minutes of anime in total, and I watched it in pieces. Finally, I simply closed the computer and lay on my bed in a daze.
Now I even have strict rules on when I think about Luo Xiangdong every day. Only before going to bed at night, I can let myself think about sleep. At other times, as long as I think about it, I will stop it immediately and I am not allowed to think about it again.
You can miss Luo Xiangdong unbridled. It feels like you have been on a diet for a week in school, and one day you suddenly find that you have lost two pounds, and then you can treat yourself to a hot pot meal.
There is only one word to describe it: cool.
Chen Wenhang was my first love. At that time, I was also a newborn calf who was not afraid of tigers. I pursued him when I liked him and didn’t think much about anything else. So I basically didn’t understand what unrequited love felt like, and I didn’t know whether other people’s unrequited love was like mine. Neuropathy.
I am too afraid that I will be trapped in it and unable to extricate myself, so I am in the process of self-redemption.
After a month of strict control, I found that in addition to having less time for private contact with Luo Xiangdong, the extent to which I missed him was increasing day by day. It was not as expected that I would miss him when I saw him.
Xu Lu called this situation of mine: things must turn to their extremes.
I don’t think I’m very extreme. Now that I’ve figured it out, I’ll do it. Don't wait until one day things get out of hand, I will regret it.
Just like now, Luo Xiangdong and I are still good friends. He treated me the same way he did before. This is really good.
As long as I don’t expect more, what I have now is beyond the reach of many people.
But in the dead of night, I would shamelessly fantasize about what if, I mean what if, Luo Xiangdong also liked me and the two of us were really together, what would it be like
Luo Xiangdong has a bad mouth, and I am not good either. The two of us have a lot of common topics, and if we quarrel casually, it will be a cross talk that can be sold for money.
I can take him to the streets and eat various snacks, and he can also take me to drive around in a sports car to show off. We can completely integrate the lives of diaosi and tall, rich and handsome people to create our own happy life...
My mind is full of pictures, and every time I think about this, I always feel very satisfied in my heart.
I try not to think about the situation in reality. After all, I have the final say in my thinking. It cannot be in my mind. I will also live a miserable life with great hatred, right
Thinking of feeling sleepy, I closed my eyes and looked forward to having a good dream at night.
In the middle of the night, I vaguely heard the doorbell ringing from downstairs, which gradually woke me up from a deep sleep. Drowsily, I thought I had heard wrongly and was about to continue sleeping, but the sudden sound of banging on the door woke me up.
It's not a knock on the door, it's really a banging on the door, the sound of clenched fists and banging on the door.
I was so frightened that I quickly rolled over and sat up. I looked at my phone. It was now one o'clock in the morning.
The clear banging on the door downstairs made me sleepless. At the same time, I was also very scared in my heart. Who was this person in the middle of the night
I have been afraid of three things since I was a child: afraid of the dark, afraid of ghosts, and afraid of loud noises.
Now that I live alone, the door was banging on the door downstairs. I wasn't sure what was going on, so I didn't dare to say anything rashly, so I had to go down to the second floor with my cell phone and shine it.
The closer I walked to the door, the louder the banging on the door became. I took a deep breath and used up all my courage before I dared to quietly approach the door and look out through the peephole.
Just when I opened the peephole, I saw a strange man outside staring at the door fiercely and cursing: "Get the hell out of here. If you don't come out, believe it or not, I will burn down your house?"
I subconsciously said "Ah" and stepped back so hard that one of my slippers fell off.
When the strange man heard the movement inside the door, he kicked the door repeatedly and said loudly: "I asked you to get out of here, did you hear that?"
I was so frightened that I stood two meters away from the door. After a while, I had the courage to say, "Who are you?"
The man replied sternly: "You don't fucking know who I am? Don't pretend to be me, get out of here right now, or I'll go in and chop you to death!"
The man spoke with a foreign accent, and I was confused. I tried to identify where he was from, but I realized later that it was already here. I guessed that he was from a different place, so I quickly let him go. yes.
I tried to stabilize my mind and deliberately threatened loudly: "You have found the wrong person. I don't know you. Please leave quickly. If you don't leave, I will call the police!"
When the man heard that I wanted to call the police, he became even more excited and kicked the door without saying a word. I heard him using something to break the door lock.
The sound of "clang" seemed to hit my heart, accompanied by his gritted words: "When I go in, I will chop you alive..."
I didn’t know if this security door was anti-theft or not. I wanted to get close to the door and lock it, but the man’s shouts of beating and killing made me afraid to come near.
I feel like he's going to rush in and kill me at any moment. Who knows where the lunatics come from these days. The first person that appeared in my mind was Luo Xiangdong. I wanted to call him and ask him to come and save me.
Holding a cell phone to look for a cell phone, riding a donkey to look for a donkey, that’s what I’m talking about.
I ran all the way back to the second floor, locked the bedroom door, lifted the quilt and looked for my phone. Only later did I find that the phone was clutched in my hand.
I quickly called Luo Xiangdong, my fingers were trembling.
There was a beeping connection sound coming from the phone. I didn't think the sound was so slow normally, but now every sound touches my heart.
I don’t know how many times it rang in total, but the call was finally connected. I held the phone and was so anxious that I almost cried, and kept saying: “Brother Dong, Brother Dong, come here quickly, I’m afraid…”
Before he finished speaking, a female voice suddenly came from the phone. She said, "Xiang Dong is taking a shower."
When I heard this, I was stunned for a moment, then I realized it and asked aloud: "Who are you?"
"I'm Du Ting."
It turned out to be Du Ting. I was so frightened that I couldn’t recognize it for a moment because listening to other people’s conversations on my phone was a bit distorted.
After a pause, I spoke out: "Du Ting, something happened here. Someone is knocking on the door of my apartment. I don't know if it's a lunatic or something. They're shouting about beating and killing. Please hurry up and call Brother Dong to come over to my side." ,I… "
My unfinished words were interrupted again by Du Ting, who replied in a cold voice: "If anything happens, you can call the police. What are you doing with Xiangdong? Can he be a police officer if he goes there? And, Miss Liang, look at what has happened now What time is it? We’re all going to bed. Don’t you think it’s inconvenient to call at this time?”
I was struck by lightning again.
It seems like three days instead of four days ago, Du Ting was still sitting in front of me and said to me: "Zijin, when you are free, I will take you to Paris. Then we will go shopping together. I like to go shopping with you." Play."
It’s only been a few dozen hours of work, why did he fall out faster than flipping through a book
When I was lost in thought while holding my phone, Du Ting had already hung up the phone.
I leaned against the door, not knowing how to react.
Suddenly there was a loud crash downstairs, as if the glass was broken. My scalp felt numb. I didn't know what the people outside had done and whether they would rush in at any time.
With tears welling up in my eyes, I dialed 110 with trembling fingers.
The call was quickly connected, and the people inside asked me if I needed help. I cried and reported my location and asked them to come and rescue me quickly.
The police said they would arrive as soon as possible and told me to pay attention to my own safety first.
I really wanted to ask the police not to hang up the phone, but I was so scared that my whole body was shaking.
Holding the phone, I didn’t even dare to cry too loudly, for fear of accidentally angering the lunatic outside the door.
I pricked up my ears and listened carefully to what was going on outside. One floor and two doors away, I couldn't hear the man's cursing words clearly, but the sound of him kicking and banging on the door was loud and clear. On my fragile nerves.
I don’t know how long it took, whether it was minutes or tens of seconds, but the phone in my hand suddenly rang.
I immediately looked down and found that the phone had been hung up, and only the words 'Ji Guanxin' missed call were displayed on the screen.
Ji Guanxin, as if I saw a life-saving straw, I immediately picked up the phone and called him.
It was obviously him who called me first, but when I called him, he didn't answer the call. I held the phone and burst into tears. I couldn’t tell whether I was feeling wronged or scared.
Just when I thought Ji Guanxin would not answer the call again, a familiar yet unfamiliar voice suddenly came from the other end of the phone: "Hello."
There was only one word, so I asked uncertainly: "Hey, is this Ji Guanxin?"
After a few seconds, Ji Guanxin's surprised voice came: "Are you crying?"
I heard his movements and replied with extremely choked sobs: "Ji Guanxin, come to me quickly, I beg you..."
Fear and grievance made my whole body collapse. After Ji Guanxin asked me for my address, he told me: "You have locked the bedroom door. If he comes in, use something else to block it. I will arrive within fifteen minutes. Don't hang up the phone. If you have anything to do with me, explain… "
I kept nodding, but later I realized that Ji Guanxin couldn't see it at all.
He said to me on the phone: "Don't cry, don't be afraid, I'll be there soon. Maybe the police will arrive before I arrive. It'll be okay..."
Listening to Ji Guanxin's voice, the fear in my heart was somewhat relieved.
I followed his words and placed the only movable bedside table in the bedroom between the door. Then I sat down on the ground, leaning my back against the bed and staring at the bedside table with my feet. I was afraid that the lunatic downstairs would rush in. I Might as well resist it for a while.