Many times I am angry with myself for my bad mouth. Before I can think about anything in my mind, my mouth has already gone out.
I knew something was wrong when I heard the water running in the bathroom stop quickly. It's over, Ji Guanxin will definitely fall out.
My mind was spinning rapidly. When Ji Guanxin comes out later, how will I face him? What do I have to say
Take it, I hate it so much that if Ji Guanxin didn’t call me this five million, it could only be from Luo Xiangdong.
What on earth does he want to do? Wasn't it clear enough what I told him last time
He gave me a card on my birthday, and now it's directly credited to my account. Is he deliberately not wanting me and Ji Guanxin to have a good year
My mother heard the words five million and quickly came out of the bedroom. She looked at me and asked, "What's wrong? Did someone put money into your card?"
I didn't know how to reply, and I was speechless for a while. Just when Ji Guanxin opened the door and came out of the bathroom, he said calmly, "It's okay, auntie, I was the one who hit you."
My mother said: "Guan Xin, you can't spend any more money. We can't take this much money. Take it back quickly."
Ji Guanxin smiled: "Okay."
I read that right. Although the corners of Ji Guanxin's lips were raised, there was no smile at all in his eyes.
Sure enough, he wiped his hair twice with a towel and said quickly: "Auntie, I'm going downstairs to buy something."
My mother asked: "What do you want?"
Ji Guanxin said: "Drinks, I'll go downstairs to buy something to drink."
My mother quickly said: "There are drinks at home, don't go out and buy them."
As Ji Guanxin walked to the bedroom, he replied: "There's nothing I want to drink. I'll go downstairs and be back soon."
My mother asked Ji Guanxin what kind of drink he wanted to drink. She wanted to go downstairs to buy it for him. I said out loud, "No, I'll go down with him."
Ji Guanxin quickly put on his coat. At first he didn't let me go, but I guessed that he must have lost his temper, so I followed him downstairs.
He had long legs, and when he went down the stairs, he took two steps at a time. I followed him at a trot, and chased him all the way to the second floor platform.
I said: "Ji Guanxin..."
His back was turned to me and he was already several steps behind me. When he heard this, he stopped where he was.
After about three to five seconds, he suddenly turned his head, as I expected, with a look of despair on his face.
Opening his lips, he said in a deep voice, "Is it Luo Xiangdong who paid for it?"
What can i say
Ji Guanxin suddenly gritted his teeth and cursed: "Fuck!"
I was really shocked by him. Although I was angry with Luo Xiangdong for looking for trouble, I didn't know what Ji Guanxin wanted.
What Ji Guanxin said about going out to buy drinks was actually just a cover. He was very angry, but he couldn't lose his temper at home, so he had to go out to vent his anger.
I saw him take it out from his coat pocket, and he asked me: "No.?"
He asked me for Luo Xiangdong’s number. After a pause for a few seconds, I replied to him: “Delete it.”
Ji Guanxin looked gloomy: "Can't you carry it?"
I memorized it, but I didn't dare to persuade him at this time, for fear that he would misunderstand that the connection between me and Luo Xiangdong was broken. I spoke a bunch of numbers out loud.
Ji Guanxin dialed the number and put it to his ear.
Ji Guanxin and I were only four or five steps apart. Soon, Ji Guanxin took it and said, "Luo Xiangdong, is there something fucking wrong with you?!"
I don't know what Luo Xiangdong said on the phone, but I can probably guess it from Ji Guanxin's words.
Perhaps Luo Xiangdong told him that this was the lucky money given to me for the Chinese New Year, so Ji Guanxin replied with tears in his eyes: "Who do you think you are? Do I, Ji Guanxin's woman, need you to give me lucky money? Either you have a fucking brain disease or not. You are mentally ill. If you are ill, you should find a place for treatment. Stop harassing Liang Zijin. If you let me know that you are chatting with her again, don't tell me that I will kill you!"
After saying this for five seconds, Ji Guanxin took it and said with a sneer: "Will you put away your shabby heart? Let alone five million, I can give it to her even if she wants five hundred million." If you really have so much money that you have no place to spend it, then wait until we get married and you can give me a big gift, and I will accept as much as you give me."
I stood there and looked at Ji Guanxin. He was obviously very angry, but he still wanted to laugh.
He said to Luo Xiangdong in front of me: "Liang Zijin and I are already together. We sleep together. Her mother treats me as a prospective uncle. If you want to save face, stay away from Liang Zijin in the future. Don't go there." Sometimes you will be forced to do it to the point where you can’t lift your head!”
After saying that, Ji Guanxin hung up the phone. He stood in front of me holding it. After a few seconds, as if he was still upset, he threw it to the ground.
It fell into the thick snow and was completely submerged. I didn't hear much noise, so I didn't know whether it was broken or not.
Ji Guanxin was so angry that he didn't know what to do. The fingertips of his hands hanging by his side were trembling slightly.
I stood there for about ten seconds before I walked over to the pile of snow he threw and picked it up. Fortunately, it didn't break.
Returning to Ji Guanxin, I put it in his coat pocket.
Underneath his coat was just a set of thin cotton pajamas, and his hair that had not been dried was frozen into ice. I was worried that he would catch a cold, so I was about to persuade him to go back.
But Ji Guanxin seemed to have gone crazy suddenly. He grabbed my arm and pulled me into his arms. Without waiting for me to say anything, he lowered his head and kissed me.
No, this can no longer be regarded as a kiss, it is a biting that makes me feel painful. His teeth bit my lip. My scalp was numb from the pain, and I instinctively reached out to push him.
I don't know if it was my resistance that stimulated Ji Guanxin. He clamped down on me even more forcefully, imprisoning me in his arms, then clasped the back of my head with one hand and kissed me fiercely.
He really hurt me. It felt like teeth biting my lips and tongue. I frowned and opened my eyes, trying to stop him out loud, but Ji Guanxin didn't give me a chance to speak, and kept using a half-kiss, half-bite approach. Taking out his anger on me.
My two arms were held tightly by him, and my body was pressed against his chest, unable to move at all. I was so angry that I had no choice but to step on his foot. Ji Guanxin seemed unconscious and completely unmoved.
I don’t remember when I was so angry that I cried, nor when Ji Guanxin relaxed his hold on me.
Tears blurred my vision, and anger disrupted my reason. I only vaguely heard Ji Guanxin calling my name, and he whispered as if he was murmuring: "Zijin..."
He still maintained the position of holding me, and my whole body felt weak and even trembling.
I couldn't see the expression on Ji Guanxin's face clearly. He stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from my eyes, and I briefly saw his handsome face that looked apologetic and depressed.
He said aloud: "Zijin, don't cry, I'm so angry..."
I didn't say anything, just raised my hand to wipe away my tears, then withdrew from his arms and walked towards the stairs.
Ji Guanxin was worried about what I was going to do, so he quickly caught up and pulled my hand. I was also angry and shrank back, not letting him pull me.
Ji Guanxin grabbed my arm and forced me to face him. He said aloud: "I'm sorry, I was wrong."
I remained silent because the weather was too cold, and the tears on my face quickly formed a thin layer of ice.
Seeing that I remained silent, Ji Guanxin added, "It's all my fault. I shouldn't be angry with you. Stop crying. I'll apologize to you."
I raised my hand to wipe off the ice on my eyelashes, and said without any emotion: "Go downstairs to buy something, my mother is still waiting."
Ji Guanxin said: "Are you still angry with me?"
I didn't answer him, because I felt more sad and disappointed than angry.
I asked myself that after I got together with him, I had nothing to do with Luo Xiangdong, but he turned around and angered me because Luo Xiangdong unilaterally gave me five million.
In my heart, I am not ungrieved.
I was a little too lazy to lose my temper with him. I just wanted to go downstairs quickly and buy some drinks so I could go upstairs to sleep.
Ji Guanxin saw that I was really angry. He pulled me and said repeatedly: "Zijin, I didn't mean to make you angry. It's really..."
He choked for a moment, and after a few seconds he held back his nausea and said, "I'll tell you the truth, if Luo Xiangdong is in Liangcheng now, either he will die or I will die. I really can't bear to see him talk to you anymore."
I didn't look at Ji Guanxin's face, but his words made me deeply aware of his hatred for Luo Xiangdong.
Suddenly I wasn't so angry, or the grievances in my heart were diluted a lot.
Looking up at Ji Guanxin in front of me, I raised my hand to push his open coat closer to the middle.
He lowered his eyes slightly and looked at me, his eyes full of distress and guilt.
I said, "Ji Guanxin, do you believe me?"
Ji Guanxin said: "Trust."
I said, "Just believe me. Since I'm with you, I will never have anything to do with any man. He sent me the money. I didn't know it before. If this is his way of provoking us, you Don't believe him."
Ji Guanxin raised his hand to touch my face and whispered: "I'm sorry..."
I looked at him and said, "Let's stop quarreling over other people, whether it's Luo Xiangdong or someone else. I'm with you now. Unless there's any conflict between the two of us, I don't want to make any more noise because of this kind of gossip." Not happy."
"Well, I wouldn't do it again."
My emotions went up and down, from calm to angry and back to normal again.
Even I was surprised, how could I say such words so calmly. The only explanation... I really have no attachment to Luo Xiangdong.
Ji Guanxin is so good to me, and I have no reason to let him down. And even if Luo Xiangdong stood in front of me now and told me that he had figured it out and that he was willing to be with me, I would not choose him.
It is said that women value love the most, but what is love
I think men understand love best, but women don’t understand. A woman will be with whoever treats her well.
I didn't understand it before, but now I see it through.