Lu Yao did not expect that Jian Chengli would say such words in a sober state. She felt that he always had eyes on the top of his head and would not give in to others easily. Otherwise, it wouldn't have taken so long to express what was in my heart.
She turned her head to look at him in surprise. His face was filled with distress, depression, and reckless abandon.
The two looked at each other, one was shocked. The other is truly regretful.
He regretted that he had watched Ji Guanxin take the lead. It would be fine if he was nice to her, but now...
Lu Yao was surprised. She couldn't help but lament in her heart that she had been waiting for so many years. In the end, I finally got the sentence I had been dreaming of, but the timing was wrong. everything. Everything is different.
She didn't want to involve more people in this farce, so Lu Yao suppressed the sourness and helplessness in her heart and lowered her gaze. He replied loudly: "You clearly know that Ji Guanxin and I..."
Her voice was soft. Even without any emotion. It was enough to make Jian Chengli extremely distressed.
He frowned and quickly said: "I know. But I don't care, Yaoyao. I don't dislike you."
The word 'dislike' immediately made Lu Yao tremble.
Jian Chengli realized that he had said something wrong and hurried back: "Yao Yao, that's not what I meant. I didn't..." He really didn't dislike her. Jian Chengli didn't know how to explain it. In the past, no matter what he said was right in front of Lu Yao, but now, no matter what he said, he was wrong.
Lu Yao could understand Jian Chengli's mood. The dispute between her and Ji Guanxin was well known. Now, let alone Ye City, everyone in the country who knew how to surf the Internet and watch TV knew that she was Ji Guanxin's woman. . Even if he doesn't want her anymore, she was still his woman.
The more pain in her heart, the gentler the smile on her face became. Lu Yao smiled lightly and replied: "Brother, I didn't misunderstand. I know that a brother will not dislike his sister."
The beautiful smile on Lu Yao's pale face made Jian Chengli feel so distressed that he almost twitched. He tried to reach out to grab her hand, but Lu Yao dodged it without leaving a trace. She stood up from the bench and looked at him with a smile, "Would you like anything to drink? There is a supermarket nearby. I'll buy it."
Jian Chengli was so anxious that he even forgot to use his cane. He stood up with difficulty, frowned and looked at Lu Yao, and said firmly: "Don't be the same brother. You don't have to remind me in this way that Ji Guanxin treats you like this, no matter what." What do you think of me? I won’t let you suffer from this cowardice!”
Lu Yao was afraid that he would mention Ji Guanxin, and even more afraid that he would try to find something to say to Ji Guanxin. The smile on her face couldn't be maintained, and she replied with a deliberately cold expression: "Okay, let me make it clear. It's your business that you like me. Have you ever asked me what I think? In name, you still My brother, I don’t want to get involved with my adoptive father’s biological son after being dumped by Ji Guanxin. I’m afraid that other people’s spit will drown me. If you are really good for me, then don’t mention it again in the future. It’s none of your business whether you like me, how I behave with Ji Guanxin, or how I behave with others.”
When she finished speaking, she saw Jian Chengli standing in front of the bench, his face turned pale, as if someone had drained all the blood from his body in an instant.
He looked at Lu Yao in trance, not so much that he was confused, but rather that he was looking at her with confused eyes to see why she was like this.
Lu Yao wanted to clench her fists, but she couldn't. She couldn't show any embarrassment.
Now that it has developed to this point, there is no need for her to drag Jian Chengli into trouble, otherwise with Ji Guanxin's character, she might do something else.
Not all secrets will be revealed one day, just as she once loved him so much that she was even willing to give everything for him. If she had known that he loved her too, why would they have come to this point
But the reality is always unpredictable. The love between them is the legendary "even if they meet, they will not know each other", so no one can blame them for ending up like this.
not to mention…
"Jian Chengli, I don't like you. Even if I'm not with Ji Guanxin, I won't be with you."
Lu Yao's eyes were inevitably red. These words were a reflection of her heart at this moment, but they were also a sharp knife for her to say goodbye cruelly.
Jian Chengli's eyes turned red in an instant, but he was so distressed that he forced all his emotions back. Looking at Lu Yao, he said: "No matter what you think of me, I will not let others bully you."
Tears immediately rolled down from Lu Yao's eyes.
Lu Yao smiled, raised her hand to wipe it away, and replied with a choked voice: "Thank you."
Thank him for coming to say such words to her, thank him for not disdain her, and thank him for wanting to protect her.
No matter what relationship they had in the past or what relationship they would have in the future, Zhiyao thanked him for the warmth he gave her at this moment, letting her know that she was not alone. Even if she didn't have a home, there were still people who cared about her.
Jian Chengli really wanted to reach out and wipe the tears on Lu Yao's face, but she was standing where he couldn't reach even if he raised his hand. He couldn't turn around to wipe her, and maybe she wouldn't let him do it. Such a thing.
This is reality, you can see it but you can’t grasp it.
The only thing he could do was to bury all his desire and attachment for her deep in his heart. If she needs it one day, he will still give it back to her with all his heart and soul.
"Stop crying, I don't have any paper with me." Jian Chengli looked at Lu Yao with red eyes.
Lu Yao stretched out her hand to wipe the tears from her face. She didn't want to cry, but the tears kept pouring out.
She tried her best to smile, which made Jian Chengli's heart break.
"You sit down and wait for a while. I'll buy something to drink and some paper along the way."
Lu Yao confessed to Jian Chengli, then turned and walked to the supermarket in front. He looked at her back, and inexplicably flashed through his mind how she had left many times in the past ten years. He would also secretly turn around and look at her after she left. At that time, he was thinking that if she looked back and she was looking at him, then he would confess to her.
But fate really likes to play tricks on people. They obviously like each other, and they have obviously seen each other's back, but they have never been discovered by the other party.
Adding the word 'over' to anything will always make it look particularly sad. For example, loved, missed.
Things in the past can only be held in memory.
When Lu Yao walked to the door of the supermarket, the tears on her face had been wiped away. She went in and bought a bottle of water and a bottle of black tea, and a pack of tissues. After paying the bill, she came out.
After leaving the supermarket, Lu Yao accidentally looked up and saw a burgundy Land Rover parked at the opposite intersection. The driver's seat window was open, and the man inside was holding a cigarette in his left hand and resting his arm on the door, looking in the direction of the girls' dormitory.
The supermarket here is located at a three-way intersection. From Lu Yao's perspective, there is the supermarket behind her, their dormitory building is on the left, and the artificial lake is directly opposite.
Ji Guanxin usually doesn't come this way, and he didn't know what possessed him today. After finding nothing, he thought of Li Jing's words: "A misunderstanding is a misunderstanding if it is explained clearly, and it is a fact if it is not explained clearly." He was confused. He drove here. Even if she lied, even if she refused to admit it, he still wanted to ask her face to face to see how she explained the kissing photo.
Lu Yao saw Ji Guanxin's side face. He hadn't looked this way yet, but seemed to be looking in the direction of the women's dormitory in a trance. She was suddenly very nervous, even to the point of panic. Secretly taking a breath, she quickly lowered her head and turned right, trying to get around the back of Ji Guanxin's car.
She didn't want to see him, nor did she want him to see her. Of course, she didn't want him to see Jian Chengli.
Carrying a bottle of something in one hand, Lu Yao walked around the back of Ji Guanxin's car and walked forward quickly, as if there was a ghost chasing her behind her. There were street lights all along the road here, and the warm yellow light above her head shone down, stretching her shadow diagonally to her side.
I don't know if she was too sensitive, but as she was walking, she suddenly felt someone behind her. She paused slightly, and just as she was about to turn her head, before she could completely turn her body, she caught a glimpse of two figures beside her, very close to her.
With her beautiful eyes widened, she subconsciously took a breath. Just as she was about to shout, her arm was pulled from behind.
Lu Yao was startled, so frightened that everything in her hands dropped. She was pulled around, and unexpectedly but also expectedly saw that all-too-familiar handsome face.
Ji Guanxin wore a very light fruit green shirt. Under the warm yellow light, his long eyelashes cast a scallop-shaped halo under his eyes. She didn't know if it was the effect of the light or something else. Lu Yao felt his cheeks slightly tinge. red.
Seeing her panicked look, Ji Guanxin held one of her arms tightly, opened his thin lips, and asked aloud: "Why are you running? Don't you want to see me?"
Lu Yao instinctively wanted to pull out her arm because it hurt a little from his grip on her. Her rebellious behavior and frown made Ji Guanxin unhappy.
Fortunately he saw her, otherwise would he have let her escape like this
The more she tried to break away, the tighter his grip became. Ji Guanxin's heart ached at the thought of not seeing her for several days.
He pulled her into his arms, but Lu Yao was very disgusted. She struggled and said: "Ji Guanxin, let me go!"
Ji Guanxin refused to let go. Not only did he not let go, he pulled her in front of him. Without saying a word, he lowered his head and kissed her.
Lu Yao was frightened. Although no one was passing by here, it was a school after all, and it was on a road with flashing street lights.
She turned away with a whisper, and Ji Guanxin's burning kiss fell on the side of her face. He seemed to be crazy, wishing he could rape her right here.
Lu Yao was angry and anxious, her arms were tightly clamped by him. In desperation, she could only lift her foot to kick his calf bone. All at once hard.
Ji Guanxin felt pain, and he let out a muffled groan in his throat, but finally stopped.