Did he come all this way just to humiliate me
The anger in my heart instantly climbed to the top of my head. I glared at Luo Xiangdong and said sternly: "You don't care if I abuse myself or not? Who are you to me? Do I have anything to do with you?!"
Luo Xiangdong's eyes were deep. He looked at me and replied word for word: "Just because Yi Yang likes you, I won't let him fall in love with a woman who is willing to abuse him."
It's okay if he doesn't mention Kuang Yiyang, but if he does, it's like stabbing me in the heart with a knife. I nodded and said, "So you came all this way just to see the woman your nephew likes..."
Luo Xiangdong didn't say a word, but it was easy to tell from his pursed lips that I had poked his weak spot.
Looking at him without blinking, I continued: "I made it very clear before leaving Night City that I will not be with Kuang Yiyang. So from now on, Kuang Yiyang and I, you, There is no connection at all.”
"In what capacity are you standing in front of me now to teach me a lesson?" I have never been a soft persimmon. I suffered several losses before, but it was just because I loved him.
But now that I am in such a predicament, he still comes over to watch my excitement. What does he mean
I looked at Luo Xiangdong intently and didn't shed a single tear because I was so angry. This was the first time I asked him such sharp words while sober. And I could see every subtle expression on his face clearly.
As I finished speaking, I saw the muscles on Luo Xiangdong's face gradually tightening, but his eyes did not dodge. He paused for a few seconds, then opened his thin lips, and replied in a low but heartfelt voice: "After all, we have met each other, and even if we can't become a family, we still have friendship at least. I I don’t want to see you fall.”
From the moment I heard "We can't be a family" from Luo Xiangdong's mouth, my heart felt like it was being torn open by someone. It was dripping with blood, and he mocked me for not being pretty enough.
Resisting the illusion of suffocation in my throat, I stared into Luo Xiangdong's eyes and asked, "Degenerate? Do you think I am degenerate now?"
Luo Xiangdong said nothing.
I laughed angrily, looked at him and said, "I make my own decisions in my life! I can love whoever I want to love, and be with whomever I want to be with. Aren't you nice to me because of your nephew?" So now that I don’t want him, shouldn’t it be natural for you to also want to don’t want me?”
Luo Xiangdong frowned and pursed his lips into a line.
I resisted the urge to cry and said with a smile: "Luo Xiangdong, hasn't the woman around you ever told you before that if you don't want to be with her, don't show up in front of her again?"
Luo Xiangdong said: "You can leave Night City, but that doesn't mean you can hang out outside. Does it mean that if I don't stay with you, you can find any man to fool you?"
With a mocking look on my face, I looked at him with a look ten times more contemptuous than Luo Xiangdong's, and replied word for word: "Luo Xiangdong, you really overestimate yourself. Who do you think you are? Who leaves whom these days? Can’t survive? I just want to find a man to live my normal life.”
After that, without waiting for Luo Xiangdong's answer, I added: "My love will not change, it just depends on who I love. Some people don't care about it, but some people use it as a treasure."
When I finished speaking, Luo Xiangdong suddenly seemed like he was going crazy. He grabbed my arm with one hand, raised his other hand sharply to clasp my chin, and twisted his body to push me against the wall.
The back of my head accidentally hit the wall. The concussion I suffered before didn't heal well, and now my eyesight turned gray for a short time.
With a slight roar in my ears, I heard Luo Xiangdong in front of me gritted his teeth and said, "You dare!"
I knew that he was threatening me and asking me if I dared to sleep with other men.
I feel extremely ridiculous inside.
In fact, I raised the corners of my lips and replied with a smile: "You saw, I slept with him last night..."
Before I finished speaking, Luo Xiangdong's hand that was originally holding my chin suddenly moved down a few inches and became stuck on my neck.
He was really angry, and I was instantly suffocated by him. I couldn't help but open my lips and look at him with a frown.
Luo Xiangdong's face was pale, which highlighted the subtle red bloodshot eyes.
He stared at me like a wild animal, as if he could tear me to pieces in a minute.
I really don't know where I got the courage. Even in this situation, I still dared in a low voice without fear of death: "I just slept with him, he is better than you..."
Luo Xiangdong's fingers tightened inch by inch, and I finally couldn't say another word.
His remaining hand was pressing my arm, and I had my free hand to push him away, but I was shocked to realize that the physical difference between men and women is really no joke. Luo Xiangdong wants to kill me, it only takes a few minutes.
It was the first time I was pinned against the wall by someone's neck. Even though I knew he wouldn't kill me, when the oxygen gradually ran out, my lungs began to struggle to shrink, and my pupils slowly lost focus, no one would not be afraid. .
I stretched out my hand and dug at the back of Luo Xiangdong's hand, wanting to rip off his flesh.
I may have rolled my eyes, because it felt like the vision in front of me was going black and white, bright and dark. Luo Xiangdong suddenly let go of his hand, but pushed me to the side unhappily.
I couldn't stand firmly, and due to the lack of oxygen, I suddenly collapsed to the ground.
I stretched out my hands to protect my neck. I was like a fish that had just been fished ashore, breathing heavily.
Amidst the ringing in my ears, I heard Luo Xiangdong's furious voice beside me. He cursed in a deep voice: "Liang Zijin, you are so fucking shameless!"
This is not a question, but a statement.
My teeth chattered, I don’t know if I was angry or scared. After a while, I slowly raised my head and looked at Luo Xiangdong standing next to me.
With red eyes, I said in a low voice but in an indifferent tone: "Are you done scolding me? Get out of here when you're done scolding me."
Luo Xiangdong looked down at me on the ground. He was so angry that his fingertips hanging by his side were trembling.
After a few seconds, he said: "Don't force me..."
I sneered and replied: "Which of us is forcing whom?"
I ran from Yecheng to Lianzhou, and he chased me to Lianzhou again. I really didn’t understand what he wanted to do.
Luo Xiangdong stood beside me for a while, and then at a certain moment, he leaned down and tried to pull me up.
I waved his hand away, frowned, and said with a look of disgust, "Get out of here, I don't want to say it a second time."
Luo Xiangdong asked me: "Liang Zijin, what exactly do you want me to do?"
I smiled, looked at him sideways, raised the corners of my lips in a big arc, and replied: "I, let, get out of here!"
I spoke every word, while Luo Xiangdong's eyes darkened.
He reached out and grabbed my arm, ignoring my obstruction, and pulled me up from the ground. I punched and kicked him like crazy, and Luo Xiangdong pulled me out. I shouted loudly: "Let me go! Luo Xiangdong, I'm telling you to let go!"
Luo Xiangdong said: "I will send you back to Liangcheng now. I will ask your father and your mother to let you breastfeed and let your whole family take a good look at what your life is like now!"
Seeing that he was about to pull me to the door, I raised my legs and kicked against the wall. The huge rebound force made me pull my arm out of Luo Xiangdong's hand, but the result was that I fell backwards, causing all my bones to fall apart.
Luo Xiangdong didn't expect me to be so stupid. When he turned around and tried to drag me up, I was completely crazy.
I was still lying on the ground, and as soon as he came over, I immediately raised my foot and kicked him.
Tears burst out with this somersault. While crying, I cursed loudly: "Luo Xiangdong, you are not a fucking human! Did I provoke you? Why did you and Kuang Yiyang lie to me like this? What did I do wrong? ? Did one of you tell me what your relationship was like from beginning to end? Kuang Yiyang likes me, but I don’t like him. Am I wrong? I just like the person I want to like. What did I do wrong? !”
A series of rhetorical questions could not reveal even a ten thousandth of the grievance I felt.
I cried and said, "If I could choose, I would love pigs and dogs all my life. Even if I fell in love with a scumbag, I would never choose to fall in love with you!"
Tears blurred my vision, and I couldn't see clearly what Luo Xiangdong looked like, or even where he was standing now.
I lay flat on the ground, as if I had brought down the flag of self-esteem I had always held high.
It was the first time in my life that I lay at the feet of a man, and it was also the first time that I let go of all my self-esteem.
But, what is it in exchange for
I cried so hard that I wanted to cry my whole heart out.
Luo Xiangdong came to me at some point and stretched out his hands to hug me. But without seeing clearly, I slapped him in the face.
With such a clear voice, I thought Luo Xiangdong would definitely kill me. But after hesitating for a few seconds, he still held my upper body with one hand and put his other hand through my knees to pick me up from the ground.
He carried me into the guest bedroom and put me on the bed.
I lay on my side on the bed with my arms across my eyes, preventing him from seeing my expression at this moment.
I heard Luo Xiangdong say: "You didn't do anything wrong, it was me who was wrong. I will take you back to Liangcheng."
I shouted sharply: "Get out of here!"
He couldn't give me what I wanted, but he insisted on forcing me to do what he wanted. I hate him, I really hate him to the point of itching my teeth.
Luo Xiangdong stood by the bed for a long time. I thought he had left, but he suddenly said: "I'll wait for you outside."
After that, he left the aa room, and I heard the sound of the door closing.
I was so angry that I was trembling all over. I lay there crying for who knows how long. When the tears slowly stopped and I thought I would wake up, my vision suddenly became blurry.
It's not blurry, but like a layer of fog, where you can see clearly but not clearly.
I had been in anger and heartache before, but I didn't notice that there was something strange about my body. I knew I was lying down, but I couldn't feel the bed beneath me. Every inch of flesh was hot and sensitive. I tried hard to move my fingers, but after I moved, my eyes suddenly burst into brilliant colors. My whole body seemed to be pushed into the clouds... like a dream.