The country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change. Ji Guanxin knew who he was, and he was afraid that he would say something that would embarrass her and make her feel ashamed. It's you who is stupid. You deserve to be lied to. Then don't blame others, leave openly, and never contact him again. Just pretend it didn't happen.
The thing he regretted most in his life. It was the self-righteous person who said such hurtful words to Liang Zijin back then, and he thought that this would make her leave calmly. She will end up sad, and so will he. So I would say that he has matured the most in the past few years. It means learning to be tolerant and tolerant of your lover.
Even when he was extremely angry, he no longer wanted to say words that hurt others and himself.
Walk. leave. He just didn't want to see her.
He threw away Lu Yao and strode forward, but unexpectedly, Lu Yao quickly stood up and grabbed his arm, blocking him in front of him.
The place where Ji Guanxin was touched by her. It was like being burned with a soldering iron. It wasn't that he meant to humiliate. It's really an instinctive reaction. He shook it off, as if something disgusting had crawled on him.
Lu Yao turned pale with fright. She looked at Ji Guanxin in panic and nervousness, and saw the disgust and disgust slowly growing on his face.
My heart hurt suddenly. Lu Yao opened her lips slightly, but she couldn't even speak.
Ji Guanxin looked away, trying to suppress the hurtful expressions in his eyes. This was the limit of what he could do. He took a step forward, and Lu Yao instinctively took a step back, but she still blocked his way and refused to let him leave.
The thing on Ji Guanxin's chest hurt as if someone was holding him tightly. He couldn't breathe smoothly, and he couldn't even vent his anger.
Looking coldly at the slender woman in front of him, he finally opened his thin lips and said in a low voice: "What else do you want to do?"
At this point, she stopped him, what else did she want to do
Lu Yao never felt that she was a weak and crybaby person, but at this moment, as soon as she opened her mouth, her vision blurred.
She wanted to explain to him, and the first thing she said was: "I'm sorry..."
Ji Guanxin couldn't help but frown, "I'm sorry?" She admitted it anyway.
His throat felt as tight as something, Ji Guanxin didn't want to say any more nonsense, so he tried to bypass Lu Yao and leave.
Lu Yao had never seen Ji Guanxin like this, but she knew that if she didn't speak clearly, they would be over as soon as he left.
The body's reaction was far faster than the brain's. Lu Yao boldly blocked Ji Guanxin's path. She wanted to reach out to grab his arm, but he saw through her thoughts one step ahead and dodged directly.
It was so disgusting that I didn't even want to touch it.
Lu Yao felt extremely distressed. Seeing that Ji Guanxin might push her away at any time due to boredom, Lu Yao did the thing she dared not do the most in her life to express her love.
Her voice was choked with sobs, almost trembling: "I like you..."
Ji Guanxin, I like you.
This was Lu Yao's innermost thoughts. She never thought of lying to him, she was just afraid that he would be unhappy.
Lu Yao wanted to use this sentence to retain Ji Guanxin. In fact, she succeeded.
After Ji Guanxin heard these four words, he immediately froze in place. The anger and disgust in his eyes were replaced by deep shock, surprise and even trance.
In the quiet private room, there was only the slight sob from Lu Yao. Other than that, it was as quiet as death.
I don’t know how long it took, but it was Ji Guanxin who spoke out first. He stood in front of Lu Yao, with deep ridicule and suppressed hurt on his handsome and fair face.
"You like me?" he asked her.
Lu Yao was stunned and stood frozen in front of Ji Guanxin. She wanted to clench her fists, but found that she didn't even have the strength.
Nodding, she pursed her lips tightly and swallowed all the choked sobs back into her stomach.
She liked him, she didn't lie.
"Then do you like Jian Chengli?" Ji Guanxin's voice came from the other side or from above. Lu Yao felt that these words were like a magic voice, wrapping around her, leaving her with nowhere to escape.
Her whole body tensed, and she stared back at Ji Guanxin. But the corners of his lips were slightly raised, but his eyes were dark, like the sea with the lights out, and he didn't know what violent wind and waves would arise in the next second.
After waiting for a few seconds, there was no answer from her. She just stared at him with her big eyes unblinking.
Ji Guanxin endured the heartache, opened the ugly wound, and forced himself to ask again: "Do you like Jian Chengli?"
His voice was not loud, nor was it loud, and even had a slight airiness to it. But for Lu Yao, this problem was no less than the straw that broke the camel's back.
She didn't know how to answer, but looking at Ji Guanxin's eyes that gradually became silent, she shook her head bravely.
Unexpectedly, as soon as she stopped shaking her head, Ji Guanxin, who was opposite her, immediately laughed out loud. He looked away, his eyes red with laughter. Lu Yao's tears fell down. Although she had never tried to explain anything to others, she didn't want Ji Guanxin to misunderstand at this moment, so she ignored her mind and just said with trembling lips: "I'm not I lied to you on purpose. I told Jian Chengli that I have a boyfriend... "
"Okay..." Ji Guanxin frowned, his eyes full of impatience.
Lu Yao just wanted to explain, so she was still minding her own business and said, "I didn't drink much that night, but I didn't know why I fainted..."
"Okay." The veins on Ji Guanxin's forehead loomed, and he was so angry that he almost lost all reason and almost collapsed.
Lu Yao stood in front of him and muttered. He heard it, but he couldn't hear it at all. He saw the photo and figured out why she was willing to fight to the death for Jian Chengli.
She said she liked him... Ha, fart.
"Shut up and get out of the way." Ji Guanxin forced the moisture in his eyes back, leaving only an indifferent face.
Lu Yao raised her big eyes and looked at him. She had already explained, but he was indifferent.
The two of them looked at each other, but when she didn't move away, he asked, "Are you done? Move away when you're done."
Lu Yao didn't say anything or move, but her tears fell down like broken beads.
Ji Guanxin felt a pain in his heart that made him breathless. He knew clearly that this woman was in two different situations and that she was cuckolding him, but he still felt distressed when he saw her crying.
Dry! No fucking future!
Ji Guanxin scolded himself in his heart. For so many years, it seemed that when he didn't have his heart, he could change the women around him one after another at will, but once he had his heart, he would be the one hurt in the end.
If you really comply with that sentence, you will lose if you take it seriously.
When he saw Lu Yao, he became furious. When Ji Guanxin saw her standing still in front of him, he was extremely irritated and said, "Don't shed tears in front of me. Do you still expect me to wipe them for you? You and me Jian Chengli is a good stratagem, I'm in trouble this time. Now, disappear from my eyes immediately, otherwise don't blame me for turning around and skinning Jian Chengli."
When Ji Guanxin is angry, he will lose his temper. But when he is extremely sad, he will speak very calmly. Just like now, his tone was not harsh, just cold.
Lu Yao clenched her fists hard, suppressing her sobs and trembling, and whispered: "I did like Jian Chengli, but I didn't have anything to do with him, and I never thought of plotting against you. I..."
I like you now and I want to be with you.
In this case, before Lu Yao could finish speaking, she was interrupted by Ji Guanxin impatiently. He almost gritted his teeth and said: "Lu Yao, a person wants face and a tree wants bark! If you are shameless, don't take me with you." , I can’t afford to lose this person to you!”
Now I am afraid that everyone in the entire Night City media circle knows that he was cuckolded by Lu Yao and Jian Chengli. Ji Guanxin felt that he was crazy, and that's why he rushed here eagerly, hoping to give her a chance to confess.
Now it seems that he is really a fool. Some people will not shed tears until they see the coffin, and some people will not look back until they hit the wall.
He was also blinded by lard. The two big living people had been sitting in front of him for so long, and he was blinded without noticing.
Lu Yao clearly saw the anger, disgust and naked disgust in Ji Guanxin's eyes. The words she hadn't finished were suddenly choked on her lips, and she couldn't make any sound no matter what.
She knew she shouldn't lie, but she didn't expect that the love in a man's mouth was really worthless compared to his innate self-esteem.
She said she liked him, but he thought she was disgusting.
The eyes that had been trying to look up at him suddenly extinguished the last trace of light. Lu Yao almost looked away hastily, but she was panicked and didn't know what to do.
She wanted to find a crack in the ground to crawl into, or a hole, to give her a hiding place to avoid Ji Guanxin's piercing eyes of disgust.
Her series of reactions deeply hurt Ji Guanxin's heart. But the more his heart hurt, the angrier he became. He seriously wanted to have a relationship. He tried to put down all his defenses and just wanted to give her the best relationship, but what was the result
Maybe he can't take the initiative to have serious love in this life, otherwise the result will always be heartbreaking.
Forget it, that's it.
Ji Guanxin suddenly didn't want to worry about it anymore. He didn't want to get involved in whoever he loved.
Stepping around Lu Yao, he didn't touch her at all and strode forward without looking back.
Lu Yao stood there motionless, hearing the sound of him pressing the door handle, opening the door, and closing it again.
The heartache was extreme, but there were not many other emotions. At this moment, Lu Yao was even rational. She was thinking that maybe Ji Guanxin didn't like her as much as he said, otherwise why wouldn't he listen to her explanation
He said that no matter what she did wrong, he would forgive her.
She originally thought that the worst outcome of love was to hold it in her heart and refuse to say it, only to watch each other miss each other. But now she understands that even if she says it honestly, it may not have a good ending.
It's not that the promises made must be kept. He said so many words to her, saying that he wanted to be with her for the rest of his life, but in the end, he didn't lie to her.