"what do you like about me?"
"Do you believe in fate? I think it is fate that the two of us are together."
"Yao Yao, as long as you like it, I can give it to you."
"Come up. I'll carry you."
"Will you always like me?"
"meeting."
"No matter what I do wrong, you will never be angry with me?"
"How can I bear to be angry with you?"
"I remember."
"Well, remember it."
What he said to her. Promises made. It still rings in my ears. But this man who kept saying he wouldn't be angry with her told her face to face ten minutes ago. A man wants his face, but a tree wants his bark! If you are shameless, please don't take me with you. I can't afford to embarrass this person!
yes. Face is more important than love, and self-esteem is more important than her.
Lu Yao felt that she thought clearly. There's nothing I don't understand. Now, can you go
She wanted to move subjectively, but her legs were connected to her feet. It's like taking root. Deeply rooted in place. No matter how much she wanted to take steps, her lower body wouldn't obey her orders.
There was a knocking sound from the door behind him. Lu Yao inexplicably thought that Ji Guanxin was back, and she turned around. What was visible was the waiter who came to deliver the food.
How could she think it was Ji Guanxin? Why would Ji Guanxin knock on the door
No, Ji Guanxin will not come back.
The waiter was really shocked when he saw Lu Yao standing not far from the door, with tears on her face. She paused for a few seconds before saying, "Can I help you?"
Like a frightened little animal, Lu Yao looked away in panic, stretched out her hand to wipe her eyes, and then shook her head.
Speechless, she just wanted to leave at this moment.
Passing by the waiter at the door, Lu Yao walked forward quickly, but when she reached the end of the corridor, she was stopped by the person behind her.
"Miss, miss... your things are left behind."
The waiter rushed to Lu Yao and handed her the expensive watch. As for the broken bracelets on the ground, he thought Lu Yao wouldn't need them anymore.
Lu Yao looked at the watch box in front of her in a daze, and her first reaction was to think of Ji Guanxin's face.
When I think of him before, my mind is filled with his smile. But now when I think of him, I see expressions of ridicule or disgust in front of me.
Heartache twitching, Lu Yao wanted to ask the waiter to return it directly to Ji Guanxin, but firstly, she could not speak now, and secondly, she broke up with Ji Guanxin, and there was no need to make it known to everyone. It's still embarrassing. There are some things that it would be better for her to do in person.
Reaching out to take the watch box, Lu Yao nodded slightly and said thank you in her heart.
The waiter didn't see Ji Guanxin's appearance when he left, but looking at the despairing expression on Lu Yao's face, his heart was spinning, wondering what happened.
After leaving the restaurant, Lu Yao stood on the street. She might have been so sad that she was now numb.
Without shedding tears or thinking too much, she hailed a taxi and went directly to Jingchen Yipin.
Ji Guanxin gave her a home key, and the doorman also recognized Lu Yao, so when he saw her coming back, he greeted her with a smile.
When Lu Yao took the elevator to the upper floor, she could have opened the door directly and went in, but she was afraid that Ji Guanxin would be at home and would scold her for being shameless, so she called him first.
You can get through on the phone, but there are no exceptions. Ji Guanxin doesn't answer.
Lu Yao stood alone next to the elevator. She thought she wouldn't cry, but when she sent the text message, she still shed tears.
She said: I'm at your door. I know you don't want to see me now. I won't disturb you. I just want to return the watch to you.
After waiting for half an hour, there was no sound from the phone. Lu Yao expected this. She entered her fingerprint password and took out her key to open the door.
There were no shoes left at the entrance, and Lu Yao could feel it. There was no one in the room, and Ji Guanxin didn't go home.
As usual, Lu Yao put on her camellia slippers and walked in. It's just that I haven't been back here for a few days and nights. I didn't expect that when I came back, I would have to pack up and leave.
She still remembered that when she first came here, she was very embarrassed. Although Ji Guanxin regarded her as her girlfriend at that time, she did not regard him as her boyfriend in her heart. She also thought about staying and taking care of him for a few days. Just leave, which can be regarded as repaying his favor for saving her and helping her.
But this time, my own heart was involved.
She thought she was quite smart and everything could go as she expected, but in reality she was nothing, worse than a fool. She is not the kind of person who believes everything others say, but she believes everything Ji Guanxin said inexplicably, and she is still waiting to move on with Ji Guanxin. But there is no airtight wall in this world. She doesn't know what Ji Guanxin has discovered. She doesn't even dare to ask. Maybe this is the retribution for lying.
Originally, she just wanted to come back to return the watch, but now that she is here, Lu Yao goes up to the second floor and packs up the few things she has here. Before going downstairs, she ran to the bedside table in the master bedroom and opened the drawer.
I thought I would see the stone bracelet, but it was gone.
Lu Yao was stunned for a moment, thinking she had remembered it wrong. But after all, she wasn't in a trance yet, and she didn't think she was crazy.
If it's not there, it's not there. What's the difference if you can see it or not see it
Two shopping bags contained all her things. After Lu Yao went downstairs, she walked around on the first floor. Looking at the kitchen she had used, she thought of the scene where she and Ji Guanxin were sitting together to eat. She felt so sad that she quickly turned her head and went to the balcony to look around again.
The pretty boy's big cage is still in the corner, but it's a pity that it's not there.
The entire large balcony is its territory. In the opposite corner are dog food, dog bowls, various chains, toys and snacks.
Lu Yao knew that Ji Guanxin didn't like small animals, and wondered what he would do with it after she left. Fortunately, I still have Sister Zijin's side. At worst, I can send it back to her so that I won't be left without anyone to take care of me.
Lu Yao put the watch box on the coffee table in the living room, and Ji Guanxin could see it at a glance when he came back. Now that we have broken up, don't take advantage of others. This is Lu Yao's consistent attitude towards life.
The moment she left Ji Guanxin's home and closed the door, Lu Yao felt so sad that she felt as if she had returned to the year she was twelve years old.
Du Hui finally divorced Lu Baiquan that year, ending their thirteen-year marriage of endless quarrels. In fact, Lu Yao was not opposed to divorce. She couldn't live her life anymore and had to find a way to continue living. There was no need for two people to suffer together.
But she couldn't persuade herself to agree that Du Hui married Jian Hongfeng in order to live a good life. Although Jian Hongfeng and Zhou Wanping couldn't live together, it was undeniable that without Du Hui's appearance, Jian Hongfeng would not have divorced Zhou Wanping so quickly. Marry Du Hui and enter.
Lu Yao always felt that she couldn't hold her head up. Du Hui brought her to Night City to live a good life, leaving her father and brother behind. But here in Night City, Jian Beibei regarded her as a dragster brought by her mistress.
She heard that Jian Chengli called Zhou Wanping late at night and said that he missed her.
They were both still young at that time. She missed Lu Baiquan as much as Jian Chengli missed Zhou Wanping.
Having the same experience, even though Jian Chengli seemed much superior to her, Lu Yao knew that heartache did not respect external conditions.
The breakdown of two marriages gave way to another seemingly beautiful marriage. In fact, beyond the gorgeous surface, everyone's souls were stinking and full of maggots.
She can't go back to Lu Yao's previous home. The Jian family, she had never considered it her home.
What she longed for and feared most in her life was the word "family". It was Ji Guanxin who gave her a shelter from the wind and rain, rekindling her longing for home. He had hinted to her many times that he could protect her for the rest of her life.
But now, she lost it again.
The door was closed and the key was locked inside. When Lu Yao took the elevator downstairs, she was so heartbroken that she couldn't shed a single tear.
I'm used to it, I should have gotten used to it a long time ago. Where does she deserve a home
When she arrived at the gate of Jingchen Yipin, the guard greeted her with a smile and asked her, "Has Miss Lu been out in the past few days?"
Lu Yao reluctantly raised the corners of her lips, smiled and nodded.
The guard said: "No wonder, Mr. Ji has been taking the dog in and out alone in the past few days."
Lu Yao felt like someone was gouging out her heart. She was afraid that she would spit out blood if she opened her mouth again, so she ignored the politeness, nodded, and left quickly.
The world is so vast and it’s really scary to not have a home of your own.
After much deliberation, Lu Yao could only go back to school. Taking a taxi to the station, she happened to be able to catch the last high-speed train back.
When I came, I was happy; when I went back, I had nothing.
A sentence popped out of Lu Yao's mind inexplicably, and she forgot where she saw it.
Every encounter is accidental; every separation is planned.
She leaned against the window of the high-speed train and stared out alone in a daze. The speed of the train was so fast that she didn't even have time to take a closer look at the scenery passing by, so she had already missed it. Just like the relationship between her and Ji Guanxin, it came and went even faster. She was just ready to start, but Ji Guanxin had already unilaterally announced the end.
I wonder how Xu Yingjia will react when he hears the news. I don’t know where the pretty boy is now, what he is doing, and whether he will really be sent back to Sister Zijin in the future...
Lu Yao thought a lot, but did not think about Ji Guanxin.
What he said was right, a person wants face and a tree needs skin. He no longer wants to have anything to do with her. She should stay away from her and never get in trouble with him or get in his eyes.
It's not that Lu Yao is being petty, but there are some words that seem to be said lightly, but in fact they will be remembered for a lifetime.
She didn't blame Ji Guanxin for scolding her, she only blamed herself for lying in the first place. She has done everything she can, and no matter what result she gets now, she will not regret it.
It's just that I feel homeless again. This feeling is really bad.