The lives of Luo Xiangdong and I have really never stopped since we squeezed into Rong Xin. It's not that I'm petty and intolerant, it's just that Rong Xin went too far and was too blatant. Unless I'm blind, I can't even pretend I can't see.
Luo Xiangdong and Luo Xiangdong were enjoying watching TV at home when Rong Xin suddenly called and said she felt very uncomfortable. Ask Luo Xiangdong to come over. I thought to myself that since everyone was feeling 'unwell' and we couldn't just sit back and ignore them, let's go over there.
Half the night and half the night. Luo Xiangdong and I put on our clothes and drove to the apartment where Rong Xin lived. Rong Xin was wearing a purple silk nightgown. My legs in the short skirt were hanging out, and my face suddenly darkened. What if Luo Xiangdong comes alone
Luo Xiangdong had a calm expression on his face, but his words revealed his displeasure. He said aloud: "Didn't you say you have a cold? You still wear so little clothing when you have a cold. Are you asking for it?"
Rong Xin sat on the sofa. Hug the cushion. He sniffed and said, "I don't know if it's a cold or a fever. My head hurts a little and I feel uncomfortable."
Luo Xiangdong said: "Have you taken the medicine?"
"There is no medicine at home, otherwise I could have asked you to come over." Seeing how she said it so matter-of-factly, did Luo Xiangdong take Luo Xiangdong as her own? I think she doesn't have a fever, she just feels coquettish.
"Put on some clothes and we'll accompany you to the hospital." Looking at Rong Xin, I tried my best to suppress the unhappiness in my heart and keep a calm look on my face.
Rong Xin didn't even look at me, she just fell down on the sofa and whispered: "I don't want to go out, please help me buy medicine."
I:"… "
Luo Xiangdong glanced at me, then frowned and said to Rong Xin: "If you don't have a big problem, just go downstairs and buy medicine. Is there anything downstairs? You have brought us here so late at night, you really think we have nothing to do. Woolen cloth?"
Rong Xin saw Luo Xiangdong's face visibly sullen, and then she sat up, with an expression of anger and grievance blurred on her face, and frowned: "Why are you like this? I came all the way from Canada to Night City, and here is this person I don’t have any relatives or friends, so I can’t help but ask you to come and stay with me?”
After saying that, Rong Xin's eyes swept across my face, showing hidden anger. She raised her voice and said: "What can I do to delay you two at night? Can't you give me even a minute of your time? Fortunately, I still regard you two as the only friends I can call in Night City. If I knew If you regard me as a burden, you might as well not make this call and leave as soon as possible. "
After saying that, she casually picked up a small bottle in front of her, took out a few golden capsules from inside, and put it into her mouth without saying a word.
Luo Xiangdong frowned and asked aloud: "What did you eat?"
Rong Xin replied vaguely: "You don't need to worry about it."
Luo Xiangdong's face was sullen, showing that he was unhappy, but he still had to endure it. After a few seconds, he finally let out his breath, his voice became a little lower, and he said loudly: "We didn't treat you as a burden. When I heard you said you were uncomfortable, Zijin immediately asked me to get dressed. We are Came here."
Rong Xin folded her arms and looked away. When she heard this, she choked and said, "Do you think I'm deliberately torturing you?"
I didn't respond. That's what I was thinking. Isn't it obvious enough? Judging from her appearance, she is good everywhere and has more energy than me.
Fortunately, for the sake of the Rong family, Luo Xiangdong had to say against his will: "If you feel uncomfortable anywhere, get dressed quickly and we will take you to the hospital. Don't delay."
Rong Xin said: "Forget it, I won't disturb you at night. I will go downstairs to buy medicine later."
After saying that, she threw down the cushion and stood up, without looking away, and walked straight to the second floor.
Luo Xiangdong didn't call her, he just pulled me out. I thought Rong Xin had made Luo Xiangdong angry, but after Luo Xiangdong took me downstairs, he didn't go home directly. Instead, he went to the pharmacy in the supermarket opposite to buy various cold medicines and anti-inflammatory medicines.
I didn't say anything, because I knew Luo Xiangdong had a scale in his heart, and anyone who was not blind could see who was wrong and who was right.
But what makes me feel restless is that Luo Xiangdong has made it clear that he will not really care about Rong Xin, and this is still our private time. I don't dare to think about what Rong Xin will think about when she and Luo Xiangdong are in the Luo family during the day. How to pester him.
Days passed by day by day. I used to look forward to weekends because I could spend two whole days with Luo Xiangdong. But since Rong Xin came in, I really hate weekends. On weekdays, I could be out of sight and out of mind, but every weekend, Rong Xin would come to visit me and insist on staying with me because I had no relatives or friends in Night City.
I have been under a lot of pressure from work recently. I have to pay back a mortgage of 30,000 yuan every month without food or drink. You can imagine the pressure. Coupled with the fact that Rong Xin is like this, I feel so choked up when I see her that I can't even eat.
What's more, there is no airtight wall in the world, and it didn't take long for the news that Luo Xiangdong's "fiancée" had entered the Luo family to spread like wildfire. Even if Luo Xiangdong deliberately suppresses the mainstream media, Rong Xin blatantly comes in and out of Luo's work, and everyone in the company knows it.
Wang Huining once called me privately. She wanted to talk to me, but she was afraid that I would still be kept in the dark, but she didn't expect that I knew about it.
From Wang Huining's words, I also got an even more disturbing information. I originally thought that Rong Xin went to Luo's for a simple internship, but Wang Huining said that Rong Xin worked as an assistant to Luo Xiangdong at Luo's.
As soon as I heard this, I felt angry and distressed. What makes me angry is that Luo Xiangdong never told me. What hurts me is that I know that there is a kind of feeling called near water.
No woman dares to pat her chest and say, my man only likes me in this life, and he will never cheat on her.
In the past, there were many warblers and swallows around Luo Xiangdong, but after all, they were all easy to get rid of, and just one word from Luo Xiangdong was enough. But this Rong Xin is none other than someone who is favored by the Luo family. They intend to bring Rong Xin and Luo Xiangdong together. What can I do
Not long after, Kitty, whom I hadn't contacted for a long time, also called me. The matter was nothing more than Rong Xin. She works in another company, but she heard that Luo Xiangdong's 'fiancée' came to Luo's to work as Luo Xiangdong's assistant. Kitty asked me what was going on.
I was so blocked in my heart, but I had to bite the bullet and force myself to smile: "It's nothing. The domestic media is deliberately trying to induce me to do something about my fiancée. She's just here to intern for a while."
Kitty is such a smart person, so she didn’t ask any more questions and just gave me a few words. We are not in the same business now, and we won't make appointments to meet unless something big happens. It's just that the friendship from the past is still there, and she is worried about me.
The pressure that was everywhere made me breathless. I can tell lies to everyone, but I can’t lie to myself. Especially when my mother called to ask if there was anything wrong with Luo Xiangdong, I felt empty in my heart every time I turned around and hung up the phone after telling her lies.
Am I lying to others or myself
In just one month, I feel as if I have endured several years. I can't be happy every day now, or I can only say that I am happy on the surface. There is a big stone in my heart that makes me breathless.
I don't know if it's my psychology or just a coincidence, but Luo Xiangdong has been busier than before recently. In the past, he would take time to have lunch with me at noon, but this month he only had lunch with me three times because he was always busy with work and social activities.
I wouldn't mind at all if Rong Xin is not there. After all, I am also busy. Sometimes Luo Xiangdong is free and I am not available. But that’s how people’s hearts are, what does it mean to be suspicious
Now I feel like I have a psychopath that is suspicious of others. Even the way I look at Luo Xiangdong seems wrong.
crisis.
I feel a deep sense of crisis. This feeling made me unable to sleep or eat well, so I decided to find an opportunity to talk to Luo Xiangdong about what was on my mind.
Luo Xiangdong would try his best to spare time for me in the evening. I would go home from get off work and cook a pot of rice and stew a few vegetables. When Luo Xiangdong came in, I had just laid out the dishes and chopsticks.
He came in carrying the bag and said, "I bought you strawberries."
I went over to him as usual, took the bag in his hand, and when I turned around and walked to the kitchen, I said out loud: "Get ready for dinner. I also fried some meat."
Luo Xiangdong smiled and said, "You obviously like to eat meat."
Yes, I love to eat. I fried it myself, so I have to satisfy my mouth first.
We ate face to face, kingb and queenb sat obediently next to our legs. Occasionally I feed them a few pieces of dry fried meat. They swallow it in one gulp without even chewing it. I think they are a waste of their resources.
My grandma taught me not to talk about big things at the dinner table, otherwise it will affect people's mood while eating. So I held it in until I finished eating, washed the strawberries and sat on the sofa.
Nowadays, Luo Xiangdong is used to watching any show after dinner. I sat next to him and he held my hand.
After hesitating again and again, I said out loud: "Xiangdong, I want to chat with you."
Luo Xiangdong said 'hmm', looked sideways at me and said, "What's wrong?"
I said, "I've been a little tired lately."
Luo Xiangdong asked: "Are you tired from work?"
I nodded first, then shook my head and whispered, "I've been in an inexplicable bad mood lately."
There were so many inexplicable things. Luo Xiangdong quickly came to his senses. He looked at me and said, "Rong Xin came to see you in private?"
I said calmly: "No."
"What's going on?"
Many times, happiness or unhappiness is just a feeling. I can tell the source of this feeling, but if you ask me to tell you the specific reason, I can't.
I can't say that I feel bad because Rong Xin eats with us and plays with us every now and then, right? In this way, Luo Xiangdong will think that I am stingy. Even if he doesn't say anything, he will inevitably think so in his heart.
Besides, I feel tired because of pressure from many sides, and I don’t plan to tell Luo Xiangdong about these pressures. Telling him will only make him tired.
Luo Xiangdong reached out and touched the top of my head, and then touched my cheek along the top of my head. Looking at me intently, he said aloud: "You have been in a low mood recently, maybe because of Rong Xin."
I didn't answer, and Luo Xiangdong continued: "I'm annoyed too. From today on, I won't see her in private. I will draw a clear line with her and won't give anyone any face."
Hearing this, I stretched out my arms and hugged Luo Xiangdong's neck, tightly.