Ji Guanxin and I decided on our own. Naturally, my mother would not say much other than a few words of advice. Ji Guanxin, on the other hand, was very high-spirited. He always tried his best to come over and chat with me, secretly or openly. He would sometimes hold my hand and sometimes secretly kiss my face.
Whenever I don't give him a good look, he immediately replies to me: "Are you not happy to be with me? Is there someone else in your heart?"
I really want to say, can you please stop making other people’s scars a joke? But I know that if I say this, Ji Guanxin will definitely say: "Hey, it's been so long and you're still injured?"
I know him too well to let myself fall into his teasing trap again.
The best thing about our life in the country is that we get up early and go to bed early. I wake up naturally before eight o'clock in the morning, because I go to sleep on the kang at eight or nine o'clock in the evening.
Ji Guanxin still refused to sleep on the kang. In his words: "I can't sleep next to you on the kang. I might as well lie next to you under the kang."
He was right, because he slept under my head for two consecutive nights and would always pull my hair and hold my hand in the middle of the night. Or, knowing that I didn't dare to shout, he would sit up and kiss me secretly. .
I still resist Ji Guanxin’s kiss a little bit, not because I reject him, but because my mother is lying next to me, and I don’t have strong psychological endurance. Every time Ji Guanxin kisses me, I’m scared to death, and he secretly kisses me. I heard that he was so happy that he died.
Because the living environment in the countryside is indeed a bit poor, I count the days on my fingers every day to see how many days until I can go home.
At about five o'clock in the evening on the 6th, Ji Guanxin and I were preparing dinner in the outer room. My mother came out of the back room. She greeted me and said, "Zijin, you have rung. Come in and answer the phone."
I put down what I was doing and turned around and entered the back room.
I put it on the edge of the kang, and at a glance I saw a strange number with no name displayed on the screen. The location under the number was: Liangcheng.
It was a call from Liangcheng. I didn’t think much and connected directly.
"Hello?"
Because I wasn't sure who the other person was, I only said one word.
But surprisingly, the person inside didn't answer, but didn't hang up either.
I was a little surprised and couldn't help but say "Hey" again, but the other party still didn't reply.
I held it without saying a word, and after about ten seconds, a figure suddenly popped up in my mind, was it him
My heart seemed to have fallen into a bottomless pit, constantly falling. I had to endure the fear and fear, but I didn't know when it would hit the bottom and be shattered.
I don’t know how long it took, but I finally couldn’t help but said out loud: “Did I type wrongly? I’m dead.”
"Zi Jin..."
A familiar deep voice came, and my fingers tightened immediately.
I didn't say anything. After a few seconds, the man inside said, "Let's meet."
His voice was very low and soft, and I couldn't imagine the expression on his face when he said this. Because he always looked aloof, even saying the words "I don't love you" was so natural.
From the moment I left Ye City, I was thinking all the time that if Luo Xiangdong suddenly called me and told me, 'Let's meet,' then I would definitely forgive him without saying a word.
I can lower my attitude or even lose my self-esteem once or twice, but... after so long, I waited until my heart was dead.
I held it with my right hand, and my left hand hanging by my side was so tense that I clenched it into a fist.
I really want to ask him, if he knew that I said I loved him for the first and last time, would he still be willing to miss me
But I had a thousand words to say, but when the words came to my lips, I just said: "Don't call me again, I have a boyfriend."
I thought I wouldn't cry. After all, I had been thinking about this sentence for a long time. If one day I could say such words to Luo Xiangdong, I would be very happy, right
But now I don’t know what Luo Xiangdong is thinking. I’m already heartbroken, as if I called Luo Xiangdong and he told me he had a girlfriend.
After I finished speaking, Luo Xiangdong stopped talking, and we just held our hands in silence.
In the end, I hung up the phone and reached out to wipe my eyes. As soon as I turned my head, someone opened the door to the back room. Ji Guanxin, wearing a white sweater and holding a few garlic stalks in his hand, looked at me. I was slightly panicked and couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.
Ji Guanxin also looked at my face, and then looked at the thing I put on the edge of the kang, and asked suspiciously: "Who is it?"
"No one."
Ji Guanxin stepped into the back room and closed the door. Because my mother and aunt were outside, he lowered his voice and said to me: "We have only been together for two days, and you start lying now, is that okay?"
I knew Ji Guanxin would definitely see it, after all, the tears in my eyes were still trying to pour out. I also tried not to cry, but I felt more and more sad.
Lowering my gaze, I stretched out my hand to wipe away my tears. I suppressed my sobs and whispered back, "I already told him not to let him call me again."
I didn't see the expression on Ji Guanxin's face. I only heard him say in a deep voice a few seconds later: "I'll call him later."
After saying that, he stretched out his hand to rub the top of my head, changed his tone, and said softly: "Stop crying, my aunt and uncle are still outside. It's not good for them to see me."
I nodded, and Ji Guanxin raised his hands to hold my face and wipe my tears.
He was still holding a few pieces of watery garlic in his hand. At this moment, the beards on the garlic heads scratched my cheek. I frowned and pushed his hand away, and said in a low voice, "Why did you bring it in?"
Ji Guanxin said: "Oh, aunt asked me to come in and ask you, how to fry green onions?"
I said, "Who told you these are green onions? Isn't this garlic?"
Ji Guanxin looked calm and replied: "I don't know either, you guys have the final say."
I was speechless, even if my mother and Ji Guanxin stayed outside for three minutes. I sniffed, wiped my face again, and followed Ji Guanxin out after I calmed down.
After dinner in the evening, Ji Guanxin and I went out for a walk as usual. It's just that we used to walk side by side, but now not only do we walk side by side, he also holds my hand and puts my hand in his coat pocket, which is very warm.
On the way, I didn't speak.
As they were walking, Ji Guanxin suddenly said, "What did Luo Xiangdong call you?"
As soon as I heard the words Luo Xiangdong, my heart skipped a beat. After hearing this, I said after a few seconds: "I didn't say anything."
Ji Guanxin glanced sideways at me and asked, "Is he flirting with you again?"
The word chatting is new to me. After he asked, I frowned slightly and replied to him: "He said he wanted to meet, so I told him directly that I had a boyfriend and told him not to call me again." ”
When Ji Guanxin heard this, he immediately raised the corners of his lips and asked with bright eyes: "Did you really say that?"
"if not?"
Ji Guanxin looked proud and said with a smile: "Oh, I don't know how Luo Xiangdong is feeling at this moment."
I said, "It's none of my business how he feels."
Ji Guanxin held my hand tightly and said, "Well done. My woman belongs to me alone. No one else can even think about it."
I didn't respond and walked forward with my eyes slightly lowered.
When Ji Guanxin saw that I was silent, he turned his head and asked, "What are you thinking about?"
I said, "I didn't think about anything."
Ji Guanxin said: "Liar. You are usually so talkative. Why didn't you stop talking after Luo Xiangdong called you?"
I curled my lips and replied feebly: "If I keep talking all the time, then I have something in my heart. Can't you let me stop for a while and be quiet for a while?"
Ji Guanxin said: "Just say what's on your mind, otherwise I'll keep guessing and will become suspicious of you over time."
What he said was serious, but I felt like laughing for no reason.
In fact, I laughed shamelessly, turned my head and glanced at Ji Guanxin, and asked aloud: "Are you still worried about others cheating on you?"
Ji Guanxin said: "I'm not afraid of others cheating, I'm afraid of you cheating."
When he said this, there was no smile on his face, nor the usual joking.
Suddenly I couldn't laugh anymore, and there was an invisible depression deep in my heart.
I looked away and looked ahead. After a while, I said back to him: "Don't worry, I'm not with you just to make Luo Xiangdong angry. I'm with you because I really like you."
Ji Guanxin said, he held my hand tightly, and his warm palm warmed me from my fingertips to my heart.
He said: "Zi Jin."
"Um?"
"I really like you."
When he speaks seriously, he always makes me feel excited, as if an electric current is flowing through me.
Hearing this, I smiled lightly and said, "I know, you don't have to keep talking about it all day long, it's so disgusting."
Ji Guanxin suddenly stopped while walking. He turned sideways to me, lifted my chin with one hand, lowered his head and kissed me.
I felt very peaceful and didn't hide. I just closed my eyes.
Ji Guanxin's lips were hotter than I expected. He was a skilled kisser and soon turned from touching to slight nibbling. He opened his mouth and stretched out the tip of his tongue to pry open my lips and teeth, and stuck his tongue into my mouth.
I was a little unsteady due to his kiss, so he reached out and pulled me into his arms.
The kiss was very long. I closed my eyes and was about to fall asleep. I felt Ji Guanxin slowly raise his head, and then I gradually opened my eyes.
Ji Guanxin whispered: "Fuck."
I asked: "What's wrong?"
He said in a muffled voice: "I react just by kissing you. If this continues, I will suffocate myself to death."
Although there were only two of us on the road, he spoke so nonchalantly that I immediately blushed and couldn't help but reach out and push him.
Ji Guanxin chuckled and asked, "How many years did you say yesterday that you would have a substantial relationship with me?"
I was ashamed and angry, and I stamped my feet and said, "Ji Guanxin, you are shameless!"
Ji Guanxin said with a smile: "It seems that I have to be a little more shameless, otherwise I will probably wither before you can sleep with me."