The taxi stopped in front of a certain community, and Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke were waiting for me outside. Seeing me getting out of the car, the two of them walked over quickly.
Li Zhuke stood in front of me and just asked me what was wrong. I hugged her and cried loudly.
Li Zhuke patted my back and kept comforting me.
I howled so hard that I couldn't speak. Xu Yifan stood beside me, handed me a piece of paper, put his hands in his pockets, and said, "No need to ask, she definitely broke up with her rich second-generation boyfriend."
Li Zhuke whispered: "Don't talk nonsense."
Xu Yifan said: "If you don't believe me, just ask her."
me… "
Li Zhuke quickly advised me: "Zijin, stop crying, let's go in and talk."
Xu Yifan said: "Yes, fortunately this is an urban area, otherwise you would have attracted wolves."
I followed Li Zhuke and Xu Yifan upstairs. When we arrived at his home, Li Zhuke served me tea and fruits. He treated me like a protected animal.
I almost cried, so I sat cross-legged on the sofa and told them: "This time we are completely broken up, no, I was dumped."
Xu Yifan said: "It's better to separate as soon as possible. I've never been optimistic about you two."
Li Zhuke felt that Xu Yifan spoke too bluntly, so he glared at him without saying anything and even reached out to slap his stomach.
Xu Yifan ducked back and frowned: "Originally, do you expect a rich and handsome playboy to fall in love with you, or are you going to get married?"
Li Zhuke said: "Oh, no one can say for sure about emotional matters. Anyway, the result is like this. You have to live through sadness and happiness. Forget it after crying. The next one will be better than this one."
Xu Yifan joked: "It's really hard to find someone richer and more handsome than this one."
Li Zhuke gouged him out again.
I said: "Actually, he broke up with me in front of me, and I wouldn't refuse. But he disappeared after a text message. Today I went to his company and waited for him all day. He was obviously there, but he didn't see me, so I …”
I was choked up and couldn't speak, and I felt aggrieved.
Li Zhuke said: "Maybe he is afraid of breaking up with you in person, and he is afraid that you will lose face."
Xu Yifan said: "Maybe he doesn't want to pay the breakup fee?"
Li Zhuke and I stared at him fiercely at the same time, and Xu Yifan immediately laughed and said, "You're just kidding."
After saying that, he put away his smile again and added half-truthfully: "To be honest, Zijin, when I was your age, I also loved to have fun and was good-looking. Men look for beautiful girlfriends, and women Find a rich boyfriend. But when you get to my age, only your feet will know whether the shoes fit you. Find someone more reliable next time."
In recent days, I have also been reflecting on the relationship between me and Ji Guanxin. When we were in Yecheng before, we didn't have very frequent contact, but when I needed help, he stepped forward very generously. Later, when I suffered in Liangcheng, Ji Guanxin came forward to help me solve the problem immediately. He helped me so much, he said it was because he liked me.
I admit that I don't love him, but I at least like him. I also seriously wanted to have a good relationship with him, and I also hoped that we could have a lasting relationship.
But when things have developed to such a point, we are all wrong and we are all right. To put it bluntly, details trump love.
Maybe Ji Guanxin and I are destined to have inappropriate personalities.
Thinking of this, I felt a lot relieved. Even if Ji Guanxin breaks up with me in this way, I won't blame him for anything considering how good he was to me in the past.
In the evening I invited Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke to dinner, choosing an expensive place. The three of us spent more than 6,000 yuan on a meal. Li Zhuke said: "The meat hurts after eating."
Xu Yifan was not polite, he said calmly: "A woman's bad mood can only be resolved by spending money, otherwise she will not be able to get rid of the bad mood in her heart."
Li Zhuke pursed his lips and said, "How come I never lose money when I'm angry? At most, I can only get a bag worth 1,800 yuan, and I'll have to feel bad for half a month."
Xu Yifan smiled and said: "So there are people who want you, but no one wants Zijin."
I:"… "
I raised my eyes and glared at Xu Yifan, and said with a sullen face: "I just fell out of love, can you be so pushy as you? Do you believe that I can go out and find a bridge to jump off?"
Xu Yifan said: "Forget it, I believe you will turn your grief and anger into motivation, lead the group 24 hours a day for the next month, and then compete with me for the first place in performance next month."
I said: "I guess you are right."
The first time we broke up, I lay in bed like a corpse for a week. All the senior graduates in the school went to find jobs, but I didn’t even submit my resume. The second time it ended before it even started, and I traveled thousands of miles alone. I ran back to Liangcheng from Night City with my tail between my legs, like a turtle with its head down, being bullied so much that I didn’t even dare to raise my head; and this time, I didn’t want to leave again.
Even though Night City is not my territory, I don't want to leave passively again and again. Isn’t it just that I don’t have a relationship, but I still have a life, a career, and friends.
What does long-term illness mean? What does having too many lice mean
Shaking my head, I felt that I was still stimulated.
After dinner, I invited Xu Yifan and Li Zhuke to sing. In the private room in the living room, I went to the toilet and came back just in time to catch up with Xu Yifan singing "I Just Like You".
"Love is already a burden, loving each other feels like suffering, and my heart is now full of bitter tears. The old love is like intoxication, but now I am afraid of pursuing you again, but I want to see you so much."
"Why do I think about the past every second? Why don't you remember it at all? Friendship has been lost and love has been lost. Why do I still like you..."
It’s a familiar melody. I don’t understand Cantonese, but I understand the lyrics because I know the song so well.
The softness deep in my heart was suddenly poked. Tears welled up in an instant, and I quietly returned to the sofa and sat down. Li Zhuke saw that my eyes were red, and she quickly came over and asked, "What's wrong?"
My eyes widened, I tried to smile, and shook my head.
Li Zhuke held my hand, leaned into my ear and said, "Do you have a story?"
I suddenly thought of a sentence that said: Don't wait until I cry to tell you how much you love me; don't wait until we can't be together to realize that you still care about me.
Even though I have been hinting to myself that Ji Guanxin and I broke up because of inappropriate personalities, but listening to this song, I thought that just two months ago, Ji Guanxin was sitting next to me, holding a microphone. The light on the LED screen illuminated his handsome face. I looked at his face secretly and thought he was so handsome.
At that time, we didn't expect to break up so quickly. At that time, I also imagined that I could hold hands with him until we grow old and let him sing Cantonese songs to me.
I kept curling up the corners of my lips, not knowing who to show my smile to. When tears roll down, I just wipe them away.
When Xu Yifan finished singing, I clapped my hands and cheered. Xu Yifan turned to look at me and said, "People who are heartbroken cannot listen to love songs. Look at how I forgot about this."
After speaking, he said to Li Zhuke: "Hurry up and play "Happy Breakup" for Zijin."
Li Zhuke said: "Let's sing something happy, Zijin, what do you want to sing?"
My mind was filled with images of Ji Guanxin singing to me in the past, and I couldn't think of anything for a while. In the end, Xu Yifan ordered a song, saying it was the song he would sing to coax her after making Li Zhuke angry.
The song started with a relaxing tune, and soon Xu Yifan sang to me and Li Zhuke: "Today you ignored me and your mood became extremely bad. I really didn't want to argue with you. Please forget all the bad moods." "
"I think I'm not good enough, I always make you cry. You beat me and scold me, just don't block me; it's all because I'm not good enough, can you forget it all? I can't sleep well when you ignore me; I think I Not good enough, I didn’t take good care of you, I’m not a magical weather forecaster, I want to be SpongeBob to make you laugh.”
Xu Yifan raised his lips while singing and winked at Li Zhuke. Although Li Zhuke looked disgusted, the smile on his face was involuntary.
The two of them are really enough. Isn't this just a trick to torture a dog? I just fell out of love, okay
It was obviously such a brisk piece of music, but I burst into tears.
Later, Xu Yifan was speechless. He said, "I can't sing anything. Tell me, what else can we sing?"
Indeed, people who are heartbroken are not suitable for listening to music, no matter what kind of music they are. Regardless of whether it is light or sad, if there is a line or a half of the lyrics that connects with you, then just wait and cry.
I forced Xu Yifan to stand in front of the marble table and sing "Little Green Dragon" to me and Li Zhuke with a microphone.
"I have horns on my head, horns, horns, and a tail behind me, a tail. No one knows, I don't know, I don't know, how many... secrets you have."
In order to make me, a heartbroken and sad person, happy, Xu Yifan went all out. He sang and gestured, making Li Zhuke and I tremble with nausea.
Because I had just been discharged from the hospital, they didn't let me drink. I just drank a few drinks the whole day. After playing in the karaoke hall for more than two hours, the three of us headed back home.
Xu Yifan said: "We will take you home first."
Li Zhuke said: "Don't let Zijin go back and live alone. Why not stay at our place? There is still a room anyway."
I took Li Zhuke's arm and said, "You are a true friend."
Xu Yifan immediately glanced at her and said, "My wife is so stupid that she dares to bring her best friend home. She is really not afraid of you trying to take advantage of me."
Li Zhuke and I said in unison: "Bah!"
However, Xu Yifan's joke still reminded me that originally I really wanted to spend the night at their house, but I changed my decision temporarily.
I said, "I'm scared of you. I won't go to your house so I can spend the rest of the night listening to the wall. I have to go home and change my clothes. I'll be a good guy again tomorrow morning!"
This is what makes Xu Yifan so good at being a good person. He can help many people, but he also keeps a distance from many people.
I said I wouldn't go to his house, but he didn't force me and took me home with Li Zhuke.
When I opened the door, I was greeted by darkness and the loneliness factor floating in the air. I quickly turned on the lights. After changing my shoes and going in, I turned on all the lights in all the rooms.
I want to create the illusion that I’m not the only one in the house.