If Luo Xiangdong had to choose, he would rather suffer in longing until death. He also didn’t want Liang Zijin to come back to Yecheng again.
He was afraid that if he got too close to her, he would be uncontrollably tempted to get close to her. He was even more afraid of Kuang Yiyang, who was now like a time bomb. He had been tortured to the point of going crazy by Kuang Yiyang, and he didn't want Liang Zijin to see what Kuang Yiyang looked like now. Like him, he was torn in two by guilt and helplessness.
But she. Still came back, not for him, but for Ji Guanxin.
Luo Xiangdong will remember it for the rest of his life. When he drove to the downstairs of her house to look for her. She wore a new coat from Ji Guan and came back from outside the community carrying vegetables.
This look makes her look like a casual housewife who grabbed a piece of her man's clothes. Go out and buy some vegetables and meat to cook at home.
She had never looked like this in front of him. And he couldn't stand the fact that Ji Guanxin slept in her house.
Ji Guanxin said, as long as he is willing. Liang Zijin will definitely fall in love with him.
this moment. Luo Xiangdong felt that all his reason and forbearance had been defeated by a coat on Liang Zijin.
He was so angry that he felt like he was about to kill someone. Even though he knew he had no qualifications, he was still like a jealous husband, gritting his teeth and scolding her: "Liang Zijin, you spent all your time thinking about getting into my bed, but now you can't get into my bed." Go, turn around and sleep with Ji Guanxin, don’t you think it’s disgusting?”
How long had he been separated from her
Thinking of the several times she had taken the initiative to embrace her before, thinking of her charming and silky appearance, and thinking of her body that almost possessed him... All of these things now have been handed over to Ji Guanxin !
Luo Xiangdong grabbed Liang Zijin's collar and wished he could kill her directly. He could say no matter how ugly the words were, but when he was really sad, he just said: "Shameless!"
God knows he didn't want to scold her, but was angry that she would end everything between them in this way.
How could she be so cruel...
But Luo Xiangdong forgot that Liang Zijin had given them all to him the most shameless times in his life, but he just didn't want them. So she couldn't speak, she just raised her hand and gave him a loud slap in the face.
Many of the first times in Luo Xiangdong's life fell into Liang Zijin's hands. The first time I loved someone, the first time I hurt my family, the first time I cried, the first time I went crazy, the first time I was beaten by a woman...
The two people who have reached the end of their rope can only look at each other with hatred.
After Luo Xiangdong finished cursing and getting angry, his eyes were filled with emptiness. But Liang Zijin fought back in an orderly manner. She first mocked him for being interested in the person his nephew liked, and then told him, even if Ji Guanxin was playing tricks on me, I would admit it.
If these were enough to make Luo Xiangdong regretful and angry to the point of going crazy, then her last move was undoubtedly the straw that broke the camel's back.
If she wants to hurt someone, she will definitely make the other person worse than dead.
She softened her voice and said to him: "Brother Dong, for the sake of our good relationship before, please don't disturb my life anymore. I really want to have a good relationship with Ji Guanxin."
The sentence "Brother Dong" evoked all the beautiful memories of his past; the sentence "I want to be good with Ji Guanxin" completely cut off their past and future.
Luo Xiangdong looked at Liang Zijin in front of him. She was clearly standing in front of him, but he felt that she was so far away from him. Within reach, yet out of reach.
After all, she was more cruel. He forced her to leave and hurt her heart, but he still stayed where he was. And she never thought about looking back after taking that step.
She was wearing Ji Guanxin's coat, which made his eyes wet.
He finally lost her.
After this time, when I saw Liang Zijin again, he accidentally drove to the door of the community where she lived. He said it was unintentional, but he stopped in front of the community for more than two hours.
He said those words, knowing that it was impossible anymore, and he didn't know why he came here.
Maybe he really owed too much love debt, so God wanted to punish him in such an extreme way.
Luo Xiangdong sat in the car, looking into the community in trance. He never thought that he would really see Liang Zijin, and... she was still crying.
In the dark night, her crying and walking figure attracted his attention almost instantly, and at the same time, it grabbed his heart. Without thinking, he immediately got out of the car and strode towards her.
He stopped her and asked her what happened, but she just looked at him with aggrieved eyes, and then a few seconds later, she suddenly burst into tears.
She was a crybaby, and he couldn't remember how many times he had seen her cry. In the past, he just felt bored when a woman cried in front of him, but seeing her cry, no matter whether she cried loudly or shed a few tears, it always made him feel soft and distressed.
So even though he knew she no longer belonged to him, he still held her in his arms.
He thought that she would be happier with Ji Guanxin than when she was with him, but now that he saw her suffering silently alone, Luo Xiangdong wanted to beat Ji Guanxin to death.
He was very concerned about how she had been wronged, but she naturally ignored his question and asked him about Kuang Yiyang.
Seeing the calmness in her eyes, it seemed that she no longer cared about him. Luo Xiangdong's heart became heavier and heavier, and he could only wait until one day he fell completely into the abyss and was shattered into pieces.
Kuang Yiyang is now a broken man, and he gets whatever is not good for him. Liang Zijin wanted to help him detoxify, but Luo Xiangdong just wanted her to stay away.
Many mistakes started from him. Kuang Yiyang was right, he knowingly committed the crime, so he ended up like this and did not deserve the pity of others.
It was quiet that night, and there were only two of them at the gate of the community. Luo Xiangdong looked at her red and swollen eyes. He had a lot to say, but when the words came to his lips, he just said softly: "Zijin, I'm sorry."
He had almost never said these three words to anyone before. Ever since he met her, he had made her say it countless times.
She still has many common problems among women, such as being short-tempered, but every time as long as he gives in, she will forgive him generously.
This time, too. There was no persistence in her eyes to be with him, and there was only a helplessness in her eyes that she was too tired to give up.
She said: "Let the past be forgotten."
Forget it, it was like wildfire, burning up all the past between them. The good and the bad.
That night was the first time in a long time that their meeting was not tense. But Luo Xiangdong and Liang Zijin knew in their hearts that just like a couple who stayed together without quarreling, it was not a symbol of love, but just indifference. If you don't even bother to argue, why talk about feelings
If Liang Zijin was more cruel, less obsessed with old friendships, less sentimental, and no longer obsessed with Kuang Yiyang who fell for her, maybe Luo Xiangdong could really never see her again and live separately.
But if she really did this, then she would no longer be Liang Zijin.
At that time, Liang Zijin also wanted to look forward, try to forget the past and start over.
But the prerequisite for starting over is to pay off the debts owed in the past. Regardless of how Kuang Yiyang became what he is today, or how closely he was related to her, after all, they met once and had a relationship for more than four years. She couldn't pretend that nothing happened.
In this world, there is not only love between men and women, but also many emotions that are equally important as love, such as family affection and friendship.
Kuang Yiyang was a friend and younger brother to Liang Zijin, and she could not just watch him go to hell.
She is not a saint, and she has never wanted to save the world. She is just an ordinary person. Her family has taught her to cherish old feelings since she was a child, and she just wants to do her best and doesn't want to have any regrets in her heart.
On the day she returned to Night City University with Kuang Yiyang, Liang Zijin was drunk a lot by his friend. When she was bent over and vomiting outside the KTV door, she didn't expect to see Luo Xiangdong when she raised her eyes.
Luo Xiangdong did not find someone to monitor her, but asked someone to watch Kuang Yiyang, and accidentally knew that she was brought here by Kuang Yiyang.
Now he only has one thought in his heart, to make her live better and feel better. No one can make her sad, not even Kuang Yiyang.
So he loudly told Kuang Yiyang in front of him: "From now on, I will decide on Liang Zijin, whatever you want!"
Knowing that he could never afford Liang Zijin again, he just wanted Kuang Yiyang to let go and stop torturing Liang Zijin if anything came at him in the future.
He dragged her into the car, but not long after the car started driving, she felt motion sick and wanted to vomit.
She may never be able to cure her motion sickness.
Liang Zijin was retching on the side of the road and refused to take the car again. Luo Xiangdong half-forced her to lift her onto his back. At first she was still a little conscious, so she resisted vocally, but not long after, she lay on his back and fell asleep.
It was a weekend, and all the hotels near the school were full. Luo Xiangdong carried Liang Zijin on his back and walked a thousand meters, two thousand meters or further... The school was all uphill all the way to the right. Luo Xiangdong carried Liang Zijin on his back, and the sweat on his forehead dripped down his eyelashes. He felt like He was a coolie on the dock, but even though he was extremely tired, he felt extremely at ease.
Just keep walking like this until you collapse from exhaustion and until you can't walk anymore.
Liang Zijin also slept soundly, even snoring behind Luo Xiangdong's back. Luo Xiangdong almost walked from the campus to the nearby bustling area before he found a hotel with rooms.
Ignoring the surprised look from the hotel front desk, he took her into the only room.
The moment he placed her on the bed, Luo Xiangdong was so sore that his muscles were trembling while sitting on the edge of the bed.
There are no white lights in the small hotel, the only light is the warm yellow light at the head of the bed. He looked at Liang Zijin who had fallen asleep and couldn't take his eyes away for a long time.
He hated the feeling of sweat on his body, so he would have taken a shower long ago, but now, he was staring at Liang Zijin until the sweat turned cold.
Unknowingly, he raised his hand, gently brushed her cheek and hair, and then said in a very low voice: "Zijin, I love you..."