Luo Xiangdong hugged me from behind, his chest pressed against my back, and a series of impacts on my lower abdomen made my whole body soft and boneless. But... I don't feel any pain.
It really doesn't hurt at all.
Because Luo Xiangdong didn't poke into my body, but... ** at the top of my thigh.
At first I thought he was choosing a bed... I'll accompany you. "
I opened my eyes slightly, feeling dazed and not very conscious. I didn't understand what he meant for a while, so I still whispered: "I said you... didn't..."
The unfinished words all turned into broken moans.
The special guard outside the door hesitated, not knowing whether to advance or retreat, until Luo Xiangdong said in a deep voice: "Let me see your face, and I will make it impossible for you to stay in Night City anymore!"
As soon as these words came out, the figure at the door quickly turned around and left.
I closed my eyes, not disappointed, just desperate.
Luo Xiangdong has been using coercion to slow me down every minute. I may be the only person in the world who has not been "qiang jian".
When Luo Xiangdong groaned and pressed tightly against my back, and at the same time a warm fluid flowed down the roots of his legs, I was in a daze and didn't know how much time had passed.
Luo Xiangdong hugged me, and the sweat on his body stuck to my back. It was so sticky that it made me sick.
My face was expressionless, and there wasn't a single tear on my face except for my red eyes.
Seeing that he didn't move for a long time, I said loudly: "Get out of here when you're done."
Luo Xiangdong asked in a low voice, "Do you hate me?"
I didn't respond, so he reached out and brushed the broken hair from my face, and whispered: "It's better to hate me than to love me."
My mind went blank, and only one thought passed through me. I said: "Luo Xiangdong, you will regret it."
He said: "I love Yi Yang more than you. You know what our relationship is, but you take the initiative to throw yourself into my arms again and again. Liang Zijin... What are you worried about?"
His words hit my weak spot. What should I be worried about? I just said it in all fairness, I like him, I said it bluntly, what did I do wrong
Luo Xiangdong said: "I tried very hard to maintain the peace between the three of us, but it was you who ruined everything with your own hands."
I finally knew that he had done it deliberately by asking me to go to the United States to celebrate my birthday and a series of things that happened after that.
My tears had long since dried up, and I said to Luo Xiangdong, "If you don't want to be with me, just say it. Do you really think I have to be you?"
Luo Xiangdong replied: "I wasn't sure before, but I have to find a way to be safe so that nothing can happen between us in this life."
"You have to know that in my heart, family affection is really more important than love."
When Luo Xiangdong said this, I didn't feel much pain in my heart. It felt like extreme pain, but numbness.
His words no longer hurt me, they just gave me a truth.
Only now do I understand that love is cheaper than many kinds of love. It is not as good as adultery or family affection.
I knelt motionless in the already cold water. I was silent for a long time and said to Luo Xiangdong: "From now on, I owe you nothing."
Luo Xiangdong's arm around my body slowly loosened, and I heard the sound of water dripping as he stepped out of the bathtub.
He stood by the bathtub, looked down at me and said, "If you don't like Yi Yang, I won't force you. It's okay for you to like anyone, but you can't like me."
After that, he took a clean bath towel from the shelf and put it on me, then turned around and strode out.