Ji Guanxin took out a cigarette from the cigarette case with his slender fingers, but he forgot to bring a lighter with him, so he looked around. An accidental glance. He met the bright gaze across the table.
Take a closer look. He's a little fat guy. The reason why I say small is not because of Xia Shengyi's size, nor because of her size. But because of her fat body, she was wearing a white lace princess dress. There are two pretty ponytails on her big round face. He remembered this dress. His new girlfriend had just worn it on the catwalk in Paris. Volentino's summer haute couture.
It's just a figure of just over 100 meters tall, and a figure of over 160 meters tall. Wearing the same skirt... Ji Guanxin was inexplicably made to laugh. So he smiled at the little fat man very unethically.
Xia Shengyi was stunned. Ji Guanxin not only saw her. Still smiling at her
She instantly felt all the blood in her body rushing to the top of her head. You can tell without looking that he must be blushing.
Ji Guanxin's second brother followed Ji Guanxin's line of sight and then smiled and waved to Xia Shengyi. "Shengyi. Come."
to be honest. Xia Shengyi really didn't want to go there, and he didn't want to walk on two elephant legs. Wearing a dress that she thought she was a princess, but actually covered her like a mosquito net. Walked up to Ji Guanxin.
For the first time she felt so bad, so terrible.
But her uncle kept waving to her, so Xia Sheng had to stand up, and then walked as thinly as possible, and moved in front of Ji Guanxin and her uncle.
Ji Guanxin's second brother smiled and said, "This is your second sister-in-law's biological niece, Xia Shengyi."
"Shengyi, this is my younger brother, you have to call me third uncle or younger uncle."
Xia Shengyi approached Ji Guanxin, his face flushed, and he looked at him cautiously. This was a good look, and she felt that he was ridiculously good-looking. How could a man be so good-looking
Although my uncle is also very handsome, he is not the same type as Ji Guanxin. His skin is very white, but not creamy, just very clean. Moreover, the eyes were big and long, and I always heard people use the word "gupanshengzi" to describe women, but when Xia Sheng saw Ji Guanxin for the first time, he felt that he was the man in the world who best fit this word.
"Hello, uncle." Xia Shengyi tried his best to pretend to be calm, but in fact, his heart had already jumped into his throat.
Ji Guanxin felt that the 'fat princess' in front of him was particularly lovable, so he couldn't help but ask with a smile: "What were you looking at me for just now?"
When Xia Sheng heard this, she felt more like she felt embarrassed about being exposed in front of her. Her face turned red for a moment, and within two seconds, she had an idea and replied: "I didn't look at you, I think Your wallet looks pretty good.”
As soon as these words came out, Ji Guanxin and his second brother were both stunned, and then laughed out loud.
Xia Shengyi thought she had finally escaped, but she didn't expect that Ji Guanxin immediately took out the money and cards from his wallet, then handed the white wallet to her and said with a smile: "Here you go."
Xia Sheng kept poking in front of him blankly, neither picking up nor moving, his eyes full of surprise.
Ji Guanxin handed the wallet to her a few more times and said with a smile, "Don't you like it? I'll give it to you."
No one knew what Xia Shengyi was thinking at this moment, because even she was ambiguous. It seemed as if her heart was beating, as if she felt guilty, as if so many emotions were coming out at once that she couldn't tell what they were.
Ji Guanxin's second brother took the wallet, raised Xia Shengyi's hand, put the wallet into her hand, and said with a smile: "Then, this is a meeting gift from your uncle."
Ji Guanxin also said, "Don't dislike it, I've only used it for three days, it's still pretty new."
Xia Shengyi said in a small voice: "Thank you, uncle."
She didn't know if Ji Guanxin heard it, because she was quickly taken away by her relatives to attend to part of the wedding process. When she went back to find Ji Guanxin, he didn't know where he was.
That year, when she had just turned fifteen, she fell in love with someone for the first time.
She heard that his girlfriend was a supermodel, so she secretly checked out all the information about that woman. She began to think that Ji Guanxin liked that woman because she had the so-called golden ratio, so in the six months after the wedding, she tried fasting to lose weight, but she fainted and was sent to the hospital; she also tried various weight-loss drugs in a hurry for quick success, But the rebound was so powerful that it caused her to feel flustered and dizzy.
Every time when she was tortured by weight loss, she would think about Ji Guanxin, the look in his eyes when he was sitting diagonally across from her that day, and the smile on his face three seconds later.
Loving someone is really an obsessive belief. It allowed Xia Shengyi to give up all sweets and all foods that would make her gain weight. After a whole year of hard work, she finally lost 90 pounds.
She learned to be beautiful and dress up, but she also knew that Ji Guanxin had only been dating his supermodel girlfriend for less than two months, and now, his girlfriend was a talented painter who was somewhat famous.
She suddenly said she wanted to learn to paint, and asked her family to find a good oil painting teacher who would take classes five days a week, rain or shine.
At first, her family was surprised by her sudden change, but later they guessed that she liked a certain boy, so she worked so hard to get better.
But for a long time, one year, two years, three years... Xia Shengyi has never lacked suitors, but she has always remained single, as if she wants to isolate all the opposite sex around her, and only changes her 'hobbies' with frequency. .
Maybe it was painting in the past few months, but in the blink of an eye it turned into dancing, then musical instruments, singing...
Some people have unstable temperaments, and they don't care if they only play every three days. But once Xia Shengyi suddenly 'likes' something, it is almost a crazy absorption. She can not eat, play or sleep, just focus on it. I want to learn well the things in front of me.
For a while, the family members around her couldn't understand her, and were even worried about her, but Xia Shengyi behaved very naturally.
She said, "I want to get better, is that wrong?"
Of course, there is nothing wrong with getting better. This is something that everyone hopes for, but not everyone can do.
But Xia Shengyi can, because she has the reason and motivation to force herself to become better. She wants to be good enough, so good that one day she can stand in front of Ji Guanxin without having to feel inferior or cowardly.
She wants to be so good that he falls in love with her at first sight. Is this wrong
No one knows who she likes in her heart, and who would have thought that a quick glance with Ji Guanxin at the wedding would make Xia Shengyi remember her for seven years
Over the past seven years, she had wanted countless times to suddenly buy a plane ticket and appear in front of Ji Guanxin, and then ask him, "Brother-in-law, do you like me like this?"
But she has no courage or self-confidence, because the girlfriends around him are either beautiful or beautiful and talented.
So the only thing she can do is to learn everything he likes so that he can't find any faults. And this wait is a full seven years.
Watching the women around him come and go, she would always feel sad at first, but over time, she seemed to have developed a kind of inertia. She even guessed that this woman could only stay by his side for a month. No, Maybe only three weeks.
In such a long time, she has never set foot in the night city, but she always follows all the latest trends about Ji Guanxin on the Internet.
She knew that in these years, maybe he had only had true feelings for one woman, and that woman was named Liang Zijin. Although they had not been dating for long, and the woman actually married Luo Xiangdong, Xia Shengyi could feel that Ji Guanxin treated her differently. Because in the three years since then, he has not dated any woman.
Xia Shengyi didn't want to go to Ye City to meet Ji Guanxin, but it happened that something happened at home at that time. Her father's affair with his secretary was discovered by her mother. In anger, her mother found someone to beat up the mistress, but unexpectedly something happened in the process. The woman became pregnant, the child was gone, and the uterus could not be saved.
The woman threatened to divorce her parents, otherwise she would call the police to arrest her mother. In desperation, her parents divorced. I thought this farce would end here, but no one expected that on the day Xiaosan married her father, her mother committed suicide by slitting her wrists at home.
Xia Shengyi was never able to see the death scene, but it was rumored that her mother died in the bathroom of the master bedroom. There were two photos beside her, one was a wedding photo of her and her husband, and the other was a photo of a family of three. Take a photo. The blood blurred the photo, and the body was already cold when it was discovered.
Xia Shengyi will never forgive two people in her life, one is her father and the other is herself. She hated her father for failing to uphold his responsibilities in the marriage, which caused her mother to reach this stage; she also hated herself, and hated herself for being obsessed with fantasizing about someone all these years. In fact, she had discovered that since three Since a few months ago, her mother's mood has been obviously wrong, but she has been unwilling to delve into it. She always thinks about adult matters and does not need her to solve them. This book is updated quickly on Baidu search {half}[^floating^}{^生]
It turned out that it was her indifference and her father's ruthlessness that together ruined this originally beautiful family of three.
Because of this incident, Xia Shengyi was given a reprieve for three years. Three years can't make things completely over, but it can temporarily free her from the pain.
Everyone is advising her to move on.
Yes, looking forward, when she spent countless lonely nights, holding a fruit knife, thinking that as long as she slashed her wrist, all the pain would be over, she would think of what happened at the wedding many years ago. That good-looking man, he smiled happily at her.
She really wanted to see him with her own eyes again, hear his voice, and want him to see how beautiful and outstanding she had become now, so outstanding that she could be worthy of him.
She took out her mobile phone and dialed a number to go out. She had a habit of insomnia for a long time, so she didn't care that it was half past two in the night.
The phone was answered after four or five rings. Xia Shengyi had already put down the fruit knife. She was holding a white leather wallet in her hand and said softly: "Auntie, I want to return to China to develop, is that okay?"