I took it and hid under the quilt again, opened the text message and saw that it was not an apology, but: Zijin, I like you.
What a bastard!
When I saw these words, my whole body was numb, as if electric currents were flowing through me. You did such a shameless thing to me, can you apologize first before saying anything else
Is he trying to kill me first and then show off
Holding it, my fingers were shaking. I originally typed a long list of words that were nothing more than scolding him, but after I finished typing, I deleted them all and simply didn’t reply to him.
Hiding under the quilt, I couldn't see what Ji Guanxin was doing under the kang. About three minutes later, he was shaken again. A text message from Ji Guanxin came.
He said: Why don't you reply to me? Do you want to kill me
I still won't reply.
After a while, he sent another message: Liang Zijin, can you just say something, don’t hang on to me like this.
Hey, he's not happy yet.
I was furious for a moment and quickly replied to him: Are you still reasonable? Bullying, right? Is there anyone who does things like this? Ji Guanxin, you disappoint me so much!
This time I waited for almost half a minute. At the moment of shock, a long paragraph of text came over. Ji Guanxin said: I was wrong. Don't be angry. I couldn't help but lose my temper for a moment. Who made you so good-looking, good-tempered, kind to me, and kind-hearted? Zijin, I really like you. For the sake of me being so infatuated that I don’t even go home during the Chinese New Year, why don’t you give me a smile
In the end, he actually came over with a heart-eyed expression.
I looked at this passage and felt ashamed and angry. I was very confused. I had thousands of words coming to my mouth but I didn’t know what to say, so I hesitated for a long time.
I kept holding it, and I didn't know how long it took before Ji Guanxin urged me impatiently and asked me: Zijin, do you like me
I looked at the few words on the screen and was stunned.
Do I like Ji Guanxin
What is like? I have never objected to playing with him, and I feel very comfortable with him. He always makes me laugh, and even if I hit him and scold him from time to time, he will still shamelessly stick to me.
In fact, I have always known in my heart that Ji Guanxin is arrogant and very thin-skinned. If he is willing to lower his head and accommodate me, it is a sign that he likes me and dotes on me.
but me…
I know very well that I still have Luo Xiangdong in my heart. Although I know it is impossible, there is a dispute between Ji Guanxin and Luo Xiangdong after all, so my head is very messed up.
After hesitating for a long time, I replied to him: Let me think about it.
Ji Guanxin immediately said: Do you still want to think about whether I like it or not
I can even imagine his unhappy expression when he asked this question.
I replied to him: I wonder if I want to be with you.
Ji Guanxin replied to me half a minute later. He said, "Think carefully, I won't disturb you anymore. Good night, I love you."
When I saw the word 'love you', I felt a thrill all over. He was really disgusting.
To be honest, I knew Ji Guanxin liked me a long time ago, but his confession came a bit suddenly. I thought I would think about it seriously. In fact, I did use my brain to think about it. Maybe I used my brain too much. I don’t know when I fell asleep clutching it. On fire.
I had a dream that someone was holding my neck and I couldn't breathe properly. He opened his eyes drowsily and found that he was completely covered in the quilt, and of course he couldn't breathe.
When the quilt was lifted, the room was dimly lit. I slept upside down, so I saw my mother and my aunt lying on the kang, still sleeping.
It was still pressed against my chest, so I picked it up and looked at it. There were several unread text messages on it.
I opened it one by one and found that at around 12 o'clock last night, Ji Guanxin posted a message asking me: Have you slept
I was already asleep at that time, so I didn’t reply to him.
At 12:10, he sent me another message, saying: Don't pretend you can't see it, I know you haven't slept, please reply to me quickly. My heart was so frightened that I couldn't sleep.
I stared at the screen and wanted to laugh.
Another one was sent at around two o'clock in the morning. He said: Zijin, I really like you, please think about it seriously.
The last message was sent at 5:15. He said: I haven't slept all night. Seeing you sleeping so soundly, I got angry and went out to clear the snow.
The time was now five-thirty-five. I quickly sat up from the kang, leaned over and looked down. Sure enough, Ji Guanxin was no longer on the folding bed.
I turned around and knelt in the kang, reaching out and wiping the grilles on the window. Through the two layers of glass, I saw a figure standing outside the yard. He was sweeping snow in the yard with a big broom as tall as a person.
I just knelt on the quilt and stared out the window for three minutes. Then I carefully got out of bed, got dressed and went out.
There is cotton cloth all around the door, so it will inevitably make a sound when the door is pushed. Ji Guanxin turned back to look at me. Our eyes met. After about five seconds, Ji Guanxin said, "You should be more careful."
I took a step forward and closed the door.
Ji Guanxin stared unblinkingly at Ji Guanxin, who was a few meters away in front of him. He was wearing a dark green mid-length cotton jacket today. Maybe he was afraid of the cold. He had a thick plaid wool scarf wrapped around his neck. The scarf blocked his chin, exposing Most of his handsome face is white to transparent.
Being stared at by me with wandering eyes, Ji Guanxin couldn't help but frown and said, "You have something to say, it makes my scalp stand up."
I stood at the door, put my hands in my pockets, looked at him and said, "Shouldn't you apologize for what happened last night?"
Ji Guanxin said, holding a big broom in both hands and facing me, raising his chin slightly, and replied aloud: "I don't think I did anything wrong."
My eyes widened because I didn't expect him to say that.
Before I could scold him, Ji Guanxin had already added: "I kiss the person I like. It's natural and natural. Why should I apologize?"
I couldn't catch my breath, and I almost gasped in anger. Staring, I didn't say anything for a long time. I was so angry that I simply didn't bother to tell him and walked towards the gate of the yard.
Actually, I didn’t know where I was going, I was just so angry that I wanted to find a place with no one to relax.
When Ji Guanxin saw me turning around and leaving, he put down his broom and grabbed me before I left the courtyard gate. I pulled my hand back and glared at him.
Ji Guanxin frowned slightly, softened his tone and said, "Hey, where are you running so early in the morning?"
I raised my voice and said, "Do you want to take care of it?"
Ji Guanxin said: "What should I do if you lose me?"
"What do I care about you? Do whatever you want!"
Ji Guanxin grabbed my arm and refused to let go. I couldn't shake him off, and became increasingly angry. I glared at him and said, "Hurry up and let me go!"
Ji Guanxin said: "Not loose."
"Can you say one more thing?"
"I like you." Ji Guanxin said this smoothly, but the key was that his face didn't turn red and his heart didn't beat.
I was stunned on the spot. I was able to hide from him last night, but now that we were standing face to face, I couldn't find a place to hide even if I wanted to.
Seeing my confused expression, Ji Guanxin stared at me and said again: "I like you."
"Oh, stop talking!" I was so ashamed that I felt like I was about to become angry.
Ji Guanxin lowered his eyes slightly, looked at me and said, "I just like you, it's up to you."
I glared and said, "Ji Guanxin, are you threatening me?"
Ji Guanxin said: "Anyway, we have to say this sooner or later, otherwise if I kiss you again, I will have nothing to do with you if you cry all over the place. You also thought about it all night last night. Have you thought clearly?"
I have never seen anyone express his love as if he was trying to steal money. I was so angry that he blew his beard and glared.
But after looking at each other for ten seconds, the injustice in my heart gradually dissipated, replaced by indescribable comfort and calmness.
Even though Ji Guanxin usually acts like he's not serious, when he's serious, I somehow feel like he's reacting like he is now, slightly annoyed.
With a question in my mind, I asked subconsciously: "Ji Guanxin, are you serious?"
Ji Guanxin said that he looked at me without blinking and replied: "You can't be serious anymore."
I asked again: "What do you like about me?"
Ji Guanxin said: "I like that you are good-looking and have a strong temper."
I glared at him: "Are you a bitch?"
I always don't give him a good look, and I often get angry with him. He says that I have enough energy.
Ji Guanxin's lips curved slightly and he replied: "Maybe, everyone is cheap."
I said, "Then if I give you a good look in the future, will you feel that there is no freshness and just dump me?"
Ji Guanxin said: "I also told your mother that day. No one can predict what will happen in the future. Maybe I won't like you tomorrow, but at least I like you now. I like you like crazy."
Damn it, the only person who can talk about love so beautifully is Ji Guanxin.
If he told me about those oaths of eternal love, I might not be moved at all, but he told me about reality, and what I love now is reality.
No matter what happens tomorrow, I will do whatever I want today.
Sometimes we make a decision in just a split second.
So I said to Ji Guanxin: "I don't know your past, and you may not know all my past. What if there is something wrong with me that you can't touch at all?"
Ji Guanxin said: "Speak it out and I will listen."
Without thinking, without even blinking, I replied: "I liked Luo Xiangdong."
Ji Guanxin: “…”
I stared straight into Ji Guanxin's eyes, afraid of missing any subtle expression on his face.
However, Ji Guanxin just remained silent. At most, he opened his lips slightly and took a deep breath, as if he was trying hard to suppress the restlessness in his heart.
Five seconds later, I took the initiative and asked: "Ji Guanxin, I don't want to lie to you. I did like Luo Xiangdong. Do you still like me after this?"
Ji Guanxin took a breath, looked at me and asked, "I liked it before? What about now?"
I glanced at my mouth and replied calmly: "I still think about it from time to time. Sometimes I feel angry and sometimes I feel distressed. Of course, I feel sorry for myself and blame myself for being stupid."
Ji Guanxin said: "Okay, for the sake of you telling me the truth, I can still have you as my wife."