On the day I was discharged from the hospital, Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke invited me to dinner. During the dinner, I wanted to drink to thank them for taking care of me these days. Li Zhuke said, "You are just sick. What kind of wine should you drink? You can use tea instead of wine."
I was also careless, and I didn’t think about it even if she didn’t tell her. Sure enough, the scar was healed and I forgot about the pain.
It was around eight o'clock in the evening, half way through the meal, when my mobile phone on the table rang, and when I glanced out of the corner of my eye, it was a text message.
I unlocked the screen lock and saw that it was from Ji Guanxin, so I felt a little excited because we had been calm for a week.
Before I clicked on the text message, what I kept thinking was that Ji Guanxin would definitely say something like apologizing and missing me, and he was the one who couldn't stand it anymore.
But sometimes God prefers to use this kind of magic to slap us in the face of self-righteous people, because I saw the text message sent by Ji Guanxin, which only said three words: break up.
Not even punctuation marks.
I held my phone and looked at the screen in a daze. God knows what my mood is now.
Seeing that I remained motionless for ten seconds, Xu Yifan, who was sitting opposite me, raised his eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"
My first reaction was to put away my phone. I was confused, so my eyes were evasive and panicked. I paused and then said, "I'm going to the bathroom."
Li Zhuke sat next to me. She stood up and asked me to go out. I took my phone and walked quickly towards the bathroom. Before I got there, I couldn't wait to dial the number.
My first reaction when I saw these three words was that my heart stopped beating in fear. But I quickly came to my senses, these words could not have been said by Ji Guanxin. A person like him would never break up with me even if he was beaten to death. Speaking from ten thousand steps back, even if he wanted to break up, he would definitely do it. He would tell me personally, and he would not be the type to just send a text message and get over it.
I quickly thought that that day Zhou Mengyi answered the call from Ji Guanxin, it must have been from her!
I was so angry that my teeth were itching, and I no longer cared about why Zhou Mengyi could get Ji Guanxin's cell phone again and again. I just wanted to call him and listen to Ji Guanxin's voice.
But after I got through, the other party quickly hung up. When I called again, the other party still hung up. I hit no less than ten people in one breath, and I hated myself so much that I stood in the corridor of the hotel, my face worse than the dark black floor tiles.
Finally, Ji Guanxin's cell phone was simply turned off.
If someone hadn't happened to walk by me, I would have cursed.
The feeling of being filled with anger and punching cotton. If Zhou Mengyi were standing in front of me now, if I didn't beat her to death...
Back at the dinner table, Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke both asked me what was wrong. I smiled lightly and replied: "It's okay."
In fact, I have already defined this breakup in my mind as Zhou Mengyi's fault, so this is not a broken love, at best it is just a love rival causing trouble.
I didn't tell them, but after dinner, they drove me back to the gate of the community. Li Zhuke also asked Xu Yifan to get out of the car and see me off. I smiled and said, "No, the new community is very safe. There are always security guards patrolling inside."
Xu Yifan said: "Are you sure you don't need to rest for a few more days?"
I nodded back to him: "I've been lying in the hospital for the past few days and it stinks. I miss the days when my feet didn't touch the ground when I was tired from work."
Xu Yifan smiled and said: "Damn it, I want to take a vacation when I go to work, and I want to go to work when I have a vacation."
I smiled and replied: "You didn't say that. The only thing that can give people a sense of security these days is the RMB. I have to work hard to focus on money and make big profits."
Li Zhuke smiled and said, "As long as a woman is independent, she doesn't need to be too strong. Just find a rich husband in the future."
Rich, husband. I suddenly thought about Ji Guanxin again, so I felt very uncomfortable. After saying hello to them, I turned around and walked into the community.
I didn't have much hope, so I called Ji Guanxin's number again. I thought it would prompt me to shut down my phone, but unexpectedly, I actually got through.
There was a beep beep connection sound, and I thought I would calmly wait for Ji Guanxin to get connected so I could ask him why, but in fact I was much more nervous than I thought.
The phone kept showing that it was connecting, but it didn't connect in the end. I didn’t believe in evil, so I beat it over and over again. At the end, the phone shut down.
I don’t know if anyone else has ever encountered such a situation, crazy about finding someone, crazy about knowing an answer. The fear in your heart is like a ghost that follows you everywhere. The ghost will become more and more sharp with the uneasiness and fear in your heart, and finally it will swallow you whole.
I used to see female friends around me calling their boyfriends. Once they couldn't get through, they would make a series of life-threatening calls. Although I didn't say anything at the time, I felt a little annoyed in my heart. How insecure was this
But now it was my turn, and I finally experienced the feeling of "just like a person who knows whether drinking water is warm or cold".
Not sure if I was looking for abuse or clues, I opened the latest text message, and there were three words on it from Ji Guanxin’s number: break up.
There are two voices in my heart. The good one is telling me that this cannot be what Ji Guanxin said. There is no reason. He is not such a person. But the other voice says that Ji Guanxin doesn’t like to use punctuation marks when sending text messages, and this The three words also happen to have no punctuation marks.
Once you have such hesitant thoughts in your mind, you will never get rid of them.
When I got home that night, I called Ji Guanxin almost every ten or even five minutes, but his phone was always turned off.
When I brush my teeth, take a shower, or even blow dry my hair, I hold my phone in my hand, for fear that if I am not paying attention, what if Ji Guanxin calls me back
But I kept struggling until after two o'clock in the night. When I was lying on the bed exhausted and made countless calls to Ji Guanxin, I finally fell into deep sadness and self-deprecation.
It turns out that the way to make a person 'never forget you' is not to be affectionate, but to be affectionate.
In the past, Ji Guanxin's sweet words would make my heart flutter, but they would never worry me to the point where I couldn't even sleep; but now, his three words are enough to make me so insane that I feel like a psychopath and have been typing all night long. Almost a hundred phone calls.
I no longer know if I am obsessed with Ji Guanxin or if I am obsessed with getting a result.
At the end of the fight, I turned off my phone angrily and simply stopped thinking about it.
I didn’t show up at the travel agency for a week, and when I went to work the next morning, everyone who saw me greeted me and asked how I was doing.
I responded with a smile one by one, and then started applying for work as usual.
The work of a tour guide is very hard, and I often feel thirsty, or my feet cannot touch the ground due to the torment of tourists. Especially, I mainly lead foreign groups. Those foreign tourists who come to Night City are quite wealthy, so things are even more complicated. If you are not careful, you may be complained.
After a whole day of eating, drinking and playing as an escort, I was already exhausted and exhausted. I took out my phone for the nth time. There were no missed messages or unread messages on it. I put the phone away expressionlessly. I couldn't tell whether it was unexpected or unexpected.
Since I came out of the hospital that night and sent me home, Ji Guanxin didn't even show up when I was hospitalized. If there weren't these three words "break up", maybe my heart wouldn't be as flustered as it is now. This is simply cutting my flesh with a slow knife, torturing me.
In the blink of an eye, I have been working for another week. This is the fifteenth day that I haven’t contacted Ji Guanxin. From the time I started looking for him like crazy, to getting angry with him and not wanting to look for him, to now being worried that something is wrong with him, I still have to look for him. No one knows how much suffering I have gone through in my heart.
I have Zhang Danqing’s phone number. I didn’t want to call him before, of course because he hit Kuang Yiyang. But now I can't contact Ji Guanxin, so I still have to call him.
I bravely dialed Zhang Danqing's number and put the phone to my ear. I had been thinking about what to say for a while.
But the connection sound of 'beep beep beep' has been ringing for a long time, but Zhang Danqing never answered it.
My heart became heavier because I felt more and more that this was no coincidence. Ji Guanxin didn't answer my calls, and neither did Zhang Danqing.
But I turned around and comforted myself again. Maybe Zhang Danqing was also angry with me, so he was unwilling to pay attention to me.
Skipping Mak Ka Fai, who had the same temper as Zhang Danqing, I called Cheng Lin directly. Cheng Lin is the most reasonable one among them.
But what surprised me was that when I called Cheng Lin, the human service voice that appeared was: "Sorry, the number you dialed is not available."
I had contacted Cheng Lin before. There could be no wrong number. The only possibility was that Cheng Lin blocked me.
Standing in a deserted corner with my cell phone in hand, I seemed to be able to hear the thump of my own heartbeat, one after another, one after another.
I don't want to admit that the text message was sent to me by Ji Guanxin himself, but Zhang Danqing didn't answer my call and Cheng Lin blocked me. What did they mean
Could it be that they knew that Ji Guanxin was fighting with Luo Xiangdong, so they turned their anger on me? still…
I was a little afraid to think about it, because the result was something I had never imagined.
I was worried every day because of Ji Guanxin's affairs, couldn't eat or sleep, and I was the type who knew I had to die, so I couldn't help myself, so I chose a weekend when I wasn't working and went to Ji Guanxin's place in person. New film and television entertainment company.
I had to see him and ask him what he meant.
When I arrived at the company, I walked straight to the elevator entrance. The security guard stopped me politely and asked: "Miss, who are you looking for?"
I said, "I'm looking for Ji Guanxin."
The security guard couldn't help but look me over, and then said: "If you want to find our boss, you have to go to the front desk to check the reservation first."
I nodded, turned around and walked to the front desk.
The lady at the front desk smiled and said, "Hello, how can I help you?"
I asked: "Is your boss here?"
The lady at the front desk didn't change her expression and asked directly: "Do you have an appointment? Let me check it for you."
I said, "No, I just want to know if he is here."
"Sorry, miss, it's not convenient for us to disclose the boss's whereabouts."
I said, "Just give him a call and tell him that Liang Zijin is downstairs waiting for him to come down." After that, I turned around and walked towards the rest area in the lobby without waiting for a reply from the front desk.