I didn't say anything, and three seconds later I heard footsteps turning around from outside the door. I was really afraid that he would go find Ji Guanxin, so I rushed to the door in desperation and turned on my naked vigilance. I stared at Luo Xiangdong's face, looked directly into his eyes, trying to find some clues in his eyes.
We didn't look at each other for more than three or five seconds. Before I could reply, Luo Xiangdong suddenly took steps towards me.
I instinctively stepped back. After taking two steps, my lower back hit something and I could no longer move back. I looked sideways and saw the back of the chair at the dining table.
In a blink of an eye, Luo Xiangdong was in front of me. He hugged me. I thought he was going to do something to me, so I shouted as if I was startling: "Luo Xiangdong, don't..."
I said goodbye several times, only to find that Luo Xiangdong just held me in his arms, so tightly that I couldn't breathe and almost suffocated by the minute.
I couldn't push him because I was so close, so I could feel the tight muscles in his body. I couldn't tell whether I was happy or unhappy, or even... calm.
So I said to Luo Xiangdong in a calm voice: "Where are you acting?"
Luo Xiangdong was almost a head above me. At this time, he lowered his proud head and buried his face in the side of my face. After waiting for a while, I heard him reply to me: "I was wrong..."
“…”
"Zijin, I was wrong, can you forgive me?"
“…”
I've cried too much lately, so there are no tears. I just received a lot of stimulation, so my surprise point was raised.
Luo Xiangdong's words surprised me, but I wasn't so surprised that I went crazy.
I was held in his arms and could only look at the scene in the house through his shoulder. I was a little lost in thought and whispered, "Are you drunk?"
"I didn't drink."
"Then what stimulated you?"
"... Zijin, if you give me another chance, I will tell Yi Yang clearly from the moment I fell in love with you... "
It turns out that the sentence I was waiting for was never 'I was wrong', but 'I love you'. I was just glad that I was pretty good and didn't lose my sense of proportion because of Luo Xiangdong's one or two words.
But as soon as Luo Xiangdong said these words, I immediately felt hopeless and my eyes turned red again.
Seeing that I was silent, Luo Xiangdong whispered: "I will never make you sad again, please give me a chance."
There was a lump in my throat, and I tried to suppress it for a long time before I asked him out loud: "Do you pity me?"
Luo Xiangdong tightened his arms, and I felt like he wanted to embed me into his body. His pleasant voice rang in my ears, saying: "You pity me, my life is no better than yours."
Tears fell, and I said stubbornly: "Who are you comparing yourself to now?"
Luo Xiangdong said: "I have suffered retribution..."
“…”
He held me and neither of us spoke. For a long time, until I was about to fall asleep in his arms, I could only hear him calling my name softly: "Zijin..."
"What?" There was no emotion or anger in my voice.
Luo Xiangdong said: "Give me another chance."
I was silent for a long time and did not reply to him, because I also had my own concerns in my heart. After going through so many things, if I continue to say that love comes first and I will be with whomever I like, it will be hopeless.