How does it feel to give up someone you have loved for many years
There is no need to think of him all the time and care about what he is doing at this moment. With whom. Do you think of her? You don’t need to turn on your phone 24 hours a day. Whenever the phone rings, the first person that comes to mind is him. You don’t need to be elated just because of his smile and a few sweet words. Nor will he cry alone because of his bad temper and neglect.
No need to sing love songs while drunk. His face fills my mind, let alone seeing him in my dreams again. Imagine what it would be like for her to be with him.
Loving someone will also form a habit. Now, this habit needs to be eliminated. Lu Yao only felt that this was not asking her to make a decision. But it took her life.
Everyone can tell the truth, but I have never seen anyone who can live like a textbook and chicken soup for the soul. At the very least, Lu Yao couldn't do it.
Keep your eyes open until dawn. Tears wet the pillowcase under my head several times. She pinched the corners of the quilt to hold back from making a sound. I was afraid of waking up Xu Yingjia who was in the same bed.
Xu Yingjia originally wanted to talk to Lu Yao. But Lu Yao didn't want to talk, she was a cruel person. She will definitely do what she decides, even if this decision costs her half her life.
Now she decided to let go of Jian Chengli. So even if her heart hurts and twitches, she can still treat it as her last night of indulgence. Tonight, she was going to be willful, miss him unscrupulously, and recall all their past, good and bad. Because after tonight, she wouldn't allow herself to think about it anymore.
In summer, when it dawned early, Xu Yingjia vaguely heard some sounds. She opened her eyes in a daze and found that there was no one around her. There was light coming from outside the curtains. She turned over and saw that the bathroom light was on and the sound of water running could be heard from inside.
I took the phone and took a look. It was only 5:40 in the morning.
Xu Yingjia couldn't sleep and lay on the bed waiting for Lu Yao to come out.
Lu Yao didn't blow her hair and came out after a while wearing new clothes. Seeing Xu Yingjia's eyes open, she asked aloud: "Did I wake you up?"
When he opened his mouth, his voice was completely mute.
It was just one night. Xu Yingjia looked sideways and saw that Lu Yao's face was still fair, but her eyes were swollen and looked like she had single eyelids.
Turning over and sitting up, Xu Yingjia whispered: "You cried again last night."
Lu Yao sat on the edge of the bed, took off the towel on her head, wiped her hair, and answered the question: "I got up early today. I will go down to buy breakfast later. What do you and auntie want to eat?"
Xu Yingjia looked at Lu Yao's narrow shoulders and slender arms, and then thought of her crying but making no sound last night while looking at the direction Jian Chengli left.
His throat suddenly choked, Xu Yingjia frowned and said, "Call Jian Chengli and tell him everything, how much you have loved him over the years and how many things you have done for him."
Compared to Xu Yingjia's excitement, Lu Yao sat beside the bed as calmly as if the matter had nothing to do with her.
Her pink lips parted slightly, and she replied in a hoarse voice: "Don't mention this again in the future. From now on, he is just my brother."
Hearing this, Xu Yingjia looked at Lu Yao intently, trying to see some expression on her face, even if it was painful.
But after Lu Yao's baptism all night last night, her face was now expressionless. She didn't cry, let alone make a fuss, she was just as pale as a painting. If she didn't move, Xu Yingjia would think she was fake.
For a moment, Xu Yingjia didn't know how to persuade her. In the past, she always told Lu Yao to give up and stop loving Jian Chengli secretly. But now that Lu Yao has really given up, she feels something is wrong.
After thinking for a while, Xu Yingjia came back to her senses. What she wanted was for Lu Yao to give up willingly, but now Lu Yao was forced to give up. She had no choice but to give up. Seeing Lu Yao feeling uncomfortable but not saying anything, Xu Yingjia also felt wronged for her.
Lu Yao wiped her hair until it was half dry and let it hang loosely. Xu Yingjia said: "Wait for me for a while, and I will go downstairs with you."
Just after six o'clock in the morning, the two of them left the house together. There is a place selling breakfast near the community, and the two of them walked home carrying steamed buns, fried dough sticks and three boxes of porridge.
On the way, Lu Yao didn't speak. Xu Yingjia knew that under her peaceful face, her heart must be in unbearable pain. I really want to say a few words of comfort, but for this kind of thing, who knows who is hurting, and what others say is just talk on paper.
In order to ease the atmosphere, Xu Yingjia took the initiative and said, "China Mobile will not open until eight in the morning. After dinner, we will buy a mobile phone for you first, and then go to China Mobile to transfer the phone card."
"Um."
"If you have nothing urgent, we can go shopping directly after we finish our work. I haven't gone shopping in a long time."
"good."
"I also want to dye my hair. Recently, I read online about the popular hair colors. I want to dye my hair a thin vine color. Do you think it will look good?"
"Go and ask when the time comes."
Xu Yingjia really tried her best to tease Lu Yao. He didn't expect to make her forget anything, but he just hoped that she wouldn't keep thinking about it.
Lu Yao also cooperated to the best of her ability. It wasn't that she was indifferent, but her heart was throbbing every minute. She didn't even have the strength to speak.
After returning home, Xu Yingjia took out the key and opened the door. As soon as the door opened, Xu's mother, who was sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV, stood up. As she walked towards the entrance, she said, "Where were you two children so early in the morning? When I opened the door, both of you were Gone."
Xu Yingjia said: "Yao Yao must go downstairs to buy you breakfast."
Xu's mother came forward, took the things in their hands, and said repeatedly: "Oh, I can buy breakfast when I go downstairs, what are you two doing up so early?"
Lu Yao wore glasses on her face. She smiled and said, "It's okay, auntie, let's just get up early and exercise."
Seeing Lu Yao's red and swollen eyes and her hoarse voice, Xu's mother hurriedly asked: "Why are you crying?"
Xu Yingjia interrupted: "Mom, don't ask, Yaoyao's family affairs have been settled now."
Xu's mother was also a good person, so she immediately responded, greeted the two of them to come in, and then carried the bag to the kitchen.
Xu Yingjia went back to the room first, and Lu Yao was alone in the living room. The TV is on, showing the morning social news channel. The latest news is playing above.
The reporter said: "At around 8:10 last night, a burglary occurred at the Home Inn on Hengyuan Road. According to the feedback from hotel guests last night, at the time of the incident, a group of people came into the lobby of the Home Inn, saying they wanted to They found a female guest and claimed that the female guest was being coerced by gangsters at this time and asked the hotel to take immediate measures. However, the manager on duty at Home Inn that night refused these requests on the grounds that he was afraid of disturbing the guests. A dispute arose until the police arrived, holding a search warrant, and sealed off the entire hotel. They searched each room and finally found the female guest. She was only slightly injured and lost some of her belongings. Her life was not serious. "
"According to our reporter's understanding, the victimized female resident is the girlfriend of Xinrui Entertainment boss Ji Guanxin. At the time of the incident, Ji Guanxin was also the first to arrive. For the sake of the victim's right to privacy protection, we will The heroine in the video below is mosaic played.”
The video was shot by someone using a mobile phone. It appears to be someone in the hotel lobby. It is unclear whether they are guests or staff. Ji Guanxin's face was not expressionless. He hugged the woman next to him, faced the person in charge of the hotel, and said with a gloomy and handsome face: "I'm sorry, not even a mute can say it. I don't need the two seconds you opened and closed your mouth." Zhong, give you twenty-four hours to give me and my girlfriend an acceptable answer."
The scene cut back to the studio, and the host on the stage began to comment on the hotel's safety measures with a serious face.
Xu's mother came out of the kitchen, carrying steamed buns, fried dough sticks and porridge.
Seeing Lu Yao standing in the living room, looking in the direction of the TV in a daze, she said: "The world is really chaotic now. You said something would happen in the hotel. Jiajia insisted on running out last night. I can't let her go in the future." She lives outside."
Lu Yao quickly turned around and helped Xu's mother place the dishes and chopsticks.
Xu Yingjia appeared in front of the bedroom door. She waved to Lu Yao: "Yao Yao, come here."
Xu's mother said: "What are you doing here to eat again?"
Xu Yingjia responded casually: "Right away."
Lu Yao walked into the bedroom, and Xu Yingjia closed the door. She anxiously took out her mobile phone and handed it to Lu Yao. Lu Yao lowered her head and saw that what happened last night made the headlines.
Compared with the merciless social news, those entertainment reporters just pointed at this to eat. There are videos of her not hitting horses and clear screenshots of the videos online.
There are a total of ten hot searches on Weibo, five of which are about last night’s events. The title of the first one reads: Ji Guan’s new girlfriend.
From the hot topics, we can see where people are paying attention to hot news nowadays. It was obviously a terrorist incident, but when it came to the entertainment section, it became so and so’s girlfriend that was the focus.
Lu Yao knew that the matter between her and Ji Guanxin could not be kept secret, so she stared at her phone twice and said calmly: "It will be fine in a few days."
Xu Yingjia subconsciously wanted to ask, what should Jian Chengli do
But when he looked up and saw the look in Lu Yao's eyes, it was really dead water. Xu Yingjia swallowed the words back in her stomach and said, "Let's take it one step at a time. Ji Guanxin will handle this matter."
The two of them left the room and sat at the dining table to eat with Xu's mother. Only halfway through the meal, Xu Yingjia's cell phone rang. It was Zhan Bai. She glanced at Lu Yao and said nothing else. She got up and walked into the room with her cell phone.
After beating for about ten minutes, she opened the door and came out.
Xu's mother said: "Come and eat quickly, it will be cold in a while."
Xu Yingjia had just sat down, but before her butt was warm, her phone rang again.
Xu's mother said: "Who is looking for you so early in the morning?"
Xu Yingjia handed the phone to Lu Yao. Lu Yao looked at the number and saw that it was Ji Guanxin.