I regretted these words as soon as I said them. Kuang Yiyang's transformation into what he is today has the most direct relationship with me. Even when he is lying in the hospital now, he has blocked a stick for me.
When I say this, it is a bit excessive.
Just when I thought Luo Xiangdong would expose me mercilessly and scold me, he just took a deep breath, the anger on his face was very obvious, but he didn't say anything immediately.
I watched helplessly as he swallowed the bad breath, and then replied to me: "I will take care of it, Yi Yang. You will go back to the city immediately tomorrow. If I find you still hanging around outside, don't tell me that I will personally call Ji Guanxin." , tell him to take good care of you."
My eyes were wide open, but I never expected that Luo Xiangdong would use Ji Guanxin to pressure me one day.
I was so teased that I couldn't even utter a single word, and I wasn't even sure what he was thinking.
Angrily, I snorted, turned around and walked into the hotel.
Even if I can't scold him, I can't hide from him.
Mike and the others helped me open a room upstairs. After I walked in, I was so angry that I threw my bag on the sofa. I felt unspeakable grievance in my heart. I pursed my lips and tears rushed to my eyes.
Luo Xiangdong is so good at bullying, who is he
I sat on the sofa feeling depressed for nearly an hour. I thought a lot over and over in my head. I still remember that Xu Lu mentioned Kuang Yiyang when she called me on the day of the Chinese New Year. She said she saw Kuang Yiyang fighting with others, even the police.
At that time, I guessed that Kuang Yiyang must have been in a bad mood and just found a gimmick to vent his feelings. But now it seems that he even dares to touch things like K fans, which is really undesirable.
Compared with Luo Xiangdong's bullying of me, the person I feel more sorry for is Kuang Yiyang. Among the few of us, he has always been the most innocent and kind-hearted one, but because of what happened to Luo Xiangdong and me, he has become like this. How can I bear it
This was not the first time that I felt that I had done something wrong, but it was the first time that I clearly regretted it. If, I mean if, if God gives me another chance, I will not choose to know Luo Xiangdong, I really will not choose to know Kuang Yiyang, so that I will not be so wrong and make everyone exhausted .
I sat alone on the sofa and thought wildly until it got dark outside, then I ran exhausted to the bedroom to sleep.
When I fell asleep, my mind was filled with nightmares. I dreamed that Kuang Yiyang was taking drugs, should I give him and myself a way to survive
I don't know, I really don't know. I just instinctively wanted to come over.
When we returned to the hotel, it was already past one in the afternoon. I took the initiative to call Mike. Although he was not awake yet, I still said to him on the phone: "Mike, let's go back to the city."
Mike said: "We also want to go to j-night tonight."
I said, "Sorry Mike, I have to go back to the city. Let me call other tour guides for you. I'll pay for it."
When Mike heard this, he asked me: "Zijin, what happened?"
A person of a different nationality than I had known for less than three days expressed concern for me in English. I couldn't hold back the tears and my throat was so choked that I couldn't speak.
In the end, Mike and his team accompanied me back to the city. They really wanted to accompany me. I was very embarrassed, but they understood and asked me to find another tour guide and let me rest for two days.
When Zhang Danqing called me, I was already in the city. He was relieved when he heard the news, because he was afraid that something unexpected would happen to me outside and he would not be able to explain to Ji Guanxin.
I was preoccupied with personal matters and couldn't take any more tours, and I didn't want to delay the tourists, so I simply told Xu Yifan and asked for two days off.
Sitting at home for the past two days, I could neither find Kuang Yiyang nor call Luo Xiangdong. And when Ji Guanxin called, I couldn't tell him, so I had to hide it from him, not to mention how uncomfortable I felt.
Ji Guanxin said to me: "Zijin, I have to wait a few days before returning to Yecheng."
I asked, "Is there anything going on with your second sister-in-law?"
Ji Guanxin said 'hmm', and then said: "She had a difficult delivery. She didn't give birth for a long time, and finally gave birth by caesarean section. The doctor said that both mother and baby were very weak and had to stay in the hospital for observation for a while. Our whole family is here in Canada. , I can’t go back right away.”
I quickly said: "You don't have to be in a hurry to come back, stay with your family over there."
Ji Guanxin said, "Don't I miss you? I'm worried about you staying alone in Night City."
I said, "What's there to worry about? I have hands and feet. Besides, you asked Brother Danqing to look at me. If I have anything to do, I can just ask him."
Ji Guanxin said: "Don't work too hard. If you don't miss the tens of thousands of dollars, don't exhaust yourself. I will check you later. You can't lose even one or two pounds."
Across thousands of mountains and rivers, Ji Guanxin's voice made me feel noisy and warm. Suddenly, my nose was sore, my eyes were red and I whispered: "Guanxin... when will you come back?"
Ji Guanxin said: "It's going to be a few days late. What's wrong? Do you miss me very much?"
"Yes." Tears fell from my eyes, and I missed Ji Guanxin very much. If Ji Guanxin was by my side, he would not let me take a foreign delegation, and I would not go to Fengning, let alone meet Kuang Yiyang.
In this way, I can act like an ostrich and don't know anything, and live my own life against my will.
But now... my heart is confused. I think about Kuang Yiyang being implicated because of my wrong doings all the time. I don't know how to remedy it.
Ji Guanxin said, "How about you come over?"
I stretched out my hand to wipe my tears and said, "I can't leave my job."
Actually, I want to say that Ji Guanxin’s whole family is in Canada, including his sister. If I go, how will I face his sister
Ji Guanxin added: "Then I'd better go back early."
I pursed my lips and said out loud: "It's okay, I just want to tease you for a while and forget about you when I get to work."
Ji Guanxin said: "You heartless person, I think about you all the time, and you forgot about me for a job with a monthly salary of tens of thousands. I really don't know if you are smart or stupid, can you count?" If you tell me you miss me tomorrow, I'll give you ten thousand!"
I laughed out loud and said, "Do you believe that I can bankrupt you in just one day?"
Ji Guanxin also laughed and said, "I'm not in Night City, and no one will coax you to play. Isn't it so boring?"
Ji Guanxin's words suddenly touched my heart.
Yes, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have come back to Yecheng. Even without Ji Guanxin, I might not have been able to stay in Liangcheng.
It was his appearance that once again brought a ray of sunshine into my life. When he was around, although I found him nagging and annoying, he always had the ability to make me laugh under any circumstances.
Zhang Danqing said, Ji Guanxin really likes me.
"Guan Xin, please pay more attention to your health when you are abroad. Don't be too tired, and don't stay up late. You are not allowed to call me after twelve o'clock in the evening in the future. You must go to bed early. Do you understand?"
Ji Guanxin cares about me, and I have to feel sorry for him, otherwise I have already sorry to many people, and I can no longer let Ji Guanxin down.
After calling Ji Guanxin for more than an hour, the phone became hot and ran out of battery. Ji Guanxin's last words were: "Wait until I come back."
I hung up the phone and lay alone on the bed of the bedroom. I was extremely lonely. I wanted to shout loudly, but after all, I was not crazy enough to shout.
Because I know that no one will respond to me if I shout.
I took two days off. During these two days, I was at home in darkness, hiding things from Ji Guanxin, and thinking about Kuang Yiyang and Luo Xiangdong.
I told myself that as long as I work, I will be fine. When I get busy, I will forget everything.
So after I restarted work, I asked Xu Yifan to pick up two large groups for me, both of which were more than 30 people. I led the group alone for a five-day tour of Night City.
From six o'clock in the morning to eight o'clock in the evening, I went out all day long. When I was busy in the middle, I couldn't even get a drink of water.
But being tired also has its advantages. I finally have less time to think about things, and I can be so tired that I fall asleep when I get home at night, sometimes without even dreaming.
This busy time passed quickly, and two weeks passed in the blink of an eye. Ji Guanxin called me every day, but told me the same thing every three days: "I have to go back two days late."
I really thought he had something going on over there in Canada so he couldn't come back.
Sometimes I'm so stubborn that I'm almost stupid.