Ji Guanxin stopped. From the corner of my eye, I saw Zhou Mengyi's eyes suddenly widen, and she was about to scold me, but Mak Jiahui pulled her and signaled her to be quiet.
In the entire imperial hall, even the waiters and guests were dozens of people at least. I don't know where I got the courage, so I walked up to Ji Guanxin, looked up at him and asked, "Are you hiding something from me?"
The only thing amplified in my ears was the sound of my own heartbeat. If I said I wasn't nervous or scared, I'd be lying.
Ji Guanxin's face was as white as ever, and I saw my own face in his pupils. Although his eyes are obviously black, I feel that my face is whiter than his.
He stared at me, expressionless. A few seconds later, I saw his lips open and he said, "What are you hiding?"
I didn't know what Ji Guanxin wanted to hide from me, I just felt surprised. I said before that we wanted to break up, but he said no. As a result, I was sick and hospitalized for a week, and he didn’t even call me. As soon as I was discharged from the hospital, he said he wanted to break up...
"Did you send the text message?"
In fact, I am really not a serious person, and I also said that I will not pester Ji Guanxin. But I don’t know why, I always feel that if I don’t ask clearly, I will regret it later.
Ji Guanxin asked: "What text message?"
I said: "Did you send the breakup text message?"
Ji Guanxin was silent for two seconds, and then said: "Well, I sent it."
I don’t know how many people have heard the sound of heartbreak with their own ears. It is so obvious that it is like putting an animated picture in front of them. The picture shows a heart breaking in an instant.
I suddenly didn't know what to say, my mind went blank, and I only heard Ji Guanxin said: "Is there anything else you want to ask?"
I looked at him with empty eyes and asked, "Why?"
Ji Guanxin seemed to have heard some joke. The corner of his lips curled up with a hint of ridicule and speechlessness. After a few seconds, he said: "Do you need a reason for breaking up?"
After that, he replied to himself: "I don't like it anymore, I suddenly got tired of it, and I want to be alone... There are so many reasons that I don't even know where to start."
I looked at Ji Guanxin's familiar yet unfamiliar face, and without knowing why, I suddenly said three words: "You lied!"
Tears came to my eyes, and I clenched my fists and stared at Ji Guanxin.
When Ji Guanxin saw me holding back tears, the joking expression on his face slowly faded, and finally turned indifferent.
He looked at me and said, "Don't you still know why I broke up with you?"
“…”
"Perhaps I should tell you the truth so that you can understand."
I really just wanted the truth, and Ji Guanxin said to me: "The truth is that I chased you because of Luo Xiangdong. I am born not to see who Luo Xiangdong cares about. Whoever he cares about, I will rob him. So you also There’s no need to ask me why I’m suddenly interested in you. You have to ask Luo Xiangdong why he fell in love with you.”
"..." Hot tears rolled down from my eyes, and I looked at Ji Guanxin with wide eyes. His fists were clenched so hard that his nails dug into his flesh. In the past, physical pain could always relieve the pain in my heart, but this time, it somehow didn't work.
Seeing my tears, Ji Guanxin smiled and said, "You told me before that in the hearts of many men, family affection is always more important than love. In fact, I didn't tell you at that time, and neither did I. Do you think Luo Xiangdong would abandon you for his nephew? Will I ignore my sister’s feelings and stay with you?”
"You lied to me..." Tears blurred my vision, and sourness choked my throat. I clenched my fists and looked at Ji Guanxin in front of me stubbornly.
I don’t believe it, I don’t believe a word he said!
I have eyes, I have a heart, Ji Guanxin is good to me, he has helped me many times, he has been hurt for me, and he has also said that he loves me.
Ji Guanxin raised his hand, wiped away the tears that had just fallen from my eyes, and said softly: "Liang Zijin, you are really stupid, so stupid that sometimes I feel sorry for you. Don't you understand that some people appear in front of you?" In my life, just to tell you, are you really easy to cheat?”
I don’t know why, after Ji Guanxin finished speaking, Xiao Wei in the painting appeared in my mind. She raised her head to the sky, roared, and then her whole face became demonic.
Maybe the sadness in my body reached what Xiao Wei felt at that time, but it's a pity that I couldn't act like I was in pain.
Tears and my clenched and trembling lips were the only evidence of my pain.
I finally couldn't see Ji Guanxin's face clearly, and finally knew the so-called 'truth'.
I thought that the matter was over, and Ji Guanxin could turn around and leave gracefully, but he reached out and touched my head, and then said to me in a low voice: "Actually, it's not that I haven't thought about you at all. It's a pity that you are really boring. I have been with you for two months and tried my best to coax you, but I couldn't coax you into bed. If you could work harder in bed, maybe I wouldn't do it so quickly. If I find it boring, I will probably pamper you for a while."
I clenched my fists as hard as I could, but suddenly I found that I had no strength at all.
I really hope that I can be like the heroine in the TV series, who faints after being sad for a moment, but the reality is that I have to be played by Ji Guanxin Lingchi under the gaze of hundreds of pairs of eyes.
He touched my head, just like before. But I felt the hand on my head making my whole body numb.
After Ji Guanxin deliberately lowered his voice and said this, his voice returned to normal volume. He said to me: "Thank you for cooperating with me to put on a good show. I was happy to see Luo Xiangdong feel distressed."
After saying that, he took his hand away from my head and walked past me.
I stood motionless, and people kept walking by me. It was Ji Guanxin's friend. None of them looked at me. Only Zhou Mengyi said: "You asked for this!"
I don't know how I got out of the imperial court, but my impression seems to be that Xu Yifan brought me out. I just cried silently without saying a word, as if my whole body was in silent mode.
Xu Yifan said to me: "Zijin, just think of what that kind of person says as farts. Who hasn't made a mistake?"
“…”
"If you are angry and sad, cry loudly, it will hurt you..."
“…”
After exiting the imperial court gate, I blinked lightly, not dizzy, just a little... confused.
When I was going down the steps, if Xu Yifan hadn't helped me, I would have fallen down directly from the steps.
This stagger shook out all the sadness and pain in my heart that I almost wanted to seal away. I clutched Xu Yifan's sleeve and opened my mouth, but no sound came out.
Xu Yifan was frightened. After a long time, he said to me: "Zijin, you really scared me that time. You were like a drowning person. I thought you were going to die."
Yes, I was so sad that I couldn't make a sound. I was really going to die.
My legs were weak and trembling all the way to the street. When I reached the intersection, I didn’t even check if I could take a taxi. I just stretched out my hand to stop it.
Xu Yifan was afraid that something would happen to me, so he said he would send me home.
I just shook my head, I wanted to be alone.
In the end, Xu Yifan took me home. When I arrived at the door, I took out the key from my bag, but I couldn't insert it into the keyhole.
After trying several times, Xu Yifan opened the door for me. He said to me with a worried look on his face: "Zijin, should I ask Zhu Ke to come with you?"
I shook my head, lowered my gaze slightly, and whispered back to him: "Don't worry, I won't commit suicide."
When Xu Yifan heard what I said, he became even more frightened. He softly called my name: "Zijin..."
I said to him: "I still have parents, and they only have my daughter."
After I said this, Xu Yifan realized that I was still awake. After he left, I closed the door. In the place where I was the only one, tears burst down my face. I couldn't even take a step and squatted down on the spot...
Some people appear in your life just to prove that you are really easy to deceive.
I never think that I am a smart person, but I also think that I am not stupid, but Ji Guanxin said that I am pitifully stupid.
For so long, I have been wondering what Ji Guanxin sees in me. It turns out that what he sees in me is that Luo Xiangdong cares about me. As long as it makes Luo Xiangdong sad, he will do it, even if it is... pretending to fall in love with me.
I cried so hard that I couldn't even squat down, so I just sat at the door and burst into tears.
In the room, only the small corridor had a small warm yellow light on, and the other rooms were completely dark. I try very hard to look like I'm not a person, but after all I'm just a person.
When I cried until I was exhausted, I leaned against the wall at the door and sat in a daze. I don't know how long it took, but suddenly there was a rapid knock on the door. Now I am a frightened bird. I am so frightened that I tremble all over and look sideways at the door on the left.
If the doorbell doesn't ring, you have to knock on the door, and the doorbell rings so loudly and quickly. I was very scared, thinking about how someone knocked on the wrong door in the middle of the night to collect debts and blocked the door with a knife. At that time, Ji Guanxin came wearing a hospital gown, but now...
I stood up holding on to the wall, took a few steps back, and then boldly said, "Who is it?"
The knocking on the door suddenly stopped. A few seconds later, it was replaced by an all-too-familiar male voice. He said, "It's me, Liang Zijin, open the door!"
it's me…
I stood there blankly, saying nothing, because I was afraid that I might be hallucinating.
"Liang Zijin, open the door for me!" The man outside the door did not knock on the door again, but his voice was full of impatience.
My eyes were wet and my throat was so tight that I couldn't make a sound. I was afraid that I would break down, so I put my hand over my mouth.
"Liang Zijin? You know that I have many ways to get in. Don't force me to make it known to everyone. Open the door for me quickly."
The man outside the door was extremely anxious, but I didn't know how to face him.
Why did he come, why did he come at this time...
Across the door, he cursed in a deep voice: "If you don't open the door for me, I'm going to kill Ji Guanxin now!"