I staggered as I was pulled by Luo Xiangdong. He came to his senses and quickly stretched out his hand to support me. My vision was blurred by tears and my mind went blank. He just choked up instinctively and said: "Uncle, it's my fault, please don't hit Xiangdong, I'm sorry..."
I know I failed Kuang Yiyang. He also knew that he was with Luo Xiangdong. It will definitely hurt Kuang Yiyang. But we all selfishly chose to escape and deceive ourselves.
Now Luo Zhenye's words were like a loud slap, slapped on my face in public. In the past, I would only feel embarrassed when this kind of thing happened to me. But now I feel really sad.
I finally know. Being loved is also a mistake.
The order in which we meet is crucial to our relationship. From the first day Kuang Yiyang met me, it was destined that whatever we did between Luo Xiangdong and me would be wrong.
Luo Xiangdong said that Luo Zhenye was an old antique. But for some reason, Luo Zhenye’s reaction was what I expected.
Maybe deep down in my heart. I also feel that I owe Kuang Yiyang.
Guan Lin hurriedly stepped forward to smooth things over. She gently held Luo Zhenye's arm. Say out loud: "Okay, okay, don't be angry, just say what you have to say."
Luo Zhenye was furious. He said solemnly: "Look at the good son you have trained! He can't even care about the family relationship for so many years for a woman. I really don't know who he looks like!"
These words clearly slapped Guan Lin in the face, and Guan Lin couldn't hold back her face, so she pursed her lips and said nothing.
Luo Xiangdong frowned and said, "Dad, are you finished? Why are you angry with mom about my affairs?"
Luo Zhenye raised his eyes and glared at Luo Xiangdong, and said with anger and disappointment: "Thanks to you and your mother, you keep saying you are good to Yi Yang, so what are you doing to him? Once something happens that cannot be weighed, why don't you just take advantage of yourself and treat Yi Yang Yang gave up?"
Guan Lin's expression changed several times, but she could still keep her composure. Even after Luo Zhenye said so, she still stood beside him and just said softly: "You talk about it, don't get angry."
Luo Zhenye snorted, not appreciating it.
Luo Xiangdong's anger was obviously much higher than before, and his voice was a little louder. He looked at Luo Zhenye and said, "Dad, I know you are angry, but you must always speak with your conscience in mind. Don't wait until you are angry. I My mother is also heartbroken."
Luo Zhenye looked at Luo Xiangdong and said, "What are you so sad about? Isn't what I said the truth?"
The pain and entanglement in Luo Xiangdong's eyes were so obvious. He gritted his teeth. I knew there were many things he would rather bury in his heart than explain them. But at this moment, he looked at Luo Zhenye and had to say out loud: "Yi Yang has been playing with me since he was a child. What can I do for him? There is no shortage of things in our family. Whatever I have, he has." . The whole family coaxed him to come. My mother has been making a bowl of water level for so many years. Even if it is tilted, it is always towards Yi Yang."
"Being cute doesn't come first, first served. Zijin is a person, she is not a thing, and I didn't say just give her to Yi Yang. Yi Yang himself said to let go, why are you still forcing us?"
It wasn't the first time I saw tears in Luo Xiangdong's eyes, but it was the first time I saw him struggling and depressed like this. It was like the scar buried deep in his heart that he had been unwilling to uncover, but someone insisted on forcing him to touch it.
Luo Zhenye was not moved by the tears in Luo Xiangdong's eyes. He just looked at Luo Xiangdong intently, and the words that came out of his mouth seemed to drive me and Luo Xiangdong to death.
He said: "Don't you remember the way Yi Yang looked when he came home and mentioned Liang Zijin? He was so happy, so happy, as if he had picked up some treasure..."
Luo Xiangdong was frozen in place, his whole body tense. I was standing next to him, no better than him. The past events came flooding back like a tidal wave, and my memory was like a high-speed rotating whirlpool, pulling me up and dragging me to the first day of my sophomore year.
That was also the first time I saw Kuang Yiyang. He stood out in the crowd wearing light-colored casual clothes. Everyone around me was whispering to me to look at him. I looked up and met his gaze directed at me.
He raised the corners of his lips, the sun shone on his handsome face, and his smile seemed dreamy.
No one would dislike such a sunny and cheerful boy.
But I don't know what he likes about me.
And this love lasts for four or five years.
"Yi Yang told us at the dinner table that the first time he talked to Liang Zijin, he called her senior, and Liang Zijin said that he could take care of him in the future..."
"do not talk… "
"He brought back Liang Zijin's photo and showed it to me and your mother. You were also present at the time. What did you say?"
"do not talk… "
"You said this girl is pretty and looks similar to Yi Yang..."
"dad!"
Luo Xiangdong finally couldn't help it and shouted loudly.
Luo Zhenye looked intently at Luo Xiangdong, who was almost completely crushed by moral shackles. At this time, I felt that he was less like an elder and more like a superior sitting in the court. Luo Xiangdong and I are prisoners waiting to be sentenced.
There was no distress in his eyes, and even if there was, it must have been for Kuang Yiyang.
He looked at Luo Xiangdong and said lightly: "You know clearly that Yi Yang has liked the woman for so many years, but you would rather drive Yi Yang away than to be with her. Let me ask you one thing, is she the most important? , or family is more important?”
Which one is more important, me or Kuang Yiyang
Once upon a time, I asked the exact same question in front of Luo Xiangdong.
How did Luo Xiangdong respond to me at that time
He said he loved me, but not Kuang Iyando.
At that time, I really hated him. I always felt that my passion was exchanged for a basin of cold water. But I figured it out not long after I returned to Liangcheng. Luo Xiangdong and Kuang Yiyang have had an uncle-nephew relationship for more than 20 years. How long have I known him? Why should I think that Luo Xiangdong must love me more than Kuang Yiyang
In fact, I understood very early that it was not that Luo Xiangdong made the wrong choice, but that I was too self-righteous and took things for granted.
Now the same question is asked, but the protagonist of the question has changed, and I have also changed from the questioner to the candidate.
All the blood in his body was frozen and solidified. I lowered my eyes slightly, like a sinner who had made a big mistake, and I didn't even have the courage to raise my head.
Time became extremely slow in my world, so much so that I didn’t know how much time had passed before I heard Luo Xiangdong next to me speak. His voice was very low, but he said extremely firmly: "I have tried to let go." , but the outcome is painful for all three of us. It doesn’t matter if you say I’m sorry for Yi Yang or that I have no conscience, but I won’t let go of Zi Jin’s hand again. You can just assume that Yi Yang has let us go.”
When Luo Xiangdong finished speaking, I only heard a crisp sound. My whole body trembled instinctively, and when I looked up, Luo Zhenye's waving arm had already fallen. He glared at Luo Xiangdong, almost gritting his teeth and said: "How could I give birth to a bastard like you!"
Luo Xiangdong's face turned towards me because he was hit by Luo Zhenye. I looked at Luo Xiangdong, my teeth were chattering, and I wanted to raise my hand to touch his face and ask him if it hurt, but my body seemed to be under a spell and I couldn't move at all.
Guan Linduo loved Luo Xiangdong, but now she was also angry with Luo Zhenye. She said, "If you have anything to say, just say it. Why are you still addicted to beatings?"
After saying that, he came forward and touched Luo Xiangdong's face, his eyes filled with distress.
When Luo Zhenye saw this, he was so angry that he gasped and kept saying: "Just go to him and support whatever he wants to do. Sooner or later, one day he will not recognize his relatives, and you will be relieved!"
Guan Lin glanced at Luo Zhenye and said aloud: "Yi Yang made it clear when he left that he went to Hong Kong to study and had nothing to do with anyone. He has put down his children, so why do you keep forcing Xiang Dong? ?”
Luo Zhenye said coldly: "Don't do this to me. You don't understand why Yi Yang left?"
Luo Xiangdong and Guan Lin were both silent, and Luo Zhenye said again: "Okay, neither mother nor son feel sorry for Yi Yang, I feel sorry for her! As long as I am here for a day in this family, you can't even think of bringing her in!"
After saying that, Luo Zhenye turned around and left in anger.
Guan Lin stood in front of Luo Xiangdong, touched his face distressedly, then looked at me and said, "Zijin, take good care of Xiangdong."
Although Luo Zhenye didn't say a word to me when I was scolded by him, the words he scolded Luo Xiangdong were like a knife that stabbed the softest part of my heart.
I was already numb, so I just nodded mechanically.
Guan Lin walked quickly out the door, definitely chasing Luo Zhenye.
Soon, the ward became silent. I wanted to say something first, but I couldn't open my pursed lips. In the end, Luo Xiangdong took my hand and led me out.
"Wait a moment… "
Suddenly a voice came from the ward, and Luo Xiangdong and I stopped subconsciously. Glancing out of the corner of his eye, Rong Xin was standing beside the hospital bed. She was blocked by Luo Zhenye and Guan Lin before, and I didn't have time to pay attention to anything else, so I actually forgot that she was still there.
Rong Xin looked at me and Luo Xiangdong and said, "So there is still such a relationship between you."
I didn't say anything. After Luo Zhenye's baptism, other words became like drizzle, and they didn't hurt at all on my body.
I thought Luo Xiangdong would not talk to Rong Xin, but Luo Xiangdong let go of my hand and walked directly to Rong Xin.
Rong Xin was so frightened by the expression on Luo Xiangdong's face that she took a small step back, but behind her was the bed. She couldn't just sit down, so she had to hold on tight.
Luo Xiangdong raised his right hand and reached towards Rong Xin. Rong Xin instinctively wanted to hide. I was also afraid that Luo Xiangdong would hit someone, but he just stretched out his index finger, tapped Rong Xin's forehead, and said loudly: "Remember, I can't even care about my family for Liang Zijin. Who do you think you are? If Not for the sake of your family, I will slap you loudly."
Rong Xin's face turned pale and she didn't dare to say a word, because Luo Xiangdong's eyes were so ruthless that if she dared to refute, he would kill her.
"Let me tell you, this matter is not over yet. Tell your parents to come to Night City and I will talk to them face to face."
After saying that, Luo Xiangdong turned and walked towards me, took my hand and walked out.