I shed tears all the way up to the second floor platform. I tried to control myself and walked directly to the unit door and pressed the doorbell without even looking back.
My dad opened the door for me, I wiped my tears and went upstairs to go home.
The security door at home had been opened for me. I was standing at the entrance changing my shoes when I heard the sound of the TV in the living room.
When I walked to the living room, my dad asked me: "Where are the things you bought?"
I turned my back to him and walked toward the bedroom. As I walked, I said, "I didn't buy it, it's gone."
My mother was taking a shower in the bathroom, so I went back to my room and locked the door behind my back.
The moment I sat on the bed, tears burst out of my eyes. Not long after, the door handle was pressed down, and the person outside pushed the door but did not push it open.
My dad’s voice came: “Zijin, what’s wrong?”
I couldn't stop crying, and I couldn't even say a word that it was okay.
I stretched out my hand to wipe my tears, and after a few seconds I managed to say, "It's nothing."
My dad asked: "Why did you lock the door? What happened?"
The more he asked me, the sadder I felt. My tears were like a faucet that had been turned on.
I heard my dad knocking on the bathroom door and calling my mom: "Come out quickly and see what's wrong with your girl."
My mother raised her voice and said, "Ah, what's wrong?"
At the same time, my cell phone also rang. I took it out and saw that it was Ji Guanxin.
I can't even answer the phone like this, let alone answer the phone. So I hung up the phone and sent him a message: Wait for me for ten minutes.
Ji Guanxin quickly replied: What
I clutched the phone tightly, feeling as if my heart was torn in half by life. It was worse than death.
My mother came out of the bathroom five minutes later. She came over and pushed my door. When she couldn't push it open, she asked urgently: "Zijin, what's going on? Open the door quickly. Don't scare me and your dad." , did you have a quarrel with Guan Xin?"
Fortunately, my emotions faded as quickly as they came. These five minutes were enough for me to relieve my broken mood.
Wiping away my tears, I walked to the door and unlocked it.
My parents were blocking the door. Seeing that my eyes were red, they kept asking me what was wrong.
This kind of thing happened so suddenly that I couldn't find any good excuse for a while. Instead of being secretive, I might as well tell the truth.
"Nothing, I just saw Luo Xiangdong downstairs."
My dad didn't say a word, but my mom raised her eyebrows and said, "Luo Xiangdong is here."
I pursed my lips and said nothing.
My mother looked at me and said after a few seconds: "What did he say to you?"
My throat felt sore again, and I forced myself to swallow the sourness. I replied aloud: "I didn't say anything. Apologize to me."
My mother frowned: "What's the use of apologizing now? What did you think at the beginning?"
I haven't dared to tell my mother what Luo Xiangdong did to me, otherwise my mother would have dared to pick up the stainless steel knife in the kitchen that had not been used for many years and directly wipe Luo Xiangdong's neck.
"It's okay, Mom, I made it clear to him."
My mother looked at me worriedly and said after a while: "Then does he know that Ji Guanxin is also looking for you?"
I nodded: "I know."
My mother frowned and said, "Did Luo Xiangdong come here this time to beg you to get back together?"
I feel bad in my heart, because I know that Luo Xiangdong won't do it, and I won't tolerate it.
I'm not the kind of person who can flatten or round anyone I like. I admit that I like Luo Xiangdong, but he did break my heart.
No one can survive in this world. The wounds may be deep or shallow, but there will always be a day when scars form. I'm taking my time.
Shaking my head, I replied listlessly: "No, I've already let him go. You two, don't think about it anymore. It's okay."
My dad grabbed my mom and whispered, "Okay, let Zijin stay by himself for a while."
My mother looked at me distressedly and said, "Stop crying, my mother feels distressed when you cry."
When my mother said this, I felt sad and almost burst into tears. I nodded quickly.
My parents turned around and left. I closed the door and lay on my bed in a daze.
I don’t know how long it took, but the phone next to my pillow vibrated. I picked it up and looked at it. Ji Guanxin sent me a text message asking me: Mani Mani wants to find trouble and ignore me, right
Looking at the words on the phone screen, I imagined Ji Guanxin’s expression and tone when he said these words.
I forgot about this guy.
He blinked, cleared his throat, and blew his nose again. After making sure that the preparations were done, I called Ji Guanxin.
Ji Guanxin answered the call in two seconds, and immediately began to chatter: "Where did you go? Why couldn't you answer the phone just now? Did you secretly meet with the school boss of your class?"
My mood as if visiting a grave was suddenly cleared by him. I rolled my eyes and replied: "I ran to see a ghost in the middle of the night. I really want to see him, and he must be free."
Ji Guanxin immediately said: "I can see that you are a person who changes his mind when he sees different things. You didn't take care of it right now, and you immediately want to fall in love with someone else."
I sneered and said, "Ha, that's funny. It sounds like you said it as if I liked you in the first place."
Ji Guanxin suddenly asked: "Don't you like me?"
I:""
It was obviously a joke, as long as I could easily say the three words "I don't like it" as usual, but I didn't know why I couldn't say it out loud.
This pause means that the best time to reply is missed by two seconds.
Just when I was holding my cell phone and feeling embarrassed, Ji Guanxin's voice of laughter came from the cell phone. He said: "Okay, Jinzi, I have long seen that you have fallen in love with me. Why are you pretending that we are all the same? No." The only thing left is who confesses first? If you are embarrassed to speak, then I am wronging myself, can I speak first?"
I replied aloud: "Sing me a song first."
Ji Guanxin said: "Are you changing the topic?"
I said, "I want to hear you sing Cantonese songs."
Ji Guanxin said: "Which song do you want to listen to?"
"I don't know, just sing it to me."
Ji Guanxin was silent for a few seconds, and then a low and sexy voice came: "If you can, find an island to avoid the troubles in life in the future. It's like you owe an electric stove in winter, hugging with both hands, you can bet against the sky. No matter how high it is, Just like a dead end, I cut off the world and just want to be with you until I grow old. I don’t need any good rewards when I step out of that map. I just want your good.”
"There is no need to be taboo if I can climb the ladder with you. I will defend all slanderous rumors. I don't feel ashamed to ask you how other people can be arrogant if I keep you. I will lose everything if I have you."
"How many couples, how many years can we continue to love each other, when life can still be sacrificed for you, no matter how many people can tell, no one can stand up to you, but still hold hands and experience the ups and downs of the world. How many couples, how many essences can be understood , If you can hold on, you will do your best for love, and you will never feel tired if you hold on tight for the rest of your life.”
There was no accompaniment, just the pure original sound of Ji Guanxinxiang singing close to my ears. I didn't understand the lyrics, but I was so moved by the singing that tears streamed down the corners of my eyes.
After Ji Guanxin finished singing, the pillow next to my face was wet.
"Does it sound good?" Ji Guanxin asked.
I nodded, and after a few seconds I realized that Ji Guanxin couldn't see it, so I muttered back to him: "That sounds good."
Ji Guanxin was surprised: "I'm crying."
I hummed, and Ji Guanxin asked: "Does it sound that good?"
I said, "It really sounded so good, I was moved to tears."
Ji Guanxin chuckled: "Hurry and wipe away your tears, I will sing a duet for you."
I was caught off guard and he made me laugh. I burst out laughing and said, "You can also sing duets?"
Ji Guanxin tried his best to learn the Northeastern accent and replied: "Why don't you come back? Give me a start."
I laughed and shed tears at the same time, and said out loud: "The first month of the year is the New Year, one or two, let's go."
I was talking, not singing. Ji Guanxin sang a line, and then said: "What are the words of the next line?"
"One day on the first day of the new year."
After I finished speaking, Ji Guanxin sang the two sentences together.
It would be difficult for Ji Guanxin to have a native of Yecheng sing a duet for me while speaking Northeastern dialect. But he was like a living treasure, and I couldn't stop him. He asked me to teach him the whole song.
Not long after, I was laughing so hard that I was rolling over and over in my vagina, and my stomach hurt.
Ji Guanxin said: "I have thought about it, and we will sing this song during the Chinese New Year to express New Year greetings to your grandma and your grandma's family."
I smiled and said, "Don't worry, the two elderly people in my family are very old. You can scare them into heart attacks later."
Ji Guanxin said: "Don't be afraid, I have medicine."
"how much do you have"
"How much do you eat"
"I'll eat as much as you have."
"I have as much as you eat."
In fact, I think I am quite idiotic sometimes, and very simple little things can make me laugh all day long. And Ji Guanxin is the originator of the teasing world. He deliberately wants to make me laugh, but I can’t do it even if I don’t.
It only took him less than ten minutes to make me go from crying to laughing, and then laughing and crying again.
I held my cell phone and chatted with him all over the world, listening to him singing from Cantonese to Errenzhuan, and then from Errenzhuan to Bangzi.
He said that his grandfather used to like to listen to bangzi the most, and every time he heard his grandpa singing bangzi, he always wanted to find a crack in the ground to crawl in, and felt uncomfortable all over.
The two of us kept chatting. I don’t know how long it took, but my dad knocked on the door and came in.
I lay on my bed and looked at him, and my dad whispered: "It's almost one o'clock. Your mother asked you two to go to bed early. You have to get up early tomorrow."
I glanced at the upper right corner of my phone in surprise. Sure enough, it was past twelve fifty.
I responded and said, "Okay, we'll go to sleep right away."
My dad closed the door and left. I took my phone and said to Ji Guanxin: "It's so late, no wonder my phone is hot. My mother told us to go to bed quickly."
Ji Guanxin smiled and said, "Auntie is so open-minded."
I paused for a moment, then reacted and glanced at him and said, "Ji Guanxin, have you got a sperm in your head?"
Ji Guanxin replied matter-of-factly: "If a man is around you, he has to think wildly. If I don't think about it, I won't be considered a man."
What he said made me blush immediately, and I was embarrassed to continue talking. I deliberately pretended to be impatient and replied to him: "Okay, go to bed quickly, I have to get up early tomorrow."
When Ji Guanxin saw that I was about to hang up the phone, he kept saying, "Hey, hey, wait a minute."
"What are you doing again?"
"Come to my place early tomorrow. I don't know what to prepare for going to the countryside. Please help me pack my luggage."
"You are so beautiful, am I your nanny?"