Kuang Yiyang showed no signs of a cold, but he had appeared sleepy and exhausted in front of me again and again. He sniffed, and even the fingers hanging by his side shook uncontrollably.
I have never seen what drug addicts look like in real life, but I have never eaten pork and I have always seen pigs running away on TV. Kuang Yiyang... It must be that he has taken too many drugs and is addicted.
Feeling scared and sad in my heart, I suppressed my chaotic and complicated emotions and asked him out loud: "Where are you going now?"
Kuang Yiyang said calmly: "You go."
I said, "Don't go looking for Chen Wenhang again. He and I have already broken up."
Kuang Yiyang looked away and said, "It's my business whether to find him or not."
I was so worn out mentally and physically by him that I didn’t dare to let him leave alone. Who knew what he would do.
Turning around and looking at Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke who were standing not far away, I said to them, "I'll take him home, you go first."
Li Zhuke looked worried, and Xu Yifan said bluntly: "We will send him home with you."
I said, "No, please go back with Zhu Ke quickly. We'll see you in the club tomorrow."
After saying hello to them, I grabbed Kuang Yiyang's sleeve and pulled him towards the street.
Kuang Yiyang said: "Why are you following me?"
I replied to him calmly: "I'll take you home."
Kuang Yiyang said: "I won't go back."
I said: "It's midnight, where would you like to go if you don't go home?"
"You can't control it."
"I don't care about you anymore! No matter what you want to do today, whether you want to take drugs or hit someone, I will follow you. Don't you want to be better? Okay, I will accompany you, and we will go to hell together. Who will do it then? I don’t owe anyone either!”
After all, I am not the kind of patient person who can teach things step by step. After trying to persuade him several times, he didn't listen. Now I have to use this method of "breaking the jar and smashing it" to scare him.
In fact, what I'm betting on is Kuang Yiyang's inner conscience, because I believe he is kind in nature, and now he just wants to use this method to retaliate against Luo Xiangdong and me.
Kuang Yiyang looked at me sideways and did not answer immediately.
Until a taxi flashed its headlights and slowly stopped in front of us. Kuang Yiyang opened the passenger door and got in, and I followed him and got into the back seat.
After getting on the bus, the driver asked: "Where are you going?"
Kuang Yiyang said: "Aowan."
As soon as I heard that Kuang Yiyang wanted to go to the Aowan Hotel, I couldn't help but feel a thump in my heart. Not unexpectedly, I thought he wanted to go to a nightclub or something.
The taxi drove all the way from the police station to the Aowan Hotel in the city. On the way, Xu Yifan sent me a text message. He told me to be careful. People who take drugs can do anything. He asked me not to be alone with Kuang Yiyang.
After I replied to him, I felt even more scared.
Because I am a person who is accustomed to only remembering the good things about others, and I will magnify the advantages in others many times. In my memory, everyone seems to be good, but Xu Yifan reminded me not to be alone with Kuang Yiyang.
Along the way, I was uneasy.
The taxi stopped in front of the Macau hotel. Kuang Yiyang dug into his pockets, then turned to me and said, "Give me money, I lost my wallet."
I took out the money from my bag and handed it to the driver. Kuang Yiyang had already opened the door and got out.
While I was hesitating, he stood beside the car, looked at me in the back seat and said, "Aren't you going to send me in?"
My eyes averted slightly, and after a brief hesitation, I opened the door and got out of the car.
As I walked to the hotel, I said to Kuang Yiyang: "Have a good sleep after you go back, and don't touch the water on your hand."
Kuang Yiyang looked forward and said with no hint of joy or anger: "Are you still worried about me?"
I looked at him and said, "Of course I'm worried about you, otherwise do you think I would come to the police station to protect you?"
Kuang Yiyang said: "I thought you just wanted to use me to see my brother-in-law."
I said helplessly: "Yi Yang, you really don't have to worry about what will happen between me and him." After saying that, I paused, and then said softly: "He really cares about your feelings, so he won't talk to me." together."
Kuang Yiyang stopped, turned his head and asked me: "What about you? Do you really want to be with him?"
There was only an extremely tired compromise in my eyes, and I whispered back to him: "No, I don't want to anymore."
All hard work must be forced. This sentence suddenly popped into my mind, and I forgot who told me before.
Kuang Yiyang looked back at me intently, and our eyes met. After about ten seconds, he suddenly looked away, and then whispered: "Please help me detoxify."
My eyes changed, and I couldn't help but stare at his face, not sure whether his words were true or false.
Kuang Yiyang said: "I still have k-powder upstairs, please go up and throw it away for me, otherwise I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it anymore."
I asked him without blinking, "Are you serious this time?"
Kuang Yi said 'hmm': "I'm serious."
"Okay." As long as he is willing to quit drugs, I am willing to take a risk for him.
Xu Yifan specifically reminded me not to be alone with Kuang Yiyang, but now that Kuang Yiyang is tempting me with drug withdrawal, I have no choice.
I took the elevator upstairs with him. When he swiped his card to enter, I obviously hesitated and didn't even dare to close the door.
Kuang Yiyang took a few steps forward. Maybe he didn't hear my footsteps, so he turned around to look. Then he said: "Are you afraid that I will hurt you?"
The panic in my eyes said it all.
Kuang Yiyang stood two meters away from me and said coldly: "You go."
I looked at that colorful face, and thought about how sunny he always was in the past, as if he always had a smile on his face. Feeling distressed in my heart, I walked directly into the hotel room and then closed the door behind me.
Looking straight at Kuang Yiyang, I said, "You won't hurt me."
Kuang Yiyang was silent for three seconds, then suddenly strode towards me. He and I were not far apart, and he had long legs. In just a blink of an eye, he had already arrived in front of me, clamped his hands on my arms, and pushed me against the door.
To say I'm not scared... would be a lie.
Kuang Yiyang was very close to me. He looked at me condescendingly and said loudly: "Why do you say that I won't hurt you? Do you think I am still the same person as before?"
My heart was in my throat, and I leaned against the door tightly, tilting my head slightly without any trace, trying to keep a certain distance from him. Hearing this, I stiffened my neck and replied, "I believe you."
When I finished speaking, Kuang Yiyang suddenly leaned down and brought his lips close to my face... My first reaction was to turn my head, then frowned and said, "Kuang Yiyang!"
He stopped with a hiss. At this time, the distance between us was only three centimeters.
The warm breath he exhaled from his nose fell on my face. Goosebumps appeared all over my body, and even my body was trembling slightly.
Kuang Yiyang was silent for a long time, and then said: "You lied to me again... You never believe me."
After saying that, he released his grip on my arm, turned around and walked towards the living room, and then said in a deep voice: "Go, don't come to me again!"
I was so scared that I almost collapsed, but this moment finally convinced me that no matter what Kuang Yiyang becomes, no matter how unreasonable he seems now, deep down he will always be that sincere and kind boy. .
He doesn't want to hurt others, even if he always keeps saying that he wants to make Luo Xiangdong and me miserable.
Tears rushed to my eyes. I quickly followed Kuang Yiyang and chased him and asked, "Where are the K fans?"
Kuang Yiyang ignored me and walked directly into the master bedroom. He came to the bedside table and opened the drawer. There were more than a dozen small packages of white powder inside. I immediately rushed over and grabbed them.
Kuang Yiyang looked at me and said coldly: "I'm addicted. Are you sure you throw it away? I won't take it out on you later?"
I said, "You can hit me and scold me if you are so angry, but... don't touch this thing again in your life!"
After saying that, I rushed into the bathroom with those small packets of powder and poured them all into the toilet and flushed them away with water.
When I returned to the master bedroom, I saw Kuang Yiyang sitting on the edge of the bed. His head was lowered and his hands on his knees were shaking uncontrollably.
I quickly walked over and asked him out loud: "How can I help you detoxify?"
"Don't talk..."
"..." I don't know if not letting me talk is a way to quit drug addiction, or if Kuang Yiyang simply thinks I'm annoying.
I stood in front of him without making a sound. After a minute or two, Kuang Yiyang suddenly stood up from the bed. He looked very anxious and walked out. I quickly caught up to him and asked, "What's wrong?"
Kuang Yiyang's voice trembled, and he only replied to me with one word: "I'm annoyed."
He came to the coffee table in the living room. There were more than a dozen cigarette boxes scattered on the table. Kuang Yiyang picked up three of them in a row, but they were all empty. After finally finding a pack of cigarettes, he couldn't wait to take one out, and then looked for a lighter.
I asked him: "Is this poisonous smoke?"
He said: "No."
"You didn't lie to me?"
"No… "
This is the first time I have seen with my own eyes what drug addicts look like. They are like ants on a hot pot. They are looking for a lighter with a cigarette. If they don’t find it within three seconds, they will die suddenly. illusion.
I followed him to search for it, and after rummaging for half a minute I saw the lighter through the gap in the sofa. Kuang Yiyang lit a cigarette and smoked it, and then his mood gradually calmed down.
I kept staring at him nervously while he sat on the sofa and took one stroke after another. It took me a long time to dare to ask him in a low voice: "Are you feeling better?"
Kuang Yiyang lowered his gaze slightly. For a moment, I felt like he was a child who had done something wrong. He whispered: "Isn't it disgusting how I look now?"
Just one sentence, I suddenly choked up, shook my head, and said in a low voice: "I don't hate you, as long as you quit."
Kuang Yiyang said: "Since I took drugs, even my brother-in-law has been disappointed in me. Only you... are still willing to stay with me."
I said, "Yi Yang, the saddest thing is not losing someone you like, but losing yourself for someone who doesn't like you."
"Emotional matters can't be dealt with. I don't have to be with your brother-in-law, but I won't be with you either. But I want to tell you that no matter what you become, I will treat you as my brother. I don't I won’t care about you.”