With Love and Time

Chapter 381: Both warm and poisonous

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On the way to the hospital with Luo Xiangdong, I felt extremely uneasy because I knew that Kuang Yiyang didn't like me being with Luo Xiangdong. If he knew that Luo Xiangdong stayed at my place all night last night and was tired of staying at my house for most of the day today, then Wouldn't he have to get angry again

Slightly lowering my gaze, I always like to clasp the fingers of my hands tightly together when I am nervous. The thumb of his left hand rubbed nervously at the fist bone of his right hand.

I was a little tired of lying and tired of dealing with hypocrisy, so even though some words were hard to say, I still said to Luo Xiangdong: "Yi Yang doesn't know you're here with me, right?"

Luo Xiangdong said 'hmm' and then said: "I don't know."

I didn't say anything else, but Luo Xiangdong could always guess what I was thinking, so he said aloud: "Don't worry, I'm here."

I'm not sure what he meant by this, but at least I have a back-up and I won't be so anxious anymore.

The car drove all the way to a private hospital in Night City, and I learned that Kuang Yiyang had been transferred to another hospital. I took the elevator upstairs with Luo Xiangdong, and when we arrived at the door of the ward, I suddenly stopped and turned to him and said, "Does he know I'm coming?"

Luo Xiangdong glanced at me, and then said, "I don't know."

I said: "Then you go in first or should I go in first?"

Kuang Yiyang didn't like me appearing with Luo Xiangdong, I still remember.

Luo Xiangdong looked at me, was silent for a few seconds, and then said softly: "Then you go in first."

When he said this, I felt more and more confused. I secretly adjusted my breathing and tried to calm down my mood. Then I knocked on the door of the ward and pushed it open.

The ward is large and is a suite. I walked all the way to the deepest room, and then I saw Kuang Yiyang lying on the patient's bed, lowering his head and fiddling with his mobile phone.

He didn't raise his head, and I had already reached the door, so I had to call out: "Yi Yang..."

Kuang Yiyang raised his head when he heard the sound, and our eyes met. But after not seeing him for half a month, he had lost a lot of weight, and his originally angular face was now even thinner and stiffer.

He looked at me, and I tried my best to raise the corners of my lips and smile: "Let me see you, are you okay?"

There was no unnecessary expression on Kuang Yiyang's pretty face. He blinked his eyelashes lightly, opened his lips, and said softly: "I thought you would never see me again."

I walked towards the hospital bed, feeling sad but trying to maintain a smile and said back to him: "I'm sorry, I've been a little busy at work recently."

Kuang Yiyang said: "Sit."

I took a white chair and sat beside the hospital bed. Kuang Yiyang looked at me and said, "Why have you lost weight again?"

I reached out and touched my cheek, because I didn't know what to say for a moment, so I had to ask, "Is there any?"

Kuang Yi said 'hmm', and then said: "Anyway, you are thinner than the last time I saw you."

I smiled lightly: "I have been determined to lose weight for so many years, and I finally succeeded."

Kuang Yiyang didn't answer, and I was embarrassed again.

Just when I was trying to find something to talk about, Kuang Yiyang took the initiative to ask me: "How are you and Ji Guanxin doing?"

When he mentioned Ji Guanxin, the smile on my face was a little unbearable. My eyes dodge involuntarily, and I replied to him as calmly as possible: "We broke up."

There was no surprise on Kuang Yiyang's face. After a few seconds, he said calmly: "Oh."

I turned to him and asked: "What about you? Are you feeling better? The doctor said before that the two injuries to the back of your head overlapped. Do you have any headaches or nausea now?"

Kuang Yiyang said: "It's okay."

When we met again, I never thought that the way I would get along with Kuang Yiyang would be like this. He didn't lose his temper with me, and he didn't seem to be very warm. It felt... like there was a bit more alienation in the politeness, but this alienation also contained suppressed desire.

I saw a variety of fruits on the fruit plate on the coffee table. I knew he liked peaches, so I asked him, "Can I cut a peach for you?"

Kuang Yiyang nodded slightly and said 'hmm'.

Actually, my hands are quite clumsy and I don’t know how to cut anything. I just cut a peach into several petals. I took a piece and handed it to Kuang Yiyang, and I said, "Look at how thin you are. You can't hold up your hospital gown even for such a tall person. Eat more."

Kuang Yiyang ate half a piece of peach in one bite, and after swallowing it, he said, "Are you busy with work recently?"

I paused and then said, "If you're not busy, I can come see you every day."

Kuang Yiyang said: "It doesn't have to be every day. I heard that you have weekends off, so please come over and spend some time with me on weekend nights."

Kuang Yiyang didn't know that my current shift schedule didn't include any holidays, but I still replied without thinking: "Okay, I'll come here every weekend night from now on."

After finishing speaking, I remembered something again, so I said to him: "You have been following "Evil Eyes" before. Have you watched it recently?"

Kuang Yiyang said: "I don't know why, but the ones I can find are all without subtitles. I'm too lazy to find someone to translate them for me, so I haven't watched them yet."

I immediately said: "Then I will help you translate it and make it into a subtitled version and send it to you."

Kuang Yiyang said: "That would be very troublesome. When the time comes, you can come directly and we can watch it together. Anyway, you can interpret simultaneously."

I said, "That's fine."

Finally, I had a few less serious conversations with Kuang Yiyang, and his reaction seemed like a normal person. I try to find topics that we have talked about before and that interest him. Only then did I realize that it had been Kuang Yiyang who had been paying attention to what I liked and cared about for so long, and I really knew very little about him.

I stayed with him in the hospital for more than an hour, and the time passed much faster than I expected. Finally, Kuang Yiyang took the initiative and said, "I'm sleepy and want to sleep. You can go first."

I stood up and said, "Then you have a good rest and eat more. I will come see you on the weekend. If you want anything else, call me."

Kuang Yiyang nodded, I said goodbye to him, then turned around and left the ward.

The corridors of private hospitals are not filled with butt-hugging plastic chairs, but small and fresh fabric sofas. I turned my head and saw Luo Xiangdong sitting on the sofa. He had his legs crossed and was flipping through a magazine. All the nurses passing by him looked at him.

I really liked him, and I could sit on the hospital sofa as if it were at home.

I walked over, stood in front of him, and said out loud: "I made an appointment with Yi Yang to see him every weekend night from now on."

Luo Xiangdong raised his head and said to me, "Don't you have weekends off?"

I was about to reply to him, but when I opened my mouth, I immediately raised my eyebrows and asked, "How do you know I don't have weekends off?"

Is Qingya secretly investigating me again

When Luo Xiangdong saw this, he said calmly: "There is no need to find someone to investigate this kind of thing. You will know it as soon as you ask."

I stared at him with vigilant eyes, thinking that he had told me to be fine before, and he seemed to have decided to let go with a righteousness, but I clearly decided not to let go until after this. Since he knew, he must still be there. Follow my life.

I really believed him!

Luo Xiangdong put the magazine on the sofa, stood up and said to me, "Let's go."

I glanced at the magazine with a bright cover on the sofa and said with disgust: "What are you reading about maternal and child health care?"

Luo Xiangdong said expressionlessly: "There is only one book like this. I would like to read about male physiology."

"..." I opened my mouth a crack and took a deep breath, using this breath to calm down the ancient power in my body.

Turning my head, I turned around and walked towards the elevator entrance. I couldn't afford to hide if I couldn't be offended.

Luo Xiangdong spread his long legs and followed me until he was standing at the elevator entrance. I couldn't help but glance at him sideways and asked, "Aren't you going in to see Yi Yang?"

Luo Xiangdong replied naturally: "You haven't seen it before."

I think it's the same as him

Just when I wanted to say something to him, the elevator door dinged open, and Luo Xiangdong took the lead in stepping in. I hesitated and didn't go in. The elevator door was about to close. He reached out and pressed the switch, and then said to me: "Come in."

Unable to resist him, I stepped into the elevator.

When the elevator door closed, the silver reflective wall reflected Luo Xiangdong and I, one behind the other. He is tall, upright and stylish. He is a natural dresser and looks good in anything he wears.

When I think about how he looks good no matter what he wears, I also inexplicably think of how he looks shirtless during the day. Oops, that is to say, I was more nervous than excited at that time, otherwise I might have thought wrongly.

"what are you thinking?"

"ah?"

Raising my head, I looked at Luo Xiangdong behind me from the elevator wall.

Luo Xiangdong also stared at me and asked, "What are you thinking about?"

I felt guilty, so I replied decisively: "I didn't think about anything."

Luo Xiangdong said: "You have to deal with it. Every time you think about something you shouldn't think about, you always lower your head without any money, for fear that others will see your thief eyes."

I opened my mouth and took a breath: "Who are you calling a thief..."

Only halfway through speaking, the first floor has already arrived. The elevator door opened, and there were people outside ready to come in. I had to go out with Luo Xiangdong first. On the way out, I said reluctantly: "Luo Xiangdong, don't pretend to understand me. In fact, you don't understand me at all."

Luo Xiangdong looked forward. Hearing this, he said calmly: "I didn't say I knew you better. Why are you anxious?"

Am I in a hurry

After a pause, I quickly said: "I'm not anxious because you guessed it right, but because you said I stole my eyes. Who stole my eyes?"

Luo Xiangdong said: "If you don't believe me, go home and look in the mirror."

I really took it to heart.

When we reached the hospital parking lot, Luo Xiangdong took out his keys and opened the car door. Only then did I realize why I followed him here when I could have just left.

I said, "I just want to tell you that I will come to see Yi Yang every weekend night from now on. If there is nothing else, I will leave first."

Luo Xiangdong stood at the driver's door. He looked at me and said, "Get in the car. I have to go back with you. Kingb and Queenb are still at your house."

I glanced at Luo Xiangdong and saw that I had no choice but to get into his car.