The female teacher was so angry that Kuang Yiyang was so angry that she stood beside the aisle. She was clearly poked at her weak point. She was so angry that she didn't know what to say.
Kuang Yiyang, however, said to Zhang Ke and others as if no one was watching: "Call me after school and treat you to dinner."
After that, he took my hand and walked out from the other side of the aisle as if there was no one else around.
The female teacher’s furious voice came from behind us: “Kuan Yiyang, stop!”
I couldn't help but look back, but Kuang Yiyang ignored her at all, not even pausing for half a second.
When we left the public classroom door, Kuang Yiyang let go of my hand, and I said nervously: "You embarrassed her in front of so many people. He knows which department you are from, and he will definitely go to the department." I’m here to cause trouble for you.”
Kuang Yiyang said calmly: "If you can, let the school expel me from the school."
“…”
We had just walked out of Building C when Kuang Yiyang's cell phone rang. After he answered the call, I heard him say: "Whatever, she can go wherever she likes. She can only make a big fuss if she can."
I guessed that it must be Zhang Ke and the others who said that the female teacher went to find someone from the school.
After Kuang Yiyang hung up the phone, I looked sideways at him and said, "You can't do this anymore. You will graduate in more than three months."
Kuang Yiyang said indifferently: "A diploma is nothing."
I said, "You promised me you would get better."
Kuang Yiyang suddenly stopped while walking. He turned to look at me and said expressionlessly: "I only promise you not to take drugs. You don't care whether you go to school or get a diploma?"
What I saw in his eyes was not rebellion at all, but a look that deliberately wanted to go against me.
A wave of anger surged into my heart, and I frowned and said, "Where have you read all the books you have read for so many years? Life is your own, and the road you walk is your own. Can you not let it go because of little things? Do you think you are a human being or a ghost? "
Kuang Yiyang had a sullen face and immediately counterattacked me: "A little thing? Tell me, I have liked you for four years, but you are with my brother-in-law. Is this a small thing?"
Whenever this topic comes up, I always feel like I'm doing something wrong.
After a brief silence, I tried to calm down and said to Kuang Yiyang in a calm tone: "Yi Yang, we are not children anymore. No matter what happens, there must be a solution."
Kuang Yiyang said solemnly: "There is a way. Don't remind me of my brother-in-law when you are with me."
After saying that, he turned around and strode forward. I looked at his back and felt exhausted.
I wanted to take a good public class, but ended up leaving early before the class started. Kuang Yiyang was angry with me again. He didn't talk to me at all and just walked forward alone. I followed him without catching up with him, maintaining a distance of about two meters, thinking about how I could make him calm down.
The night campus is so large that motor vehicles are even allowed to pass on certain sections of the campus. This is because the roads are too far apart and some people might find it inconvenient to transfer between the east and west gates.
Kuang Yiyang held his breath and walked directly from the east gate to the west gate, and the distance in between took us more than forty minutes. I was a little cold at first, but by the end, I felt like I was sweating and my whole body was getting hot.
In the Night City at the end of March, it was already dark around 5:30 pm. I followed Kuang Yiyang until my legs were straight and I was so tired that I didn't even feel tired. I felt angry in my heart that he would kill me. He stood in front of me, and while walking his cell phone rang. After he answered the call, he said a few words, then stopped and turned to look at me.
I walked up to him without saying a word, and he said to me: "Zhang Ke and the others are out of school. Let's eat together."
I said, "Whatever."
The two of us stood under the street lamp, and the light cast our shadows long and diagonally. Because of the angle, our shadows partially overlapped each other, and it looked... like I was resting on his shoulder.
After waiting for about five minutes, a taxi passed by. Kuang Yiyang stopped it with his hand and we got in.
He told the driver where to go, while I leaned on the backrest and felt sleepy. After walking for so long, I felt as if my blood had thickened and I couldn't even open my eyelids.
It's very close to the off-campus restaurant by car, in the blink of an eye. The car stopped, Kuang Yiyang gave money and got out of the car, and I opened the door and got out. When I was closing the car door, there was a soft 'pop' sound, and I made an 'ah' sound, and was shocked by the car door.
Kuang Yiyang glanced at me sideways and said nothing.
The two of us arrived at the hotel early and sat in the private room in silence. It wasn't until Zhang Ke and others came over that the room became lively.
During the dinner, they were drinking and chatting, and a boy I didn't know very well persuaded me to drink. I said, "You guys drink, I'll just have a drink."
The boy said: "Senior sister, you are not from the Northeast, how can you not drink?"
I smiled lightly and said, "It's too cold today. I don't want to drink beer."
The boy then said, "We have liquor. How about asking the waiter to heat it up for you?"
I tried hard to maintain an expression on my face, not wanting to embarrass the whole table by saying unpleasant things, but there are always people like this who pretend to be familiar even though they are not familiar with each other, and the words they say sound like farts. Just as ugly.
"You used to be quite good at drinking when you were working at Luo's. Why don't you drink now when you are with us? Do you look down on us?"
No one except Kuang Yiyang dared to say this.
I glanced at him, but saw a slight curve at the corner of his lips, and the expression on his face showed no emotion or anger.
Some people at the table thought he was joking, so they all smiled and said to me, "Senior, are you looking down on us?"
I know that Kuang Yiyang is holding a breath in his heart, and he will not feel comfortable if he is not allowed to let it out. So I kept my expression straight and said, "Okay, you can drink whatever you want."
Someone called out to the waiter and said he would give me two pounds of Sanbai. Not long after, the waiter came up with two wine bottles, and they filled my glass half and half.
Except for Kuang Yiyang, everyone raised their glasses to me. I picked up the wine glass, touched the bottom of the glass to the table, then raised my head and drank it in one gulp.
"I'll go, senior sister is a good drinker."
"That's right, what does it mean to keep it hidden? Even the people at our table may not be able to express our feelings to you."
Kuang Yiyang sat next to me. He smiled lightly and said, "You're too drunk, but you have to give it a try. How can you be timid now?"
His words, which were called a joke but actually stimulated everyone, immediately made several boys raise their glasses to me. I drank three 2-and-a-half shots of white wine in a row. Because I drank so quickly, my ears were buzzing, and even my heart beat felt faster and faster.
When someone raised another toast, it was Zhang Ke who spoke for me and blocked the drink for me. Kuang Yiyang never said a word to help me out.
I barely touched any rice during this meal, but I drank a lot of white wine. I thought I could find a place to take a rest after the dinner, but I didn't expect that these people were going to sing at the KTV outside the school.
I agreed to accompany Kuang Yiyang, so naturally I would go wherever he went. A group of people moved to the private room of the KTV. As soon as they sat down, they ordered a table full of wine with different colors, like poison.
I was led by them to drink for a few rounds, and suddenly at a certain moment, my ears were filled with the sound of familiar music. When I listened carefully, I found that it was "Just Once".
"Just once, I will take you to see the endless world, laugh to your heart's content on a sunny day, and make noise in the free air. You can know that the only thing I want is..."
I saw Kuang Yiyang sitting alone in the corner, holding a microphone and staring at the LED screen. His fair face was illuminated by the screen light, and I saw the loneliness and sadness in his brows.
The world is still small, I will accompany you to see the ends of the earth, stop searching in the corner where there are no worries, and grow old slowly in the carefree time. Do you know all my heartbeats, beat as you please.
I still remember when I went to see "Charlotte" with Kuang Yiyang, I cried while watching it. Why did I cry at that time? It seems to be because of Luo Xiangdong, I can’t remember clearly. But Kuang Yiyang mistakenly thought that there was something between me and Ji Guanxin, so he asked me aggrievedly if he could not be with someone else.
I promised him at that time that I would not be with anyone else.
But now it seems that I deceived him first. Except for Luo Xiangdong, Kuang Yiyang had already seen that something was going to happen between me and Ji Guanxin, but I only realized it so late.
Many things seemed so unpredictable at the time, but looking back now, they are so unpredictable.
Maybe in the world of love, whoever loves someone more is destined to care more. Just like I never realized that the simple Kuang Yiyang was also a sensitive person, because my heart was never with him.
I haven't heard this song for a long time. Now that Kuang Yiyang sings it again, many past events are vivid in my mind, and they all come to my mind. Just when I felt sour in my heart, he suddenly pressed the cut button and stopped singing.
I felt empty in my heart, with the illusion that it would end without a cure.
Kuang Yiyang put down the microphone, stood up and sat next to everyone. He was the one who suggested that everyone play games and drink together, and fight individually. No matter how much you lose, it's all yours. From the moment he said these words, I knew he was coming for me.
The games we play are all about reaction speed. I drank a lot of wine while eating, but now I can react normally, let alone fast reactions.
After drinking a few more beers, I got up and went to the bathroom. When I came back, I opened the door and saw Kuang Yiyang holding something on his fingertips, and then put it into the cup in front of him.
My eyes widened, I rushed over quickly, looked down, and saw something the size of a pill melting rapidly in the cup.
I immediately became angry, looked at Kuang Yiyang coldly and said, "Do you still want to die?!"