With Love and Time

Chapter 69: It's your own fault

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I responded, and then asked: "Where is my mother and my milk?"

"It's inside."

I was about to go to the bedroom, but my dad was mumbling behind me: "I only know how to find your mother and your baby, but you don't know how to talk to me."

I turned my head and replied with a smile: "I'll talk to you later."

Pushing open the door, I saw my grandma lying on the hospital bed, my mother sitting on a chair nearby, and the two of them were chatting.

"Mom, Mom." I called out, then walked to the bedside, took my mom's hand and said, "Mom, you've been working hard all day, are you tired?"

My grandma smiled and replied: "I was talking to your mother about this. The service attitude of the doctors and nurses here is so good. The doctor calls me auntie, and the nurse calls me grandma." I went to various departments for check-ups. They were afraid that I would be tired, so they prepared a wheelchair for me and pushed me all the way.”

I looked at my grandma's happy face and said with a smile: "The service attitude of the hospital here has always been very good, unlike at home, where we have to beg them all the time."

My grandma held my hand, stared, and said seriously: "I know, those doctors and nurses told me that Wei Zheng is the son of the big boss of this hospital, and they are looking at Wei Zheng's face. Otherwise, you can take such good care of me."

After that, my mother looked at my mother as if she was afraid that I wouldn't believe it, and then said: "I wanted to ask your parents to go out to eat something at noon, but as soon as the meal arrived, a nurse came immediately There are six dishes and one soup, so we can eat here with peace of mind. If we want to eat anything in the future, just tell the nurse."

I smiled lightly and said, "Yeah, that's pretty good."

My mother was sitting across from me. She looked up at me and said, "Did you treat your boss to lunch?"

I replied with a calm face: "Eat, he invited me."

When my grandma heard this, her eyes widened again and she said loudly: "They are helping us, why do you let them treat you to dinner?"

My mother also showed a hint of dissatisfaction and said, "That's right."

I could only reply truthfully: "The place he took me to, one meal was more than half a month's salary. Do you think I can afford it?"

After the words fell, my mother and I were stunned for a moment.

They knew how much money I could earn in a month, so my grandma asked in surprise: "A meal costs more than three thousand?"

I said, "It's four thousand years old."

My grandma had to smile awkwardly, and then said: "Oh, that's really too expensive..."

My mother said, "If you don't have money, you should have told me and your father earlier. They have helped us so much, so it is reasonable for you to treat them to a meal and ask them to pay for it. You don't know how to do anything."

I pursed my lips and said nothing, thinking about the favor I owed Luo Xiangdong. Can I repay it with just one meal

Hey, I feel tired.

My grandma pulled my hand, looked at me and said, "Jinjin, do you have a good relationship with your boss? He helps us and treats you to dinner. Isn't he trying to get you to order something?"

Hearing this, my mother also raised her eyes and looked at me. Fortunately, our family style has always been like this - straightforward and straightforward. You won’t feel embarrassed if you ask and answer whatever you want.

I replied aloud: "Mistress, when you came here before, did you see the car our boss drove? It cost more than five million to buy it all. Even if I were sold, I couldn't even afford four tires. Besides, he’s good-looking, and he’s not a fat-headed middle-aged man. What do you think he can do for me?”

My grandma said seriously: "That's not what you said. There are many bosses who have unspoken rules for their subordinates. I'm afraid he will have some ideas about you."

I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so I replied aloud: "Nai, don't worry, he and I have a pure superior-subordinate relationship."

After a pause, in order to eliminate my worries, I added: "He has a girlfriend."

Hearing this, my grandma first breathed a sigh of relief and nodded, then seemed to think of something again, and said quickly: "I have a girlfriend, and you also have a boyfriend, so you should be more careful, don't let people on both sides get confused when the time comes. Misunderstand."

When I suddenly heard the word boyfriend, the smile on my face froze. I quickly looked away and pretended to rub my breasts and legs without answering.

My mother also interrupted and said to my grandma: "Mom, you have been tired for a long day. Talk less and rest more. Zijin and I will go out and chat for a while."

My grandma nodded: "Go ahead. You two haven't seen each other for half a year. Let's talk more."

My mother took me out of the bedroom. When my father saw the two of us, he said, "We're done talking so quickly?"

There was no smile on my mother's face, she seemed a little unhappy, and she replied aloud: "Mom always brings up things about Zijin's boyfriend. Isn't this just adding salt to the child's wounds? I'll find something to say to him as soon as possible." ”

Hearing this, my dad's face also looked a little embarrassed, and he said loudly: "Our mother doesn't know yet."

My mother sat on the sofa and sighed and replied, "I just can't say anything if I don't know, but my mother always has to mention it."

My parents love me, especially my dad, who dotes on me the most. When they first found out that I was in love with Chen Wenhang, they went to see Chen Wenhang for a drink and chat in private. As a result, Chen Wenhang was drunk and confused, and his father Mom drove me back.

Chen Wenhang and I broke up for such a long time. Only my mother dared to ask a few questions when she saw that I was in a good mood occasionally. My father never asked a question from beginning to end. I know it's not that he doesn't care, it's just that I've grown up and there are some things he doesn't know how to express to me.

I sat between my parents and took the initiative to hold their hands. I said, "Don't worry about me. I'm fine. When I'm free in the evening, I'll take you back to where I live now. I'll be fine." ”

I deliberately said it exaggeratedly, with a smile on my face, but as I spoke, a sudden surge of sourness and grievance came over me, and I couldn't help but feel my eyes getting red.

My mother shed tears when she saw me like this. She held my hand tightly and cursed in a low voice: "What's going on with Chen Wenhang? It just so happened that we came to Night City this time and we had to meet him in person." , ask him what he means!"

When I mention Chen Wenhang, my heart feels a dull pain. The feeling cannot be described in words.

People always remember their first time very clearly, and my first time falling in love, my first confession, my first holding hands, my first kiss... countless firsts were all done with Chen Wenhang.

He carried so many firsts for me that when I broke up with him for the first time, I couldn't forget so many firsts at the same time. Those once beautiful things have instantly turned into poison that corrodes my internal organs. Every night I toss and turn, I will be awakened by the poison. I can't sleep. I am angry and hateful. I am so hateful that I can now pretend to be innocent in front of others. It looks like nothing is wrong, but after all, I haven't practiced to the point of perfection.

In front of my family, my defense and cover-up were so weak that I was vulnerable to a single blow.

I saw my dad look away, and he said in a deep voice: "You're still fucking against him. Your mother has been stopping me from calling Chen Wenhang, saying that you two should solve the problem yourself. Now I'm going to I want to see if his wings have grown stronger and he promised to take care of my daughter!"

I knew that my dad had Chen Wenhang's contact information, so I almost subconsciously held his hand and said nervously: "Dad, don't call him."

My dad tilted his head and didn't look at me. He raised his other hand, wiped his eyes, and then turned to me and said, "Zijin, you made things clear today. Don't be afraid, the sky will fall. There’s a dad!”

I couldn't hold back the tears any longer and started falling down.

I wanted to clench my fists, but found that both hands were being held by my parents.

My mother held my hand tightly and wiped my tears while saying: "Don't cry..."

In fact, she cried harder than me.

I feel extremely uncomfortable in my heart, not only because of Chen Wenhang, but also because I am angry with myself, because I am useless, and now I have made my parents feel wronged and uncomfortable with me.

Holding back tears, I stretched out my hand to wipe my face, and then pretended to be calm and replied: "Dad, Mom, you really don't need to call Chen Wenhang. I already told him when we broke up. From now on, We will never interact until death."

My mother asked with red eyes: "Did Chen Wenhang fall in love with someone else?"

A woman's sixth sense is always very accurate, and it has nothing to do with age.

My heart trembled, and I couldn't tell what it felt like.

After a long silence, I replied: "He fell in love with someone else..."

My mother frowned, and my father was so angry that his hands were trembling. He looked around for his cell phone to call Chen Wenhang.

I quickly stopped my dad, but I didn't dare to speak too loudly for fear that my mother would hear him. Lowering my voice, I said urgently: "Dad, don't call him. Are you going to let me lose face?"

My dad stared with a pair of angry eyes and said in a deep voice: "Don't worry about it, I'll tell him about it!"

I grabbed my dad's arm and said in a trembling voice: "Dad, if you go to find Chen Wenhang, I really can't lose this person, and I won't be able to raise my head again in the future."

When my dad heard this, he actually froze.

My mother said angrily: "He is shameless. What can you do to hold your head up? Just ask your dad to call him. I want to see if he is more capable now!"

I will never be able to tell them that the person Chen Wenhang likes is Zhang Xinwei.

I can only say: "It doesn't matter if we break up, but I'm still worried about leaving someone who doesn't like me by my side. In fact, graduation season is breakup season. After dating for so many years, we are both tired of chasing after me." There are so many people, are you still worried that I can’t find a better one?”

The path you chose has to be walked even on your knees.

When I heard this sentence before, I thought it was just a popular saying on the Internet. But now, I finally understand what it feels like to grit my teeth and swallow something in my stomach.

Chen Wenhang was the one I insisted on choosing at the beginning, and now even if I am badly injured by him, it is all my own fault.