No wonder Lu Yao always felt heavy under her lower abdomen, as if there was something heavy attached to it. She took off her pants and saw that her aunt was here.
It really rained all night when the house was leaking. Lu Yao was extremely embarrassed. Now it's even worse. Something like this happened again, and she was about to die.
Ji Guanxin stood outside the door and didn't hear any movement inside for a long time. He asked: "Are you ready?"
Lu Yao said: "I'm here. Can you help me buy a pack of sanitary napkins? Or ask the nurse if she has any."
Ji Guanxin outside the door had a stunned expression. Her aunt is here. Does that mean you're not pregnant
I can't tell what it feels like, and I feel a vague sense of loss. Ji Guanxin responded. Hanging the potion bottle in his hand at the corner of the cubicle door, he said to Lu Yao, "Wait for me for a while."
Lu Yao stayed in the cubicle for less than a minute. Hear the door. I thought it was Ji Guanxin, but a piece of woman's skirt flashed through the crack of the door, and she opened the door of the next cubicle. Went in.
The moment the door closes. Ji Guanxin came in from outside. He didn't know there was anyone else here, so he directly handed Lu Yao a sanitary napkin. "Give."
A woman's scream came from the next cubicle: "Ah! Who's coming in?"
Ji Guanxin also shocked her, and Lu Yao was in a state of desperation. He quickly said: "I'm sorry, don't be afraid. My boyfriend came in to give me sanitary napkins. He didn't know there was someone else here. I asked him to get out right away."
After saying that, she quickly winked at the confused Ji Guanxin and motioned for him to get out quickly.
Ji Guanxin raised his eyes and gestured to the potion bottle on the corner of the door. Lu Yao said, "It's okay, I'll be out right away."
Ji Guanxin forced Lu Yao to kick him out of the bathroom. When they were already standing in the corridor, he realized that just now Lu Yao said, "What's wrong with my boyfriend?"
Tsk, they said they had broken up before. Women are indeed duplicitous.
Not long after, the bathroom door opened, and Lu Yao and another strange woman walked out. The woman kindly held the potion bottle for her, and Ji Guanxin immediately went over to take it and said, "Thank you."
The woman was not very old, so she recognized Ji Guanxin at a glance and stared, "You..."
Ji Guanxin answered for her: "It's me. I didn't know you were in the bathroom just now. I'm sorry."
Not to mention how excited a woman is, who would have thought that if she came to the hospital to use the toilet in the middle of the night, she would meet Ji Guanxin.
The expression on her face perfectly interpreted what cheering meant. When the woman looked at Lu Yao again, she understood instantly.
She said: "Sure enough, the news on the Internet cannot be trusted. Don't worry, I won't post on Weibo or WeChat Moments, but I support you two."
After saying that, she patted Lu Yao's arm carelessly, winked and said, "I'm optimistic about you, you will make us Dongcheng people look good."
Lu Yao smiled politely, but there was some embarrassment in her smile.
After the woman left, Ji Guanxin glanced at her back, and then said to Lu Yao, "I think she is quite discerning."
Lu Yao asked: "What?"
Ji Guanxin smiled and replied: "She can see that the two of us are true love."
Lu Yao glanced at him and said nothing.
Ji Guanxin said again: "Look at that woman just now, how cheerful she was. She said whatever she wanted. I thought everyone here was like this. Why are you a special case?"
Lu Yao's personality is indeed not like that of a northern woman. Ji Guanxin's previous contact with Liang Zijin always left her helpless. Although she is fierce but also straightforward, Lu Yao is used to keeping everything in her heart and always relies on him to guess.
Even if Ji Guanxin prides himself on being able to read people accurately, he would not dare to pat his chest and guarantee that he can 100% guess what a person is thinking. What's more, he was a little cautious about Lu Yao, and he was even more afraid of not guessing her thoughts and making her unhappy.
He wanted her to say something, but Lu Yao also wanted to.
The two of them stood in the corridor, with no one around them. Taking advantage of this opportunity, Lu Yao calmed herself down secretly. She raised her eyes and looked at Ji Guanxin in front of her, and said, "Do you really want to hear what's in my heart?"
A second ago, Ji Guanxin did still think about it, but now when he saw her expression, he had a vague feeling of ominous premonition.
But having said that, Ji Guanxin really wanted to know what she was thinking.
After saying 'hmm', he said, "Just tell me, I want to hear it."
Lu Yao spoke slowly, in a low voice, and said softly: "Ji Guanxin, I admit that I like you."
The first words she spoke were beyond Ji Guanxin's expectations, and her heart trembled with joy and excitement.
There were a few more sparks of fire in his eyes, and he almost got carried away and the corners of his lips curled up.
But Lu Yao's next words made the fire in his eyes gradually tend to be blown around by the wind.
She said: "You are right, maybe my feelings for Jian Chengli are not love, but gratitude. Recently, I have thought about it a lot. I was thinking about what if I didn't What would it be like if I didn’t feel that I liked Jian Chengli? Or maybe, what would it be like if we started dating like a normal couple? You are a person who will say whatever you want, and you can do it easily. Showing all the joy, anger, sorrow and joy, I envy you, but I... I am struggling."
"Ji Guanxin, I know you are trying very hard to make me happy, and so am I. I am also trying to cater to your preferences. I hope you can be happy. But this process will make us constantly change ourselves. You are letting go of your body and letting go. If you use your posture to cater to me, I will also be afraid that you will be unhappy, so I want to hide my shortcomings. "
"I don't know if other couples are like us, and I don't know if you can understand what I mean when I say this. I... I'm afraid that the more we get along, the more we will find that the other person is not suitable for us at all. . I am not as good as you think. I have many shortcomings. I am afraid that I cannot be what you like all the time... "
The desperate decision in the restaurant made Lu Yao clearly understand that she loved Ji Guanxin, because at the most critical moment, his stay was far more important than her face;
At this moment, she tried hard to force herself to say what was in her heart. Although she said it in a confusing way, she didn't know if he could understand it.
But she just wanted to let him know that she didn't love Jian Chengli, but she didn't have the confidence to be with him either.
Ji Guanxin watched Lu Yao try so hard to explain that it was almost strenuous, and the heartache in his eyes almost overflowed.
He reached out and took her into his arms. He held her neck with one hand, frowned, and said in a low voice: "Stop talking, I know what you want to say."
She didn't feel safe to this extent.
Her love has always been a kind of Gu Yong. Once recognized, she can do anything for the other person, even if she tries hard to cater to the other person's liking.
But now she's afraid that she can't do it, that he won't like her one day, so she would rather escape.
The moment Lu Yao was taken into Ji Guanxin's arms, tears suddenly blurred her eyes.
Her throat was so tight that she couldn't breathe. She gritted her teeth and couldn't help but reach out and grab the clothes around his waist.
Ji Guanxin was so distressed that he was about to go crazy. He had always felt that he and Lu Yao were both at fault for this misunderstanding, so now that he bows his head, Lu Yao should naturally step down.
But you don’t know if you are familiar with it, people are different. What he took for granted was the hurt of being abandoned again and again in Lu Yao's case. This is like a person who has been bitten by a snake. No matter how much you tell him that the snake in front of you does not bite, he will not believe it.
Because of the painful memories, it becomes more difficult to believe.
Until this moment, Ji Guanxin seemed to be able to understand Lu Yao's mood when she packed her clothes and left his house.
Xu Yingjia said that Lu Yao herself felt that she might not be lucky enough to have a home of her own in this life.
This was so sad and disappointing that I simply stopped thinking about it.
Lu Yao couldn't bear to tremble in Ji Guanxin's arms. He held her back and neck and kissed her hair, but she was too uncomfortable to say anything coaxing.
She cried in his arms, her face buried in his shoulder, and the tip of her nose was wet. She didn't know whether it was her own tears or the rain that had never dried on his body.
After a long time, Lu Yao heard Ji Guanxin's voice coming from her ears. His voice was very soft, like coaxing, more like discussing, "Don't be afraid, you don't need to cater to anyone. I like you just because you are You. It's my fault. I didn't think about how you got here all these years. Now I don't hate Jian Chengli. I even want to thank him for helping you when you were in trouble."
Lu Yao burst into tears, but finally collapsed.
Ji Guanxin clasped the back of her head with his big hand, his eyes were red, and he frowned to endure the heartache. He said to her: "Yaoyao, I won't force you to do anything. I also know what you are afraid of. Since you are worried that there may not be a relationship between us." If we can go a long way, then let's start slowly and start over. What should I do first? How about I chase you first? If you think I'm a good person, you can give me a chance. , let’s try to date, please give me time to let us understand each other. If one day we really feel that we can’t go on, then let’s separate; if it turns out that we are still suitable, then let’s get married, okay? ?”
Lu Yao was going crazy. She didn't know whether she was distressed or soft-hearted, happy or excited.
She has been thinking about it a lot these days, but in the final analysis she is still afraid that she and Ji Guanxin will not be able to get together. She was afraid that after trying hard, she would still be in vain.
But Ji Guanxin said, give him a chance.
The worst-case scenario is separation, and the best-case scenario is that he wants to marry her.
If Ji Guanxin hadn't hugged her, Lu Yao would have sat on the ground and cried. He always said that she was not as bold as the northern girls, but at this moment she really wanted to cry wildly.