When I was trying to lose weight in college, I even tried a seven-day holiday. I lay on my back every day and ate only one apple a day. I was able to lose seven pounds in a week.
It was indeed uncomfortable at the time, but it wasn't like what I am now. I hadn't eaten for three days, so I couldn't even get out of bed.
I thought that after taking the medicine, the disease would be relieved for a few days and I would slowly get better. However, I took no less than 30 pills in the past three days. Not only did the disease not heal, but it became worse.
Survival is human nature. Even if I am emotionally hurt to the point of death, I always say that it would be better to die, but no one would really want to die, at least I don't want to.
It was so uncomfortable that I felt like I would die at any time. I struggled to pick up my phone and called Xu Yifan.
Later, when Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke came over, he said that he thought I was a lonely ghost after hearing my voice on the phone.
Li Zhuke helped me change my clothes. I won't lie, I really couldn't even lift my arms. Xu Yifan carried me downstairs, then took a taxi to the hospital for injections and treatment.
The doctor took my temperature and it was 39 degrees Celsius. I almost had pneumonia. I didn't eat any rice except drinking water and taking medicine for three days, so the doctor didn't dare to give me medicine that would irritate my stomach, so I was hospitalized for treatment.
I fell into a drowsy sleep, and when I woke up again, there was an infusion bottle hanging on my right hand, and Li Zhuke was sitting on the sofa not far away, looking at his mobile phone.
Squinting my eyes slightly, I opened my mouth, moved it a bit, and then shouted in a low voice: "Zhu Ke"
My voice sounded like a duck that had its neck stepped on, flat and low. Li Zhuke raised her head and looked towards me. When she saw me opening my eyes, she quickly got up and walked over.
"Zijin, you're awake."
My mouth was very dry and I wanted to swallow but found that there was no saliva to swallow.
Li Zhuke was very attentive, and she immediately handed me a bottle with a straw in it. I sucked it in through the straw. When I swallowed, my throat almost hurt and I frowned.
Li Zhuke looked at me with worried eyes and said, "Zijin, how did you get yourself into this?"
I don't know, it just took a while.
I'm very thirsty, but my throat is so sore. It feels like tonsillitis when I was a child, although as an adult I haven't had such pain for at least seven or eight years.
After moistening my mouth, I whispered: "Where is your husband?"
Li Zhuke said: "The doctor asked you to drink some porridge after you wake up. You can't rely on glucose alone. He went out to buy you food."
I blinked my eyelashes gently, because my eyeballs felt swollen and painful due to illness.
Li Zhuke pulled up a chair and sat next to me. She looked at me and said, "Zijin, is this something about your boyfriend?"
She asked cautiously and tentatively.
I said: "It's okay"
It’s actually hard to describe in one word. I lay at home like a corpse for three days. There was not a single call or text message from Ji Guanxin. I didn’t know where he was. I only knew that he was angry.
Li Zhuke said: "Don't blame Yifan for telling me that he saw photos of your boyfriend with other women. Zijin, you have to think about this matter carefully. It is good to be rich and handsome, but you Whether you are happy or relieved when you are with him, or whether you are sick and hospitalized, does he not know or does he not care?"
I replied to her in a low voice: "I believe he won't do anything about the photos."
I was just angry that Ji Guanxin lied to me. As for the relationship between him and Zhou Mengyi, let alone I really didn't believe it.
Li Zhuke didn't understand why I was so sure. She just frowned and said anxiously: "A woman in love is always blind. You will believe whatever he says. In the eyes of us onlookers, this matter is just the innocent Luo Xiangdong playing with the rest." Bitch, Ji Guanxin loves me even if he doesn’t love you, then you are no better than a bitch?”
Zhou Mengyi gritted her teeth and scolded me: "Liang Zijin, you fucking asked for it."
After that, she hung up the phone directly. I didn't even think about the meaningfulness of what a madman said.
I was also angry. I wanted to call Ji Guanxin to apologize, but it turned out
Li Zhuke was sitting beside the hospital bed. She looked at me timidly, her expression full of embarrassment and hesitation to speak.
My heart was pounding with anger, but I couldn't stand Li Zhuke's face, so I tried my best to say to her in a calm tone: "You are a joke."
Li Zhuke was also embarrassed. She didn't smile or not. Finally, after hesitating for a long time, she said to me: "Don't be angry, take good care of your health, and then fight the mistress when you are well."
After saying that, she added: "I will accompany you."
I can't even put a fake smile on my face. I just instinctively thought in my heart that Ji Guanxin was with Zhou Mengyi again. Even if the two of them were really fine, Zhou Mengyi had made trouble for me two or three times. Could it be that he didn't care about my mood
I didn't want to get into trouble, so I just secretly advised myself to forget it. After I recover from my illness, I will go to Ji Guanxin in person and explain things clearly to him.
This illness did not come without any warning signs. Ever since I came back to Night City and saw Luo Xiangdong and Kuang Yiyang again, my life has never stopped. My mood every day is like a combination of a roller coaster and a roller coaster. The level of thrills is comparable to the level of domestic second-tier film production. The main characters who take turns to appear every time are the nemesis in my life. I can't do anything about them. They are playing tricks on me. All kinds of things.
Only now do I know that no matter what I do, I can't satisfy everyone. Especially between Luo Xiangdong and Ji Guanxin, they are destined to be opposites, but I actually had fantasies, hoping to find a balance point between them.
After just over a month, I completely gave up. Now I no longer want to force others to think what I am doing is right or wrong. I just want to live a more comfortable life for myself and do whatever I want.
I stayed in the hospital for four days. My fever was gone and I was given anti-inflammatory injections. My cold was cured and my throat was cured. This is medicine with three parts poison. Xu Yifan joked: "You are a poison jar now."
When people are sick, they really want someone to be with them. Fortunately, Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke were both very interesting and did not leave me alone in the hospital feeling depressed.
I was a little angry with Ji Guanxin because he didn't contact me again for a week. But I comforted myself in my heart. He didn’t know I was sick. Maybe he was still sulking. It would be fine if I found him later and had a long talk with him.