Before I got home, Ji Guanxin called and said he had arrived at the hotel.
I said, "Then you go to bed early tonight. You have to have dinner with my friends and others tomorrow."
Ji Guanxin said: "Then you come to me tomorrow and we will go together."
"Okay, I'll go to your place around eleven o'clock."
After saying a few words, I hung up the phone. My mother asked: "Are you going to meet your friends tomorrow?"
I said 'hmm' and then said: "I was shopping with Ji Guanxin today and met Siyu and her partner. By the way, I also met my colleagues from your work unit, Aunt Chen, Aunt Li and Aunt Zhang."
My mother asked: "Have they all seen you and Ji Guanxin together?"
I said 'hmm' again, and my mother said, "Did you ask who it was?"
"They asked, and I said they were my friends. And I told them about my resignation."
My mother asked, "What did they say?"
"What else can you say? Ask me why I resigned and feel sorry for me."
My dad said: "If you say this, you may not know what you are thinking in your heart."
My mother said: "Li Hong's daughter was sent to our school after graduation and was said to be a trainee teacher. In fact, she only earned 800 yuan a month. Ha, I really don't know if 800 yuan is enough for such a big girl. I went out to buy some clothes. Li Hong had always praised Zijin in front of me for how good he was and how promising he was. Now I know how happy he is when he finds out that Zijin has resigned. "
I said, "No matter what others think, why don't we just close the door and live our lives by ourselves?"
My mother said: "Zijin, please be angry. Mom and your dad will be strong in the rest of their lives. You can find a good job in Winter City later, but you must not let others be left behind. In this world now, people are divided into three groups. Sixty-nine and so on, you think that we have a good relationship, and the other party will feel sorry for you when you are down, but in fact they will not, they will only be secretly happy and feel that you are not as good as him. "
I absolutely believe this.
So I replied aloud: "Don't worry, I will go to Winter City to find a job after the New Year."
My dad said: "Don't be so anxious. Even if you don't work all your life, dad can still support you. The key is to see you happy. It's been more than a month since you came back, and only today Ji Guanxin came, and your face I just saw a little smile, dad was afraid that you would be depressed at home. "
Was it so obvious that I was happy? I thought I was the only one who noticed that I spoke too much.
My mother continued what my father said: "Zijin, do you really not like Ji Guanxin at all?"
I said, "So what if I like it? Can he stay in Liangcheng? Or can I go back to Night City with him? Do you agree with my father that I leave?"
My mother said: "You two live in different places, this is really a problem."
I asked, "I'm only twenty-four, not yet old enough to talk about marriage, right? Are you so anxious to marry me off?"
My mother said: "Look at the people around you, who doesn't have a partner? There are many couples who have obtained marriage certificates."
I said deliberately: "Aren't you afraid that I will feel uncomfortable if you say such things in front of someone who has just lost love?"
My mother said: "What kind of lovelorn are you talking about? It's fine if people don't like you, but my daughter still worries that no one likes you? When you reach our age, you will naturally think more openly. Finding someone who likes you is far better than finding someone who likes you. Much happier."
I told my mother that I liked Luo Xiangdong, but Luo Xiangdong rejected her, so I resigned and returned home. But I didn't say that Luo Xiangdong and Kuang Yiyang were uncles and nephews, because I was afraid my mother wouldn't be able to bear it.
I didn't say anything, and my mother said again: "Luo Xiangdong is excellent, but after all, he is too far away from a family like ours. Mom does not expect you to marry into a rich family in this life, I only hope that you can be happy."
I felt sour in my heart, but I said deliberately: "Wenyi Lin, what you said makes my skin crawl all over."
My mother said: "Zijin, if you don't like Ji Guanxin, don't get too close to him. If you let him misunderstand you and let others see it, it will have a bad impact on you. After all, you will still have to stay at home in the future." Looking for a boyfriend."
I joked: "You changed your mind so quickly? Who was interested in Ji Guanxin before?"
My mother said: "Mom, isn't this a good thing? I'm afraid that some people will use your resignation as an excuse to make irresponsible remarks. Now that Ji Guanxin is back, let some people see what kind of people are around my daughter." , they will never be able to catch up in this life.”
Sometimes I think my mother is a little vain, but who isn’t? So I call these things strong for now.
After driving all the way home, I took a shower and lay on my bed. As soon as I picked up my iPad and logged into QQ, message windows popped up one after another, all from Pan Siyu, Chen Chen and Li Runzhu.
They asked me about Ji Guanxin and I went to the group chat to chat with them for an hour. The phone rang, it was Ji Guanxin.
I answered the phone: "Hello?"
Ji Guanxin asked: "What?"
I said, "I am reporting to my sisters about our relationship with you."
Ji Guanxin smiled and said, "The one I saw in the mall today, she said you were also very fat when you were in high school. Do you have any photos?"
I said, "Damn it, Pan Siyu is not hurt, did he even tell you this?"
Ji Guanxin asked: "You weren't as fat as her when you were in high school, right?"
I threatened him: "I weighed more than 200 pounds when I was in high school! Do you want to see the photo?"
Ji Guanxin was dubious: "Real or false?"
"Really, if you don't believe me, ask them tomorrow."
Ji Guanxin took a long time to hold back a sentence, and he said: "You have lost so much weight, will your flesh be very loose now?"
I asked: "Why? Do you look down on fat people?"
Ji Guanxin said: "I'm afraid it won't feel good when I touch it."
"roll!"
While I was talking to Ji Guanxin on the phone, I was chatting with them on QQ online. I was very busy.
In the middle of the day, my mother opened the door and came in to give me some fruit. Just in time, Ji Guanxin said to me: "You grinded your teeth when you went to bed in the afternoon. It made my scalp stand up."
I said: "You deserve it, who asked you to lie next to me!"
My mother looked at me and asked aloud: "Who is lying next to you?"
My eyes changed slightly, I paused, and then said, "No, it's not my roommate in college."
My mother said 'oh' and then said: "Go to bed early, don't you have an appointment with someone tomorrow?"
"Okay, I'll play for a while and then go to sleep."
After my mother went out and walked away, I lowered my voice and said to Ji Guanxin: "Don't mention this anymore. My mother came in just now and scared me to death!"
Ji Guanxin smiled and said, "I really wanted to say hello to aunt just now."
"you dare?"
"I'm afraid that my aunt is a very traditional person and if she decides to marry me as my son-in-law, my mother won't be happy about it."
I rolled my eyes: "You are so beautiful, and your son-in-law comes to you, where are you going?"
Ji Guanxin changed the topic and suddenly asked: "You don't plan to return to Night City in the future?"
When I mentioned Night City, I couldn't help but think of that person and that face.
I have tried very hard to control myself from thinking about him. My eyes were fixed on the screen, but I was so distracted that I couldn't see the words on the screen clearly.
I was silent for a few seconds, and then replied in a calm voice: "I'm not going back."
Ji Guanxin said: "Is there any big company in Winter City that would allow you to work as a translator?"
I said, "If you don't have one, then you can't be a translator. Many of my college classmates have become tour guides. I also want to take the tour guide qualification certificate after this year. At worst, I can lead a group and become a tour guide."
Ji Guanxin said: "You are too lazy to die. It takes a lot of effort to ask you to go downstairs. Being a tour guide is very hard. You get up early and work late until you are as tired as a dog. The key point is that it is not safe to lead foreign groups. There are many scumbags in the tour group. Waiting to have sex with the tour guide during the trip.”
I replied nonchalantly: "Both people have to agree to a date. If I don't agree, who should he date?"
Ji Guanxin said: "What if you meet someone as handsome and rich as me? What if you fall in love with a scumbag again?"
I subconsciously asked, "What does 'again' mean?"
Ji Guanxin said: "How many scum have you fallen in love with?"
I was speechless because I had just mistakenly thought that Ji Guanxin was talking about Luo Xiangdong. I was thinking too much. Ji Guanxin could not know.
After a pause, I replied to him: "Don't worry about it anyway, I know it well."
Ji Guanxin said, "Who cares? I'm afraid you'll find a job too early and won't have time to play with me."
I asked without any explanation: "Ji Guanxin, how long are you going to stay with me? I will be planning to find a job after the new year."
Ji Guanxin said: "My hotel has been open for a month, how long do you think I am going to stay? I have only been here for less than a day, and you are going to kick me out?"
I smiled and replied to him: "If you don't want me to be kicked out, you can stay here with peace of mind. Anyway, prices here are low, so you won't have to spend much money on food and drink."
He said: "Look at how I dug you, you know how to calculate money all day long!"
I said: "Do you think I am you? I used to get hundreds of thousands a month, but now I don't have a penny and I am sitting on nothing. If I had four billion like you, I would eat, drink and have fun all day long. Who would ask me for a job?" Who am I in a hurry with?"
Ji Guanxin said: "Then if you follow me, isn't what's mine yours?"
I thought he was asking me to hang out with him, so I replied aloud: "Forget it, I have to rely on everyone to rely on me. These days, it's best to rely on myself."
I am a very dependent person, especially my friends and lovers. This was also an important reason why I was so depressed after being cheated on by both Chen Wenhang and Zhang Xinwei.
Later, I relied on Luo Xiangdong, and I always felt that with him around, I didn’t have to be afraid of anything; with him around, I could be unscrupulous.
But when he simply said: You go home. I just went back to Liangcheng with nothing, no reason or explanation.
I didn’t realize until now that the more I rely on someone, the more I rely on someone, when that person suddenly pulls away, I will become helpless.
I am afraid of being dependent, because only I will not abandon myself.
Ji Guanxin said to me through the phone: "The mountain will fall, but if you rely on me, I will never run away. Do you believe me?"
Ji Guanxin asked me if I believed him.
I took it as a joke and replied casually: "Believe it, I believe it. You have to protect me from now on."
In fact, when I said this, I really never thought that in the future, Ji Guanxin would risk everything for me, or even give everything he had.