When Ando Keji went to the hospital to visit Ji Guanxin, he saw several young nurses gathered together in the corridor and talking about something. See him coming. A familiar nurse greeted him with a smile: "Jie Si, are you here to see Xiaoxin?"
Because Ji Guanxin often teases these young nurses, they all call him Xiaoxin in private.
Jie Si nodded, and then asked: "How is he today?"
The little nurse replied: "Are you talking about your physical condition or your mood?"
Jie Si heard this. He couldn't help but raise his eyes slightly. Then he said: "Is he in a bad mood?"
The little nurse replied vaguely: "Maybe. When I went in to give him the injection today, he was very cooperative. He didn't say anything to me."
Jie Si asked: "What happened?"
The little nurse shook her head: "It's nothing. Everything is the same as yesterday. I don't know why Xiaoxin is unhappy."
Jie Si walked to the door of the ward, wanting to go in and see Ji Guanxin. Another young nurse behind him stopped him: "Jie Si..."
Jie Si turned to look at her: "Is something wrong?"
"I heard that you speak Chinese, can you teach me?"
Jie Si smiled and replied: "Chinese is difficult to learn. I am always learning."
The little nurse said: "I have a Chinese song that I like. But I don't know the lyrics. Can you help teach me?"
Jie Si asked: "What song?"
The little nurse said: "I just like you."
When Jie Si heard this, he couldn't help but show a surprised expression. Until another person spoke up: "We went in to give Xiaoxin an injection ten times. He listened to the same song nine times. We also thought it sounded very good, but we didn't speak Chinese, so we wanted to learn it. "
"Jie Si, can you take the time to teach us?"
The young nurses all looked at Jie Si with pious and admiring faces. Jie Si said truthfully: "Chinese also has many dialects, just like our Tokyo dialect and Osaka dialect. "I Just Like You" is in Cantonese, which is different from Chinese. There are a lot of them, and I can’t do them either.”
"Ah?" Hearing this, the young nurses all looked disappointed.
Seeing this, Jie Si could only smile and said, "Well, let me ask Guan Xin. If he has time to teach me, I will teach you again."
After appeasing the hearts of a group of young nurses, Jie Si knocked on the door and entered Ji Guanxin's ward. Ji Guanxin planned to live here permanently, so there was a complete home theater in the living room as soon as he entered. At this time, Ji Guanxin was wearing a sky blue sweater and light-colored casual pants, sitting on the sofa in the living room and playing games alone.
Looking up and seeing Jie Si, Ji Guanxin said: "Come on, I'm worried that it's boring to play alone."
Jie Si said: "I have never seen anyone recuperate and become like you."
Ji Guanxin stared at the huge screen, holding a simulated sniper rifle in his hand. While playing the game, he said: "Your uncle told me to adjust my mood. He said that a good mood is the most important thing. I don't work hard." What about adjustment?”
Jie Si glanced at the screen. Ji Guanxin was playing a gun game. He shot his head with a gun, and the screen was full of blood.
"Even if you are playing games, can you play something less bloody and violent? Being too excited can also affect your heart."
Ji Guanxin didn't look at Jie Si, and just said calmly: "If you can get sick by playing a fake game, then it's better to go out and wait for death. Why waste time here."
Ji Guanxin speaks very good Japanese, so he can always express exactly what he wants to express. After hearing this, Jie Si felt it was harsh and uncomfortable, so he took the initiative to change the subject and said, "I just sent away a bunch of your female fans at the door."
"What?" Ji Guanxin said seriously and didn't understand for a while.
Jie Si said: "Have you often listened to a song called "I Just Like You". Now all the nurses in the hospital are fascinated by it. They wanted me to teach them Chinese outside just now."
Ji Guanxin didn't have any strange expression on his face, he just followed his words and said, "Then you can teach me. Maybe you can meet a beautiful girl and fall in love along the way."
After saying that, he took the time to wink at Keiji.
Jie Si was not led away by him, but looked at him and asked: "Why do you like this song so much?"
Ji Guanxin stared at the screen, took aim, and then shot the headshot. Opening his thin lips, he replied: "Because this song has 'Qianzhi' in it."
He made it clear that he avoided the important and ignored the important, and said: "But this song also contains 'I like you'."
After finishing speaking, he paused for a few seconds and asked again: "You have been unwilling to come to Japan for medical treatment before, but this time you suddenly came here and are so cooperative. Did something happen to you in Night City? Where is your girlfriend?"
"separated."
Ji Guanxin squinted his eyes slightly. In fact, he didn't use a scope, but because he didn't want to face Jie Si's confused face, he had to pretend to squint at the scope, and then shot the people on the screen one by one.
He said it calmly, but Jie Si was particularly surprised because he knew that Ji Guanxin had previously refused to stay in Japan for long-term treatment because he couldn't let go of his girlfriend who was still in Night City.
Just when he was about to speak, Ji Guanxin suddenly put down the sniper rifle in his hand, looked at him sideways and said, "Since when did you become so fond of gossip? I asked you to come here to play games with me, not to give me an interview." ”
After saying that, he threw a gun to Jieji.
Jieji didn't say anything, took the gun, adjusted the two-player version, and the two of them played together.
Looking at the bright red explosion that filled the screen, Ji Guanxin no longer concentrated on the game at some point. Shooting and killing have become instinctive, and he suddenly thought of Liang Zijin in his heart.
She can speak several languages, but cannot learn Cantonese, so she has always admired people who speak Cantonese well.
I still remember the first time he sang "I Just Like You" to her, she stood outside the recording studio and looked at him, her eyes full of adoration, which made him feel itchy.
After that, he sang Cantonese songs to her all day long, but the one she liked to listen to the most was "I Just Like You".
Thinking of Liang Zijin, Ji Guanxin began to hum almost unconsciously: "The sadness can't go away, the depression can't go away, why is my heart empty, my feelings have been lost, everything is lost, I am filled with hatred and sorrow that cannot be eliminated."
"Why do you always say that sentence? Why will my heart never die? I understand that it is wrong to lose everything in love. Why do I like you anyway?"
Jie Si had heard Ji Guanxin play this song and also heard him sing it before, but this time, for some reason, Ji Guanxin's singing made Jie Si feel sad.
In fact, Jie Si didn't understand the meaning of this song, so he was playing with it. He was lost in thought for a while, and before he could react, the words came out before he realized it: "I just like you, what do the lyrics mean?"
He thought Ji Guanxin would translate it directly for him, but Ji Guanxin told him a story.
"There is a man who boasts that he will never fall in love with any woman in his life, so when he approaches a woman with such a mentality, he has no scruples and even no defense at all. Maybe it is because he is unprepared. , so when he gradually realized that he had missed, protected, and finally possessed this woman, it was too late. "
"This man originally wanted to use her to suppress another man, but later he discovered that he was no longer simply using her, but instinctively wanted to be with her. So he tried his best to treat her well and coax her. She is happy, as long as she can be with her, it doesn’t matter even if she is violently threatened by her poisonous snake every day.”
"A man wants to pamper her for a lifetime, but he himself doesn't know how long his life is. Is it five years? Three years? Or tomorrow? The day after tomorrow..."
Ji Guanxin had been holding the sniper rifle, but at some point his vision blurred. He couldn't see the person on the screen clearly, and the fingers holding the handle were trembling slightly.
Jie Si could hear Ji Guanxin's choking, but he didn't turn to look at him. He just whispered: "Did you break up with her because of your health? You should tell her that if she knew, she would accompany you to Japan." of."
Ji Guanxin's answer to Jie Si was not spoken, but sung.
His throat was obviously tight, but he still sang stubbornly: "Love is already a burden, loving each other feels like suffering, and my heart is now full of bitter tears. The old love is like drunkenness, but now I am afraid of pursuing you again, but I want to see you crazily..."
After singing, Ji Guanxin translated it again in Japanese with Jie Si. He said: "She has someone she loves more in her heart, and there is no reason for me to involve her with her illness. I can feel that she is very tired when she is with me. It really fits the lyrics: Love is already a burden, and loving each other is like a burden." Suffer it. Jie Si, you know, I really tried my best to love her..."
However, she never fell in love with him.
This was the first time Jie Si saw Ji Guanxin shed tears. After he came to Japan, even though the whole hospital knew how serious his condition was, everyone was cautious at first, but Ji Guanxin could eat and sleep alone, and he was heartless.
He thought Ji Guanxin was a breeze, but he didn't expect that he was heartbroken, but he didn't know it.
I am as proud as ever, and there are times when I am so wronged that I shed tears. Jie Si finally knew why he felt uncomfortable just after hearing Ji Guanxin sing.
I just like someone, but I can't get it.
There is someone who I want to see so much, but I have to hide far away from her.
The person Ji Guanxin wanted to see so much but couldn't. Later, Jie Si went to Night City and signed up for the tour group Liang Zijin was in. He gave her two starry sky lollipops, hoping she would think of Ji Guanxin.
At that time, he asked her in the car: "Your current boyfriend, is he the one you love most?"
Her answer was so sure, and the light in her eyes was dazzling.
Jie Si replied: "I understand."
He knew why Ji Guanxin left Ye City and hid in Japan.
When Liang Zijin saw Jie Si, she did think of Ji Guanxin, but she didn't expect that the world is so big, and there was someone who wanted to see her, but couldn't, so he had to send someone to Ye City to see her and see if she was Are you living a good life and still happy