I only said the word 'hello', and Kuang Yiyang immediately knew something was wrong with me. He asked aloud: "Senior, what's wrong with you?"
Standing on the street with my cell phone in hand, all I exhaled was white mist.
Adjusting my breathing secretly, I tried my best to reply in a normal tone: "It's okay, it's cold, I have a bit of a cold."
Kuang Yiyang immediately said: "What happened? Is it serious? Have you been to the hospital? If it doesn't work, please take leave and go home to rest."
I suddenly thought of what Xu Lu said to me. She said: "Zijin, these days I really can't find any man who can be as devoted and devoted to you as Yi Yang."
Yes, along the way, it seems that the only thing that hasn’t changed is Kuang Yiyang’s heart for me. Sometimes I wonder, how can he persist so much? Why did he fall in love with me
Compared with my secret love for Luo Xiangdong, I feel that I am really bad. There is such a good man in front of me, but I just want to grab other people's things.
Now that I am in such a disgraceful state, I don’t blame anyone but myself for being a bitch.
The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I became. I held back tears and dared not speak.
Kuang Yiyang asked tentatively on the phone: "Senior? Are you okay?"
I said 'hmm', and then replied in a dull voice: "It's okay." After that, I was afraid that Kuang Yiyang would be suspicious, so I took the initiative to change the topic and asked aloud: "What are you doing?"
Kuang Yiyang replied: "get out of class has just ended. Today, the teacher of the Chinese Economics class has something to do at home and is not here. We have a short notice to take a break."
I smiled and asked: "There are surprises every day, are you happy?"
Kuang Yiyang laughed and replied: "Actually, I'm fine. It doesn't matter whether I go to class or not."
I said, "You make it seem like I'm not happy to go to class. Let's try again."
Kuang Yiyang smiled and said: "Actually, I am very happy. I said I don't care, just to hide my inner excitement. You didn't even see me, but I am so happy now."
I was so amused by him that I kept talking to him on the phone all the way from the company to the apartment.
When I arrived at the elevator entrance, I said to Kuang Yiyang: "Yi Yang, I'm going to enter the elevator. The signal in the elevator is not good."
Kuang Yiyang said: "Okay, just hang up, senior sister. I just know you are fine."
I hung up the phone and took the elevator upstairs and back to my apartment.
When I was standing at the entrance changing my shoes, I suddenly thought of Ji Guanxin and wondered how he was doing.
Wearing slippers, I walked in and sat on the sofa in the living room. I picked up my cell phone and called Ji Guanxin.
The phone rang for a long time, so long that I thought he wouldn't answer it, but suddenly a familiar voice came from it, hoarse and deep as if he hadn't woken up, and he only said one word: "Hello?"
I said, "What time is it? Are you still sleeping?"
Ji Guanxin was quiet for a few seconds, and then said, "Well, I slept late last night."
I asked: "How is your health?"
He had a cold and a fever that meant he had to be hospitalized. It must be serious. He stayed out with me for half the night. I was afraid that if his illness recurred, I would feel bad about it.
Ji Guanxin replied in a low voice: "It's okay, I've gone home."
I subconsciously replied: "That's good."
Ji Guanxin stopped talking. I thought he was a little weird today, because usually, let alone me calling him on his own initiative, even if he called me, it would be okay and he kept talking. Why do you seem a little silent today
I couldn't help but asked: "What's wrong with you?"
Ji Guanxin took a few seconds before replying: "I'm sleepy, I want to sleep."
I said, "Oh, then go to bed quickly. I just wanted to ask if you were okay."
Ji Guanxin only responded to me with a 'fam'.
I wanted to ask him when he would be free so that I could treat him to a meal as a token of my gratitude, but I just said a few hasty words and then hung up.
After hanging up the phone, I sat alone in the empty room, feeling indescribably empty in my heart.
Luo Xiangdong is right. In this huge night city, I have no relatives and only a few friends. Now I am angry with Luo Xiangdong and actively refuse to play with him; Kuang Yiyang is still far away in school and cannot come over right away; the only person I can think of is Ji Guanxin, who has not yet figured out why he is crazy.
I felt abandoned and alone.
After feeling sorry for myself on the sofa for a while, I got up and went upstairs. Since breaking up with Chen Wenhang, I have developed a special skill of sleeping whenever my mood gets to a certain level. As long as you fall asleep, you can temporarily forget all your unhappiness.
It must be said that this is an extremely cowardly way of escaping reality. But now I am exhausted physically and mentally, and I really can’t think of any other way to make myself a little happier.
After taking a shower, I fell on my bed and slept with the curtains over my head. Because it gets dark early in winter, and I am a person who judges morning and evening by light, so when I fell asleep, I mistakenly thought it was eleven or twelve o'clock in the evening, so I woke up once or twice in the middle of the night, but I didn't care. Turned over and continued to sleep.
I slept until my whole body felt weak, and I vaguely heard a familiar voice. The sound lasted for about ten seconds. Then I slowly opened my eyes and found that the phone on the bedside table was lighting up.
I reached for the phone, my vision was blurred, and I finally saw the words 'Yi Yang' calling on the screen.
Putting the phone against my ear, I whispered: "Hello..."
Kuang Yiyang's voice came clearly: "Senior sister, aren't you at home?"
"Huh?" I couldn't react at all.
Kuang Yiyang said: "I was at the door of your apartment. I rang the doorbell for a long time. Didn't you hear it?"
I subconsciously asked, "Why are you here so late? What happened?"
I was completely sleepless, and I was so frightened that I sat up directly from my bed.
Kuang Yiyang said: "It's only seven o'clock in the evening. Senior sister, are you too sleepy?"
I was indeed sleepy. After talking to Kuang Yiyang for a few words, he urged me: "Senior sister, can you come down and open the door for me?"
Only then did I realize that he was still standing at the door of the apartment.
I quickly replied, hung up the phone and got out of bed. I found a big sweater and put it on, then went downstairs to open the door for him.
The door opened, and I saw Kuang Yiyang wearing a white fur-collared down jacket appearing in front of the door. He was carrying several large bags in his hands, and he could vaguely see that they were full of colorful snacks and delicious food.
I took out the slippers from the shoe cabinet and put them at the door, then reached over to help him pick up the bag. The first thing Kuang Yiyang said was: "Senior, hurry in, it's too cold at the door."
My cheeks were red from sleeping, and Kuang Yiyang really thought I had a cold.
I took a bag from his hand and took two steps back. After Kuang Yiyang came in, he closed the door and said to me, "I rang the doorbell for three minutes. I thought you were not at home."
I said, "I fell asleep. If you didn't call me, I wouldn't be able to hear you."
The two of us walked in together, and Kuang Yiyang took off his big white fur-collared coat. I couldn't help but reach out and touch it twice, and said with a smile: "This one looks good."
In fact, Kuang Yiyang looks good in anything she wears, the key is good looks.
Kuang Yiyang heard this and replied with a smile: "I'll give it to you."
I said, "I can't wear it even if you give it to me. You can take off the fur collar and give it to me later."
Kuang Yiyang said: "You like furry things so much, why don't you get a dog?"
I said, "Look, I can't even support myself now. Even if I buy a dog, I will suffer the same consequences."
He sat on the sofa, and I carried a few big bags to the kitchen, and then asked in a loud voice: "What do you want to drink?"
Kuang Yiyang asked: "What's there?"
I said: "Only mineral water."
Kuang Yiyang replied nicely: "Oh, forget it, I won't drink anymore."
In the end, I went out with a pot of rose tea and said with a smile: "I'm kidding you, I know a lot about life."
Kuang Yiyang looked at it and said, "Senior Xu Lu bought this, right?"
I subconsciously raised my eyebrows and asked, "How do you know?"
Kuang Yiyang grinned and said: "Senior Xu Lu said that you are very rough. Even when taking cold medicine, you put it directly in your mouth and then swallow it with water. How can you buy scented tea to make it yourself if you are so afraid of trouble? "
I deliberately drooped my face, pretending to be unhappy and said: "How dare you talk behind my back? I haven't even mentioned that she has been using body wash as a hair shampoo for more than half a year, and she keeps nagging about the new brand that doesn't foam. ”
Kuang Yiyang couldn't stop laughing, looked up at me and asked, "How could it be? Didn't she see it clearly all the time?"
With the intention of hurting others to the end, I glanced at her and replied, "The new brand is Korean, and she doesn't understand Korean."
We majored in Japanese, German, and English in college. We can only speak a few words in Korean, but we don’t know it at all. At that time, Xu Lu was laughed at by all our classmates for several years.
When it came to Xu Lu, I said to Kuang Yiyang: "Call her and see if she is free to come and play with her."
Kuang Yiyang responded, then took out his cell phone and called Xu Lu.
He turned on the speaker, and I heard Xu Lu's familiar voice: "Hey, Yi Yang."
Kuang Yiyang said: "Senior Xu Lu, what are you doing?"
Xu Lu said 'fuck' at first, and then said: "Forget it, the company sent me on a business trip, and my grandma didn't know what kind of shabby hotel she found. There wasn't even a shampooer in the bathroom, so I had to use a shower There is no foam at all after washing my hair. I am still combing my hair. "
As soon as these words came out, Kuang Yiyang and I burst into laughter. Especially me, I fell on the sofa laughing and couldn't get up.
Xu Lu heard my voice and immediately asked: "Are you two together?"
Kuang Yiyang replied while wiping his tears: "Senior sister, is this not the first time you wash your hair with shower gel?"
"Ah?" Xu Lu was surprised at first, then shouted my name loudly and said, "Liang Zijin, are you talking bad about me behind my back again?"
I smiled and replied: "I didn't say anything, I just wanted to discuss your regrets about not learning Korean over the years."