And what I was thinking about was how I was going to explain it to Wang Huining.
For a moment, four people stood in the corridor, looking at each other in pairs, not to mention how embarrassed they were.
Maybe three seconds passed, maybe five seconds, maybe even longer. The first person to speak out was Wang Huining. She first bowed politely to Luo Xiangdong, then smiled and called: "Mr. Luo."
Then he said to my mother: "Auntie, if you are busy here, I will come over to visit grandma another day."
My mother couldn't say anything else at this moment, so she could only nodded awkwardly.
Wang Huining looked at me again, smiled and said, "Zijin, I'm leaving first."
My heart was broken, so I had to bite the bullet and said, "I'll give it to you."
Wang Huining smiled calmly and replied: "No, please hurry up and get busy. We will contact you later."
After that, Wang Huining turned and left. I looked at her back. She left, as if she had taken away the hope that I had worked hard to hide for a long time.
Now there were only three of us left in the corridor. My mother gave me a look that made me feel guilty. It's like the feeling of being discovered by her when you did something wrong as a child.
I wanted to explain, but for a moment I didn't know where to start, so I could only stand there with an ugly face.
My mother looked up at Luo Xiangdong again, smiled and said, "Look, I was busy talking to others and didn't even notice when you came. Come in and sit down."
Luo Xiangdong must have never been so embarrassed. The corners of his lips curved slightly and he replied: "No, auntie, I sent some supplements to grandma. I have something else to do, so I'll leave first."
After saying that, Luo Xiangdong nodded and walked towards the end of the corridor.
My heart pounded, and Luo Xiangdong's angry expression appeared in my mind.
I quickly said: "Mom, I'll go and see you off."
Luo Xiangdong strode very fast, and I almost jogged all the way to catch up with him at the elevator entrance.
I kept saying, "Mr. Luo, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."
Luo Xiangdong said nothing, the elevator door dinged open, and he stepped in without looking back.
At this moment, I couldn't care too much. In my heart, I just wanted to coax Luo Xiangdong, so I followed in.
When the elevator door slowly closed, Luo Xiangdong's expression finally changed. He stared at me with anger in his eyes and said in a deep voice: "Why are you following me here? Get out quickly!"
To be honest, although Luo Xiangdong's attitude towards me has always been ambiguous, sometimes good and sometimes bad, he has never been so clearly cruel to me. I was startled by him, and felt guilty. Suddenly, a feeling of grievance came to my heart. My throat was sore, and I whispered: "I'm sorry..."
I quickly looked away because tears were already rushing to my eyes.
When Luo Xiangdong saw this, he glared at me and said, "I didn't even cry when I was embarrassed and humiliated like this. You cried first. Are you right?"
Although he still looked like he was eating people, his tone was obviously not as strong as the previous sentence.
My hands hanging by my sides were clenched into fists, resisting the urge to cry.
He secretly adjusted his breathing, and after a few seconds, he replied: "Mr. Luo, I'm sorry, it's all my fault."
Luo Xiangdong looked away and said ungratefully: "What's the use of talking about it now."
My heart was churning with indescribable grievances and sourness.
From the first acquaintance with Luo Xiangdong until now, almost every step was beyond my expectation. I was like a piece of driftwood floating in the sea, and could only drift with the tide.
I have been very careful, not so much to conceal it, but to manage this 'underground love', but God wants to play tricks on me, what can I do
Now that such a situation has come to light, none of us expected it. However, Luo Xiangdong put this responsibility on me, and I admitted it. Who asked me to drag him to the bathroom, who asked me to let him lose such a big person.
When I was silent, the elevator had opened on the first floor, and Luo Xiangdong strode out without saying a word. Looking at his decisive back, I thought of Chen Wenhang inexplicably.
Why do you always look so nice at first, but end up turning around and leaving
Why is it that every time the person who stays where I am... has to be me.
I wanted to catch up and apologize, but suddenly my legs gave out. I stood there and waited until the elevator door closed. I reluctantly pressed the button to go upstairs. Looking at the decadent face reflected on the smooth elevator wall, I thought to myself that maybe I had failed as a human being.
When I returned to the ward, my mother was sitting on the sofa in the living room, waiting for me. As soon as I saw the way she pulled her face and folded her arms, I knew she was going to start lecturing me again.
Sure enough, as soon as I sat down on the sofa, she immediately looked at me with a frown and asked, "What's going on between you and Luo Xiangdong?"
I had just been frustrated by Luo Xiangdong, and now I was like an eggplant beaten by frost, and I wilted and replied: "He is my boss, and I am his subordinate."
My mother's face became even more ugly when she heard this. She said solemnly: "As for the relationship between superior and subordinate, why would you take him to the bathroom?"
I got angry when I mentioned this, my brows furrowed, and I replied impatiently: "I asked you to take Wang Huining downstairs, why do you have to block the door? Just to block me, right?"
After I finished speaking, my mother turned to one side and stared at me and said, "If there is nothing going on between you and Luo Xiangdong, why do you have to avoid people?"
After a pause, a flash of realization flashed in my mother's eyes. She suddenly looked at me and said, "Liang Zijin, did you break up with Chen Wenhang because of Luo Xiangdong?"
I looked at her fussing and self-righteous look, and suddenly my weak point was poked, and I immediately asked back: "You think I'm cheating on you, so Chen Wenhang doesn't want me anymore?!"
My mother replied in a deep voice: "If this is really the case, then we are really disappointed in you. How will we face Chen Wenhang's parents if you ask us to go back?"
The person sitting in front of me is my mother, but she suspects that my cheating caused the seven-year relationship to collapse.
I feel so uncomfortable in my heart that I can't tell whether it's pain or emptiness. I suddenly waved my hand and didn't want to say anything more.
I stood up and walked towards the door of the ward.
When my mother saw this, she immediately said, "Where are you going?"
I strode forward, and the moment I turned my back to my mother, tears immediately burst out from my eyes. When I walked to the door, I couldn't help but roared: "I'm going to find Luo Xiangdong!"
After that, I came out of the ward and slammed the door hard.
Several young nurses walked towards me in the corridor. I quickly lowered my head to prevent them from seeing me in such a miserable state.
All the way out of the hospital gate, I gradually held back my tears. After calming down, I felt that at a time like this, I shouldn't have left the hospital in a rage just to vent my anger on my mother. After all, my milk was still inside.
But it's useless to think about anything now. I'm still holding my breath deep in my heart. I'm not going to talk about what happened between Chen Wenhang and Zhang Xinwei, but saying that Chen Wenhang fell in love with someone else is really not convincing. No wonder my mother suspected that I was cheating on her.
Standing at the gate of the hospital, I looked at the bustling people on the streets and the constant flow of vehicles on the road. The feeling that this city did not belong to me came to my mind again.
I used to feel that I had everything, family, lovers, and friends.
But today, when I was disliked by Luo Xiangdong, misunderstood by my mother, and suspected by Wang Huining, I suddenly realized that I had nothing. In the past, whenever I had anything to do, I would always be the first to call Chen Wenhang, and the second to call Zhang Xinwei. , but now...
The only place I can go now is the apartment provided by Luo.
At about eight o'clock in the evening, the doorbell rang. I went over and saw that it was my dad.
I opened the door and called out.
My dad walked in with a bag of takeout and snacks in his hand, and said, "You left your phone in the hospital, I'll bring it to you."
I didn't say anything, just reached out and took it.
My dad said again: "You haven't eaten yet, I brought you takeout."
From noon until now, I have been lying on my bed sleeping without eating anything.
At this moment, I was very hungry, so I sat on the sofa in the living room with my takeaway and ate big bites.
My dad was sitting diagonally across from me. When he saw me eating hard with my head down, he suddenly said: "Zijin, if the pressure in Yecheng is too great, come back to Liangcheng with us."
I immediately made a meal, and my mouth was full of rice that I hadn't had time to swallow, but the taste had already turned sour.
I chewed slowly and lowered my head, not wanting my dad to see the tears in my eyes.
But when my dad saw me like this, his eyes turned red first. He whispered: "My daughter, Liang Yunfei, there is no need to suffer so much injustice outside. When you come back to Liangcheng, dad will still find you a job." A decent job, let’s find a good partner, and live next to dad from now on.”
I put down the takeaway, and tears fell down in big drops, and I couldn't even reach out to wipe them away.
After I finally swallowed a mouthful of rice, I finally couldn't help but choked up and replied: "Dad, I won't be wronged outside."
My dad said distressedly: "Your mother told me that she made you angry and left. You didn't bring your mobile phone with you. We were all worried that something would happen to you."
I lowered my head and replied, "It's my fault. I shouldn't be so petty."
My dad said, "I scolded your mother. How can I still not know the temperament of my daughter? Anyone can do that kind of ungrateful thing, but you can't."
I held back my tears, raised my head, and said to my dad with red eyes: "Dad, believe me, there is nothing wrong between me and Luo Xiangdong."
My dad nodded, and I added: "Firstly, I will not do anything unconscionable, and secondly, I will not say anything unconscionable."
My dad nodded and replied: "Ye City is no better than Liang City. Big cities are more stressful and people's hearts are complicated. Don't blame your mother, she is worried about you."
I felt sour in my heart, stretched out my hand to wipe away my tears, and then said, "I know, I'm not angry with her anymore. I just blame myself for being so angry at a time like this."
My dad said with distressed eyes: "Zijin, why don't you come back to Liangcheng with us?"
I was silent for a few seconds, and then whispered back: "Dad, I'm not going back."
My dad didn't say anything right away, but I knew he was waiting for a reason.
I couldn't tell him that I was taking a gamble with Zhang Xinwei and Chen Wenhang. Why did the two of them team up to hurt me like this, and I was the one who stayed away
I didn't do anything wrong, so I won't leave!
About ten seconds later, I replied aloud: "I worked so hard to get into Yecheng University, and then I was able to enter Luo's after graduation. This opportunity is once in a lifetime. Besides, when I go back to Liangcheng, there is no company where I can show my talents. , I want to work hard here for a few more years.”
I knew that such an excuse sounded like a legitimate reason, so my dad wouldn't refuse.