After all, Luo Xiangdong doesn't believe me. () I am not aggrieved in my heart.
After saying these words, I have exhausted all my strength and courage. I didn't want to stay here anymore, let alone see Luo Xiangdong, so I bypassed him and walked directly to the door.
Luo Xiangdong grabbed my arm, and I subconsciously wanted to shake him off, but he held on tightly, frowned at me and asked, "Have you called me?"
Why did I just call him? I was also hurt by Du Ting.
I felt extremely uncomfortable, but I didn’t want to explain to him any more, so I just pulled my arm back, frowned and said, “Let go!”
Luo Xiangdong looked at me like a living donkey, so he simply pulled me in front of him, clasped my arms with both hands, looked at me and said, "You called me the night before yesterday."
This time, it's not a question, but an affirmation.
I was so angry that I didn't care about anything else at the moment, so I cried and replied directly: "Luo Xiangdong, I never wanted to ruin the relationship between you and Du Ting. Ever since you two started falling in love, I have been able to hide even more. Just hide, if you can, avoid me. I haven't seduced you, and I haven't chewed Du Ting's tongue in front of you. I hope you two can get along well. You can leave me alone in the future. Who do I want to be with? You should be good to whoever you are with and don’t let me be the third party again, okay?”
I felt extremely unhappy, and I said all my honest and negative words.
After saying that, I didn’t care what the consequences were. The worst that happened was that Luo Xiangdong didn’t like me and I didn’t want the job. Anyway, my heart was broken by being around him. Instead of living in torment every day from now on, I’d rather be out of sight and out of mind. Very annoying.
Luo Xiangdong is such a smart man. When he heard what I said, he immediately frowned and said, "What did Du Ting tell you?"
I frowned and replied: "Okay, is there any use in talking about this now? Who am I? Du Ting is your legitimate girlfriend. She is right. It is not good for me to call you in the middle of the night, as it will affect the two of you's sleep!" I am asking for trouble, I will definitely stay away from you in the future..."
When I think of Luo Xiangdong and Du Ting sleeping together, my heart feels like Ling Chi being stabbed with a knife.
It turns out that life is worse than death, and it is really extremely difficult.
Luo Xiangdong pressed my arm, but I kept trying to push him away and turn away.
We were tugging and tugging, and Luo Xiangdong said to me, "I didn't know you called, otherwise why would I let you stay home alone?"
I ignored his explanation and replied directly: "Forget it, I don't want to tell you this now. Just let it go..."
Luo Xiangdong said: "I really don't know when you called? I didn't see your call record."
My heart was shaking, and I couldn't tell whether I was more sad or disappointed.
It felt like a sense of imminent loss, a feeling that nothing could be more sad than a hope of giving up.
Luo Xiangdong saw that I was silent and kept trying to walk out. He finally grabbed my arm, frowned slightly, and said, "Okay, okay, I was wrong. I was wrong, okay? I'll apologize to you." ”
I finally stopped struggling and stood in front of him with my arms hanging down.
When Luo Xiangdong saw this, he looked at me and said, "I didn't receive your call. It's my fault. I'm sorry."
Hearing this, I suddenly burst out crying. I did cry sadly before, but they were tears of grievance, but now I feel like I was beaten to tears by Luo Xiangdong. I can only describe it as crying uncontrollably.
Luo Xiangdong was startled and stared at me for more than three seconds. Then he looked at me in panic and said, "Hey, please keep your voice down."
"ah… "
I opened my mouth wide and cried.
Luo Xiangdong might be afraid that I would attract wolves, so after hesitating for a few seconds, he suddenly pressed the back of my head and pulled me to him. My face hit his chest, and my crying suddenly became much muffled.
While I was crying desperately, Luo Xiangdong didn't say anything and just kept pressing the back of my head. I stood in front of him, almost touching him. I cried loudly for a minute, and then my crying gradually became quieter. It wasn't that I wasn't angry anymore, but that I was tired from crying and my tears had dried up, so I couldn't cry anymore.
Tears are bound to be accompanied by snot. I sniffed my nose and felt that I had just inhaled it and it started to flow again.
Luo Xiangdong raised his left hand and used his sleeve to wipe my tears and nose. After all, I was still embarrassed, so I turned away in embarrassment.
Luo Xiangdong looked at me and said, "If you have any grievances, just tell me. Why are you crying?"
I thought to myself, it really doesn’t hurt my back to stand and talk. He is no longer the one who gets scolded for his feelings.
Seeing that I stood there silently, but my mood had obviously calmed down a lot, Luo Xiangdong turned around and walked to my desk, took out some tissues, turned around and handed them to me.
I took the tissue, blew my nose first, and then walked to the sofa to the side and sat down.
Luo Xiangdong stood in front of me to the right. I lowered my gaze and caught a glimpse of half of his calf and shoes from the corner of my eye.
After the room was quiet for a while, Luo Xiangdong's voice came: "You and Ji Guanxin..."
I guess he wanted to ask me what happened after we went to the hotel room with Ji Guanxin. But I just didn’t answer the call on purpose.
So Luo Xiangdong pondered for a moment and said loudly: "I know you won't have anything to do with Ji Guanxin. I was also angry just now and spoke a bit harshly. Don't take it to heart."
I lowered my gaze and gave him a sharp look without saying anything.
A few seconds later, Luo Xiangdong said again: "I went to the apartment to look for you yesterday. I knew that you had an accident and went to the police station the night before. I called you afterwards. Why didn't you answer the call?"
I opened my mouth and replied in a hoarse and dull voice: "How dare I answer it? What if Du Ting says that I have nothing to do and pesters you again?"
I swear to God, I am not angry with Du Ting, but with Luo Xiangdong, so I subconsciously want to hurt him.
But I didn't expect that Luo Xiangdong actually took out his mobile phone in front of me. I saw him put the mobile phone to his ear with a sullen face.
Feeling an inexplicable chill in my heart, I subconsciously asked, "Who are you calling?"
Luo Xiangdong didn't reply to me, but after a few seconds, he said to the person on the phone: "Did you answer my call the night before yesterday?"
My eyes widened, and my heart skipped a beat.
Luo Xiangdong calls Du Ting for love? !
I was stunned and looked at Luo Xiangdong without blinking, temporarily losing my normal reaction.
I don’t know what Du Ting replied on the phone, but I saw Luo Xiangdong’s calm and handsome face, his thin lips parted, and said in a bad tone: “Du Ting, are you taking yourself too seriously? I When will it be your turn to answer my call? And you know who I am, Liang Zijin. She called me in the middle of the night to ask for my help. You dare to stop me for this kind of call? You are not stupid. If you are sick, you are sick in your heart! Let me tell you, we are not done with this."
After that, Luo Xiangdong hung up the phone without waiting for Du Ting to reply.
I looked at him blankly. He put the phone back in his trouser pocket, then looked up at me and said, "Don't worry, I will definitely give you an explanation for this matter."
Five seconds later, I frowned and replied in a deep voice, "What are you doing?"
Luo Xiangdong was silent. I continued: "I never wanted you to complain about Du Ting. When you say that, she must think it was me who said something in front of you."
Luo Xiangdong said: "You should have told me about this a long time ago, and you still allow her to sow discord in the middle?"
I was so helpless that I was speechless. Du Ting has always been afraid of me, otherwise she wouldn't have said those words to me that night. Now Luo Xiangdong's phone call has confirmed the fact that I am intervening in the middle.
I jumped into the Yellow River several times a day and still couldn't get rid of it. I sat on the sofa with great bitterness and hatred, feeling that it was getting dark.
Luo Xiangdong looked at my sad face and said, "Don't you have a clear conscience? You are afraid of something."
Ji Guanxin and I have a clear conscience, but towards Luo Xiangdong... If Du Ting pointed at my nose and asked me, I really don't know how to answer.
I covered my face with my hands, I didn't cry, I just didn't know how to face the chaotic situation. I always feel that my brain capacity, IQ, and what I have experienced in the past many years are not enough to support me through this current difficulty.
I don't know when Luo Xiangdong sat next to me. I only heard his familiar voice coming from the left, asking in the usual tone: "Don't worry, I'll treat you to dinner tonight. What do you want to eat?"
I really wanted to tell him that even taking Yunnan Baiyao could not make up for the trauma in my soul.
Wiping my eyes with my fingers, I opened them and replied aloud: "You should talk to Du Ting tonight. To be honest, I think she is right."
When Luo Xiangdong heard this, he asked aloud: "She is mentally ill, are you still angry?"
My expression remained as usual, I tried to stay calm, and replied: "I'm really not angry with Du Ting, and I think she's right. I'm indeed too close to you, even though we are friends. But after all, there are differences between men and women, so don’t blame Du Ting for overthinking it.”
Luo Xiangdong was silent for a few seconds, then leaned back on the sofa and replied in a relaxed tone: "I treat you as a friend and a sister, and you treat me as a brother. What can happen to the two of us? Du Ting thinks too much. Are you thinking wrongly along with her?"
Friend, sister.
Yes, the relationship between Luo Xiangdong and I can only be that of friends and brother and sister. I have known him for such a long time, and there are many women around him, many of whom I personally dismissed.
Seeing how passionate and ruthless he is, I don't know why I am still passionate about him.
Maybe this time is a suitable opportunity to remind me not to get too close to Luo Xiangdong, otherwise I will only be hurt.
But I can think clearly, but the sadness and disappointment in my heart are still like a huge man-eating whirlpool, quickly swallowing me up.
I feel like my heart has nowhere to put it. I always feel that I have to dig it out and throw it away so that it won't hurt.
Lowering my gaze, I heard my own voice, which was a little dull because I had cried, and said softly: "Brother Dong, when you have a girlfriend in the future, it is better for the two of us to stay together less, so that we can talk about it or not. You know I What I hate the most in my life is the interference of a third party, so I don’t want others to say that about me.”
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