With Love and Time

Chapter 360: Do you love me?

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Ji Guanxin stared back at me: "Did you give me a chance to speak? I was just wondering how you knew I was with Zhou Mengyi, and you suddenly died."

After saying that, he glanced at me with disgust and said, "I sent you so many text messages, but you didn't read any of them?"

I curled my lips and said, "I didn't read it."

Ji Guanxin said angrily: "You are really cruel!"

I said, "Ji Guanxin, you know what kind of person I am. I hate cheating and lying the most. If you have anything, you can tell me directly. It's my business whether you forgive me or not, but you can't lie to me." "

Ji Guanxin raised his eyebrows and said, "It's your business to decide whether to forgive or not, so don't I have no choice?"

I was not joking, but said seriously: "Everyone has secrets in their hearts. You can choose not to tell them, as long as you are calm in your heart. But if I ask and you lie, then you have lost the reason for me to believe you." ”

When Ji Guanxin saw that I was serious, he put away the unnecessary expression on his face and said sternly: "I said I like you, it's the conscience of heaven and earth. If I really want to have something with Zhou Mengyi, I don't have to wait until now. She has been since she was sensible. like me."

I said: "I am not targeting Zhou Mengyi, but this matter."

No matter who the woman in the photo was, I was so angry because Ji Guanxin lied to me and said he was in Canada.

Ji Guanxin didn't look very happy when he saw that I learned the truth. He couldn't help but stretched out his hand to rub the top of my head, and said with a curl of his lips: "I'm not a big-tempered person, but I have a big temper. Okay, now you know what's going on. Stop being angry and smile for me."

I can't laugh. I have been very nervous in the past few days. Now that I know that Ji Guanxin has not cheated and Kuang Yiyang is willing to return to the right path, I just want to find a place to lie down and have a good sleep.

When I lowered my gaze slightly because I was too tired and was lost in thought, Ji Guanxin pulled me into his arms, and without saying a word, he leaned over and kissed me.

He said: "I miss me so much..."

I don’t know why, but I instinctively tilted my head back, and at the same time I reached out and pushed against his chest, preventing him from coming over.

This time Ji Guanxin was stunned. He still kept leaning forward, and I held my arms stiffly.

His eyes went from happy to appraising in just one surprised moment, and then turned dark in the blink of an eye. Staring at my face and asking, "What are you doing?"

I don’t know what I want to do, it’s just instinct.

I didn't sleep all night, my mind was spinning, and I couldn't even come up with a decent excuse. In just three seconds, Ji Guanxin suddenly frowned, sniffed, and then came closer to me and smelled.

I said, "What are you doing?"

Ji Guanxin asked with an unkind expression: "Why do you smell so much of cigarette smoke?"

I couldn't help but glance at his face, wow, how fast he turned.

Gudong swallowed. I knew he was petty, and I didn't want to hide it from him, so I said calmly: "I was with Kuang Yiyang last night to accompany him in his drug rehabilitation."

I don’t know if my tone of voice was too calm or if the content was too exciting, but Ji Guanxin’s expression suddenly changed several times.

Before he got angry, I added another sentence: "Hey, don't think wrongly, I treat Kuang Yiyang like my own brother..."

Ji Guanxin didn't buy it, he said solemnly: "Do you have a biological brother?"

I said: "Liang Zixun, I treat Kuang Yiyang just like I treat Liang Zixun."

Ji Guanxin still had a stern face and said, "Young Master, you were with him last night, who else was there?"

I vaguely smelled a bad smell and rolled my eyes. I was silent for just a second. Before I could say anything, Ji Guanxin spoke first: "Your eyes are rolling around and you have no good intentions. You are full of bad ideas and are trying to lie to me." !”

I said, "I didn't want to lie to you. I was afraid that you would be unhappy if I said it was just Kuang Yiyang and me."

Ji Guanxin opened his mouth in anger and took a breath of cold air.

I said hurriedly: "Don't fall out, I won't tell you the truth."

Ji Guanxin smiled angrily, raised his eyebrows and said, "Are you sure this is the truth and you are not just saying it to make me angry?"

I said: "Ji Guanxin, can you be more open-minded? Kuang Yiyang is my junior. We have known each other for more than four years. Just like you said there can't be anything between you and Zhou Mengyi, then Kuang Yiyang and I There can’t be anything in between, otherwise where would it be your turn?”

Ji Guanxin was so angry that he couldn't laugh or cry. He looked away, probably wanting to curse.

After a few seconds, he nodded and said: "Okay, I trust your character. Even if you two are alone, I don't expect you to have anything to do with him."

After saying that, he frowned and asked me suspiciously: "I'm just wondering about Kuang Yiyang's drug use, even if he is living alone in the same room with him. Because he is calm, he is not afraid to tell Ji Guanxin."

But Kuang Yiyang is Luo Xiangdong's close nephew, and the reason why he is in this situation now is because of Luo Xiangdong and I... I don't want to talk about this reason or the inside story.

Ji Guanxin stared at me unblinkingly, and when he saw that I was silent, he almost grabbed my waist and grabbed my pigtails, and said shamelessly: "Look, I just said that this matter is not that simple, you If you treat him as a younger brother, what does he treat you like? He used to stick to you every now and then, like a little tail, and he was extremely jealous when he saw me as an enemy. Now he suddenly comes up with some drug-addicted moth to fool you. Most likely, he is still evil and wants to take advantage of me. "

Ji Guanxin kept scolding people, but I felt aggrieved for Kuang Yiyang, so I frowned and replied: "Ji Guanxin, drug addiction treatment is a big deal, related to a person's life's destiny and future. Can you stop being like this?" Narrow-minded?”

Ji Guanxin raised his eyebrows and said, "Am I being petty? If I were more open-minded, I might take someone's last name when I come back."

His ability to tease people put me at a disadvantage, and my mood, which had just improved, suddenly dropped sharply. I stretched out my hand to make a 'stop' gesture and said tiredly, "Okay, okay, you asked me where I went last night. I'll tell you clearly now. As for what you think in your heart, I can't help you."

Ji Guanxin stared at my face, suppressing his anger, and said loudly: "What do you mean there is no way? You don't have to see him again, it's just a matter of words, you have been protecting him."

I subconsciously retorted: "Then you've been gone for more than half a month, and I still don't know what you did outside. Why do you blame me as soon as you come back?"

Ji Guanxin's expression suddenly changed.

After being with him for a long time, I have a better idea of his temperament. His anger is divided into several stages. The primary stage is, of course, a few unhappy words; the intermediate stage is obvious displeasure on the face, and even the tone is aggressive; and the advanced stage... Just like what he is now, his face is expressionless. Mixed with impending rage, he didn't say a word and just stared at you, which made people feel numb.

I don't want to quarrel as soon as we meet, but too many things have happened recently. The fear and grievance in my heart, the helplessness when I wanted to see him but he was not around. I spent the night with Kuang Yiyang last night, and finally saw a glimpse of him, but I turned around to deal with Ji Guanxin's questioning.

I just feel tired and don't want to explain anymore.

While I was sighing secretly, the expressionless Ji Guanxin had already spoken, and he said aloud: "Why do you ask me?"

I didn't say anything. I was a little passive and wanted to wait for him to finish scolding me and call it a day, so I could go home and sleep.

"You are my girlfriend. When I was out of the country, you spent the whole night with another man. It was just the two of you. Am I not even qualified to ask now?"

His voice was thick with questioning.

I took a deep breath, and then said: "You can ask, I answered. I said I don't love Kuang Yiyang, I will not be with him before, not now, and never in the future. I have said so." , what else do you want me to answer? I just don’t want to watch a big boy like my brother decline step by step. I want him to quit drugs and get better. That’s all. Not clear enough?"

Ji Guanxin quickly said: "Then do you love me?"

“…”

I looked up at him and saw him looking at me without blinking.

My heart couldn't be described as "thumping", it was caught off guard... a test

I don’t know how long I was silent, but I opened my lips and said: "Ji Guanxin, I am with you now, and I know whose girlfriend I am. Unless we break up in the future, I will not cheat, let alone I'm sorry for you."

Ji Guanxin's expression didn't change, his thin lips parted, and he just said: "I'm just asking you if you love me, why are you talking so much useless stuff?"

He asked me if I loved him

Luo Xiangdong's face suddenly appeared in my mind. He looked at me sadly but helplessly, smiled and said to me: "Be good in the future..."

OK...

I opened my eyes wide and looked at Ji Guanxin in front of me. My eyes turned red without saying anything.

I still remember when I was very young, I didn’t know what I did. Anyway, adults said I was very stubborn. When I was in junior high school, I got into a fight. When I came back, my mother gave me such a beating that I stood there motionless. Later, my mother told me that I was as stubborn as a donkey, and I was also very talkative, and I would never change my mind.

Just like now, Ji Guanxin asks me if I love him, and I can say that I love him. But when I think of Luo Xiangdong, I know who I love more. If I tell Ji Guanxin that I love him, does that mean I lied to him

But I didn’t want to lie to him, so I just didn’t say anything.

Sometimes women's thinking is really weird, and I might be killed by myself.