Luo Xiangdong knew in his heart that if Kuang Yiyang knew that he came to Liangcheng secretly. There is no need to ask about the consequences, it will definitely set off a new bloody storm.
But he didn't want to stop. After hurting Kuang Yiyang and Liang Zijin, he still selfishly came to Liangcheng. I miss her so much. I'm going crazy thinking about it. Even if I can only take a look at her from a distance, just one look.
Even now, he is still deceiving himself. But he would rather lie to himself. I no longer want to be pulled in half by the thoughts of reality.
One month later. The first time Luo Xiangdong saw Liang Zijin was when she got off Ji Guanxin's car. His car parked under her house for five minutes, and I don’t know what they said in the car.
After she got off the bus, she stood on the second floor platform and shouted to Ji Guanxin: "Go back."
Ji Guanxin turned on his car lights three times. Then take the exit on the other side of the community and leave.
Luo Xiangdong sat in the back seat of the taxi. From his angle, he could just see Liang Zijin at the entrance of the platform. Her figure flashed and quickly disappeared from his sight.
The driver in the front seat looked at Luo Xiangdong's face in the rearview mirror. I saw that he had just been staring at Liang Zijin coming out of the luxury car. You can probably guess who he came to wait for.
But now everyone has gone home... The driver asked tentatively: "Where are we going now?"
Luo Xiangdong saw Liang Zijin and Ji Guanxin together with his own eyes. The feeling was far more uncomfortable than hearing what others said. His throat was tight, and when he was silent, he suddenly glanced out of the corner of his eye and noticed that Liang Zijin's figure appeared again at the entrance of the platform.
She was wearing a black coat, holding the skirt of her coat in one hand and holding a mobile phone in the other. Her eyes... were looking towards him.
Luo Xiangdong, who was sitting in the car, was not nervous. He was thinking, could she see him
She went to the supermarket and soon walked back carrying a shopping bag. After crossing the road, she deliberately went around to the back of the taxi just to take a look at him in the car.
Luo Xiangdong leaned back subconsciously, hiding his face behind the light.
After all, Liang Zijin didn't have the nerve to take a closer look, so he just passed her by.
At one glance, he agreed to only look at her once. Now that he has seen her one more time, he should go back satisfied, right
But... there seemed to be a hole in his heart, and there was no sense of satisfaction at all. Instead, it felt empty and made him feel weak.
He stared at the entrance to the second floor platform in trance, watching Liang Zijin turn up from below. After her figure appeared, she inexplicably looked down and glanced at his position.
Luo Xiangdong's heart lifted again. Did she see it? Or did you guess it
But after Liang Zijin glanced at the taxi, he then looked at the sky. Luo Xiangdong didn't know whether she did it accidentally or deliberately. He was just thinking greedily, whether Liang Zijin would go back again this time. Come out three times
The reason he had always been proud of was falling apart at this moment. He knew it was impossible, but he still persisted. This guarding lasted half the night.
If Luo Xiangdong hadn't given the driver a thousand yuan, the driver wouldn't have spent most of the night here with him. In the second half of the night, the driver fell asleep directly on the steering wheel. And Luo Xiangdong was still looking at the location on the second floor without blinking.
After dawn, Luo Xiangdong returned to Night City. He didn't know whether he was heartbroken when he saw Liang Zijin and Ji Guanxin together, or whether he was feeling guilty and afraid that Kuang Yiyang would discover his sneaking here.
It was only around four o'clock in the afternoon when he returned to Night City. Zheng Zeyu called him and asked him to come out to play. Luo Xiangdong didn't sleep all day and night. When he went to see Zheng Zeyu and the others, his face turned blue and his eyes were red.
Zheng Zeyu asked: "What's wrong with you?"
Luo Xiangdong didn't say anything. He just sat on the sofa alone, picked up the wine glass in front of him, and started drinking himself without saying a word.
Seeing this, Wei Zheng and Qin Yichuan were both stunned. The former said: "You have been showing off your strength recently. What happened?"
After returning from the United States, Luo Xiangdong had no time to get together with them. Naturally, they didn't know what happened recently.
All kinds of wine, all kinds of colors, like mixed poison, poured down the throat cup after cup. Luo Xiangdong felt uncomfortable in his heart, but he had brought this heartache on himself. It was like a mute eating Coptis chinensis, unable to speak even if he had a mouth to speak.
After not sleeping all day and night, there was nothing in his stomach, and he drank a lot of wine. Luo Xiangdong quickly became drunk.
Wei Zheng and the others helped him to rest in the guest room upstairs. In the dim room, Luo Xiangdong opened his eyes suddenly. He had just had a dream. In the dream, he, Liang Zijin, Wei Zheng, Zheng Zeyu and Qin Yichuan were sitting together drinking and eating with Wang Laowu.
She sat next to him and called him 'Brother Dong' with a smile. This sound of Brother Dong immediately shocked Luo Xiangdong and opened his eyes from his sleep.
"Zi Jin..."
There was a slight lump in his throat, and Luo Xiangdong couldn't distinguish between dreams and reality for ten seconds.
Fighting back his headache, he turned over and sat up, turning on the bedside lamp. Under the warm yellow light, he found his mobile phone, then without saying a word, he found Liang Zijin's phone number and called him.
"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off. Sorry..."
The number saved in his mobile phone was still the one she originally used. She no longer uses this number.
It was a dream. It turned out that the way she called him Brother Dong with a smile was just a dream.
How persistent should you be to think about your dream
Luo Xiangdong clutched the phone tightly, feeling so distressed that he almost sobbed.
I miss her so much, I really miss her so much.
No one except Luo Xiangdong knew that he appeared in Liangcheng two nights in a row. It was not that he stayed in Liangcheng directly for two days, but that he couldn't help but run there again after returning to Yecheng.
Still sitting in the taxi, Luo Xiangdong waited and waited in the downstairs of Liang Zijin's house. When he saw that the lights were not turned on in her home, he knew that she hadn't come back yet.
After waiting for a long time, Liang Yunfei's car drove over from across the road. Liang Zijin got off the car and went to the small supermarket across the road.
Luo Xiangdong's eyes followed Liang Zijin's figure. The door of the supermarket was made of glass, and he could clearly see her talking to the store owner.
A few minutes later, she walked out of the supermarket carrying two large bags of stuff. In the winter in the Northeast, the ground was completely covered with ice. She wore a pair of stiletto high-heeled boots and took small steps on the road.
Seeing a taxi coming in front, it was driving very fast, heading towards Liang Zijin in the middle of the road. She was also anxious and wanted to take a few steps quickly, but her feet slipped and she fell directly in the middle of the road.
The taxi on the other side braked suddenly, its tires squealing against the ice. That is to say, the brakes were applied early, so the front of the car was still some distance away from Liang Zijin. However, Luo Xiangdong was so panicked that his heart almost jumped out of his chest. Without saying a word, he opened the car door and ran in her direction.
At this moment, Luo Xiangdong forgot that his appearance would not make her happy, but would only make her angry and disgusted.
She and the taxi driver who frightened her so much that she fell to the ground could still be on good terms with each other. But when she got to him, she wasn't even willing to say a word to him. No, not only was she unwilling to talk to him, she didn't even like his touch. She would rather stand up from her knees on the ice than accept his support.
She bought a glass can in the supermarket. The bag fell to the ground, and the glass bottle inside was also broken. She bent down with a sullen face, reaching out to try to take out the glass fragments in the bag. As you can imagine, the fragments cut her hand, and her fingertips immediately oozed bright red.
He didn't dare to touch her anymore, so he had to bend down to help her carry the bag, but she refused to do so, so she simply snatched the bag over and kept it at his feet. There was a crashing sound, and the glass bottle shattered completely.
After all, she was still irritated by his sudden arrival.
He hoped to talk to her calmly, but her words were full of thorns, which pricked him all over.
She said: "I don't want to see you here again, and I don't want others to misunderstand you when they see you."
These words immediately touched Luo Xiangdong's weakness, and Ji Guanxin's face popped up in his mind almost instinctively.
So without thinking, he quickly asked: "Are you afraid that Ji Guanxin will see me coming? Do you really think that Ji Guanxin came to Liangcheng to do your best?!"
He was so angry, angry that she was with Ji Guanxin, and he was afraid that Ji Guanxin would lie to her and hurt her, but he was even more afraid... Ji Guanxin was serious.
When Liang Zijin heard this, he told him with ridicule and frustration: "I only have one share of love. This time, I will give it to the person who loves me the most."
She no longer was angry with him, but tried to retaliate against him as if nothing had happened.
Luo Xiangdong really wanted to tell her that she had succeeded, and he finally felt the pain of a thousand arrows piercing his heart.
Looking at her decisive back as she turned around and left, Luo Xiangdong thought of those cans she threw in the middle of the road. Today, he is like a can that she has discarded. Even though she wanted him at first, she doesn't want him now.
After standing downstairs at Liang Zijin's house for a long time, even the taxi driver couldn't help but come down and say to him: "It's too cold. Come get in the car and warm yourself up. Where do you want to go later?"
Where does he want to go? Luo Xiangdong was silent for a while and then said: "Fu Lai Hotel."
After Luo Xiangdong arrived at the hotel, he went straight to Ji Guanxin's room upstairs. He rang the doorbell and stood waiting at the door. Not long after, Ji Guanxin opened the door inside. He was talking on the phone with his cell phone. When he saw Luo Xiangdong, he just raised his eyes and said to the person on the other end of the phone: "Zijin... go to bed quickly. Don't forget to make an early breakfast tomorrow." Come over here, I don’t even know how to bring a few pairs of underwear.”
Luo Xiangdong looked at Ji Guanxin's raised lips. He knew in his heart that Ji Guanxin was deliberately angry with him, but he couldn't help but darken his face, and the veins on his forehead loomed in anger.
Before hanging up the phone, Ji Guanxin said in a gentle and doting voice: "I know, good night, I will miss you."
Ji Guanxin hung up the phone and looked at Luo Xiangdong in front of him. There was no surprise in his eyes at all. He just said with a half-smile, "What are you doing here?"