Wearing a gorgeous dress, I sat alone in a top-level suite filled with fiery red roses and cried loudly. The previous scenes of Luo Xiangdong being with me replayed in my mind like a movie.
When we first met, he appeared as Luo's interviewer. He asked me: "What type of men does Ms. Liang like?"
Chen Wenhang and I had a big fight in the restaurant, and he embarrassed me in public. Luo Xiangdong appeared next to me and said coldly to Chen Wenhang: "I tell you, from now on, don't appear in front of Liang Zijin again, and don't ever appear in front of Liang Zijin again." Let me know that you still have contact with her, otherwise... I won't do anything to her, but I don't guarantee what I will do to you. "
When I left the Luo family because Kitty took the blame for me and felt guilty, Luo Xiangdong said: "I am the one who helped you, shouldn't you thank me?"
When the whole company was spreading rumors that I was having an affair with Luo Xiangdong, I persuaded him to fire me. He said, "If I end up firing you to save myself, then I won't be a man anymore."
I still remember the first time I walked into the CEO’s office and sat across from Luo Xiangdong and had breakfast with him; I also remember the first time I called him Brother Dong; and the time he took me to the hospital to get fluids in the middle of the night; I even remember that I fell into the swimming pool with Du Ting, and Luo Xiangdong saved me but not her.
Since when did I become obsessed with Luo Xiangdong's kindness to me
And since when did I mistook this kindness as evidence that he loved me
In my life, I have either thought too little or too much, so I have been deceived by one man after another. It is said that women are born to lie, but in my opinion, men are even more flawless when it comes to lying.
Xu Lu said, these days, if the same sex is nice to the same sex, it may not mean that they are not interested in other things, let alone the opposite sex being nice to the opposite sex
Let me think about it, if Luo Xiangdong didn't like me, why would he be so nice to me? So when I raised questions, Luo Xiangdong used Gu Yansheng as a cover. Only now do I understand why Teacher Gu’s family had never heard that Luo Xiangdong was friends with Gu Yansheng, and why Teacher Gu insisted on seeing me and Gu Yansheng before he died. Kuang Yiyang.
I think Kuang Yiyang must have asked Teacher Gu in private, and Teacher Gu wanted to explain it to me clearly before he died.
Kuang Yiyang and Luo Xiangdong went to great lengths to deceive me.
My heart ached so much that I was about to suffocate by the minute. I lay down at the end of the long table, and finally confirmed the old saying: I can’t even find the right tune to cry.
The saddest and most devastating moments were just a few minutes of crying loudly. When the heartbreaking pain gradually turned into a slow knife cutting, my consciousness gradually became clearer.
I really admire myself for being able to analyze rationally at this time.
If anyone among the three of us is at fault, everyone is at fault, but the source of the mistake is not Kuang Yiyang. Luo Xiangdong is right. Kuang Yiyang has a kind heart. He wishes me well and is even willing to pay silently behind the scenes. I have no reason to resent him no matter how much I think about it.
Luo Xiangdong and Kuang Yiyang are uncles and nephews, so as an uncle, he should help his nephew's request. So to a certain extent, Luo Xiangdong did the right thing.
So the person who made the most mistakes and made the biggest mistake should be me.
I deserved it. I just climbed out of Chen Wenhang's pit of fire and jumped into the deep pit of Luo Xiangdong without hesitation.
The care he has taken for me, the kindness he has given me, and even the pampering he has given me are all for Kuang Yiyang. It's my own fault and I attribute all this to myself.
Luo Xiangdong is constantly surrounded by women. As long as he wants to, who can he be with? I still overestimated myself after all.
I don’t know who my temperament is like. They say human nature is selfish, and when something goes wrong, everyone will instinctively find fault with others. But I'm just the opposite. When I quarreled with my friends since I was young, my first reaction was to think about myself. Did I do something wrong that caused them to quarrel with me
If it's my fault, I will definitely admit it. Even if we still can't play together in the future, I feel comfortable in my heart;
But if I think about it and think it's the other person's fault, then I will never play with him again in this life.
Sitting alone on a retro European-style chair, I tried to wake myself up and think faster. I'm thinking about who should I blame when things have developed to this point
What if Luo Xiangdong didn't like me from the beginning? What if he had planned to give me to Kuang Yiyang? Then can I think that what he just did is all right
This thought just appeared in my mind, and a voice immediately sounded in my heart: The three views are not correct.
Yes, my outlook on life has been shattered by Luo Xiangdong's blow. I actually thought that I was the one who ended up here.
The tears gradually stopped, and I wiped the long-spent makeup on my face with the tablecloth. I looked sideways at the huge floor-to-ceiling window on the right, and my clown-like face was reflected in the dark glass.
For some reason, I tried my best to curl up the corners of my lips in front of the mirror. Although this smile looked extremely weird, I still comforted myself in my heart.
It's okay, heartache won't kill anyone.
Twenty-five minutes after Luo Xiangdong left, Kuang Yiyang walked in from outside wearing a white suit. The tears on my face had already dried up by this time, and I looked expressionless as I watched him walking toward me step by step.
After getting closer, Kuang Yiyang saw my discolored face and red eyes. His eyes suddenly widened with surprise. After a long while, he said: "Senior..."
I pursed my lips, thinking that all the tears had been shed by crying so hard, but I didn't expect that the moment I saw Kuang Yiyang, the softness in my heart was stabbed hard again.
It turns out that I am not a saint, and I can never be free from any anger.
Kuang Yiyang looked at me straightly, maybe he had never seen me like this before. He was silent for a long time, and then whispered: "I'm sorry."
The reason why I sat here for another twenty minutes was to wait for Kuang Yiyang to come over and explain things clearly to him.
Now, I have personally experienced what it means to have long nights and many dreams.
Looking at Kuang Yiyang, I opened my lips and said in a low and hoarse voice: "I understand, but I don't accept it."
I think Kuang Yiyang didn't expect me to say that. He suddenly opened his eyes slightly and looked at me without blinking, with sadness and innocence in his eyes that made me feel distressed but even more angry.
I didn't change my expression and said: "Yi Yang, thank you for liking me for so long, and thank you for taking care of me all the time. But you know, I not only hate men who cheat, but I actually hate cheating even more."
Kuang Yiyang looked at me, his face was pale, and there was an irrefutable but aggrieved look in his eyes.
My hands were clenched into fists under the table, trying to remain expressionless.
Looking at him, I didn't wait for his answer and continued: "I know you must be feeling aggrieved. After all, you are doing it for my own good, and I have been treated well in the Luo family for so long. But I am a very twisted person. Yes, I just don’t like people lying to me, even if it’s a white lie. So Yi Yang, thank you for taking care of you and your uncle for so long. I’m afraid I, Liang Zijin, won’t be able to make up for you financially, but if you have any in the future. Anywhere you need my help, as long as it’s not an emotional matter, I can help with anything.”
Seeing Kuang Yiyang's face that suddenly became frightened, I felt that I was quite vicious. I promised Luo Xiangdong not to harm Kuang Yiyang in the slightest, but I finally broke my promise.
It is impossible for me to not vent at all after being deceived for half a year. Every sentence and word I say now is what I want to say most at this moment.
I don't want to lose my temper with Kuang Yiyang, but I want him to understand that he didn't mean to hurt me, but I was hurt. This is a fact.
I'm afraid Kuang Yiyang would never have imagined that I would fall in love with Luo Xiangdong and his biological uncle.
If he knew, he wouldn't let Luo Xiangdong take care of me until he died, right
After saying these words, I stood up. Kuang Yiyang was afraid that I would leave, so he took a step forward excitedly, and finally said with fear in his eyes: "Senior sister, I'm sorry, I was wrong, don't be angry. Is my anger okay?"
Tears welled up in my eyes again, it's not that I didn't feel sorry for him.
Between me and Luo Xiangdong, Kuang Yiyang is the most innocent. From the beginning to the end, he was just doing it for my own good.
Holding back the sobs in my throat, I replied aloud: "Yi Yang, it's been half a year. How many times have you had the chance to tell me clearly? Why did you wait until today?"
Today is my birthday, and I traveled all the way from Night City to New York. Is this a big gift from my uncle and nephew
Kuang Yiyang became anxious when he saw me asking this question, and replied in a panic: "Senior sister, it was my brother-in-law who told you to tell you today. I never thought of making you sad..."
Luo Xiangdong…
Was it he who said he wanted to have a showdown with me today
My head suddenly buzzed, as if thousands of threads were passing before my eyes, but I couldn't catch a single thread.
Kuang Yiyang naturally didn't know what I was thinking. He was just eager to explain to me and get my forgiveness.
I listened to his anxious and confusing statement and remained silent. After he finished speaking, I just said: "Yi Yang, you know that I am not a person who plays with feelings. If you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. I never made it clear to you before. It was my fault. . Now I want to take this opportunity to tell you that if I am with you, it will only be because of emotion and helplessness. I know this is not what you want, so I will not do it. "
Kuang Yiyang stood stiffly in front of me, with a pale face and red eyes.
This is the second time I have seen Kuang Yiyang shed tears. The last time, he drank too much and said to me in the cinema: "Sister, I really hope you can be happy, but I don't want you to be with anyone else." Together, I feel uncomfortable... Tell me, what should I do?"
I never wanted to hurt him, just like he never wanted to hurt me, but we still hurt each other after all.