I was also driven to the point of jumping over the wall, thinking that he would hide so that I could take advantage of the situation and stay away from him. But unexpectedly, he didn't hide and received a solid slap from me.
After this slap, not to mention how Luo Xiangdong treated me, I was frightened.
Luo Xiangdong was still holding my collar, and I was holding on to his clothes.
Our eyes met, and the expression on his face was terrifyingly gloomy. I gritted my teeth, unable to tell whether deep down in my heart was anger, pain or hatred.
I don’t know how long it took, but when tears welled up in my eyes and were about to fall, Luo Xiangdong said to me: "So your love is so cheap."
He almost chewed the last bitch word and spat it out.
My eyelashes trembled slightly, and a large tear suddenly fell down, landing on the back of Luo Xiangdong's hand.
His expression remained unchanged, looking at me as if he were an enemy.
I kept telling myself in my heart, don't cry, I can't cry, there is nothing to cry about.
The most unpromising thing about me is that I always cry before I quarrel with others. In fact, I can’t tell whether it’s because I feel aggrieved or because I’m afraid, it’s just a coward.
Looking at Luo Xiangdong, even though I was crying, there were some things I still didn't want to say.
I said: "Don't act like you are above me and you dislike me when we meet each other. There has never been a deep relationship between you and me from the beginning. Didn't you come to take care of me for your nephew? In your eyes, I am not your future." Your niece-in-law? Why do you even think about your own niece-in-law? No wonder Kuang Yiyang hates you so much."
The needle behind the wasp's tail is the most poisonous to a woman's heart.
Luo Xiangdong forced me to do this. In the past, I couldn't bear to hurt his heart, but now, rabbits bite when they are anxious. No one can do it, I would rather everyone in the world betray me, at least I can't.
I know where Luo Xiangdong's weakness is. Now it's my turn to stab him in the heart with the most poisonous knife. I will poison him to death even if it hurts him to death.
Sure enough, Luo Xiangdong's pupils tightened and his eyelashes trembled when I questioned him.
I grabbed the lapel of his coat and continued aggressively: "You call me cheap, but I think you are the one who is cheap."
"You clearly see that I like you, but you still want to ask me to go to the United States to celebrate my birthday. What are you thinking about? If you really don't love me, a word of no love is enough. Why do you want to humiliate me like that? Do you know that you only have intentions? What is expensive and what is cheap? If you are not with me because of your nephew, then what are you planning to do with your stubbornness now? Kuang Yiyang, do you know? If he knew, would he come back and say that I seduced you
My words were poisonous, and Luo Xiangdong was completely injured by me. He instinctively stretched out his hand to push me away, and I staggered due to his push. I happened to step on the tomato that rolled out and fell to the ground.
Luo Xiangdong's expression suddenly changed, and he took a step forward, wanting to help me.
Half of my body hurt from the fall, but I stood up quickly.
Wrapping myself into an indestructible body, I raised my chin slightly, looked at Luo Xiangdong in front of me with the most arrogant and disdainful eyes, and said directly: "For such a long time, I have been thinking about the relationship between us. Who did it wrong? I thought we were all right, but then I realized that I was the only one who was wrong.
Tears were falling down, my vision was blurred, but my voice was still stable.
I said: "Family affection is the most important thing in your world. You can't give me what I want. But now someone is willing to give it, and I am willing to try to love him. So please don't appear in my life again. This time, I’m telling you, we’ll never meet again.”
After I finished speaking, I stretched out my hand to wipe away my tears, and didn't forget to pick up the bag on the floor before leaving. Sometimes I admire myself quite a lot. After all this time, I still think about Ji Guanxin’s love for eating chicken.
I carried my bag and passed by Luo Xiangdong, who was silent. I thought he had been left speechless by me, but unexpectedly he suddenly said, "You really love Ji Guanxin."
I stopped, turned around, looked at Luo Xiangdong and said, "I will fall in love with him."
I have never been so convinced that I will fall in love with Ji Guanxin.
He is really good to me, and I don't reject him at all. What is love? Some love is the impulse of love at first sight, and some love is the throbbing of love over time.
The only difference between me and Ji Guanxin is Luo Xiangdong, and I think it is only a matter of time before Luo Xiangdong appears.
I was really tired, so tired that I didn’t even have the strength to cry loudly. I was so tired that I just wanted to tell him clearly once and for all, and then beg him to let me live. It would be best if we stayed away from each other until death.
Luo Xiangdong also turned around. He looked at me. His face could not only be described as ugly. It was an extremely depressed, slightly twisted and tight face that I had never seen before.
He looked straight at me and asked aloud: "Aren't you afraid that Ji Guanxin is playing with you?"
I had no expression on my face and said calmly: "Even if he is playing tricks on me, I admit it."
Luo Xiangdong took a deep breath and tried his best to suppress something.
Before he could speak, I looked at him and said, "Brother Dong, for the sake of our good relationship before, don't disturb my life anymore. I really want to have a good relationship with Ji Guanxin."
Luo Xiangdong's body tensed up. From the moment I called him Brother Dong, he was destined to lose.
By the time I said I wanted to get along well with Ji Guanxin, his hands hanging by his sides were already clenched into fists.
Seeing this scene, I felt relieved. No matter whether he was angry or sad, he didn't have any feelings for me.
And the reason why I called him Brother Dong was, firstly, to make him soften his heart and let me go, and secondly, to satisfy my little selfishness, because this was the last time I would call him that.
Just like before a person dies, many images will flash before his eyes. Nowadays, many memories of being together with Luo Xiangdong flash through my mind.
When we first met, he appeared as an interviewer. I was so excited that I ran out and burst into tears;
I was humiliated by Chen Wenhang. He stood beside me and made Chen Wenhang so worthless that he couldn't even raise his head;
He transferred me to him as his assistant when I became the target of public criticism, and told me that if he had to rely on me to protect him, then what kind of man would he be
I used to go to his office for breakfast every day, and he spent the night with me in the hospital several times. I swore that I would never choose him in this life, and I also put down my pride and pride and dedicated myself to him.
We all said a lot of cool things, but we also did more slap-in-the-face things.
Nowadays, before we have tasted the beauty of being together, we have already entered a dead end in advance.
"Brother Dong", I still remember the first time I called him, I was extremely nervous, but I was secretly happy after calling him.
I was secretly grateful that only I could call him Brother Dong, and this was a unique little secret between us, or just myself.
There is no beginning, only the determination to never meet again.
I hope this call Dongge marks my determination to draw a clear line with him.
Luo Xiangdong's eyes were wet. It was the first time I saw him like this. I couldn't tell whether I was sad or happy. I instinctively curled my lips at him and said, "Never again."
Turning around, I strode home. Until I entered the elevator, I saw my face reflected on the elevator wall. It was pale and my eyes were red, but I still managed to maintain my composure.
My throat was so sore that it hurt. I raised my chin and said to myself from the bottom of my heart: Liang Zijin, you did the right thing. Sooner or later, my heart will no longer hurt, and you will be grateful for the right decision made today.
I don't have any other abilities, and I'm top notch in tolerating pain.
When I got home, Ji Guanxin was still sleeping. The doctor said he had severe hypotension. No wonder he was so angry when he got up. I closed the bedroom door for him, and then went to the kitchen alone to wash vegetables and cook.
During this period, I felt so distressed that I almost cried several times, but tears welled up in my eyes and I stubbornly held them back.
Crying is also a habit. As long as you get used to not crying, you will never cry again in the future.
I made braised chicken nuggets stewed with potatoes, mushroom slices, three vegetarian dishes and a seaweed and tofu soup for Ji Guanxin.
The dishes were all placed on the table, and I went into the room to call Ji Guanxin.
He was in a deep sleep, so I called him more cautiously than before. It took ten seconds for him to open his eyes. I said softly, "Get up and eat. I've done everything."
Ji Guanxin stretched out his hand and took my arm, pulling me towards the bed.
I said: "I smell, you get up first."
Ji Guanxin hugged me, took a deep breath, and then said: "The smell of chicken."
I said, "Well, I've stewed a whole chicken for you. I've tasted it. If it's not delicious, I'll refund it."
Ji Guanxin raised the corners of his lips, closed his eyes and said, "If the chicken doesn't taste good, I'll eat you."
"good."
I obeyed him very much, and it was rare for Ji Guanxin to get up obediently.
He didn't want to wear his own clothes, so I went to the cabinet and found my biggest T-shirt and casual pants for him to wear.
Five minutes later, Ji Guanxin came out of the bedroom wearing tights and cropped pants, plus his chicken coop head that he had slept on all night, which made me laugh.
Looking at the dishes on the table, he smiled and said, "You cooked them all."
I said: "Otherwise you would have done it"
He said: "I'm afraid you'll go out and buy it secretly."
I said, "Hurry up and wash your face and brush your teeth. I'll wait for you to eat."
When Ji Guanxin came out of the bathroom, I had already served the rice and sat at the dining table waiting for him.
Ji Guanxin sat down opposite me. I added a piece of chicken to him. When he put it in his mouth, I immediately asked: "Is it delicious?"
He nodded: "It's delicious."
I turned my grief and anger into an appetite, and I ate more than Ji Guanxin.
Ji Guanxin said that I was hinting to him that he was afraid that the food he cooked would be unpalatable, so he pretended to be delicious.
God knows I urgently need to eat to suppress the sourness in my heart. How can I say that I'm not sad
Halfway through the meal, Ji Guanxin's cell phone rang. He got up and walked to the coffee table in the living room to pick it up. After pausing for a few seconds, he answered the call.
"Hello"