Ji Guanxin slept until midnight and woke up immediately. He couldn't have a physical collision with Lu Yao, so he didn't want to waste such good time. Just have a spiritual communication.
Turn over and lie next to her. He intertwined his fingers with hers, looked sideways at her face, and said softly: "Are you sleepy?"
Lu Yao said: "It's okay."
Ji Guanxin said: "Then chat with me for a while."
Lu Yao asked: "What do you want to talk about?"
Ji Guanxin said: "Tell me about your childhood. From the time you can remember. Tell me everything that impressed you, whether happy or unhappy."
Lu Yao lay on her back and looked up at the ceiling above her head. After a while. She replied softly: "Actually, I was quite happy when I was a child. I don't know how children in other families live. But my dad, my mom, and my brother were all very good to me. Maybe there was only one flaw in the ointment. One thing...my parents always quarreled over big or small things."
"I remember one time, it seemed that my mother had just tidied the house. My father drank too much when he came back in the evening. He first went to the bathroom to throw up. The bathroom was dirty. Then he got up in the middle of the night and wanted to cook a bowl of noodles, but he broke it. A bowl. My mother got so angry that the two of them came to knock on the door to break up the fight.
"So I really hate quarreling, and I don't want to quarrel with others. At that time, I was thinking, if it's really not suitable, then let's separate. The two of them are together because they like each other. If one day, love No more, why are you still struggling in the marriage? But when they decided to divorce, I realized that I didn't want them to separate, I just wanted them to stop fighting. "
"Later, my mother and I came to Night City and entered Jian's house. My uncle was very kind to me and said he would take care of me like his own daughter. Maybe I didn't understand things at that time. I always felt that My mother disliked being poor and preferred being rich, so she left my father and my brother and married Jian Hongfeng, so I didn't care if he called me dad, and I didn't like talking to his family members. Jian Beibei always quarreled with me and couldn't stand me. , but I quite understand her feelings. If it were me, I might not want my father to marry another woman, let alone that woman bringing someone else's child into the house. "
"We have all lived in families with broken marriages since childhood. Everyone has his own grievances and imbalances in his heart. I have it, so I will not force others not to have it."
"So when Jian Chengli extended a helping hand to you at this time, you felt like you saw the light?"
Ji Guanxin leaned on one of his arms and looked at Lu Yao's calm profile. His eyes were full of distress.
Hearing this, Lu Yao subconsciously turned her head to look at him.
Ji Guanxin said: "I know you are just grateful to Jian Chengli. You have no other intentions and you will not do anything to him."
Lu Yao stared at his face intently. After a few seconds, she suddenly asked instead of answering: "What about you? What was your life like before?"
Ji Guanxin said: "Do you really want to know?"
Lu Yao nodded, "Well, I want to know."
Ji Guanxin calmly took a big breath, and then said slowly, almost helplessly and distressedly: "I'm not the same as you at all. I don't know if my parents quarrel, because I have the impression Since then, I haven’t seen them together at the same time. My mother is very busy, and my father is very busy. The two of them often don’t see each other a few times throughout the year, so I don’t have this trouble like you.”
"I have two brothers and a sister. My two brothers have been studying abroad since they were children. After studying, they got married and had children abroad. My sister, an older single woman, is still alone now, which is not often. When I go back to China, I am alone in the country, so no one is upset with me.”
As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to scratch the tip of her nose and said softly: "It's so pitiful that she has been bullied for so many years."
Lu Yao blinked gently and stared into Ji Guanxin's eyes. She suddenly said, "Does it hurt?"
"Huh?" Ji Guanxin raised his eyelids slightly and didn't understand.
Lu Yao asked with distressed eyes: "Will heart disease surgery be painful?"
Ji Guanxin didn't come to his senses for a while. He was stunned for three to five seconds before replying with a faint smile: "It doesn't hurt, general anesthesia. It's been dozens of hours since I woke up, and I don't know anything."
As soon as he finished speaking, Lu Yao's big eyes were quickly filled with tears.
Before he could utter a word of comfort, a big tear slipped from the edge of his eye socket and dripped down his cheek onto the white pillow.
Ji Guanxin let out a cry of "Ouch," and quickly stretched out his hand to wipe her tears, and said with a helpless smile: "Why are you crying?"
He didn't know that when a woman wants to cry, she should never ask her "Why are you crying?" or "Stop crying". Such words will only make the woman cry harder.
Lu Yao was not the type to cry shockingly, she just cried silently, her tears were big and bright, and Ji Guanxin was dripping like blood from her heart.
There was no other way, Ji Guanxin could only come up to her, nose to nose with her, and coaxed softly: "Okay, honey, don't cry, don't cry anymore. Look at me, I'm fine now, what's wrong with you?" Even if you are angry with me, I won’t get sick.”
He deliberately teased her, but Lu Yao burst into tears.
She buried her head on his chest and sobbed softly. Ji Guanxin's arms went around behind her and patted her back, once and for all. As he patted her, he said, "Actually, I've been thinking about something recently. Do you know what it is?" Is it something?”
Lu Yao shook her head in his arms. Ji Guanxin raised the corners of his lips and said with a faint smile: "I'm thinking, fortunately I met you three years later. If it had been before then, with your temper, you would have made me angry. You can’t die.”
When Lu Yao heard this, she cried even harder and her whole body was trembling.
Ji Guanxin tightened his arms and held her tightly in his arms. He smiled half-heartedly and said, "I said three and a half years ago, I was also a delicate and frail Lin Daiyu. I'm fine now, don't worry. If you make me angry, I guarantee that I won’t die. The more angry you are, the longer you will live. You will live longer than a turtle, and you will be angry to death.”
Lu Yao didn't hold back for a moment and smiled.
Ji Guanxin looked down at her, but when he saw her face covered with tears and snot from crying, he pretended to be disgusted and frowned: "Oh, where are you wiping the snot from?"
Lu Yao replied in a muffled voice: "I didn't rub it on you."
As she said that, she got up awkwardly, took a piece of paper next to her, and sat on the bed to blow her nose.
Ji Guanxin lay sideways next to her, put his hand on her leg, and looked at her with a smile and affection in his eyes.
After she finished blowing her nose, he asked her: "How did you know that I had a heart disease before?"
Not many people knew about this, and there were only a few people around her who might tell her.
Lu Yao looked at Ji Guanxin, with red eyes, and replied honestly: "I saw a broken stone bracelet in the drawer in your room. Did you have surgery in Japan three and a half years ago?"
"Um."
"Sister Zijin took the bracelet from me. She said it was for a friend who was sick. I hope he can survive this crisis safely."
"My mother said that after wearing this bracelet, I seem to be very lucky, so not only did I not die, but I am still alive and well." Ji Guanxin reached out to hold Lu Yao's hand, Ji Guanxin smiled softly, "You brought this luck to me My, tell me, are we destined to be together?”
If Lu Yao hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she probably wouldn't have believed that there was such a coincidence in the world.
Looking at Ji Guanxin, she asked softly: "Are you really okay now?"
Ji Guanxin did not answer but asked: "People with heart disease cannot exercise too strenuously. Do you think I behaved differently when I was with you?"
Lu Yao really thought about it for a while, recalling what she and Ji Guanxin had done together before, it seemed that nothing was too drastic, except...
She glanced at him accidentally, but saw him looking at her with a promotional expression. Lu Yao came to her senses slowly and realized that the violent exercise he was referring to was about sex.
Suddenly blushing, she stretched out her hand to hit him. Ji Guanxin didn't hide, he just lay down and let her beat her.
Lu Yao hit him several times before calming down, and said in a low voice: "I'm asking you seriously."
Ji Guanxin turned his head to look at her and said with a smile, "I'm serious about replying to you. It's really all right."
After saying that, he took her hand and touched her heart. There was half a beautiful wing tattoo there. He said: "To commemorate my rebirth, I no longer have to live the days where I can't help myself. I don't have to worry that the place will stop beating at any time. I don't have to worry that one day I will fall in love with someone. But I She cannot be allowed to live forever.”
Ji Guanxin's few words brought tears to Lu Yao's eyes. She gently touched the outline of the wings, and seemed to feel the soft feathers on her fingertips.
Her nose was so sore that she could hardly speak. She moved her lower lips and spent a long time before whispering: "You don't have to be afraid anymore."
Because I am afraid that I will not live long, I try my best to enjoy the excitement and prosperity of this world; because I am afraid that there will be no tomorrow, I treat every day as the last day and every second as the last second. Maybe only in this way can I This made Ji Guanxin such a free and easy character without any scruples.
Lu Yao wanted to tell him not to be afraid, she would be with him and he would be fine.
Ji Guanxin held her hand tightly, looked at her and said, "You have to promise to stay with me, otherwise I won't be able to see you and I will feel uncomfortable again, just like when I got sick. It hurt so much that I could barely breathe. Whenever this happens, I think I am going to die again and I get scared.”
A woman who can act coquettishly is destined to be more popular, but a man who can act coquettishly and know how to poke people's weak points is really unstoppable.
Lu Yao was already soft-hearted, but when Ji Guanxin said this, she almost cried and promised him that she would never leave him for the rest of her life, as long as he was not afraid.
Ji Guanxin pulled her into his arms. He made her cry, so of course he had to comfort her.
In the past, he was unwilling to tell others that he was sick because he didn't want people to pity him; but now it's different. He's recovered and has the capital to promise a woman's lifelong happiness, so it's understandable to use some extraordinary means in extraordinary times.