When Xu Yingjia heard this, she couldn't help but glance sideways at Lu Yao, with a hint of surprise in her eyes. He asked aloud: "Are you finally willing to let go of Jian Chengli and get together with Ji Guanxin?"
Lu Yao has been very upset recently, and this annoyance makes her feel baffled. At first she was just annoyed that her life had gone wrong and she had made a mess. She can't be with Jian Chengli anymore. But she didn't want to be with Ji Guanxin either. It was just because of the friendship that he had helped her that she couldn't say goodbye right away. Otherwise, you will look like an ungrateful person who burns bridges.
But in the past few days, with her frequent contact with Ji Guanxin. This irritability has developed into the fact that she feels like a woman who is doing something despicable behind Ji Guanxin's back. Especially when going to see Jian Chengli with him. That feeling of guilt simply arose spontaneously. She also has poor psychological quality. So after I came back, my illness became serious again.
After much deliberation, there was only one way to cut through the mess quickly. Lu Yao looked at the floor tiles under her feet in a daze. He said softly: "I want to make it clear to Ji Guanxin."
Xu Yingjia was hugging her short legs and looking at them. Hear the words. He couldn't help but ask aloud: "Explain what?"
Lu Yao did not answer, but Xu Yingjia responded a few seconds later. His eyes widened and he said in disbelief: "You don't mean to think...are you crazy?"
Lu Yao wanted to make her fall in love with Jian Chengli. Tell Ji Guanxin.
There are thousands of words to say, but the expression on Xu Yingjia's face perfectly explained what "unreasonable" means. She stared at Lu Yao and lowered her voice: "Are you showing off your brain or do you not want to live anymore?"
Lu Yao frowned and replied: "I don't want to lie to him."
Xu Yingjia said: "What did you lie to him about? You have never been with Jian Chengli. You, an innocent girl, followed him. What else do you want?"
Lu Yao remained silent, and Xu Yingjia said emotionally: "Yao Yao, I know you are stubborn, but you really can't do this kind of thing just for a short while. Men all hope that women will belong to them without reservation from body to heart. Yes, you think you are showing your loyalty and want to make things clear to Ji Guanxin, but I will leave it to you today. If you tell Ji Guanxin that you like Jian Chengli for eight years, you see, if Ji Guanxin doesn’t If he still treats you well after falling out with you, then I will write the character Xu upside down!"
Lu Yao has never been in love. The only relationship related to Lian Zi'er was a secret love, which lasted for eight years. Falling in love is a matter of two people, but secret love is only a matter of one person. After eight years of fighting with one person, Lu Yao has long ago not known how to fall in love, nor does she know what a man wants in his heart. .
She just didn't want to lie to others, and she didn't want to be burdened with a burden all day long, feeling as if she had done something wrong anytime and anywhere, and there was always a sense of guilt weighing on her.
She said: "If Ji Guanxin really likes me, then I shouldn't lie to him."
Xu Yingjia frowned and said, "Why are you so stubborn? Who said you lied to him? Didn't you and Jian Chengli have nothing to do with each other from beginning to end? Just treat this matter as a thing of the past. You have never liked Jian Chengli. Cheng Li. Now your boyfriend is Ji Guanxin. If you don’t tell me, and I won’t tell you, no one will know who you had a crush on, and everyone will be happy.”
Lu Yao said: "But what if Ji Guanxin finds out one day?"
Xu Yingjia said: "How could he know? If you don't tell me, can I still go and tell Ji Guanxin?"
Lu Yao lowered her gaze and simply said everything in her heart.
"I really didn't feel anything for Ji Guanxin before, but recently I discovered... that he is really good to me. I don't know how long it will take to fall in love with someone again, and I don't know when I will be able to fall in love with someone completely." I forgot about Jian Chengli, but I can’t bear to think of Jian Chengli when I’m with Ji Guanxin. Don’t you think this is unfair to Ji Guanxin?”
When Xu Yingjia heard this, she also knew that Lu Yao must have been attracted to Ji Guanxin. She wanted to take this step, so she was so entangled.
Slowing down his tone, Xu Yingjia tried to persuade Lu Yao: "After all, you and Jian Chengli have known each other for ten years. For such a long time, we have seen each other without looking up. It is of course impossible for you to forget him immediately, let alone you." Even a normal person wouldn't be able to do this kind of thing, but isn't there a saying that as long as the current person is good enough, his ex will count? What's more, Jian Chengli is not considered your ex, at best he is considered young. Just an object of admiration when I was ignorant. "
Lu Yao understands many truths, but his heart is unreasonable. She also tried forcing herself to forget Jian Chengli, but the more she thought about it, the more she couldn't forget it. Apart from heartache, there was no more direct response.
"I don't know how serious Ji Guanxin is about me. If he wants to have a good talk with me, I will naturally have a good talk with him, but the prerequisite is that I have to explain it clearly to him. If he can't stand it, I won't Don’t force it.”
Lu Yao was still thinking about this matter. Xu Yingjia couldn't help but frown and said: "People's feelings are cultivated slowly. That's why you are such a bad person. People only give you a little sweetness, and you want to It's very sweet to say it back to each other. You two have only been together for a few days, and you have already begun to think about it forever. Of course, I am not saying that you are not serious, I am just saying that you and Ji Guanxin have just started. Don't rush to show him everything, just think of it as leaving a little bit of privacy and making each other a little more mysterious. Men don't like women who are spread out in front of them like a blank sheet of paper, it will become boring. of."
Is it? Was she eager to show her loyalty to Ji Guanxin
Lu Yao always feels that if the other person is sincerely good to her, then she should give it back to the other person with all her heart and soul. She didn't want to hide anything from Ji Guanxin, but Xu Yingjia said that it would not do her any good if she told her. Could it be that she really didn't understand the rules of love between men and women
Seeing the obvious look of wavering in Lu Yao's eyes, Xu Yingjia added: "I'll mess with you when it comes to study matters. When it comes to matters between men and women, you have to listen to me. You're an obvious person. You have a high IQ but a low EQ, but you are honest. Fortunately, you did not have a showdown with Ji Guanxin, otherwise you would have been waiting to ruin a marriage with your own hands. "
Lu Yao couldn't help but ask: "If I tell him, will he really fall out?"
In fact, what Lu Yao wanted to ask was, if a man really loved her, wouldn't he tolerate her past and be considerate of her confession
Xu Yingjia gave Lu Yao a pitiful look, shook her head and replied: "Not to mention that men must have self-respect, but think about it, Ji Guanxin suddenly tells you now that he wants to do good things with you, but in his heart he still has There is a woman you have been in love with for many years and you can't get over it. What do you think? Are you happy that he confessed to you, or are you still feeling resentful in your heart? "
Lu Yao thought about it for a moment. She wouldn't be jealous, but she would definitely be jealous, right? She will always think about what kind of woman she is and how she is better and worse than her. If Ji Guanxin occasionally loses focus around her, her first reaction must be that he is thinking about the person in his heart. Over time, conflicts will arise.
Maybe what Xu Yingjia said is right. Frankness doesn't mean there are no secrets in this world. Two people also need skills to fall in love. Sometimes concealing is not a deliberate escape, but just a hope to forget the past. After all, everyone has the right to remember the past.
Lu Yao didn't say anything for a long time. Xu Yingjia turned her head and asked her, "How is it? Have you figured it out?"
Lu Yao didn't answer but asked: "Then I'm like this now, doesn't it count as lying to him?"
Xu Yingjia replied openly: "Of course not. Just remember that nothing has ever happened between you and Jian Chengli. You have never done anything to offend Ji Guanxin, so don't feel guilty."
When Xu Yingjia said this, Lu Yao really felt a lot better.
Xu Yingjia saw that Lu Yao's expression softened a little, and she reached out to rub her arm. Lu Yao looked at her, Xu Yingjia winked and lowered her voice and said, "Isn't Ji Guanxin so great? That's why you fell in love with him in such a short time. "
Perhaps the expression on Xu Yingjia's face was so lively that Lu Yao inexplicably thought of the scene when she and Ji Guanxin went to bed. Her face suddenly turned red, and Lu Yao replied angrily: "What did you say? Are you annoyed?"
Xu Yingjia was stunned by what Lu Yao said. After being stunned for a few seconds, she replied: "What did I say? I was just gossiping about how you and Ji Guanxin fell in love. Where did you go?"
Lu Yao blushed and walked forward quickly. Xu Yingjia hugged her short legs and hurriedly followed.
When asked how Lu Yao feels about Ji Guanxin now, Lu Yao pondered for a while and replied like this: "When I am with him, I will be nervous and sometimes scared."
Xu Yingjia looked like a professional senior entertainment reporter. He lay beside Lu Yao and asked gossiping: "What are you afraid of?"
Lu Yao lowered her eyes slightly, her ears were red, and she whispered, "I'm afraid he will be unhappy."
When Xu Yingjia heard this, she immediately lay down on the table in the coffee shop and almost rolled over.
Lu Yao frowned slightly and said, "What are you doing?"
Xu Yingjia raised her head and replied with a smile: "You are all numb, you have made it clear that you care about him. Ji Guanxin also has the ability to make someone as stubborn as you fall in love with someone else in such a short period of time."
Lu Yao couldn't explain how she felt about not being in love anymore. She originally thought that she was affectionate enough to have feelings for only one person for at least eight years. But since Ji Guanxin appeared in her world, she first lost her virginity inexplicably and logically, and now her thoughts have changed.
She began to doubt her own character. Is she single-minded or carefree? Or maybe she was a very rational person, and because she knew there was no chance of being with Jian Chengli, she gave up on him immediately.
Lowering her head, Lu Yao looked at the puppy on her lap and asked in a daze: "Am I particularly bad?"
Xu Yingjia heard this and replied calmly: "Yao Yao, human nature is all about seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages. No one really knows that there is a dead end ahead, but still goes down without hesitation. You just met a better person. "