The long-lost 'luxury confinement package'.
Hawthorn rolls, hawthorn slices, hawthorn strips; sour, drool-worthy, lollipops; drinks are also blueberry, lemon and sour plum juice.
Luo Xiangdong fastened his seat belt and said calmly, "Eat something to avoid motion sickness."
I find that my tears are getting lower and lower, especially recently, when I catch up with Lin Daiyu every day, I shed tears. Looking down at the contents of the bag, I tried not to cry.
I took out a lemon-flavored lollipop and stuffed it in my mouth.
On the way back to the city from Ye Da, Luo Xiangdong only said two sentences to me, both of which were the same: "Are you dizzy?"
I alternated between making sour plum soup and hawthorn rolls, shaking my head and replying to him: "It's okay."
It wasn't until the car drove back to the city that he rewarded me with a few words: "Don't stay where you were before. I'll help you find a place to live."
I quickly said: "No, you can just drop me off. I'll take a taxi back to the company and wait while I go to the housing agency to find a new place to live."
Luo Xiangdong looked calm and said: "With your own abilities, you may not be able to get into Luo's company. Even if your salary is not as high as that of an assistant, your development in the translation department will be very good. In the end, it is still Yi and I. Yang acted without consideration..."
After Luo Xiangdong finished speaking, he paused for a few seconds, and then said: "I know you are not short of money now, but even if it makes me feel more at ease, I will help you find a good place and you can move there. If anything happens in the future... Ji Guanxin will help you deal with it." of."
It's not unusual to hear Ji Guanxin's name from Luo Xiangdong, but... He said that if anything happens in the future, Ji Guanxin will help me deal with it.
This time, before I had time to relax and suppress my emotions, my eyes were already wet, and tears blurred my vision. Not long after, the tears fell on the back of my hand, which shocked me, so I quickly reached out to wipe them away. He rolled his eyes, then looked like he was fine and said calmly: "No, you don't have to feel guilty..."
I was confused and a little incoherent: "I won't live in Ji Guanxin's place, nor will I live in your place. I can make money by myself and find a house by myself."
After saying that, I was suddenly afraid of staying in the same space as Luo Xiangdong again, so I didn't even look outside the car to see where we were. I just said hurriedly: "Stop the car, I'll get off at the roadside."
I didn't look at the expression on Luo Xiangdong's face.
Looking sideways at the window, I had the illusion that I wanted to open the car door and escape every minute.
Luo Xiangdong pulled over the car at a certain intersection on the commercial street ahead. I lowered my head, unbuckled my seat belt and said, "I'm leaving..."
"Zijin..." Luo Xiangdong suddenly called my name. I tried my best to hold back the tears. When I turned my head to look at him, my facial expression was completely tense.
Luo Xiangdong was sitting in the passenger seat with one hand on the steering wheel. I had rarely seen him look so tired. He looked at me with obvious guilt and distress in his eyes.
Three seconds later, he spoke and said softly: "Be good in the future."
OK...
He told me to be fine.
Tears rushed to my eyes much faster than I could dodge them. I couldn't run away immediately because I still had to reply to him in a decent manner.
So I stretched out my hand to wipe my eyes, raised the corners of my lips, and said with a slight smile: "Don't worry, I will be fine. You should also be good in the future, take good care of Yiyang, fall in love well... and don't always choke in the future. Speaking, I feel like cursing someone.”
Luo Xiangdong's eyes were obviously moist, but he also slightly raised the corners of his lips and said with a faint smile: "I only choke on familiar people."
I said: "Some people are choked away by you before they get to know you."
Luo Xiangdong pursed his lips, but said nothing while smiling.
I feel so distressed that my mind goes blank, and I want to cry to the point where I can’t even laugh. So before I burst into tears, I said, "I took the confinement package with me. Thank you for the snacks."
After saying that, I picked up the bag, opened the car door and walked out.
Not daring to look back, I strode forward with tears all over my face.
Originally I thought I was enough to let go of someone, originally I thought time could slowly smooth away all the pain, originally I thought once I saw one thing through, my heart would no longer hurt. But now I know that many of the originals are actually my self-righteousness.
Forgetting someone is not as easy as I thought, especially when I know that it’s not that I don’t love him, I just can’t help myself.
I have always felt that I am a very stubborn person, and I will never give up until I achieve my goals, even when it comes to relationships. But now I have to bow to reality, because love is not the main theme of our lives, at least, it is not the only melody.
I can't ask Luo Xiangdong to put down his family ties and be with me, because I won't feel happy either.
So this is the only way we can break up peacefully. We all wish each other well, and we will fall in love with another person, get married, and have children, and then a long, long time later, on a certain day of a certain year and a certain month, when we are calm enough to say it out of our mouths At that time, we let it go.
"Zi Jin..."
Suddenly a familiar voice came from behind me. At first I thought I was hallucinating, until the voice sounded again. The tears on my face hadn't been wiped dry yet, so I instinctively turned around to look.
Not far behind him, the person who got out of the car was none other than Zhang Danqing.
There was obvious suspicion and even surprise in his eyes. He walked up to me and said aloud: "What's wrong?"
I reached out randomly to wipe my tears and nose. Zhang Danqing took out a tissue from his windbreaker pocket and handed it to me. I raised my hand to take it, still holding the snack bag in my hand.
When I was wiping my tears, Zhang Danqing suddenly said: "Why is your phone turned off?"
Our rhythms were not on the same channel, because I was still immersed in sadness. Seeing that I didn't say anything, Zhang Danqing looked at me and said, "I just saw... you get out of Luo Xiangdong's car."
Hearing this, I sniffed, looked up at him and said, "Yes."
I didn't mean to provoke him, even though Zhang Danqing's eyes showed obvious displeasure, it felt like he caught me cuckolding Ji Guanxin.
Seeing my blunt admission, Zhang Danqing said solemnly: "Don't you know Guan Xin doesn't like you meeting Luo Xiangdong?"
I muttered: "He doesn't want me to see too many people, but I have my own friends and circle."
The implication is to tell him that Ji Guanxin cannot be my master.
Zhang Danqing's face immediately turned ugly, but he still restrained his temper and said to me: "Zijin, what you are doing is wrong. Guan Xin is not in Ye City, you are with Luo Xiangdong, and your phone is turned off for such a long time. "
After saying that, a flash of disgust flashed in his eyes, and he said solemnly: "Besides, what kind of words between friends warrant crying like this?"
If you don't say that you should never do anything wrong, even if you did it eight hundred years ago, as long as you do it, you will be a weak point once someone catches you.
Is there anything going on after Luo Xiangdong and I meet again? The conscience of heaven and earth, I, Liang Zijin, dare to pat my chest and say that we are fine.
But now my eyes are swollen from crying. Zhang Danqing asked me, what should I tell him
A mute eats Coptis chinensis. I neither want to explain nor be misunderstood. So I adjusted my breathing secretly, looked up at Zhang Danqing, and replied to him calmly: "There is nothing wrong with me and Luo Xiangdong, you don't have to doubt us."
Zhang Danqing stared at my face, and after a few seconds, he said: "Guan Xin is not in Night City, so let me take care of you. As soon as I slipped away, you disappeared. When I called your cell phone, you turned it off. Guan Xin can't be contacted." You, you called me last night to ask where you were. I lied and said I had sent you home. You should call him later. "
After saying that, he frowned slightly and added: "Zijin, I have been in contact with you and I think you are quite a real person, so I won't hide some words. Guan Xin is a real person. He likes you very much and cares about you, so don’t let him down.”
I looked up at Zhang Danqing and asked instead, "Where is Ji Guanxin?"
Zhang Danqing quickly replied to me: "He is in Canada."
I stared at him without blinking, trying hard to get some clues from his eyes, but what Zhang Danqing said was very natural.
I had to change my angle and continued: "The night before yesterday and yesterday morning, when I called him, he turned off his phone. I couldn't contact him. I don't know what happened to him."
Zhang Danqing said quickly: "Oh, he told me that he dropped his mobile phone in the taxi when he was riding in the car, and the driver brought it back to him the next day."
I said calmly: "Really?"
"Yes, he called me early this morning to ask about you. Please give him a reply as soon as possible. By the way, just say that you were at home before, let alone with Luo Xiangdong. You also know his temper."
I said: "Got it."
Zhang Danqing was not willing to wade into our muddy waters. After talking to me for a few words, he asked me where I was going. I wanted to go back to the travel agency, but instead of letting him take me there, I called a taxi myself.
Sitting in the car, I turned on the phone, and sure enough, the missed calls and text messages were all from Ji Guanxin.
Looking at his anxious words in the text message, I thought about the photos that someone sent me that day, and my heart almost became cold.
With no expression on my face, I put the phone to my ear and called Ji Guanxin back.
He quickly answered the call: "Zijin, where have you gone? Why is your phone turned off?"
The familiar voice carried undisguised anxiety and worry.
I responded to Zhang Danqing's words: "The phone turned off on its own when it ran out of battery. I didn't see it."
Ji Guanxin kept talking to me for a long time, but I didn't listen. After finally waiting for him to finish, I asked him in a normal tone: "Are you still in Canada?"
Ji Guanxin replied calmly: "Yes, my second sister-in-law has something to do today and something will happen tomorrow. I have wanted to go back to Night City for a long time, but my father has warned me not to leave, and I don't want to get in trouble with him at this time... "
After talking for half a minute, he turned to a playful smile and asked me ambiguously: "Are you thinking that I'm going crazy?"
I turned my head and looked out the window, and suddenly thought of Luo Xiangdong telling me to be nice...how should I be nice.